Shen Xinyan lowered her eyes and caressed the jade bracelet on her hand, turning a blind eye to her.
Xiao Yingzhi blinked her big eyes ignorantly, tilted her head and looked at her mother for a while, and then at Nanny Sun for a while, with a dazed expression on her face.
Grandma Sun knelt on the ground, her face turned pale as time passed, but she never heard Shen Xinyan's voice telling her to get up.
"Mother..." It was still a little girl who felt sorry for her mother, coquettishly grabbed her mother's sleeve and shook it.
Shen Xinyan pinched her daughter's flushed face, and then her gaze slowly fell to Nanny Sun on the ground, and said unhurriedly: "Get up!"
"Mrs. Xie!" Nanny Sun wiped her sweat secretly, before she could breathe a sigh of relief, Shen Xinyan's meaningful words rang out again, "Although Mammy came from the uncle's house, she is now receiving a British citizen. The Yinmi of the mansion should always distinguish her identity when speaking and doing things. Ying'er is the jewel in my palm, and I trust the nanny to give her to you, and I only hope that the nanny will not let me down. "
"She was still young, when her innocence was as white as a sheet of paper, and the nanny would always be by her side to serve her, and she must always be clear about what should not be said and what should not be said."
Grandma Sun's old face turned red and turned pale, and she dared not speak.
Shen Xinyan stared at her for a moment, then continued slowly: "Nurse has devoted herself to serving Ying'er all these years. I can see all of this. You just need to remember what you have to do. When you grow up, you will surely remember Mammy's contributions, so why do you bother to take unnecessary care of other people's affairs? Mammy thinks carefully about my words, is it reasonable?"
Grandma Sun was suffocated, and immediately knelt on the ground again: "Everything Madam said is reasonable, it is the servant girl who was deceived by the lard. From now on, the servant girl will only serve the fourth girl wholeheartedly, and ignore the others."
"It's best for Mammy to think like this, just go down!" Shen Xinyan nodded, but didn't try to find out the sincerity of what she said, and waved her back to leave.
Although Nanny Sun was somewhat selfish, she did serve her daughter wholeheartedly. With this level, she never thought of dealing with her.
Thinking about it, it was a new life, and it seemed that she had cleared the clouds and mists. In this life, she saw clearly many things that she hadn't noticed in her previous life.
For example, grandma grandma's thoughts, and her natal sister-in-law's idea.
She is very clear that no matter in the previous life or in the present life, at this time she has never thought of getting closer. Besides, since she stopped thinking about it early in her life, it is even more impossible to instill in her daughter the idea of "let Cousin Hui marry her brother".
In her previous life, her daughter tried her best to match her cousin Hui and elder brother. In addition to being influenced by her mother and being moved by her niece's obsessive love for her son, she also spared no effort to lobby and hint at the people around her. Inseparable.
But her daughter never expected that her enthusiasm brought her a fatal disaster!
As if her heart was being pricked by a needle, Shen Xinyan took a deep breath, and her drooping eyes met a pair of crystal clear black and white eyes.
"Mother, did Mammy do something wrong?" Xiao Yingzhi asked puzzledly, pursing her mouth.
"Well, she said something she shouldn't have said." Shen Xinyan gently stroked her soft face and replied gently.
The little girl nodded with a vague understanding.
Shen Xinyan's heart became hot, and she couldn't help but said: "Ying'er, you have to remember, but everything... Forget it, you are still young, why are you talking about this!"
She sighed as if there was nothing, and gently embraced the ignorant little girl in her arms.
It was her fault, she was a pretty failed mother. In the final analysis, the tragedy of her daughter in the previous life was caused by her poor upbringing.
In her previous life, she regarded her son as the only support in her life, and put all her body and mind on him. Although she loved her daughter, she still ignored her.
"Mother will spend more time with Ying'er in the future." She suppressed the sadness in her heart and said in a soft voice.
"Really?" The little girl's eyes lit up.
"It's true!"
Shen Xinyan smiled slightly, and suddenly found the goal of living a new life - to raise her daughter, watch her grow up, marry and have children... never to repeat the fate of the previous life.
That's right, her life is probably like that, but her daughter is different, she can have a happy and peaceful future.
With an idea in mind, her smile unknowingly relaxed a little, and her forehead was pressed against the little girl's, causing the little girl to giggle cheerfully.
"Master!"
"Madam is in the house?"
"Madam and Fourth Miss are talking in the room!"
When the voice of the long-ago man in the sealed memory came in, Shen Xinyan's heart twisted, and she subconsciously bit her lips tightly.
Husband...
This well-known playboy in the capital has accomplished nothing in his life. She was unwilling to marry, so naturally she didn't pay much attention to him.
However, even this man, and only this man, no matter what mistakes she made, he always defended her unswervingly. If it hadn't been for his accidental death later on, she would have lost her greatest backer, no matter how much her son hated her, he would never have been able to send her to the family temple for the rest of her life.
In the last life when she was sober for a short time before she died, what she thought most of was not the son she loved and resented and hated, nor the daughter-in-law who made her look down on her all the time, but the one she always looked down on but maintained. Her husband, Wei Junhang, had been her life.
"Ying'er is here too? The little girl came back early." Wei Junhang didn't know what his wife was thinking, so he lifted the curtain and entered with a smile.
