After coming out of the hospital, both of them felt a little heavy. It has nothing to do with Wen Bo, only the other party. Wen Mingyi always thinks about the previous life, Jundo, and Si Jundo is not consciously worried about whether this kind of thing will happen to Wen Mingyi.
Under the influence of this emotion, when the two embraced each other and kissed each other that night, their emotions were more intense than before. Si Junduo hugged him, kissed him, and performed the movements in his hands. For the first time, he felt that it was not enough, but it was not enough. He wanted to truly have Wen Mingyi, and he wanted to be with Wen Mingyi. For one, he wanted to imprison Wen Mingyi in his arms, and wanted to possess him completely.
His kisses became more and more intense, leaving one trace after another on Wen Mingyi.
When the affair between the two was over, Jundo turned on the light and kissed him with the light, only to realize that the hickey on his shoulder and neck was dazzlingly red.
"Does it hurt?" Jundor touched the hickey on his shoulder.
Wen Mingyi shook his head and leaned against him and said, "I'm not the Prince of Peas, it doesn't hurt."
Jundor felt a little guilty, "I'm too excited today, I'll pay attention next time."
Wen Mingyi raised his head and kissed his chin, and asked him with his eyes bent, "What are you paying attention to? Are you careful not to leave any traces?"
Jundor nodded.
Wen Mingyi felt that it was unnecessary, "I'm not filming now, and others can't see it, it's fine."
"Also," Wen Mingyi looked at Si Junduo and said ambiguous, "don't you want to leave a mark on me?" He propped up slightly, approached Si Junduo's ear, and kissed the other's ear bone, He said softly, "I actually quite like it."
Junduo turned around on the spot by his provocation, took the man into his arms, and kissed his lips fiercely.
Wen Mingyi laughed involuntarily. Si Junduo is always rational, sometimes even too rational, so he likes Si Jun's emotional overpowering reason when he is emotional. Such Jundor, only he can see, and only belongs to him.
From the previous life to this life, he has been the most loved person by Jundor in two lifetimes.
He couldn't help rubbing against Jundor's neck and whispered, "You are so kind."
He raised his head to look at Si Jundo, and said softly, "I must have done a lot of good things before, and that's why I met you."
Si Junduo smiled, squeezed his face, and hugged him warmly, "I should be the one who has done a lot of good things," he said, "otherwise, I wouldn't have met you since I was a child. "
Wen Mingyi smiled, hugged him and chatted with him.
When Wen Mingyi was sleepy and was about to go to sleep, Si Junduo glanced at the phone habitually, but stopped his hand to turn off the light in surprise.
"Don't turn off the lights yet?" Wen Mingyi asked him.
Si Junduo looked at him, handed him the phone, Wen Mingyi took it, and saw that 00:24 was clearly displayed on the screen.
Wen Mingyi was shocked, "It's already past 12 o'clock?"
"right."
"But, I didn't turn into a cat or a dog." He puzzled.
Jundor didn't quite understand either, "Maybe the time has been adjusted again."
After he finished speaking, he got out of bed, looked for the camera, turned on the night mode, and put it away before returning to the bed.
"Go to sleep first, I turned on the camera, and I'll watch it when I get up tomorrow."
Wen Mingyi nodded, full of curiosity.
That night, Si Junduo had a dream. He dreamed that the time was reversed, and he returned to the days after Wen Mingyi's freshman year. Wen Mingyi looked at himself, sneered, and said words that were more poignant.
Seeing himself being defeated by his vicious words and hurting people again and again, Si Junduo felt his pain and powerlessness at that time, and kept telling himself to wait, just wait.
He soon saw Wen Mingyi ring their doorbell, saw Wen Mingyi living in his house again, and saw Wen Mingyi continue to quarrel with him, slammed the door, and said he was moving out.
Si Junduo breathed a sigh of relief unconsciously. He knew that he and Wen Mingyi were about to reconcile. Just tomorrow, after he came back from get off work, Wen Mingyi would turn into a little orange cat, and he would regain his dependence and trust in him. will get back to good.
