"The school arranged dormitories for students like us selected from the county, but Tang Yu's father told me that he was willing to subsidize my three years in high school and even four years in college, and was willing to provide me with food, clothing and accommodation. , but he needs me to do him a favor. Tang Yu is the one he wants me to help him with."
At this point, Ying Nian lowered his head and took a sip of his wine, paused for a while, and then continued, "Tang Yu is actually quite smart, but you can also see that, just like he doesn't want to work hard now, he didn't want to work hard at that time either. Going to school, either skipping classes or sleeping, the poor grades are outrageous. Tang Yu's father hopes that I can be friends with him and help him improve his academic performance. He said that it doesn't need to be good, but at least he can't fail in every subject. I think this It's easy, I agree."
"From that day on, I lived in Tang Yu's house. Although we didn't get along very well at first, we got along very well later on. We were almost together when we were in the second year of high school. We were really happy at that time, although The relationship cannot be made public, but I feel very happy to see each other every day. Tang Yu is also studying very hard. I hope that I can go to the same university as me, even if it is not the same university, we can also be in the same city. At that time, it was true He likes me very much and treats me very well. Don't say that I was hurt, even if I was slightly unhappy, he would be nervous, for fear that I would feel uncomfortable."
When Ying Nian said this, he just felt sad and couldn't help drinking another glass of wine.
Yao Xiuyuan sighed silently in his heart and did not speak.
"Later we went to college together, we were not in the same school, but we were very close. We rented a house together and started living together. At that time, his friends gradually learned about the real relationship between us." He said Having said that, he turned his head to look at Yao Xiuyuan and asked him, "Do you like Ji Qingzhou? Do you like him?"
Yao Xiuyuan smiled, "Do you think we don't like him?"
Ying Nian shook his head, "I think you are very kind to him." He said, "Qingzhou is much luckier than me, so I like him very much. When I look at him, I feel that the future is still very promising, because someone has already Got it, so you know that what you want is available and real, and that’s good, at least it gives people a run for their money.”
Listening to his words, Yao Xiuyuan felt that his life was a bit too bitter. He lost his parents when he was young and hoped for a better future for himself, but when he grew up, he was abandoned by his uncle's family again. I hope to place my hopes on reading, and tell myself that reading will lead to a bright future. However, until now, it seems that he has not waited for a really good future.
However, even so, he still lives very hard, and even Ji Qingzhou, who is luckier than him, has no envy, and instead becomes a friend. He felt that Ying Nian's mentality was too good, but it was too bitter. He didn't say anything, he was gentle and polite every day, and even smiled from time to time. He thought he was just talking about a failed relationship, thinking He had already let go, as long as Tang Yu stopped pestering him.
But in fact, his heart is like an empty city. The three most important emotions in a person's life, he seems to have lost family and love. The comfort given to him was actually pitifully small.
"I don't get along well with Tang Yu's friends." Ying Nian's words interrupted Yao Xiuyuan's thoughts. He lowered his head and said while drinking, "Chen Mao doesn't like me, you should be able to see that. He is Tang Yu's cousin, so he has the right to speak in Tang Yu's circle. He doesn't like me. In order to cater to him, other people will naturally not treat me well, except Guan Han. Guan Han is me Among Tang Yu's friends, he is the only one who gets along well, but it's useless, he doesn't have much right to speak, so it's useless even if he speaks for me."
"This is not your problem," Yao Xiuyuan comforted him. "You are Tang Yu's lover. His friends should respect you. Even if they don't like you, they shouldn't show it on the surface. If he finds that his friends don't like you For you, this kind of problem should be dealt with. He didn't handle it well and made you get along unhappy. This is his incompetence, not your problem."
Ying Nian couldn't help laughing when he heard the words.
"What are you laughing at? I'm telling the truth."
Ying Young sighed, "It would be great if you were Tang Yu's friend."
Yao Xiuyuan said without hesitation, "What did I do wrong? If you want to punish me like this, is it because I'm not good enough for you?"
Ying Nian laughed, and said in a rare joke, "Maybe."
"Then I can be nicer to you. This is fine, but being friends with Tang Yu is very problematic."
Ying Nian looked at him with a smile, feeling that being interrupted by him like this made her feel better.
"Anyway, his friends don't like me very much. Chen Mao looks down on me, and other people don't think much of me, so even though they know that Tang Yu and I are a couple, they will still arrange people around him when they go out to play." , I still introduce boys or girls who I think are good to him. I don’t like them, I have quarreled with them a few times, and I also quarreled with Tang Yu a few times. Tang Yu had just lived with me at that time and was still in love. Naturally, he cared more about me, so he cut off contact with them for a while, and later, although he recovered, he has always been very restrained."
Yao Xiuyuan knew that this was probably the root of the disaster. Tang Yu was surrounded by temptations arranged for him by others. When Tang Yu and Ying Nian were in love, he cared more about Ying Nian. He could resist the temptation, but when he passed the period of love, When he loves himself more, he will be attracted by those temptations.
Persistence is a difficult thing, especially under all kinds of temptations.
