All of a sudden, the car became quiet.
Monkey saw Jian Shiwu's complexion very badly, so bad that it made people feel a little distressed. After knowing him for so long, in his impression, Jian Shiwu had always been optimistic and cheerful. What can affect him, always happy? Heart? But these days I don't know what happened, it seems like he was stimulated by something.
The monkey felt a little distressed: "Shiwu..."
Jian Shiwu lowered his head and covered his face. He was leaning against the car window, half of his body seemed to be buried in the shadows. The car was driving forward, and the street lamps radiated bright light. Those mottled shadows were The person's body has passed inch by inch, leaving only? Inch by inch, there are some traces of loneliness.
silence
A deathly silence.
Just when the monkey knew what to say, Jian Shiwu spoke slowly, with a hoarse voice: "Did I say something wrong?"
Monkey pursed his lips.
"I just think..." the monkey thought for a while before saying, "The class representative will be sad if you're like this."
Jian Shiwu closed her eyes in despair.
Some idioms always have to go through a lot of things before they understand their true meaning.
Involuntary.
Jian Shiwu opened his mouth to say something, but those hot words could only be covered by his lips and teeth in the end, and finally turned into a weak sentence: "I'm sorry."
…
The monkey looked at him? Even though he? I don't understand."
Jian Shiwu took a deep breath: "Aren't I? Avoiding him?"
"what is that?"
"I just…"
He couldn't open his mouth, and he couldn't speak out. This matter? It was like an unsolvable problem, which locked him in this cage, suffocating him to the core.
The monkey waited for a while, and finally said: "Brother Shi, we've known each other since elementary school, no? Let's talk about other things, at least we are acquainted with each other. When we were young, we used to climb walls and skip classes together, and we ate and fished together. What are we doing?" I haven't worked together before, if I know you, I think I should know you..."
Jian Shiwu nodded slightly.
"But I haven't understood you since junior high school."
The monkey said softly: "I think you seem to be a different person, but it's not bad? What's wrong? It's a good change. You're willing to learn and make progress, but you don't? It's good to be messy, so just follow Kai. It's like you know it, but I feel that you have changed a little... "
He thought for a while, as if he was looking for an appropriate adjective, and finally decided: "It's like being frightened."
Jane Shiwu suddenly raised her head.
The monkey's eyes were serious, and he said, "I can see that you are afraid of him."
Jian Shiwu raised his head in surprise. It felt like a person standing on the edge of a precarious cliff and pretending to be okay. At this moment, someone came over and took his hand and said, "No? It's too forced. I can see you are working hard."
Jian Shiwu tried to open his mouth, he wanted to refute, but found that there was no way to refute.
"I think, since I can see it, you said the class represents him? Can you see it?" Monkey spoke very patiently: "As a friend, I always have reservations and evasions, which is actually very It’s heartbreaking, I thought, if there is any misunderstanding, it’s better to get rid of it as soon as possible, if it’s really hard to come, then just break it up and break it up.”
Jian Shiwu's eyes widened, and he repeated subconsciously: "One shot, two shots..."
Monkey nodded.
The car fell into a deathly silence, and the driver in front didn't dare to speak up, for fear that he would be silenced because he knew too much.
finally
After passing the next turn, the driver stepped on the brake: "Master Jian, your home is here."
Jane Shiwu nodded and said, "Thank you."
Get out of the car, the outside is very cold, there is a person who is irritated by the cold wind, and suddenly wakes up a lot. He shivered all over, and stood where he was, for a moment, he didn't know what night it was.
The monkey behind said: "Then I will go back."
Jane Shiwu turned around and said, "Okay."
The light outside is much clearer. With the pale light of the street lamp, the monkey clearly saw Jian Shiwu's red eyes, and also clearly felt his? A little bit of despair, don't you need anything? Words can also feel that this child has suffered too much.
Monkey heart? He sighed.
In the end, he chose to get out of the car as well, walked up to Jian Shiwu, opened his arms and gave Jian Shiwu a hug. In the cold wind, the two good brothers embraced solemnly after so many years, like Keeping each other warm and also passing on strength.
