A feeling of nervousness immediately emerged in Aoyu's heart. He felt that the topic Namikaze Minato was about to talk about might be related to the person behind the previous Hokage position.
He didn't have any basis in his heart, but he felt that this was probably the case.
I don't know why, but he was able to judge it like this.
The big stone that I just put down in my heart is hanging up again.
If it's because of this matter.
Then things will return to that troublesome state.
Aoba didn't know whether Namikaze Minato had doubted him. After all, even if he read Namikaze Minato's memory, it would have no effect.
Because this is not written in the memory, but in everyone's thinking unless they have the ability to read thinking.
That way you can see through everyone's thoughts.
But he doesn't have such perverted abilities.
So now he has no idea what Namikaze Minato is thinking. Does what he said have any special meaning
At this moment, Aoyu just stared at Namikaze Minato.
He hesitated for a moment.
I feel that if this continues, it will not be so easy to explain.
"What words?"
Aoyu asked pretending to be confused. He felt something in his heart, but he couldn't say it out loud. He had to let Minato Namikaze speak out.
Now he can play a role similar to a listener or even an enlightener, but he must not expose any problems in this role.
Otherwise, everything you have done before may be in vain.
"Actually, I have always felt that there is something fishy about many things."
Namikaze Minato took a deep breath. This dark environment now gave him a rare peace of mind. In the past, he had always disliked this kind of dark room. He liked that there was a lot of light in the room to bring this place to light. illuminate.
In that case, the room will be very warm. He likes a warm environment. If it were in the past, he might ask Qingyu to go out to eat something, or go to a teahouse to talk about these things, but now his status is very special , it has become the Hokage of Konoha Village. Although it has not reached a big stage yet, no matter where he goes, people in the village can recognize him and come up to greet him warmly.
By this time, Namikaze Minato has become the focus of everyone in Konoha Village. As long as he walks in the village, he will receive many looks.
Coupled with the incident that the village had just experienced in the third generation, everyone was very sensitive to what the Hokage did. If these things were discussed in a public place under the eyes of everyone, even Namikaze Minato would be shocked. I feel like I have no bottom inside.
Namikaze Minato didn't like this kind of dark and narrow space before. He felt that Aoyu was actually very wronged sitting here.
But now that he is standing here, he suddenly feels that this space makes him very peaceful, allowing him to feel that he can express many things that have been suppressed in his heart.
His eyes glanced at the surrounding blue pupils, which still looked bright in the dark environment. His whole person looked extremely serious, and finally his eyes fell on Qingyu again.
"I don't know whether Qingyu should say these words, and I don't know if telling you will have any impact on you."
Namikaze Minato took a deep breath. In fact, he was still a little hesitant about saying this, because he was not sure whether these words were good or bad.
He discovered that the road to Hokage was also a lonely road.
As he goes further and further on this road, he will find that there are fewer and fewer people around him, and there are almost no people who can say something true. Even if he has just been nominated to succeed Hokage, it has not been officially held yet. During the taking over ceremony, he found that when the bustling people in the village saw him, their faces were not only filled with enthusiasm as before, but also showed more admiration and awe, and there was even a trace of it deep in their eyes. Silk's suspicion and scrutiny.
Everything has become different from before, and there is no going back. From the moment he becomes Hokage, he will shoulder the responsibility of the entire Konoha Village, and he will never be with everyone like before, because Even if he no longer cares about other people's identities, others will still care about his Hokage identity. This has created a different class.
Even if he wanted to find someone who could tell the truth, he saw Qingyu and felt that Qingyu was such a person, but he still wanted to respect Qingyu's opinion. Before he said these words, He asked Qingyu his own question.
Namikaze Minato's character is very gentle, and he is not willing to force anyone, so after asking this question, he kept staring at Aoyu, with a hint of uneasiness hidden deep in his eyes.
In fact, he was very worried.
He really longs for someone like Qingyu who can listen to his story and share his heart, but he is afraid of asking you to refuse, worried that if he sees it wrong, all the expectations in his heart will turn into disappointment.
This is a very complex psychology.
He didn't dare to have expectations easily, but he had to have expectations.
He felt that things were completely different from before.
Now, even when he was talking about painting with his surname, he was carefully feeling the other person's feelings, fearing that if he was not careful, he would show the domineering posture of the 4th Hokage, although he did not feel this way. , but he is afraid that others will have such thoughts when getting along with him.
This was the case when he faced Qingyu, and he felt that he would still be like this when he faced Uchiha Fugaku in the future.
Of course he didn't think he would always be like this.
It's just that he has just become Hokage and has not yet adapted to this position. He has not perfectly mastered how to get along with everyone as Hokage, and he is not very clear about how others deal with his current position as Hokage.
Now he has not found such a suitable distance.
After all, he was just starting to become Hokage.
Haven't found an area that suits him yet.
If he was given a little more time, he believed he could handle it all.
But.
Now this time.
He just wanted to share these things with Qingyu.