"When I was in my senior year, I came here to prepare for the civil service exam. When I was a child, I always felt that it was an honor to sit behind a desk and stamp someone's stamp. I also wanted to stamp others. But at that time, Tang Yu's My parents knew about our relationship. Tang Yu's father said that he didn't think we were suitable. Tang Yu's mother said it directly. She said that you are not good enough. I sat in the library and thought about it for a long time, then gave up. Even if I pass the public exam, I can only be an ordinary clerk, which is not what their family wants."
"So I thought of another way. I can't turn myself into a wealthy family. I don't have the talent and money to start a business, but I have a face and I can become a star. In that way, at least I will have Money, isn’t there some celebrities who marry wealthy sons? This proves that at least being a celebrity is more acceptable to those wealthy families than being an ordinary person, isn’t it?”
Yao Xiuyuan shook his head in his heart, but did not refute him. No matter how rich the star is, to their families, it is just a drop in the bucket. Those wealthy children who marry the star, either because the other party is really It's true love, or it's to use the influence of stars to better promote your brand. In the entire upper class society, the Tang family is more than inferior than inferior. This kind of family is the most keen on marriage. Ying Nian has no background, so it is doomed that the Tang family will not accept him, especially because he is still a boy. .
"Does Tang Yu agree with you to give up the public exam and enter the entertainment industry?"
"He didn't agree at first, but after I told him the ins and outs, he agreed. He also knew his parents' attitude and knew that if we want to get married, we need to work together, so he agreed with me. After all, that At that time, we both felt that as long as we both work hard together and make ourselves better people, then we can be together again. We agreed to work hard together, but... "
"But Tang Yu didn't do it." Ying Nian said, then lowered his head to drink again.
Yao Xiuyuan felt that he drank a little too much, even if it was just fruit wine, he didn't intend to let Ying Nian drink so much, but at this moment, he couldn't ask Ying Nian to stop drinking. He finally opened up his heart and told him his own story, Yao Xiuyuan couldn't interrupt him at this time.
"When he cheated for the first time, he was at home. That day I got off the plane and came home, and found a pair of high heels in the place where I changed my shoes. I realized something was wrong at that time. I probably had this mental preparation. When I pushed away from the bedroom , In fact, I was not shocked anymore. Both of them were still sleeping. I was a little dazed and didn't know what to do for a while. Fortunately, the woman next to him woke up at this time. She was a little scared when she saw me. Explaining that she was only responsible for sending Tang Yu home, she pushed Tang Yu awake."
Ying Nian felt tired when recalling the scene at that time, "Then, she got dressed in a hurry and ran out without washing her face. Tang Yu looked at me in horror and told me that he Drunk, he was unconscious, the woman just sent him home. But I didn't want to hear it, we had an argument, and at the end of the argument, I left. At that time I felt, I felt that there was something between us, This will become a thorn in my heart, and I will think of this thorn when I see him in the future, I know it very well, so I proposed to break up after calming down."
"He disagrees." Yao Xiuyuan continued.
"Yes, he disagreed. He stayed downstairs for seven days and kept calling me to forgive me, saying that he would never do it again. He kept talking about things from our student days, and those memories were all beautiful, beautiful So I couldn't let it go. So on the last day, it rained and he couldn't stop. I went downstairs to meet him and forgave him. But I knew that the thorn in my heart was not healed. As soon as he touched me, I would think That thorn makes me wonder if he and others have done the same before I don’t know, and I think he is dirty, and I feel dirty too. I know this kind of mentality is not good, and I want to adjust my mentality. , so I quickly accepted the role and went out to film."
Ying Nian was silent for a while before continuing, "After I returned from filming for three months, my mentality was a little better, and I could continue to live in peace with him. After four or five months like this, one day , I received two photos. The photos were sent to me by Tang Yu's mother. The two photos showed Tang Yu lying on the same bed with two different women. She said, you saw it too. Xiaoyu can If you are with a woman, break up."
"Do you know why Tang Yu's cheating partners are all women?" Ying Nian asked him.
Yao Xiuyuan didn't speak.
Ying Nian didn't need his answer either. He asked himself and answered, "Because those Tang Yu thought he was acting on the occasion, they were all found by Chen Mao. Chen Mao's mother is Tang Yu's mother's sister, Tang Yu's mother I can't accept Tang Yu being with me, that's why I asked Chen Mao, a brother, to help him look at Tang Yu more, and because of this, Chen Maocai has never liked me. He only looks for women, not for anything else, just to let Tang Yu and I know that Tang Yu is not purely gay, he can be with women, that's all."
Ying Nian sighed and started drinking. His wine was almost finished, but fortunately his words were almost finished.
"I asked Tang Yu if the photo was real. His expression said it all. I suddenly felt very boring. What's the use of working hard on my own? His parents don't approve of us, and his friends don't approve of us. , now, even he himself doesn't recognize us, so why are we still together? Because of love? But do we still have love? So, I broke up, I moved out, I don't think there is any need for us to be together again No one wants us to be together, not even I think we want us to be together."
The author has something to say: 5,000 work income plus changes, I have a dream, when can I make more than 10,000 work income? Try to write well! In this chapter, I wanted to write about the conversation that night, but it was still close. Ying Nian finally opened up to Yao Xiuyuan, which was not easy. Alas, Ying Nian is really suffering, but he is also really working hard and active in life, so he is almost coming to the end of his hardships, Yao Xiuyuan rushed to the duck!
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