"Actually, I also know that Shen Cheng is very dangerous. He? No? He is someone we can provoke. I understand what you decide to do, but I think, these years, in my conscience, how did Brother Cheng treat us? , we all know it in our hearts, no matter what, at least he is worthy of you, so..."
Jane Shiwu listened quietly.
The autumn wind blows, and the monkey's words seem to be full of sighs: "Think about it."
There is only one Shen Cheng in this world.
The monkey got into the car, and the car drove away. The community was very quiet, not? There would be a few crickets from time to time, which seemed extraordinarily bleak in the autumn night.
Jian Shiwu stood on the spot, as if he had been frozen by these words, unable to move.
"Hour?"
The door of the villa was pushed open, and the nanny's voice came.
Jian Shiwu turned around and saw her aunt walking towards her: "Why don't you go home? Come in, you child, it's so cold outside."
Walking into the house, he? Like a wandering spirit.
The aunt said: "Mr. and his wife are on a business trip. It's almost the end of the year. The company is busy, and they are busy with the listing recently? Oh, no? But don't worry? I'm here these days. Do you want to eat?" Tell Auntie everything."
Jane Shiwu nodded indiscriminately, and went back to her room.
They didn't sleep well all night, all kinds of weird things in the dream, all kinds of past lives collided with the pictures of this life, as if squeezing their head, it made people have a splitting headache and woke up from the dream When I was there, my whole body was covered in cold sweat, as if I was dehydrated.
Finally, it was dawn.
Jian Shiwu couldn't figure out a thing or two, and went to school in a daze.
As soon as he entered the door of the classroom, he subconsciously looked towards the last row. Sure enough, Shen Guo arrived early. He was reading a book. The morning sun fell on the young boy, beautiful and sacred, and his attention It seems to be all in the book, indifferent to the people at the door of the classroom? Caring.
But no? That's it.
Jian Shiwu knew that in the past, Shen Cheng would definitely look at them. No matter whether he opened his mouth or not, the two of them would definitely make eye contact. But today is different. Today he is standing there, Shen Cheng Didn't look at him? A glance.
…
He? Angry.
This time, Jian Shiwu can be 100% sure.
The monkey turned towards him and said hello: "Brother Shi, good morning."
Jane Shiwu said, "Good morning."
"Excuse me!"
Monkey looked at Jian Shiwu's face in shock: "My good fellow, what did you do last night, you look like your husband died, you can just go to the funeral."
Jane Shiwu gave him a hammer.
For the next whole day, all the study sessions were as usual, and Shen Cheng didn't completely ignore them. Whether it was handing in homework or meeting during class, they could communicate normally. The only thing was not? The same thing is, concise and to the point, they? They are just like normal classmates, and they won't go any further.
Strange, estranged.
In just one night, a big river was crossed between the two of them.
When a person has been living in warm water, only by pouring a basin of cold water all at once can he wake up like a dream, and in the days when Shen Cheng is suddenly absent, he? No? Adapt.
No one will check the questions for him after he has finished his homework.
No one will make him? More? Eat a few pieces of meat just because he loses weight.
Not to mention that no one will remind him to take a nap time to help him check and sort out those messy test papers.
The originally well-organized life seemed to be messed up all of a sudden. Jian Shiwu always subconsciously looked for Shen Cheng, but Shen Cheng never looked at him.
Sometimes, they will feel a little wronged and want to shed tears.
So cruel? Ah, Shen Cheng.
Man is a very strange creature. He obviously knew how heartless and ruthless Shen Cheng was in his previous life, but he was treated a little coldly in this life, and he felt wronged uncontrollably. .
Jian Shiwu was a little angry, angry with herself.
He was angry at himself for being incompetent and unable to share the pressure of his parents, he was angry with himself for talking nonsense and hurt Shen Cheng's heart, and he was even more angry with himself for being so weak in this life and not being able to take responsibility at all.
One after another, things are being pressed down. The people who are pressed can't breathe. ?I fell ill within a week. The disease came on violently without any symptoms.
Didn't feel it when Zhen Meili came to call for someone in the morning? Why not? Right: "Hour?"
There is no movement in the house
After knocking on the door for a long time, there was no movement? Zhen Meili finally became anxious, pushed the door open and entered, the face of the person lying on the bed was flushed, as if he had passed out.
