Ying Nian smiled and shook his head, "It's ridiculous. When I graduated from university, I said we would work hard together, but in the end, I was the only one working hard, only me."
Ying Nian suddenly looked at Yao Xiuyuan, as if he couldn't figure it out, and asked him puzzled, "Why am I always the only one working hard? It was like this when I was in school, and it's the same after graduation. Am I not working hard enough? But in the end, I was the only one working hard. My parents walked with me for a while and disappeared, and my uncle walked with me for a while and then gave up on me. I thought Tang Yu should be able to spend a little longer. I planned to get married in college, but in the end, I was still working hard alone, why is it always just me?"
Yao Xiuyuan couldn't answer this question, he also wanted to ask, why do you always treat him like this? It's obviously not easy for him, and he's already working hard to live, why do you still bully him like this
His heart was a little heavy and inexplicably uncomfortable. He looked at Ying Nian and could only say, "It's not your fault, it's because they are not good enough. They are sorry for you."
Ying Nian felt a little sad when he heard the words. It's not that he didn't complain, but whether he complained or resented, he kept it in his heart, and no one could see it. He tries his best to live every day positively without negative/face/emotions. He wants to cherish his every day and try to make himself happy. But in the dead of night, he would also wonder why he was still alone in the end, is he really not good enough? He also wants to hear someone say, it's not your fault, it's their fault. But he couldn't even open his mind to others, so how could he hear such comfort.
Now that he heard it, he felt uncomfortable, but he felt that he got what he wanted.
He suppressed his emotions and continued, "It was very simple later on. I proposed to break up with Tang Yu, but he refused. I insisted on breaking up, and he began to pester me constantly. When I debuted, Tang Yu was afraid I was bullied by other companies, so he took me to sign with a company he was familiar with. Later, I wanted to break up, and the contract had expired, so I naturally wanted to terminate the contract. He let go, and other brokerage companies did not dare to accept it. Me, I had just paid back the money to the Tang family at that time, and I owed Guan Han a small amount of money, and it would take a long time to do other work as an actor, I had no other choice, so I thought of Western Entertainment."
"What money do you pay back to the Tang family?" Yao Xiuyuan asked in confusion.
"Three years of high school tuition, food, clothing and accommodation, as well as Tang Yu's investment after my debut, and some other odds and ends. I paid the university tuition and other fees myself, so I don't have to pay them back." He added, "Since I decided to break up, I want to divide it cleanly. I also feel relaxed about returning the money to Tang Yu. But Tang Yu didn't want to accept it, so I gave it to his mother. As long as someone accepts it, it's fine, no It must not be Tang Yu."
Yao Xiuyuan felt that he was quite arrogant, "If I were you, I wouldn't pay back a dime. Three years in high school, if it weren't for you, Tang Yu would still be a waste who played truant and failed in sleep, unlike now, graduating from a prestigious university. As for It’s not that he didn’t make any money from the investments he gave you after debut, he’s already made a fortune, so there’s no reason to pay him back. You’re just too stubborn and don’t think about yourself at all.”
"I did this for my own sake. If I didn't do this, I would always feel that I owed him, but after paying back the money, I knew that I didn't owe him anything. I can have today, and I can't tell it apart from the Tang family. Open the relationship, if there is no support from Tang Yu's father, I would never have imagined that my future would be under the spotlight, filming a TV, receiving an endorsement, which is a number that I never even dared to dream of. From here From a point of view, I am grateful to Tang Yu's father."
Yao Xiuyuan smiled and shook his head, "It's not what you said. You were able to come here to study because your grades were good enough. Even without Tang Rui as a sponsor, you would have entered No. 6 Middle School, and other people would support you. You It's not bad to be able to mix in the entertainment industry, Tang Yu gave you help, but the main thing is to strive for yourself, so fans like you."
"I don't deny that the Tang family has helped you, but this help is not absolutely necessary. In other words, if my father was the one who sponsored your education at that time, and if it was me who invested in you after you debuted, you would also Today’s achievements. Therefore, this is not the main factor. You don’t need to attribute all these to the Tang family, but you should thank yourself for your efforts. It is your hard work and excellence that has achieved what was unimaginable 10 years ago. "
Ying Nian lowered his eyes and thought about what he said, and said in a low voice, "However, timing is also very important, just like at that time, it was Tang Yu's father who appeared instead of your father. If you change the timing, everything may not be the same." It's the same."
Yao Xiuyuan didn't say anything, Ying Nian was right, timing is also very important. A person's success is always inseparable from the right time, place and people, just like no matter how much he loves Ying Nian, it was not their family that sponsored Ying Nian, but Tang Yu's family.
If their family had sponsored Ying Nian at that time, then none of this would have happened. Ying Nian didn't need to make friends with Tang Yu, help him improve his grades, and get along with him day and night, so he wouldn't be with Tang Yu. He fell in love, broke up with him, and continued to entangle with him after the breakup.
Timing is very important, he was nine years later than Tang Yu.
Yao Xiuyuan felt a little bored, so he picked up his glass and took a sip.
Seeing this, Ying Nian asked him, "Do you not like me saying that?"
Yao Xiuyuan shook his head, "I think you are right. Timing is very important, so there is no if, so...you are right."
Ying Nian smiled at him, very gentle, "But if the time comes again and your family is willing to support me, I should choose your family."
Yao Xiuyuan was stunned for a moment, then looked up at him unconsciously.
