The room was silent.
Before that, Ji Beichuan was crying and pulling others, but now it was different. He sat there quietly by himself, his eyes were red, but he didn't shed a tear anymore. Pale.
The old lady finally came to her senses. She sat up slowly, coughed a few times, and looked at Shen Cheng: "Why did you tell me when you were not in the study?"
Obviously at that time, Shen Cheng could directly defend himself.
Shen Cheng, who was standing on the inside, leaned on the chair, and said, "I didn't take medicine before, I'm afraid you won't be able to bear it."
Just as the old lady wanted to be moved, she heard Shen Cheng add another sentence: "After all, I am also responsible for not giving you the medicine in time."
…
The old lady was silent for a while, and finally turned her head to look at Ji Beichuan, and she called out, "Beichuan."
Ji Beichuan turned his face stiffly, his voice was a little hoarse: "Grandma."
"Beichuan..."
The old lady was sitting on the sofa, her whole body was a little hunched, and the meticulously combed hair behind her was also a little scattered, as if she had aged overnight.
Ji Beichuan staggered a few steps on the ground, and held the old lady's hand: "Grandma."
The old lady reached out and stroked Ji Beichuan's face tremblingly. She hadn't seen him for a while, but she felt that the child in front of her was a little strange, as if she had never known this child before these years. How ridiculous, she did. The child who was only half a month old was thinking about her, and was worried that the effect of the medicine that she had just taken would be slow, so he would rather not speak up to defend himself, while the child who had been raised by him for more than ten years was thinking about her inheritance after death.
How strange.
It's like she hated Shen Youting the most back then, but after Shen Youting passed away, she saw her depressed son and felt that maybe she was wrong.
Ji Beichuan was a little desperate: "Grandma, I didn't collude with Mrs. Li. I didn't know she would steal. I just want to change my medicine. Grandma, can you trust me?"
The old lady's pale hair fell down, and she sighed: "What if the fake pills are mixed with something that can kill my old woman?"
Ji Beichuan was taken aback.
"If..." the old lady looked at him: "The plan Auntie Li gave you today is not this, but to steal Yuansheng's documents, and the condition is that you will have monstrous wealth, will you agree?"
Ji Beichuan: "I..."
He won't, he won't do it, he just wants to come back, if it really threatens grandma's life and father's company, he won't do it.
Ji Beichuan was full of despair, but he couldn't say anything to justify it. If he was wrong, he was wrong. No one harmed him. It was his greed and dissatisfaction that harmed him.
The old lady looked at the child in front of her and felt terribly disappointed. She said, "Go to the hospital to see Shen Dashan. He and Gao Can are worthy of you. At least they are the ones who treat you sincerely. Don't let yourself regret it."
Ji Beichuan sat slumped on the ground and nodded gently.
…
This night is destined to be a sleepless night.
The old lady's 70th birthday party went into a big mess, the guests were dismissed early, most of the parties went to the hospital, the red light in the emergency room didn't end until early in the morning, Ji Beichuan waited for a long time at the door of the ward, until the people inside After being pushed out, he immediately surrounded him.
The doctor said: "We are currently in a dangerous period. It is good if we can wake up. If we cannot wake up, we must be mentally prepared..."
Ji Beichuan's heart sank.
The waiting time was long, and the long night lasted from night to dawn. He sat beside the hospital bed and thought a lot. When he came to the hospital today, Ji Yuansheng was worried that Shen Cheng was not resting well and did not let him come. Jian Shiwu's parents were worried. He was frightened and sent him home early.
Each of their children has the love of their parents, and they show sympathy on the bright side, but he doesn't. Even in the past, he didn't get as much attention from Ji Yuansheng as Shen Cheng did in Ji's family. He is like a poor guy, It was a joke from beginning to end.
Maybe... In fact, there are people in this world who love him, but it's a pity that he lost them all.
Grandma loved him, but he almost killed her. Shen Dashan also loved him, but because of his selfishness and stupidity, he personally ruined his life.
Ji Beichuan sat blankly by the hospital bed, unable to utter a word, he could not shed tears, and had no strength to think, everything in the world seemed to be quiet, only the dying person on the hospital bed and the boundless darkness remained. Devour him, no one will love him anymore, he is really a failure, why did he become like this, even he himself hates himself.