Thinking of this, his tense mood finally relaxed. However, to his surprise, when he came home from work, Wen Mingyi did not hug him and apologize as he remembered, but broke out a new round of quarrel with him again.
No, Jundor was sensitively aware of the problem, it shouldn't be like this.
He watched Wen Mingyi slammed away again, watched himself change clothes and went to watch a movie with Jiang Zimo, he began to panic, he was worried that Wen Mingyi would turn into a cat after leaving, and he didn't understand why things were related to his memory He was full of where Wen Mingyi was at this time, but he couldn't see it.
But he soon saw Wen Mingyi again, dragging his suitcase and arguing about Wen Mingyi who was going to run away from home again.
He saw that he was angry and helpless but couldn't stop Wen Mingyi who wanted to leave. Wen Mingyi once again left his sight.
This shouldn't be the case, Si Junduo thought, at this time, they have clearly begun to ease their relationship, and how can Wen Mingyi leave him at this time, what should he do if he turns into a cat or a dog at night
But Wen Mingyi walked very firmly and did not look back.
Si Junduo looked at himself in front of him at a loss, that self, just as helpless as himself, in addition, he was full of exhaustion.
When he saw Jiang Zimo reappear, he gently comforted the tired him and told him not to be too sad for Wen Mingyi; he also saw Wen Mingyi reappear and let himself leave Jiang Zimo, saying that Jiang Zimo was not a good person.
He tried hard to adjust the contradiction between them, but it was of no use. Even if he cut off the relationship with Jiang Zimo, Wen Mingyi was not too happy, and still ignored him.
He had been chasing Wen Mingyi for too long, and the long quarrel and constant indifference made him sometimes long for but afraid to see Wen Mingyi and the disgusting eyes of the other party.
He was too tired, so when he found that Jiang Zimo still cared about him silently and tenderly again and again after the two cut off their relationship, he stopped and became friends with Jiang Zimo again.
He saw his own shadow in Jiang Zimo. He knew how tired he was, and therefore he knew how difficult it was for Jiang Zimo.
However, not long after he reconciled with Jiang Zimo, Wen Mingyi reappeared, accusing him of being rude and letting him leave Jiang Zimo.
It's just that at that time, I didn't want to.
He refused Wen Mingyi's request and even reprimanded him, telling Wen Mingyi that he was not qualified to interfere in his friendship.
Wen Mingyi couldn't believe it. After arguing with him, he punched Jiang Zimo in front of him.
Si Junduo watched as he grabbed Wen Mingyi's arm with disappointment in his eyes, "Is that how I taught you?" he asked.
Wen Mingyi was stunned, did not struggle, did not answer, just said aggrievedly, "You defend him."
He seemed to be in disbelief, "Student Jundor, you defend him! You defend him in front of me!"
Si Junduo listened to his voice, saw his eyes full of grievances and stubbornness, and instantly panicked, worried that Wen Mingyi would cry in the next second.
However, Wen Mingyi didn't cry, he withdrew his arm, turned and left.
Si Junduo wanted to catch up to hug him, comfort him, but couldn't move, he looked at himself who was stunned in place.
Seeing Jiang Zimo say softly, "He didn't do it on purpose."
Si Junduo felt disgusting, he wished Jiang Zimo would disappear from his side now, and he wished to push himself in the picture to let him go after Wen Mingyi as soon as possible.
What are you doing now? Didn't you see that he was about to cry just now? !
Seemingly feeling his emotions, the self in the picture asked Jiang Zimo to leave first. He stopped the car and called Wen Mingyi.
Wen Mingyi didn't pick it up, he went to the house Wen Mingyi rented outside. He waited for a long time until Wen Mingyi was drunk.
Wen Mingyi was very drunk. He called him inarticulately and asked him to pick him up. His friend took his mobile phone and reported the name of a bar.
He took a taxi to the bar, took Wen Mingyi into the car, and reported his home address.
Wen Mingyi was so drunk that he could barely recognize him, and called him softly, "Brother."
Si Junduo saw the shock and joy on his face in the picture. Wen Mingyi hadn't called his brother for a long time. He stared at Wen Mingyi and could hardly believe his ears, but saw Wen Mingyi straight Looking at him, he called him "brother."