Although he has the reputation of being a "dandy son", he is a son of a noble family. Even if he is twenty-six now, Wei Junhang's appearance is not inferior to that of a young man, with handsome eyebrows, star-like eyes, and a blue cloud pattern The brocade robe made him look more and more tall and straight.
Shen Xinyan calmed down quickly, took her daughter's little hand and greeted her: "Master!"
Wei Junhang scratched his ears, and seeing his wife's smiling face, he didn't know if it was his illusion, but he always felt that his wife's smile was much gentler than usual, which made him secretly happy.
"Ma'am, you don't need to be too polite." He cleared his throat, gave Shen Xinyan a hand, and uncontrollably stared at his wife.
"Daddy!" Xiao Yingzhi's delicate and soft words also awakened the eldest son who was peeping at his wife's pretty face.
"Cough, Daddy's sweet girl." Wei Junhang looked away as if nothing had happened, put his mouth together and pretended to cough, stretched out his big palm to touch the top of his daughter's hair lovingly, and after a while, took out a piece of transparent precious jade in the shape of a lucky baby from his bosom , Spread it out in the palm of your hand like offering a treasure, and hand it to Xiao Yingzhi.
"Good boy, look, look, does this lucky baby look like you? Daddy specially found it for you."
The little girl curiously took Baoyu to look at it, and suddenly smiled in surprise: "Mother, this jade doll is the same as mine, with two bud heads tied up."
Shen Xinyan fixed her eyes and nodded with a smile: "It's just like Ying'er."
As soon as the words fell, the daughter smiled and narrowed her big eyes in an instant.
Seeing the favor of his wife and daughter, the son of the world was very happy, and he smiled with joy and complacency.
Shen Xinyan looked at his smile and couldn't help feeling a little absent-minded.
Compared with Wei Junting, the famous and talented former British prince, this man is not very promising, and he has lived in the shadow of his elder brother all his life. Even though Wei Junting has passed away for many years, the world always mentions the British prince. Comparing him with him, he sighed that the British government might have no successors.
Only this kind-hearted man never took those gossips to heart, even if someone ridiculed him for being worthless in front of him, far inferior to Wei Junting, who had been dead for many years, he was not annoyed at all, instead he admitted it with a smile. .
Marrying him was not what she wanted, especially when the sisters in the boudoir would always flaunt her husband's potential intentionally or unintentionally after they got married, and cast their gazes at her. Feeling helpless.
On one side was the husband who made her lose face in front of her sisters, and on the other side was the excellent son who repeatedly stood up for her and gave her face. As time passed, her focus became more and more inclined to her son, and she only regarded him as her only support.
She thought, if she hadn't attached so much importance to her son in her previous life, and didn't hold on to her son so tightly, maybe there wouldn't be a series of things that happened later.
Or, as the strange voice heard when the soul was wandering said, what she did in the previous life was nothing but a "widow mentality"
She curled her lips mockingly.
Even though she has a husband and children, she can still develop a "widow mentality", so that she ended up like that in the end, which is her own fault.
Wei Junhang coaxed his daughter absent-mindedly, his eyes were always involuntarily looking at his wife beside him, seeing her expression seemed a little sentimental, but also a little self-deprecating, his brows furrowed unknowingly.
Why is Madam so depressed? Is there some depression in my heart? Could it be a son? Or Jing'anbo Mansion? Shouldn't it be Jing'anbo Mansion? A few days ago, he had met his eldest brother-in-law, and he didn't think that there would be anything in the uncle's house that would worry his wife.
If it's not the uncle's house, then it's the son? It's true after thinking about it, she loves her son so much, but she can't raise him herself, except for morning and evening routines and major festivals, it is not easy to see her son, how can she not feel depressed after many years!
Finding the answer in his heart, he secretly made a decision.
Shen Xinyan didn't know that it only took a while for him to figure out the answer. She calmed down her thoughts, walked over to rescue her daughter whose flower bud was scratched by the bad father, and cast an annoyed look at a certain son who was not in good shape: "Okay, how old are you, and you still talk to a little girl?" trouble."
Wei Junhang smiled and had a good temper.
Shen Xinyan ignored him, took her daughter's little hand, took the wet handkerchief Chunliu handed over to wipe her face, and personally combed two flower buds for her before letting Chunliu lead her out.
"Just now I heard from my sister-in-law that you paid a hundred taels from your business a few days ago, is there such a thing?" Shen Xinyan poured tea for Wei Junhang herself and asked.
"This, this, it is true." Wei Junhang stammered, avoiding her gaze with some guilt.
However, he unconsciously felt a little excited. This was the first time my wife took the initiative to ask me about myself!
Thinking of this, his back couldn't help but straighten even more, and he looked like 'I'll answer honestly no matter what you ask'.
Shen Xinyan didn't pay attention to his thoughts, got up and went into the room.
Wei Junhang stared blankly at her back. For a moment, his whole body was like an eggplant beaten by frost. He sighed again and touched the tip of his nose sullenly.
When Shen Xinyan came out from the room, what she saw was his listless look, she was startled, and asked suspiciously: "What's wrong?"
"No, nothing." Wei Junhang replied in a low voice, but looked at her with a small grievance that could not be ignored.