He didn't want to lose anything, but he lost everything. In the end, he had nothing. What's the point of such a life? No one will forgive him. Perhaps disappearing from the world is the best way
"Boom boom"
There was a knock on the door, and a nurse came in and asked, "Can you eat something warm? It's not a problem to wait here."
Ji Beichuan shook his head lightly and refused.
However, the nurse took a bowl of steaming instant noodles forcefully: "How can you not eat, your father may not wake up at any time."
The heat from the noodles rose slowly and spread on Ji Beichuan's face. In a daze, he thought of another bowl of noodles, a bowl of hand-rolled noodles with very ugly faces. What a mistake, even though I hated him so much, I still gave him a little face.
Ji Beichuan hugged the instant noodle bucket, trembling all over, and finally buried his body, his collapsed emotions collapsed in an instant.
The nurse hesitated, "Why are you crying?"
The boy who was still tense just now seemed to have been relieved of all the strength in his body. He cried bitterly over a bowl of instant noodles in the morning sun in front of his unconscious father's bed.
Just before this, he thought about committing suicide. He wanted face too much. When he thought that he might have to bear the disgust and disdain of so many people in the future, and that he might never have any relatives in the future, no one would accept him. It made him feel worse than death, he regretted it so much, he knew he was wrong, but it was irreparable, no one would forgive him, no one would give him a chance.
But that bowl of noodles, the bowl of noodles that Jian Shiwu hated him, turned out to be a straw to save his life, making him feel that even if he failed, there might be a little glimmer of hope for him. Maybe he could live, he was a poor wretch, but someone might allow the wretch a little food and a little room to live.
"drop"
The instrument beeped again, pulling Ji Beichuan back from his thoughts.
Amid the young man's crying, Shen Dashan slowly opened his eyes. His eyes looked at the young man beside the hospital bed, hesitating: "Beichuan?"
Ji Beichuan froze, a little afraid to say: "You're awake!"
Shen Dashan nodded weakly, his body was covered with tubes, and his voice was a little muffled by the oxygen mask. He raised his hand to touch Ji Beichuan's face, but he had to fall down in mid-air due to lack of strength, but At the moment when he was about to fall down, he was held by Ji Beichuan, and the young man's white and tender hand held Shen Dashan tightly. He moved closer gently, and dragged Shen Dashan's palm to touch his face.
Shen Dashan's eyes were slowly soaked red with tears, he said hoarsely, "Beichuan, are you alright?"
Ji Beichuan shook his head.
"They... didn't blame you, did they?" Shen Dashan's voice was hoarse and weak, and he couldn't speak clearly, but Ji Beichuan understood, and the man said, "I'm sorry, Dad is incompetent and couldn't help you stop them."
Ji Beichuan's whole body froze, his whole body was as cold as ice, and he was a little afraid to say: "You know all about it?"
Shen Dashan didn't nod or shake his head. This stupid and weak man has been incompetent all his life. Maybe others think he doesn't understand anything, but most of the time his heart is like a mirror, looking at the fragile Ji Beichuan in front of him, Shen Dashan can already guess The general result, he sighed, and said softly: "That day...you went downstairs without eating, it was too late, I was afraid that you would be in danger, so, just followed."
Ji Beichuan's eyes widened, and he asked bluntly, "Do you know that I wanted to go back to Ji's house, but didn't stop me?"
Shen Dashan smiled softly, a tear flowed from the corner of his eye, and he sighed: "People go to high places, but water flows to low places. I'm not capable, so I can't suffer you too."
He could have avoided those two people in the garden, but he guessed that there might be an accident in the house. If something really happened, Ji Beichuan might not be able to escape. Maybe he is really a man with no ability. , but he is a father, he has nothing to give Ji Beichuan, but he can do his best to protect the child.
Shen Dashan had a hard time speaking, the electrocardiogram instrument kept jumping and making a ticking sound, he said softly, "Beichuan, I'm sorry, Dad didn't give you a good life and made you ashamed, in the future..."
"do not talk!"
