"So you think the senior thinks too much?"
"That's not true." Wen Mingyi looked down at the sheets, "I just think I'm so sorry for him. I shouldn't have done that back then. At that time, he must have been very uncomfortable."
"The things of that year are over, and it's useless for you to regret it, so it's better to look forward and get along well with the seniors in the future."
"I know." Wen Mingyi said melancholy, "I just thought that we had to separate in the end, and I was afraid that he would be uncomfortable."
"Are you just afraid that he will be uncomfortable?" Li Yuanqing temporarily parked the car on the side of the road, intending to concentrate on calling him, "Are you feeling uncomfortable yourself?"
"Of course it's uncomfortable, but is it time to think about my mood? I only care if he's uncomfortable now."
Li Yuanqing had an inexplicable headache, he thought for a while, and said to Wen Mingyi, "Obviously, communication in modern society is very developed, especially if the two of you still live next door. Once you get married, you can see each other every day. To put it 10,000 steps back, even if you have both moved and the new home is not together, you can still visit each other, as long as you are not like high school, you either avoid seeing them, or When they meet, they quarrel, in fact, if they are not separated, the difference is not big."
"It's like Yunfei is currently in college in City B, and Sister Yunshang is here, but they still keep in touch by phone, and they will meet when Yunfei comes back from the winter and summer vacations. This doesn't affect their relationship, they still have a good relationship. sister and brother, aren't they?"
"But..." Wen Mingyi opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but didn't say it.
Li Yuanqing waited for him for a while, and seeing that he had nothing to say, he continued, "Family or friends, they will accompany you for the rest of your life, but they are not necessarily the closest people in your second half of your life. Seniors are good to you, but also for you. You have done a lot, and you are also very dependent on him, but you can't live together forever, you will always leave. But leaving is not no longer seeing each other, think about this, you can feel better. "
"And he, if he is very resistant to this matter and wants to do something to ease his mood when the time comes, you can also let him do it, you..."
"But I don't want him to be so estranged from me." Wen Mingyi interjected, "We finally reconciled, I don't want him to keep a distance from me because of these things that haven't happened yet. Anyway, we are not married yet, We are the most important people to each other, why should we deliberately distance ourselves for the future?"
Li Yuanqing listened to what he said, and laughed helplessly, "Of course you don't care, but didn't you just say it? The senior has already had a psychological shadow on this matter. You don't let him take preventive measures at this time. When the last day of separation comes, he can't accept it, what will you do? What will he do? Don't you think about his mood at this time?"
Wen Mingyi was stunned for a moment.
Li Yuanqing said sternly, "You can't do this, it's too selfish and unfair to him."
Wen Mingyi was silent.
He held the phone, but at this moment, he didn't know what to say.
Li Yuanqing sighed and comforted him, "Actually, your relationship is very close. Even if you are a little apart, it won't affect anything and won't change much."
However, Wen Mingyi didn't want to. He looked at his sheets and didn't speak.
Li Yuanqing couldn't do anything about him, "You don't need to change now, just take it slow, or you go have a relationship and give others some of your time."
"I don't want to. I don't want to fall in love before my brother, he will talk to me again."
"Then you can supervise and supervise the senior. He just puts too much energy on you and cares about you too much, so he doesn't have much time to look at other people's charisma."
Wen Mingyi didn't want to either.
Li Yuanqing asked him, "Why don't you speak?"
"Because I don't want to." Wen Mingyi said bluntly, "I don't want him to fall in love now. I just reconciled with him not long ago. I don't want others to intervene between us at this time."
"You don't want it either, then you don't want it either, so what do you want?" Li Yuanqing asked him, "Do you want to be with the senior forever and never be separated for the rest of your life?"
Wen Mingyi stopped talking again.
Li Yuanqing felt that he was extremely awkward tonight, "What do you mean by speaking, not speaking?"
"I want to sleep." Wen Mingyi changed the subject.
"Why are you sleeping at this time, why are you so awkward tonight, what do you want, what do you say?!"
Li Yuanqing felt that he was now an emperor who did not rush to death as a eunuch. Wen Mingyi, who was emotionally sluggish, still wanted to sleep? You are almost dying for him!
"If only I knew what I wanted to do!" Wen Mingyi said depressedly, "I just don't know, so I don't know what to say or how to say it. I don't want to be separated from my brother, I don't want to talk about it now. In love, I don't want someone to intervene between us, but it's impossible! Brothers will be separated one day, let alone us?"
"Of course I know that at this time, if I keep a distance from him, it won't be so uncomfortable to be separated in the future, but I can't do it! He is the person I rely on and trust the most, and I'm used to living with him. Together, I don't want to be separated from him."
"My godmother didn't want to match up with Song Shuhan at first, but my brother and Song Shuhan. I watched my godmother and my mother tidy her room, thinking that in the future, I would move out and my brother's room would be When other people live in, I feel annoyed and depressed. But what can I do about this kind of thing? I can't just accept it!"
"No matter how good the relationship between Yunshang and Yunfei is, in Yunfei's growth, he has parents, other relatives in the family, you, and other friends, but I am not, for a long time. , my parents, family, friends, relatives are all Jundor, I have no one else, I only have him!"
Wen Mingyi is very aggrieved, "I don't want to be so selfish and unfair to him, but what if we separate me? He has never left me, even if I ignore him during the rebellious period, I know He has been watching me silently. But when I move out and others move in, he cares about others, so what should I do?"
"You and Yunfei can't be by my side all the time, and my parents aren't by my side either. If he's gone, I'll be the only one left!"