Ying Nian laughed at himself, "Before yesterday, although I was tired of Tang Yu's entanglement, I never regretted the love we had when we were students. It was a very good memory for me. Although we broke up, I didn't regret it. I don’t want to deny this memory. But after yesterday, I felt that it was a mistake when we met. I even felt that I had never understood him, that I didn’t know people clearly, that it was sad and ridiculous. You know Am I going to sit here and drink tonight?"
Yao Xiuyuan guessed that he was having a nightmare, but he shook his head cooperatively.
"You're lying." Ying Nian said bluntly, "If you can sit here with me and drink without asking anything, you must have your own answer."
Yao Xiuyuan smiled helplessly, "Okay, I admit that I guessed an answer, I guess you were having a nightmare, you couldn't sleep well last night."
"Then guess what nightmare I had?"
"It's related to Tang Yu."
Ying Nian nodded, he looked at Yao Xiuyuan, and said calmly, "I dreamed about him, in the dream his face changed, became distorted and terrifying, like a ghost, he walked towards me, I couldn't move, I woke up in fright. "
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"It's ridiculous, right?" He smiled, "He used to be the lover of my dreams. I have longed to dream of him countless times and nights, but now, he has become my nightmare. When you wake up in shock, you will break out in a cold sweat, this kind of transformation is really ridiculous."
Ying Nian sighed, but couldn't help laughing at himself, "We have known each other for nine years, even if we broke up last year, we have been in love for seven years. It's fine if we can't survive the seven-year itch, but we ended up like this. I I thought it was embarrassing to keep pestering before, but I didn't expect him to do even more embarrassing things. When I was in love, I really loved. Why can't I give each other some final dignity? I must make things so disgusting At the very beginning, he was trembling when he kissed me, and would ask if I could, but now, knowing that I don’t want to, and knowing that I will hate him when I wake up, he turned a deaf ear to it. For so many years, between us , how did it become like this?!"
Ying Nian said, tears fell, his emotions that had been suppressed all night collapsed at this moment, he stretched out his hands to cover his face, crying silently, he didn't understand, how could it become like this between them, he used to be so How could the boy in love become what he is now. He lowered his head and cried, quiet and depressed, silent and painful.
Seeing him like this, Yao Xiuyuan felt as if Ying Nian had put a stone in his heart, heavy and oppressed, and out of breath.
He couldn't see Ying Nian crying like this, so he got closer and pulled him into his arms, and said softly, "Cry out, don't suppress yourself like this."
Ying Nian leaned against him, didn't struggle, but didn't cry.
Yao Xiuyuan patted him on the back and coaxed him softly, "It's okay, there are only the two of us in this room, you can cry aloud, no one else will hear it, and it won't affect other people, it's okay."
Ying Nian still didn't make a sound.
Yao Xiuyuan thought for a while and asked him, "You don't want me to hear it? Then, how about I don't listen? I'll cover my ears, or you can cover my ears so that I can't hear."
As he spoke, he stretched out his hand to hold Ying Nian's hand, and Ying Nian shook his head in his arms without speaking.
Yao Xiuyuan had nothing to do with him, Ying Nian had a stubborn side in his temper, once he got stubborn, no one could do anything about it. Forget it, Yao Xiuyuan thought, for so many years, he has developed this kind of character, it is not easy to be able to say so much to himself, and he can't ask for more, after all, the two of them live together now, he should pay more attention Some, just don't let him accumulate bad emotions in his heart, that's fine.
He likes to cry like this, so cry like this.
Ying Nian cried quietly in his arms for a while, until the end, the alcohol of the beer and fruit wine that he drank was transpiring and fermenting, making him vaguely sleepy.
Leaning against Yao Xiuyuan, he felt inexplicably at ease, and even wanted to fall asleep like this. But he still sat up straight, left Yao Xiuyuan's arms, and said thank you.
Yao Xiuyuan laughed, "Thank you again, why do you still refuse to change after repeated admonitions, no, I have to find a way to cure your problem."
As he said that, he seemed to be thinking about it.
Ying Nian felt that there was nothing wrong with his habit, "Thank you is basic politeness." He defended himself.
"But I said before that it's unnecessary." Yao Xiuyuan said, "Well, in the future, if you say thank you once, just call me brother, let you go this time, and count from next time."
Ying Nian felt that his rule was a bit unreasonable, "There is no such thing."
"It's there now, it's settled."
"Why is it settled?" Ying Nian was puzzled.
Yao Xiuyuan smiled, "That's right, that's it, you have the right to object, but the objection is invalid."
Ying Nian stopped talking, and even objected to it, he still said something, but, "I can't be the only one who has the rules."
"What rules do you want for me, tell me." Yao Xiuyuan said generously, "I don't like to say thank you, I don't care."
This is true, Ying Nian thought about it, and Yao Xiuyuan really didn't have anything to help him, but he always asked him to help. He couldn't figure it out for a while, Yao Xiuyuan didn't urge him, and said with a good temper, "You can think about it slowly, and then make regulations when you think about it later, it's fair now."
Ying Nian nodded.
"Okay, let's make a deal." Yao Xiuyuan made a final decision.
The author has something to say: Yao Xiuyuan: Brother
Ying Nian: Heh
When I was writing this chapter, I suddenly thought that if the Yao family sponsored Ying Nian back then, it would have been pretty good~
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