Looking at Shen Dashan's injured body, Ji Beichuan thought of what he had done some time ago, filled his chest with remorse and pain, tears fell uncontrollably, he held Shen Dashan's hand tightly, and finally shouted Said: "Dad, stop talking."
The child who has always been proud and arrogant seemed to grow up overnight, he cried softly: "I don't want anything, I don't want a good life, I don't want to go back to Ji's house, don't die, please, Don't die."
Shen Dashan's eyes slowly widened, the electrocardiogram equipment made a sharp sound, the door of the ward was opened, and nurses and doctors came in to check on the patient's condition. , originally there was no hope according to his injury, but after waking up once in the morning, the patient's awareness of survival increased, and at night he finally stabilized his condition and was out of danger.
When the nurse came to check the ward again, he saw the child lying on his father's hospital bed and sleeping soundly. He hadn't closed his eyes all day and all night. During the rescue during the day, Ji Beichuan had been sitting in the corner and staring at the bloodshot big boy. The eyes seemed to be holding on to the last thread, and they didn't fall asleep until they were told to be out of danger.
…
second day
Jane's
Zhen Meili and Jian's father were also very worried. After returning from the birthday party that day, Jian Shiwu began to lose his mind, as if he was frightened by something and lost his soul. At first they thought it was just that they hadn't experienced anything and could just sleep, but What I didn't expect was that Jian Shiwu had a high fever that night, and it was fine to talk nonsense, no matter whether it was injection or medicine, the high fever would not subside.
Zhen Meili sat on the bedside and applied a towel to Jian Shiwu, and asked Jian's father, "How is it?"
The family doctor contacted by Jian's father had just left, and he shook his head: "Dr. Kevin said that after the examination, his health was fine, and it was caused by fright."
"What scare can scare him like this?" Zhen Meili's face was full of worry, she leaned into Father Jian's arms, choked up, "You know I stayed here last night and heard him talking nonsense?"
Father Jane asked: "What?"
Zhen Meili's eyes were slightly red, and she shed tears: "He said he begged his parents not to leave, and kept calling Shen Cheng's name, and he said he would never dare again."
Jian's father was taken aback for a moment, looking at the pale Jian Shiwu lying on the hospital bed, he was a little puzzled: "How could you say these words?"
Zhen Meili shook her head: "I don't know, he kept crying with a fever last night, nothing worked."
Jian's father's heart ached all of a sudden. Although their family was not considered a wealthy family, they were also very wealthy. They loved Jian Shiwu to the bottom of their hearts since they were young. Suffered, basically Jian Shiwu supported everything, including who he made friends with and never interfered.
Xiaopang has an upright temper, everything is written on his face, which is easy to understand.
But in the past half a year, as a parent, I have sensitively found that Jian Shiwu is a little different, she is a lot more silent, and sometimes she will be alone in a daze, and she is more sensible, no longer messing around, and she is so obedient.
Zhen Meili covered her mouth and shed tears: "What's the matter, husband, when he was young, he wouldn't...what happened?"
Father Jian hurriedly comforted him: "No way, what are you thinking?"
From morning to dusk, Jian Shiwu, who had been running a high fever, began to subside slowly, which made the parents who had been worried all the time breathe a sigh of relief.
Zhen Meili was sitting on the hospital bed, she stroked Xiaopang's face that seemed to have lost weight, and said softly, "When I am young, do you want to eat?"
Jian Shiwu drank from a water glass and shook his head: "I'm not hungry."
The scene in the stairway seemed to have abruptly lifted the protective cover he had built for himself. For a long time, in order to make himself less afraid, he deliberately didn't think about it, and deliberately thought that Shen Cheng in this life was different from the previous life. It will be the indifferent and ruthless person before, and his fate will not be the same.
But he was wrong. When he saw that Shen Cheng, his whole soul ached.
At that time, he could bear to ignore it, but when he came out of the house, he seemed to be exhausted. He overestimated his ability to bear it. It turned out that those fears and fears never dissipated. They were suppressed in the bottom of his heart until he was released. out of the day.
Zhen Meili said softly: "Mom has been calling Shen Cheng in your dreams, otherwise I will let him come and see you, okay?"
Jian Shiwu's eyes widened, and he subconsciously blurted out: "No!"
Zhen Meili was taken aback.