He heard his low reply, and cherished Wen Mingyi in his arms.
No matter what time or what Wen Mingyi has done, for Si Junduo, as long as he is willing to call his brother and come back to him, he can always forgive him.
He can always back down for Wen Mingyi, and in every quarrel between them, as long as Wen Mingyi is willing, he can always retreat. Because Si Jundor will never care about him, all his tolerance and patience in his life have been given to the person in front of him.
Wen Mingyi heard his response, and his eyes turned red in an instant. He looked at Si Junduo, his eyes were full of grievances, he didn't even think about it, he raised his hand and hit Si Junduo on the shoulder.
Si Junduo reached out to grab his hand, but heard Wen Mingyi shouting dissatisfiedly, "You actually defended him! You actually defended him in front of me!"
The grievances in Wen Mingyi's heart were almost bursting out of his chest under the influence of alcoholism. He only had this emotion left in his body, like a brush dipped in ink, no matter how he swiped, he couldn't escape this emotion.
"How can you stop me and protect him?" Wen Mingyi's tears fell as he spoke, "Am I not your most important person? Shouldn't you protect me no matter what? Why protect him! why?!"
Si Junduo felt sad in an instant. He hugged the person in his arms tightly, letting the other person pat, and comfortingly said, "It's my fault, it's my fault, don't cry, I apologize to you, okay?"
"You want to protect him." Wen Mingyi said aggrieved.
"No." Jundo tried to explain to him, "I'm friends with him, and I can't watch him because I was hurt by you in front of me. Obviously, no matter how much you fight with me, I won't be angry with you. , because it's between the two of us, but you can't hurt other people because of me, it's unfair to others."
"I don't like him being by your side. You promised me before, why should you let him be by your side."
Si Jundo looked at him with deep eyes, and he asked, "I am separated from him, will you come back?"
He held Wen Mingyi, stared into his eyes, and asked word by word, "Will you come back to me? You promise me, and I will separate from him."
Wen Mingyi couldn't help nodding, being well-behaved and docile, as if he would agree no matter what he said.
Si Jundo pressed him into his arms and said softly, "Okay, then I promise you."
Wen Mingyi hugged him and slowly stopped crying and speaking.
Si Junduo looked at him with his eyes fixed. He didn't know whether Wen Mingyi, after sobering up tomorrow, would still remember what he said now, and whether he would really fulfill his promise.
He looked at Wen Mingyi leaning in his arms, as if he was about to fall asleep, lowered his head silently, and whispered softly in his ear, "Don't leave me again, okay? I don't want to protect others, and I don't want to protect others. Others, I just want to take good care of you, will you come back?"
Wen Mingyi made an unconscious "um" and slowly fell asleep.
Jundor held him in his arms, always feeling desolate for some reason.
The next morning, when Wen Mingyi woke up, he really forgot what had happened last night. He looked at his bedroom in Judor's house, took a shower, changed clothes and prepared to leave.
Si Junduo stopped him and asked him to have breakfast together, but Wen Mingyi refused.
"You promised me last night that as long as I cut ties with Jiang Zimo, you would move back and live with me." Si Junduo stared at his back and said.
Wen Mingyi sneered coldly, "You keep falling in love, and it's not me who keeps suffering."
He opened the door and walked out. Jundo looked at him, did not stop him, and could not stop him.
He had probably guessed this result last night.
This is their last meeting.
The picture after that was so fast that it was almost impossible to see, like a miniature of a movie, until that day, that scene, the picture was frozen.
Si Junduo watched Wen Mingyi and Jiang Zimo quarreling on the street, and saw Wen Mingyi coldly asked Jiang Zimo to stay away from him. The two sides quarreled endlessly and began to push and shove. Then, Junduo saw Wen Mingyi being pushed out.
Si Junduo's heart almost stopped at that moment, he felt as if he realized something, and the next second, he saw Wen Mingyi's body fall down.
Unprepared, without warning, the headlights were dazzling white, Wen Mingyi was lying on the road, blood red seeping.
Jundor stepped out of his sleep in an instant, sweating his entire back.