This was not expected by Jundor. He did not expect that one day Wen Mingyi would say such things to him. He looked at the boy with red eyes in front of him, sighed helplessly, and reached out to wipe his tears.
"Why are you still crying, how old are you, still crying."
Wen Mingyi lowered his head unconsciously, resting on his lap, quiet and well-behaved like an obedient little beast.
He had always known that the past three years had been a scar for Jundor. It's just that Si Jundo never cared about him, he didn't say it, and he didn't want to think about it, so the two of them turned the page like this.
But how did Jundor live where he couldn't see it? After he got angry again and again but couldn't do anything about himself, how did Jundo feel
It's not that Wen Mingyi couldn't think of it, but he didn't dare to think about it, didn't dare to recall what he said and did at the time. But now, for the first time, Si Junduo told him how he felt at that time, Wen Mingyi felt sad, not for himself, but for Si Junduo.
He crouched on the knees of Judor, crying silently, his heart full of guilt and repentance.
If he could, he wanted to be reborn three years ago, before he moved out because of rebellion, but he couldn't. Everything had already happened, and he couldn't make up for it. He tried to pull out the nails nailed to the fence, but the nail holes were still there.
At a glance, it was full of scars.
Wen Mingyi hugged his knee, crying sadly and regretfully.
Si Junduo didn't expect that he would cry more and more fiercely. When he said those words to Wen Mingyi, he didn't want to care about him, but simply wanted to tell him his own reasons. But now Wen Mingyi is crying uncontrollably because of his own words, which is not what he wants to see.
He reached out his hand to lift Wen Mingyi's head, but Wen Mingyi refused. Seeing this, Si Junduo didn't force him, he put his arms around his neck and coaxed, "Don't cry, you and I. Said that was what made you cry?"
He took out a few pieces of paper and handed it to Wen Mingyi, "Wipe your tears, there's nothing to cry, I don't blame you, you cry like this, it seems that I and you settle accounts in the autumn."
Wen Mingyi didn't say a word, Si Junduo put the paper in his hand and said softly, "You don't need to be sad, and you don't need to feel sorry for me, what I said, I will never blame you, so you will never Don't blame yourself for me."
"Adolescence, everyone acts inappropriately, it's not your problem, it's a characteristic of this age, you're just one of the countless people who go through this age, so it's normal."
This is not normal, Wen Mingyi complained in his heart, it is normal to be rebellious for one day, two days, one month, two months, but it is not normal to be rebellious for three years! It's all Jiang Zimo's fault, it's all because of Jiang Zimo's rise to power, that he has to go through all this! Jiang Zimo! He will never let Jiang Zimo go!
Wen Mingyi lowered his head and took the tissue from Si Junduo's hand, then turned his head to wipe his tears.
Si Junduo looked at him, and only felt that he was still very childish. Although he was not too young, he was still very simple in his bones.
"You won't be like this in the future." Wen Mingyi said in a sullen voice with a nasal tone.
Si Junduo looked at his red eyes, sighed helplessly, and nodded.
Wen Mingyi was relieved at this time, and assured him, "Don't worry, I will definitely get married later than you, and I won't live very far, just live in my house, if you want, we can still push the door Just see."
"Don't wait for me. In my whole life, I don't know whether to get married or not. If you meet someone you like, just get married if you want. Don't wait for me."
But Wen Mingyi is very firm, "I don't want it. I will do what I say. Anyway, I'm not in a hurry to fall in love. When you have someone you like in the future, then I will fall in love again."
Si Junduo looked at him, opened his mouth slightly, seemed to want to say something, but swallowed it.
He looked at the boy who had just cried in front of him, and was further afraid that he would be surprised and disgusted. He took a step back and was afraid that he would not be able to let go when the time came. For the first time, Jundor felt that emotional matters were very difficult, and he was in a dilemma, making people uncertain.
However, Wen Mingyi stood up slowly. He stood up and even smiled at Si Junduo. Then, when Si Junduo was about to smile back at him, he leaned down and hugged Si Junduo. Duo.
Si Junduo was stunned for a moment, at a loss.
Wen Mingyi leaned on Si Junduo's shoulder and neck, and hugged him quietly for a while, then slowly let go of his hand and stood up straight, "Then this chapter is over."
Jundor nodded silently.
Wen Mingyi laughed again, "then you can read, I'll go back to the room first."
"Um."
Wen Mingyi turned and walked towards the door.
Jundor watched him go out, watched him close the door, and then looked down at his lap, which was wet.
Those were Wen Mingyi's tears.
Si Junduo sighed helplessly, the belief that was firm in the morning only lasted for half a day, and then collapsed again.
In their relationship, Wen Mingyi is always the leader. He can easily decide their relationship, their closeness, and the final direction of their relationship.
This is the right that Jundor gave him, the right of his life.
Wen Mingyi went back to his bedroom, lying on the bed and looking at the ceiling. His mood was still not so calm, and his thoughts were very chaotic. He thought about the three years that he and Jundor had been separated for three years, and then thought about the words of Jundor just now, and then thought about their future. He pulled the quilt over his face and closed his eyes.