Wen Mingyi felt sad in an instant, "So I don't want him to fall in love, but it's not fair to him, so I don't fall in love either. Isn't that okay? He will have a long time with others in the future, half a lifetime. , I will naturally alienate me at that time, why should I alienate me now? What I want to cherish is only this period of time before we got married. "
Li Yuanqing listened silently, and vaguely heard the cry mixed in his words, "Are you crying?"
"No." Wen Mingyi retorted, "I just feel uncomfortable."
Li Yuanqing sighed, not knowing what to say for a while.
Wen Mingyi didn't know either.
He never said that to anyone, not even Jundor. He seemed to have always been fearless, afraid of nothing, and didn't care that much about anything.
In his relationship with Jundor, he always seemed to have the upper hand and was unscrupulous. When the period of rebellion came, he left Judor aside, and when the period of rebellion was over, he returned to Judor. It seems that Jundor is not so important, nor is he necessary.
But only Wen Mingyi knows everything he has. The reason why he can be so fearless is only because he knows that Si Junduo has been paying attention to himself.
He knew that even if he left and he moved out, Jundor would still care about him, and he knew that Jundor would not leave him, so he dared to make a fool of himself.
However, as soon as he realizes that he may no longer be the only one of Jundor, and that Jundor's eyes may shift to others, all his confidence will come to an end, replaced by panic and ignorance. measures.
Wen Mingyi remembered the time when he stood in front of the house again and rang the doorbell three years after he left the house after he went to college.
At that time, X University had just started school, and it was still hot in September. He and Zhang Heng bought food after class and prepared to go back to the dormitory. When he approached the bottom of the dormitory building, he heard the whispers of many girls and heard the name of Jundor. When he got close, he really saw the car of Jundor not far from the dormitory building.
Wen Mingyi looked at him coldly, thinking that he should have come to see him, after all, this is the alma mater of Si Junduo, and he is here now.
He thought of a hundred ways to love and ignore Judor, and then he saw another man running out of the dormitory next to him, running to Judor's car, and knocking on his car. window, Jundor opened the passenger's door and let him sit in.
Wen Mingyi's footsteps stopped instantly.
He watched Jundor's car move and turned around to get out of the campus. But in his mind only the person who just got in the car, the person who ran out of the dormitory next door, was also a student.
He stood on the way Si Junduo left the school. Si Junduo seemed to see him, but also did not seem to see him. school gate.
At that moment, Wen Mingyi fell into an ice cellar.
He didn't eat all night, but found out who the person who got into Si Junduo's car was Jiang Zimo, who was a few levels higher than him and was also from the Department of Journalism.
Si's internship recruitment has ended a long time ago! At this time, if you want to enter the Si family, the relationship between who has left is obvious at a glance!
Wen Mingyi was angry and angry, but he couldn't help but be afraid.
He was afraid that Jundor's patience with him was reaching the limit, so he gave up on him. He can be nice to his neighbor's younger brother, and naturally he can also be nice to his alma mater. Especially, this apprentice is more obedient than him.
Therefore, he kept investigating and staring at Jiang Zimo, staring at Jiang Zimo's every move, and staring at every meeting between him and Si Junduo. He looked at Jiang Zimo's different expressions in front of Wen Bo and Si Junduo, and watched him be courteous and considerate to Si Junduo.
He asked Li Yuanqing, if someone said these words to me and did these things to me, what kind of feelings would the other party have towards me
Li Yuanqing didn't even think about it and replied directly: "Of course I like you, you can't see it, it's really dull."
Wen Mingyi didn't speak, just asked Bian Jinyuan with the same question, and emphasized that the other party was a boy.
"It's not like you haven't seen a homosexual. If you can do this, you must like you, and the other party is also a boy. However, if you don't like the other party very much, I don't recommend you to be with him." Bian Jinyuan urged sincerely He said, "This is not an easy way to go. Yunfei and I are together because we both like each other. But if you don't really like each other, but only have a good impression of each other, then you can go the easier way. ."
Wen Mingyi thanked him and sat silently in his rented room.
After a long time, he stood up and kicked the table in front of him angrily. He never thought that one day there would be a boy who liked his superior Jundor, much less that he would allow him to stay by his side!
What qualifications does Jiang Zimo have! What qualifications does the white lotus who can't fart have to drag his brother to another path! He doesn't deserve it!
Wen Mingyi returned to the villa area that he was familiar with that night. He stood in front of the gate of Judor's house and rang the doorbell. He looked at the lit villa and waited for someone he knew to open the door for him. .
He waited, and Jundor came out, stunned when he saw him, but quickly walked down the steps, crossed the courtyard, and opened the door for him.
Wen Mingyi looked at the person in front of him. After three years, he finally came back again.
He didn't know what to say for a while, so he could only stand quietly.
Jundor didn't seem to know what to say either. They had too many quarrels. Every time, they started with Jundor's concern and ended with Wen Mingyi's vicious words. As a result, sometimes when faced with him, Si Junduo didn't even know what to say, how to say it, what tone and opening remarks to use so that Wen Mingyi would not resist him so much.
So this time, Jundor just asked him, "Want to come in?"
It was the first time that Wen Mingyi realized that there was indeed a estrangement between them. From his birth to the present, he had been in and out of Jundor's house countless times. generally.
But now Jundor asked him, "Want to come in?"
Not "Come in", not "Come back", but, "Want to come in?"
As if he was just a passerby, he accidentally rang the doorbell, the owner opened the door, but he didn't know the intention of the other party, so he asked politely, "Do you want to come in and talk?"
But he is not a passerby, he should be a returning guest.