There are often times when certain things are troubling people. At this time, you need to talk to other people so that you can resolve them in your mind. But if a period of time passes, this matter may naturally become nothing more. The pressure passed in my heart.
This is how Namikaze Minato feels now. He feels that if he does not have some communication with Aoyu, then there will be no need to continue to say these words in the future, because maybe after a while, he will gradually adjust through inner self-regulation. I just suppressed these things. As time passes and I look back on the past, I will feel that everything is nothing.
So what he needs is not self-regulation, but to express what is in his heart.
"Of course you can tell me."
Sun Yu immediately spoke. He had already seen the uneasiness and uneasiness in Namikaze Minato's heart. He did not expect that such a situation would occur on different water surfaces. This appearance was different from the Minato he had seen in the past. .
In his previous perception, Minato was the little sun full of sunshine, bringing infinite warmth to the people around him and exuding endless confidence.
I have never seen Minato appear so slightly depressed.
but.
It wasn't an accident for him.
After all, everyone is not a robot.
There may be emotional ups and downs.
Everyone has experienced different things, so they will have different thoughts at different points in time.
This is completely acceptable to him!
Aoba was just a little surprised when he saw it at first, but he soon understood. After all, Namikaze Minato can also have these emotions. It would be strange if he didn't have any emotions at all.
Not only that.
Qingyu also felt very satisfied.
He found that Namikaze Minato was willing to show these emotions in front of him.
This shows that to some extent, Namikaze Minato has regarded him as one of his own. This is a kind of trust that can be felt without too many words.
Qingyu is willing to cherish this trust.
"Watergate."
"We are very good friends."
“You have reached out to me many times when I had problems.”
"If you have any questions, feel free to tell me."
"In any way."
"You can trust me."
Aoba said with a serious face, because he discovered a kind of loneliness contained in Namikaze Minato. This is a very special emotion. It is clear that a person is in the rising period of life, but in this dark and narrow space There is a sense of loneliness here, which is completely unimaginable.
"You can tell me any questions you have."
Aoba repeated it again, which served to emphasize that he was different from those who wanted to curry favor with Namikaze Minato. He was not using this time to build a good relationship with Namikaze Minato, but really wanted to replace Namikaze Minato. Feng shui gates share a certain level of worry.
As the saying goes, you are a stranger in a foreign land.
Qingyu is a stranger who is alone in the world of Naruto.
He was not originally from this world, but accidentally traveled here. After arriving in Konoye Village, although Konoye Village now has some sense of belonging for him, it is not completely his hometown, and he does not know the people here. Not entirely that familiar.
Especially after experiencing the state of distrust in him during the Chuunin Exams, Aoyu cherishes these rare friendships.
have to say.
Ever since he came to the world of Naruto.
It's just that the big brother and Namikaze Minato regard him as a true friend.
The reason why Aoba is willing to listen to what Namikaze Minato has to say is not because he wants to be with the eight heroes of Namikaze Minato, nor because Namikaze Minato is about to become Hokage, but because he also wants to cherish this hard-won friendship.
"I see."
Namikaze Minato nodded immediately. He could see the trace of persistence in Aoyu's eyes, and understood that Aoyu had understood what he wanted to express, and at the same time recognized the feelings between them.
During this period of time, although they have not met as frequently as before, and each is busy with different things, their feelings have not faded in any way, and they still regard each other as very good friends. .
After hearing that Aoyu was willing to listen to him, Namikaze Minato felt much better, and his heart that was originally hanging was also relieved. He took a deep look at Aoyu, his lips squirmed slightly, and he was ready. Next words.
"Here's the thing..."
Namikaze Minato took a breath and adjusted his mood. After all, his next words could not be easily understood by ordinary people, so before he asked, he was still very nervous in his heart. tangled.
"Actually, I still don't know whether I should tell you these things."
"But if I didn't say it, I would be extremely sad inside."
"I've been holding it in for several days."
"Although I have discussed it with Kushina, it still makes me feel very depressed."
"That's why I came here to find you."
"First of all, I'm here to share with you my joy of becoming Hokage."
"Secondly, I want to tell you what's on my mind."
"This time I was willful."
"I don't know when I will be able to get out of this desperate mentality."
Namikaze Minato smiled to himself.
In fact, even he himself felt that he was being hypocritical.
Because he felt that there was a hand behind Orochimaru and Danzo controlling everything.
Obviously he is the ultimate profiteer.
And he also knew that it was not him who arranged the requested things.
But he had a feeling of getting something for nothing.
Yan Yan seems to feel that the position of Hokage he has achieved is not based on his own strength, and he has a feeling that it is not very reliable.
This made him feel a little guilty...
Just like when the exam teacher announced the results, the results were not his real results but obtained by cheating, but the cheating was not done by him. It seemed that someone had changed the answers to his test paper.
Minato Minato felt like this now. He felt that the answer sheet he handed in could be the first in the class.
So that number one is indeed him.
But the score he got was not the score he achieved at that time.
Because this score has been tampered with.