Will they be separated? He thought, was he willing to leave Jundor? But what if you don't want to? Brothers who are kissed again have the day to separate, let alone them
Wen Mingyi felt very tired. He wanted to sleep for a while. When he fell asleep, he didn't have to think about it.
It will be fine in a while.
When Wen Mingyi woke up again, it was already past 7 pm, Ji Siyao and Wen Wei were not around, and Si Junduo cooked dinner.
Wen Mingyi sat opposite him, and Si Junduo helped him serve a bowl of soup and said to him, "If you don't wake up, I should call you."
"I just wanted to sleep for a while, but I didn't expect to sleep for so long."
"Why hasn't Hanhan come back yet?" Si Junduo asked him while helping him with vegetables, "What time did you let Li Yuanqing play with her?"
"Don't worry, I'll be back before nine o'clock." Wen Mingyi said.
Jundor nodded and said no more.
At 8:30, Song Shuhan finally came back, she carried a big bag, Wen Mingyi took a closer look, it was full of dolls.
"You bought it?" Wen Mingyi asked her.
Song Shuhan shook his head, "Li Yuanqing caught it."
She explained, "We went to the mall for dinner and passed by the claw machine. I thought it was cute, so I changed my coins and started to catch it. But he couldn't catch it, so he helped me catch these. Isn't it cute?"
Wen Mingyi nodded, "It's very cute."
"Then which one do you like, I'll give it to you." Song Shuhan said generously.
Wen Mingyi shook his head, "You should keep it. It's no use for me to hold these dolls. But you and Li Yuanqing get along pretty well."
"It's okay." Song Shuhan smiled, "He is indeed very professional, and he knows everything well."
"Yes, I didn't lie to you." Wen Mingyi smiled proudly, "Then let Li Yuanqing accompany you tomorrow."
"Ah?" Song Shuhan was a little surprised, "Will it be bad?"
"It's okay." Wen Mingyi said, "Didn't I tell you, Li Yuanqing is my good buddy and my best friend, so you don't have to worry about this."
He looked at Song Shuhan and whispered, "My brother is in a bad mood today, so I want to accompany him tomorrow."
Song Shuhan heard the words, nodded quickly, and said very knowingly, "Then I'll go out early tomorrow, so I won't disturb you."
Wen Mingyi patted her shoulder, "Good girl!"
Song Shuhan smiled and replied, "Fans' self-cultivation."
The two went upstairs talking and laughing. Song Shuhan's room was on the third floor, and Wen Mingyi was on the second floor, so the two separated at the stairs on the second floor.
Wen Mingyi waited for her to leave, and then sent a micro-channel to Li Yuanqing: continue to be a tour guide tomorrow, come and pick up someone at 9 o'clock.
Li Yuanqing was still on his way back. He glanced at WeChat at the red light and called him, "Is there any salary? I'm being used by you every day. How can I calculate this salary?"
"My God," Wen Mingyi pretended to be exaggerating, "You still need a salary for such a beautiful girl to accompany you?!"
"Then I'll leave the beautiful girl to you, just right, you're still single."
"Are you my godmother? How can you have an idea with my godmother?" Wen Mingyi pushed open his door and walked in, "That's it, you come tomorrow morning, you can be about half an hour late. "
"Understood." Li Yuanqing asked him before the red light ended, "What happened to you during the day? Why did you want to go back suddenly, what happened to the senior? What happened?"
Wen Mingyi sighed instantly when he heard the words, "That's a long story."
"Then keep your story short."
Wen Mingyi thought about it and asked him, "Do you think my brother treats me well?"
Li Yuanqing: …
"Can you find someone better than him?"
"Then do you think my three years in high school hurt him a lot?"
"Is this a big problem?" Li Yuanqing felt that he was asking in vain, "What did you do in the three years of high school that you didn't know enough about yourself?"
Wen Mingyi sighed and said depressedly, "I'm just too pushy!"
"So what happened today?" Li Yuanqing felt that he was confused by him, "Why did you suddenly talk about the three years of high school? Seniors are not the ones who will settle accounts with you in the autumn."
"He won't settle accounts with me after Qiuhou, but he has a little PTSD about it. So after he knew that my godmother wanted to match Hanhan with me, he immediately thought that I would get married, start a family, and move out. I can feel a little better at that time, and I won't let go of me, so he deliberately left time and space for me and Hanhan, deliberately trying to distance himself from me, so that when I move out again, he will not be like him. It was so uncomfortable last time."
"There's nothing wrong with his idea." Li Yuanqing saw that the red light was over, changed it to a green light, and started the car again, "It's not that he was thrown into a psychological shadow by you, so I want to reduce my trauma as much as possible. It's normal."
"Why is this normal?" Wen Mingyi felt that this was too abnormal. "I didn't say that I was going to get married and move out. It's totally unnecessary to think about it so early."