"Hour!"
He had a high fever of 38.8, which started at night and was not discovered until the morning. The doctor in the hospital kept blaming the parents for being so careless. After another day of burning, his head became confused.
Zhen Meili was crying all the time, while Jian Zicheng stayed by his wife and children with some self-blame.
Jian Shiwu on the hospital bed was on a drip. His high fever hadn't completely subsided, but his face had gradually turned pale. Even in his sleep, he was frowning, looking restless.
Zhen Meili wiped her face, and said hoarsely: "Auntie said, he? He hasn't been in a good mood these days, and usually eats less because of weight loss, so Auntie didn't care about the lack of food these days. I came back yesterday I drank a few mouthfuls of porridge while I was there."
Jian Zicheng sighed: "Is the study pressure too great?"
Zhen Meili shook her head.
She reached out and touched Jian Shiwu's face. In her memory, this child had a chubby face, round and cute, no? I don't know when it started, and it became thinner and thinner. Before, he was always careless. No lungs, don't you know when you start to get preoccupied
Jian Shiwu? I know what dream I had, and I started talking in my sleep again. His long eyelashes trembled and gradually became moist. Maybe he dreamed of something sad, and his whole body trembled a little, as if he was enduring something huge. pain.
Zhen Meili got closer and heard clearly.
Jian Zicheng asked her, "What are you talking about?"
Zhen Meili raised her head to look at him, and lightly parted her thin lips: "I'm calling Shen Cheng's name."
Two or three years ago, Jian Shiwu also had a big dream and developed a high fever. In his sleep, he kept calling Shen Cheng's name, and it is the same now.
Jian Zicheng choked up: "These two children..."
Zhen Meili also sighed softly.
This disease is so fierce that no one has ever seen it. I thought it would be so serious. The fever subsided that day, but after a day and a night, I still didn’t wake up. The experts from the hospital came again and again. Diagnosis and treatment, but they all said that there is no problem with the body, so they can only wait.
He was ill, the news naturally reached the ears of the students, and there were many discussions in the class:
"I heard that the moon has never woken up."
"Fever persists."
"It's going to be three days."
"We can't see it. The moon is not awake yet. This will disturb the cleanliness in the past."
Everyone was talking about it, and the monkeys naturally knew about it. Today is Friday, so naturally they made an appointment to go and see it on the weekend.
When receiving the call, Qiao An was naturally the first to look at Shen Cheng.
Although Shen Cheng has behaved the same as usual these days, but he is always by his side, and Qiao An can still feel the recent low pressure.
Shen Cheng's mood is very bad.
The price was that the group of people on the nearest server were used to practice their hands when they had nothing to do, and the wailing and complaints were all over the sky.
With such a low air pressure, even the people in the whole house dare not breathe, for fear of being affected.
But even if Shen Cheng didn't care anymore, when he learned that Jian Shiwu was still asleep, the doctor team invited from abroad in the name of Ji's family arrived immediately, even if he didn't care anymore, the hospital's real situation Also sent to him by the doctor every day?.
Even if you don't behave? You care. I'm going to visit you today. It's early in the morning before the sun rises, so Shen Chengcheng wakes up.
At eight o'clock in the morning, a group of people arrived at the hospital.
Zhen Meili greeted the child: "Why do you come as soon as you come, bring so many things? What are you doing?"
Haven't seen each other for a few days, Zhen Meili has been haggard a lot? It's because of the company's affairs? She hasn't been at home for a while on a business trip. She knows that Jian Shiwu behaved abnormally after she knew that she went public that day, but she didn't stay with her children. This made her very self-conscious. responsibility.
The doctor said that his illness did not come suddenly. It is because the child has been depressed for a long time, and his energy and blood are both exhausted. Because of too much pressure, it may be caused by some recent inducement, too much psychological? Psychological blow? I couldn't bear it completely? I fell ill when I couldn't hold it.
Zhen Meili will cry when she stops these days. If Jian Shiwu really has
"Brother Shi hasn't woken up yet."
"Moon, wake up and play games with you."
"The Chinese New Year is coming soon, and we agreed to play together."