And he didn't even know who the person who tampered with this score was.
When he wanted to find the teacher who judged and reviewed the papers and the invigilator, he found that these people had already left, and he became the ultimate beneficiary of the whole thing.
"Just say it."
A smile appeared on Aoyu's face. Now he almost guessed what Namikaze Minato was going to say, and he also understood in his heart how to deal with this matter.
At the same time, he also knew that Namikaze Minato was not doubting him, but came to him to complain.
In fact, if you think about it, you know that he was overthinking it just now. After all, with his current status, he is just an ANBU ninja who escaped from the battlefield. How could he have the energy to control such a thing behind the scenes
But caring is chaos.
Precisely because the big hands behind the scenes were indeed his doing.
That's why Aoyu was worried about whether Namikaze Minato would find out.
"OK."
Namikaze Minato nodded again. Aoyu's words seemed to give him the courage and motivation to dare to stand up and say these words. He had organized many words in his heart, but every time the words came out of his mouth. I didn't say it out loud. After going over and over for a few times, I didn't know where to start.
These words are really hard to say.
"Why… "
Namikaze Minato took a breath again. He finally adjusted his mood. Even when facing Aoyu, he couldn't say these words smoothly, let alone when facing others. .
"Actually, the fact that I became Hokage makes me feel very weird." Namikaze Minato said helplessly.
"What's the meaning?"
Aoyu immediately put on a very curious look, and did not completely inquire about Namikaze Minato's feelings. He kept his eyes fixed on Namikaze Minato, giving the latter a look of fully listening to his explanation.
"It's hard to describe in words."
Namikaze Minato shook his head helplessly. It was really hard to say such words, but he had already started to say it, and Qingyu also asked him, so when he faced these things, he had a new understanding Be confident and dare to say these words now. It has already begun anyway, so let’s just finish it.
After all, he came here just to share with Qingyu.
Now that the words have come to this point, there is no reason to back down, and his blue eyes suddenly become much more determined.
"On my way to becoming Hokage, I actually encountered some inexplicable things. You may not know that I was attacked when I returned to Konoha Village. The person who attacked me was sent by the Third Generation."
Namikaze Minato directly said the third generation's name. This is also because he has a very good relationship with Aoyu. If it were another person, he would definitely not call him by his first name and could only say the first few sentences and end it. Yes, after all, this is a slur.
Namikaze Minato had no evidence to identify the third generation, because the clues he got could only point to Danzo, and Danzo disappeared. Before leaving, Zang took everything with him, especially the last one. thing.
But in the heart of Namikaze Minato knew that all this was done by the Third Generation. Danzo was just a chess piece of the Third Generation. Now the chess piece is useless and can be discarded at any time.
"Are you sure?"
Qingyu frowned and showed a serious expression, as if he didn't expect this kind of thing to happen at all.
I have to say that Aoba's acting skills are very good, and he directly brings this state in, because once Namikaze Minato says such words, if he acts very indifferently, as if he already knew it before, then it will make people Create doubts.
The current Aoba just showed what Namikaze Minato wanted to see.
"I knew you wouldn't believe it."
Namikaze Minato seemed to have already guessed Aoyu's reaction. He shook his head slowly, with a bitter smile on his face, and took a deep breath again.
"At that time, I was attacked by seven people from Kirigakure Village outside Konoha Village. I could have left at that time, but I wanted to know who was targeting me like this. I had some feelings in my heart. Because Hatake Sakumo reminded me at that time and let me know that the water in Konoha Village is actually very deep."
When Namikaze Minato said this, he paused for a moment, raised his right hand to support his chin and his left hand, gently picked up the pen and poked it back and forth on the table, as if to adjust his inner emotions.
"I also made a deal with them at that time and got specific information. The person who arranged for them to assassinate me was not the people of Kirigakure Village, but Lord Danzo of Konoha Village!"
When Namikaze Minato said this, his tone was unusually dignified and serious. He said something very, very important, and he knew very well what these words meant.
"Hiss..."
Qingyu suddenly took a breath and looked extremely shocked. It looked like the hair on his body was counting down, and goosebumps appeared on his face.
"There is such a thing."
"Danzo-sama actually sent someone to assassinate you."
"this… "
"what is going on?"
Qingyu's curiosity seemed to be fully aroused. He clenched his fists with both hands and widened his eyes. His pupils flashed with strong shock, as if he had heard something extremely secret.
"You have been a torture ninja in Konoha Village for so many years. I believe you should know some shady stories." Namikaze Minato said with a self-deprecating smile on his lips: "Actually, I have always heard about this, but I didn't expect it. One day fell upon me.”
"I just want to be Hokage, bring the village to another level, keep people in a peaceful environment, and contribute my own strength to the village."
"But what I didn't expect was..."
"My appearance actually ruined other people's interests."
This time, Namikaze Minato did not call the Third Generation directly, but spoke to others, because he felt that this was not just the interests of the Third Generation, but that he had disturbed an interest group.
(End of chapter)