Shen Xinyan couldn't figure out what was going on in his mind, and she didn't want to ask any more questions, she just sat quietly, looking at him softly.
In this life, Mrs. Fang can no longer pick out their mother-child relationship as easily as in the previous life. Does that mean that their mother-child relationship will be greatly improved compared with the previous life? At least Brother Lin will trust her and get closer to her, right
As soon as such an idea popped up in his mind, a little man in black jumped out of his mind immediately, and slapped it back vigorously.
"Here it comes again, you really don't repent!! No, you died and lived without repenting, wasting the chance that God gave you to do it again!!" The little man in black was furious.
"Bah, bah, bah! What's the matter, what's the matter? Who said that the road in the previous life will be repeated in this life! It's obvious that Brother Lin in this life is easier to get close to than in the previous life!" The little man in white immediately appeared , with his hands on his hips, he refuted without flinching.
"I'll bah bah bah! Now he's still young, of course he can say anything. When he gets older and meets the love of his life, Zhou Guanning, don't you have to stay away? Maybe you have to be a little girl to Zhou Guanning, so as not to fall into the trap again. Last life is over!" The little man in black once again pulled out the omnipotent reason for the attack.
"You are talking nonsense. It depends on human effort. Brother Lin is not such a hard-hearted person who is unfaithful, filial, benevolent, and unrighteous. As long as you treat him sincerely, you will always be rewarded!"
"Hey, it's a matter of man-made. You didn't treat him well enough in your previous life? You just didn't confess him as your ancestor. What happened? You just touched his heart and he ended up like that." The little man in black With a sneer.
"The previous life was the previous life, and this life is this life..." The little man in white once again pulled out the omnipotent counterattack banner.
"Bah!" The little man in black spat at her disdainfully.
"Counterattack bah!" The little man in white didn't budge.
"Counterattack counterattack bah!"
"Counterattack counterattack counterattack bah!"
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Wei Chenglin had mixed feelings in his heart. The words he heard outside the eldest princess's house during the day kept echoing in his mind, which made him a little absent-minded all afternoon. He made mistakes in swordplay several times, and the martial arts master thought he was unwell , Let him go in advance.
He didn't feel sick physically, but felt very uncomfortable in his heart.
Ever since he could remember, the only person who accompanied him the longest was his majestic and unsmiling grandfather. Although his grandfather treated him very well, he was very strict with him. Brother Qi could still stay with his mother when he was three or four years old, and when he was three or four years old, he had already started studying and practicing martial arts under the personal supervision of his grandfather.
Every day before dawn, I have to get up. First, I followed the guards and ran around the martial arts field, and then started to zigzag. After finishing the horse stance, he took a bath and changed clothes to accompany his grandfather to have breakfast, and then began to read and practice calligraphy.
It's all right to study, but you have to suffer some hardships when you practice martial arts. Especially when he first started practicing, he often fell down and his body was covered with bruises. At the beginning, he would cry in pain, but when his grandfather shot over with majestic eyes, he swallowed back the crying immediately.
After his grandfather reprimanded him, "A man never sheds his tears easily", he never dared to cry in front of others, even if he was injured all over his body.
Those days were very hard, sleeping alone in the bedroom at night, he always hid under the quilt and secretly wiped his tears, thinking of his father, his mother, his grandmother, and Funingyuan.
He wanted to go back to the Funing Courtyard, to go back to his mother, but his grandfather didn't allow it. He said, "a loving mother is a loser." If he clings to his mother's embrace again, he will be a worthless prodigal sooner or later.
As time went by, his mind stopped, and he devoted himself to practicing martial arts and studying with his grandfather. He didn't even know when he started, he was no longer used to being close to his mother. In particular, he has grown up, but his mother still treats him like a three-year-old child, asking about everything and caring about everything, which makes him feel even more uncomfortable.
However, it was also today that he suddenly realized that his estrangement and indifference had already made his mother, who regarded him as a treasure in life, uneasy
Her uneasiness has even reached the point where she is afraid that "the relationship between mother and child is becoming more and more alienated, and it will become a lifelong regret". For this reason, she did not hesitate to risk the crime of unfilial piety against her grandmother, just to win over all the people in his courtyard. The right to control matters.
She is his biological mother, and they are blood relatives, relatives for a lifetime!
"Mother..." Looking at the woman in front of him who was obviously distracted, he couldn't help but choked up his voice, and successfully called back Shen Xinyan, who was having a headache from the childish dispute between the two little people in his head.
"Huh?" Shen Xinyan rubbed her forehead, she was about to be driven crazy by the absurd disputes in her mind, so she didn't notice any difference in his expression.
"Mother, it is the child who is not filial. The child has not fulfilled his responsibilities as a son of man. On the contrary, the mother worries about the child day and night."
Shen Xinyan was startled, and looked back at him for an instant, unexpectedly seeing that his eyes were red, and his father's face was full of sadness and uneasiness.
Sad and uneasy? She couldn't believe what she was seeing.
It seemed a long time ago, so long ago that her son was just a doughnut who loved to cling to her; or more recently, as recently as the first year when he was just taken away by the British Duke. Only at those times did she see his tears.