Several children were standing in front of the hospital bed chattering. The person lying on the bed was receiving an IV. His pale face was almost transparent. It was obvious that this child had lost a lot of weight in half a month. He closed his eyes. With squinting eyes, frail and frightening.
Everyone was chattering non-stop, only Shen Cheng stood by and watched quietly, an ordinary person would only think this child was cold and heartless, only those who knew Shen Cheng could see through those quiet black eyes. Strong emotions under the eyes.
At noon, the sky changed, dark clouds billowed, and there was even faint thunder.
Zhen Meili came over and said, "I'm afraid it's going to rain? You guys hurry up and go home, it's going to be bad if it rains heavily."
Qiao An and the monkey looked at each other. They walked to the door of the room, only Shen Cheng stood by the bed and did not move. From the moment they came here, they seemed to be rooted and sprouted, and they were inseparable.
Zhen Meili was a little worried: "Shen Cheng..."
When she spoke, Shen Cheng didn't move. He turned his face away and said softly, "Auntie, I want to be here."
…
The room was silent for a moment.
"good."
Zhen Meili looked at the two children who were lying down and the other was standing, and her nose was inexplicably sore, no? No matter what the reason was, she nodded, "You can stay with me when I am young." Afterwards, Monkey and Joan also left.
They live in a VIP ward, which is just like an ordinary three-bedroom room, with a kitchen, a living room, three separate lounges, and a complete bathroom.
The monkey winked at Joan: "It's going to rain anyway? It's raining, so I'll go to the living room with Joan."
Zhen Meili was a little surprised.
Joan received the hint, and said with a smile, "It's just right, I haven't tasted Auntie's cooking for a long time, can I have a good meal today?"
They all found out that Zhen Meili's condition is not good. As brothers, Jian Shiwu is not here. They must take good care of his mother for him. Persuasion is useless. How about making this place lively? , and find something for Zhen Meili? Do it, don't you? Don't be immersed in sadness.
Annie is also here. Zhen Meili has always liked her daughter, and she is also very well-behaved today, coquettishly: "Auntie, why don't you let us stay here~"
Zhen Meili couldn't resist.
Several children crowded around, and the sadness in her heart eased a little. She pursed her lips and smiled: "Okay, what do you want to eat, auntie will cook for you."
Several children cheered.
They all retreated from the ward tactfully, even closed the door considerately, and gathered in the living room outside, only Shen Cheng and Jian Shiwu were left in the ward.
The sky slowly turned cloudy, and there was thunder outside.
"Boom"
Shining thunder and lightning pierced the sky, and the silence in the quiet ward was also broken.
Sitting in front of the hospital bed, Shen Cheng saw that the sleeping child on the bed frowned because of the sound of lightning. Thin sweat broke out on his head, as if he had fallen into some kind of nightmare all of a sudden. Was there something extreme? Something that frightened him? Haunted him? There was even some crying in the back. The voice was a little soft, and fell silent for a while. After getting closer, I finally heard the painful crying:
"No? Yes, no? I want to cremate my mother..."
"Shen Cheng, why don't you? Answer the phone..."
"I was wrong, I never again? Dare"
"Why did you do this to me"
"please… "
The temperature in the room dropped due to the torrential rain. On autumn rainy nights, the people beside the hospital bed were also icy cold. Shen Cheng looked at him, and there seemed to be a silent storm in his deep eyes. Hearing these words, he was filled with anger. Looking at the child on the hospital bed who seemed to be terrified was more painful than words.
Inexplicably, they held Jian Shiwu's hands, which were somewhat icy hands, and they held them tightly, silently passing on the warmth.
"Boom"
Another flash of lightning flashed by, the same heavy rain as the day he got into a car accident, the same sound of lightning and thunder.
The person on the bed was still crying. He didn't know what he had dreamed again, and he kept murmuring in pain. His voice was very soft, but every sentence made Shen Cheng feel extremely painful:
"pain…"
"I hurt so much"
"Help"
"Shen Cheng, Shen Cheng..."
He couldn't stop calling Shen Cheng's name, the young man beside him held Jian Shiwu's hand, Shen Cheng suppressed the emotion in his heart, those eyes that had always been ancient well without waves? It was also stained crimson, and his voice was low and hoarse: "I am here."
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