Jian Shiwu trembled visibly. He realized that he had overreacted. He froze for a moment, and finally smiled: "The class representative and I are just ordinary friends. Don't bother him to come and visit me."
Zhen Meili frowned slightly, and looked at the door worriedly.
"click"
Jane Shiwu's door opened.
Shen Cheng stood at the door of the bedroom, the young man's whole body was cold, and from a long distance, his peaceful black eyes looked at Jian Shiwu with a little bit of coolness.
"... Shen Cheng."
Jian Shiwu was stunned on the hospital bed, and Zhen Meili also knew that the two children should have a good chat, so she didn't say anything, but just patted Xiaopang's hand: "We'll talk after we think about it."
She left the room, closing the door behind her.
A layer of cold sweat slowly broke out on Jian Shi's back in the afternoon, and he called softly, his voice was childish and hoarse, "Shen Cheng."
Shen Cheng didn't look at him with warm eyes like before, he took a few steps forward, and stopped abruptly a few steps away.
Jian Shiwu didn't know if Shen Cheng heard it, he hesitated: "Did you just arrive?"
Shen Cheng remained expressionless: "It's not the right time."
"...No." Jian Shiwu was a little panicked, because he felt that Shen Cheng in front of him was so scary and full of danger: "I'm afraid that I will give you the sickness."
A sneer slowly appeared on Shen Cheng's face: "Really?"
But your eyes don't say that.
Those clean eyes are always smiling, full of fear and fear, full of resistance and alienation, as if watching a scourge.
Didn't you say that you like him? Didn't you say that you want to be with him all the time? Why do you want to dodge when you look at me now? It was you who provoked me first, and now you are the one who thinks I don't suit you.
Jian Shiwu saw that there seemed to be something in Shen Cheng's pocket, and he said softly, "Are you here to see me, class representative?"
Shen Cheng didn't deny it: "Yes."
Jian Shiwu calmed down a bit, the cold-blooded and ruthless person in his previous life in his memory slowly faded away, leaving behind Shen Cheng who cared about him, he breathed a sigh of relief and smiled: "Did you bring me a gift? Is it a gift for my recovery?"
Shen Cheng looked at him without answering.
This kind of quietness made Jian Shiwu a little flustered. For some reason, he felt that Shen Cheng was very strange today. What made him flustered was the kind of uneasy panic, as if he was about to lose something.
Shen Cheng took out a box from his pocket and put it on the bedside table, the boy whispered: "I hope you like it."
Jian Shiwu looked at him stupidly.
Shen Cheng straightened up and looked at him condescendingly. The emotions in those dark and deep eyes were too deep and heavy, which made Jian Shiwu's heart ache for a moment. The young man seemed to want to say something, but in the end there was nothing. Said, he took half a step back and whispered: "I'm leaving."
Looking at his back, Jian Shiwu panicked so much that he shouted: "Shen Cheng!"
Shen Cheng had already opened the door and stopped in his tracks.
The boy on the bed was fair-skinned, and those big eyes looked at him for a moment, with some hesitation and expectation, timidly: "I'll see you at school tomorrow, shall we?"
Shen Cheng turned his head and looked back, and saw the energetic chubby, just like the many moments when he stared at Jian Shiwu for countless years.
Hope he can always be this happy.
If he wasn't there, if he wasn't there, he could always be so energetic.
Shen Cheng whispered: "Recover well"
Before Xiaopang could answer, the door had already been closed, and the inside and outside were completely cut off, leaving a room of silence and tranquility.
Outside, Zhen Meili sent Shen Cheng away, and didn't dare to ask how the two children were going. When she came back, Jian's father said, "Did you bid farewell?"
Zhen Meili said, "I don't know."
"Yuansheng has to go back to country m to handle government affairs because of the theft of company documents. This incident may affect several senior shareholders and high-level executives. It will not be handled cleanly in a short time. In addition, the old lady was also shocked this time. So if there are no accidents, the Ji family should have the whole family emigrate."
Zhen Meili frowned, and asked suspiciously: "But didn't Yuansheng say that he would respect the child's opinion?"
Father Jian recalled the look in Shen Cheng's eyes when he left just now, and sighed: "I'm afraid I'm dead."
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