However, for her, the tears of her son were too far away after two lifetimes, so far away that the impression he left on her was either expressionless or sad and disappointed.
As for who she was sad and disappointed with, it was naturally her, the disgusting mother-in-law who made things difficult for his wife!
"You, why do you think that way?" She tried her best to suppress those negative emotions, and forced a not-so-good-looking smile at him.
"I heard what my mother said to my grandmother today. It's the child's fault. The child shouldn't make the mother so uneasy. It's just mother, no matter when, no matter what happens, you will always be my most respected mother! "
Wei Chenglin always felt that he would never be able to say those nasty words like the Yue brothers of Sanfang. But it was strange that he didn't feel the slightest bit uncomfortable when he said these words now.
Shen Xinyan bit her lips so hard that she didn't even feel that her nails were cut off at some point.
She didn't know what he knew, what he discovered, so that he would show her this expression and say such words today. Obviously she should be very happy, happy that her son can finally understand her, but for some reason, she has an urge to cry.
She wanted to cry, she wanted to cry loudly, for the self who was trapped in the family temple in the previous life, crying for the self who was heartbroken by him in the previous life, and for the self who was still unwilling to go back to find him after death. cry.
No matter when, no matter what happens, she will always be his most respected mother. Really? Is this really the case? She found that she could no longer believe it. The bloody lessons from the previous life beat her soul all the time.
She lowered her eyes to hide the tears in her eyes, suppressing those negative emotions with the greatest will in her life. When he raised his head again, his face had returned to calmness, and no one could see anything unusual.
"Brother Lin thinks so, and mother is very happy. Now that you are still young, you still cannot live without your mother's care. When you grow up, you will marry a daughter-in-law and have your own home..."
"Is mother worried that the child will 'marry a wife and forget his mother'?" Wei Chenglin interrupted her.
Shen Xinyan was stunned, with a bit of uneasiness on her face.
Indeed, she thought so, but it didn't mean that she would say such things to her young son, it was just that he said what she was thinking all of a sudden, and she was a little at a loss.
"Where did you hear these words?"
"Last time I heard Third Aunt scolding Brother Yue, saying that he was thinking of a pretty girl when he was young, and he must be someone who married a wife and forgot his mother in the future." Wei Chenglin was also a little embarrassed. A glorious thing.
Shen Xinyan was speechless.
This is indeed what Yang would say.
Somehow, thinking of what Chunliu heard about Wei Junhang's series of actions after she was punished to kneel in the Buddhist hall, she couldn't help but sigh, when it comes to handling the relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, her excellent son is far inferior to her father.
"...with you, father and younger sister, this is my home. Even if, um, I marry a daughter-in-law in the future, I will be filial to you and my father together." He blushed for the matter, but thought that this was his promise to his mother, so he still restrained his embarrassment and said it in a low voice.
Shen Xinyan laughed when she heard the words, and gently stroked his head, her voice was extremely soft, as if she was afraid of shocking him.
"Really? Then mother waited, waiting for Brother Lin and your wife to be filial."
The little boy's face finally flushed red, and he nodded a little shyly, as if he was afraid of not being strong enough, he blushed and replied: "Yeah!"
Shen Xinyan just looked at him and smiled, but didn't say a word.
Since her son has such awareness, she just waits. No matter how bad the ending was, she has experienced it in her previous life, and no matter how miserable the ending is in this life, is it possible that she can live a life as miserable as her previous life
She has nothing in her two lifetimes, but she has a lot of life! Look, if you die once and you can come back again, how many people in the world can have such a situation as hers
"Ah! My brother's face looks like a monkey's butt!" The little girl's delicate and loud exclamation suddenly sounded, and the mother and son looked over at the same time, and saw little Yingzhi running back at some time, leaning against the door He pointed at Wei Chenglin and smiled.
Being ridiculed by his sister, Wei Chenglin blushed even more, but he was still holding on to his elder brother's face, trying to regain his position: "Nonsense, what, what monkey ass, girls, girls are not allowed to say, say such things, no, no Elegant language."
The six-year-old girl didn't care about him, and laughed louder and louder as she clutched her stomach.
Wei Junhang, who was following his daughter, smiled, hugged his daughter and rubbed her belly for her, then glanced at his blushing and bewildered son, and finally couldn't help laughing out loud.
That's right, this time it's finally no longer the old-fashioned look!
Shen Xinyan couldn't help looking at the father and daughter who were making fun of their son, and at the son whose face was almost on fire, and laughed too.
After going through some incidents, Shen Xinyan felt that the mother and child were getting closer. At least when Wei Chenglin came to her again, he no longer always had that stern face. Ask her for help.
Today, she and Wei Junhang accompanied the eldest princess for lunch. She thought that the eldest princess would have a grudge against her because of what happened last time. Sensation is slow, in short, I can't feel the change in the eldest princess's attitude towards her.
In this regard, she finally breathed a sigh of relief.
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"Madam, third aunt please see me!"
Today, she was sewing clothes for her daughter, so she listened to Qiutang's report.
Shen Xinlan? She frowned.