Namikaze Minato didn't know how to face Konan at first, because he knew that his suspicious way might hurt Konan's heart.
He wasn't particularly worried about this kind of thing originally.
In fact, when he knew that Xiaonan was likely to collude with the third generation to murder him.
But after all, he is a well-known warm man in Konoha Village.
He has a very gentle side in many ways of thinking.
Namikaze Minato was not the kind of person who was very good at conspiracy, nor was he willing to speculate on others with malicious intentions.
The reason why he did this at this time point is simply because he is close to the position of Hokage. In addition, when he came back from the battlefield, he encountered an attack from ANBU ninjas and was intercepted by the Seven Ninja Swordsmen. These gave him a new understanding of the original matter, and he became much more cautious.
Based on this kind of caution, he understood that if he continued to be careless, it might develop into consequences that were unacceptable to him.
He didn't want this very rare opportunity to become Hokage to slip away from his fingers, so he must seize the opportunity to truly become Hokage and control the rights of Konoha Village. Only then can you make the dreams you want to realize.
Because something like this happened...
Namikaze Minato had just realized more of the power of all this in his own body, allowing him to deal with everything that happened during this period more cautiously, just so that he could safely become the fourth generation Hokage.
From the current point of view, he is actually doing very well, there are no particularly big problems, and everything is being carried out step by step with caution.
Even when it came to the Akatsuki trio, they were not allowed to live in Konoha Village.
Now he has no regrets.
If given another chance, he would do it again.
But when facing Xiaonan, he will definitely still feel that guilty feeling.
Because when Konan talks about Jiraiya-sensei, he actually has a lot of resonance in his heart. Of course, although this resonance is deliberately targeted by Konan, Namikaze Minato has always been a very emotional person. people, this has not changed from beginning to end.
Namikaze Minato has a very deep relationship with Teacher Jiraiya, and he has not seen Teacher Jiraiya for a long time.
Such things have been pressing in his heart and he has never spoken out.
So when he saw the Akatsuki trio mentioning Mr. Jiraiya, he rushed to the scene immediately, but when the other party did not continue to make a fuss about Mr. Jiraiya, he expressed that he wanted to pass this kind of When the bridge entered Konoha Village, he returned to a rational state again.
At that time, Namikaze Minato knew very well that he didn't know what the purpose of those three people was, and rashly introducing them to Konoha Village might make him punished.
It is a punishment for impulsiveness, a punishment for ignorance, and a strong chagrin for trusting so easily.
Namikaze Minato didn't expect to feel anything like this.
This was exactly what he wanted to avoid.
He didn't want to devote himself wholeheartedly to the other three disciples of Master Jiraiya without thinking, and regard those three disciples as his junior brothers and sisters, and then be stabbed in the back. This would make him feel uncomfortable. He was very sad.
Whether it's the sadness in my heart or the sadness of losing my position as Hokage.
This sad feeling will make him extremely upset and even regret it for the rest of his life.
Namikaze Minato is very aware of everyone's situation. As long as he misses it, he will never have the chance to become Hokage, so no questions can disturb him.
It was for this reason that he did not let the trio organized by Akatsuki enter the Leaf Village, completely ignoring the bond of Jiraiya-sensei.
But now when facing Konan, he had no way to defeat these samurai anymore, because Konan was already in Konoha Village, and repeatedly mentioned the problem of Teacher Jiraiya.
This resonated with Namikaze Minato to a great extent when discussing Jiraiya-sensei. After all, he also had such feelings with Jiraiya-sensei, and Konan's feelings about Jiraiya-sensei made him feel the same way. .
With this kind of emotional resonance, he will feel that the distance between him and Konan has become much closer, and it will make him more aware that they are both disciples of Teacher Jiraiya. When facing Teacher Jiraiya, he has Same feeling.
It is precisely because of this reason that the gap between him and Konan has been reduced a lot, and there is no suspicion like before. It also makes him understand more clearly that Konan's coming to Konoha Village has nothing to do with the third generation, has nothing to do with the position of Hokage, and has nothing to do with his own mood. It's also about the teacher.
Recalling that when Akatsuki organized the trio and just entered the gate of Konoha Village, they found him directly and talked about some issues about Mr. Jiraiya and wanted to stay in Mr. Jiraiya’s hometown of Konoha Village. among them, but was rejected by him.
Different levels do not regret this choice, but it does not mean that after making the choice, he did not feel the slightest sense of indebtedness when facing Xiaonan.
This feeling is like that of a normal person who became a scumbag out of desperation, and then he did it without regrets. As long as they never see each other again, he can still pretend Nothing had happened, but when that girl appeared in front of him, he still felt a little uneasy about what he had done.
Namikaze Minato feels like he's in a similar situation right now.
He felt a great sense of indebtedness when facing Konan. He felt that it was precisely because he did not lead the Akatsuki trio into the Leaf Village and neglected their relationship with Teacher Jiraiya. The bond between them has become a scene full of suspicion and hostility like this.
Often the more something you want to ignore, the more it will keep popping up in your mind. This is how Namikaze Minato feels now.
He felt that if Mr. Jiraiya came to Konoha Village in a few days, he would be very happy.
that time…
Namikaze Shuimeshou didn't know how he should face Jiraiya-sensei.
This is a very indescribable feeling.
Especially when he thought that Mr. Jiraiya returned to Konoha Village specifically just to become Hokage, but he had such narrow thoughts because he wanted to become Hokage, and the other three junior brothers and sisters turned him away.
even…
Namikaze Minato is still not sure whether the main reason why these three junior brothers and sisters came here is that they also wanted to bless him to become Hokage and traveled thousands of miles to come here to join him, but they encountered his suspicion. .
This made his momentum become less and less the more he thought about it.
Especially under the premise that Konan repeatedly mentioned Jiraiya-sensei but did not mention the position of Hokage, he felt even more that the other party might still be covering up for him.
"Huh..."
Namikaze Minato immediately took a deep breath and let it out slowly, trying to calm down his emotions so that he didn't seem so anxious.
Now at that moment, Konan brought up Yahiko and Nagato again, which was like inserting two sharp knives into her already guilty heart.
"Now they..."
Namikaze Minato seemed to have forgotten what he wanted to say, and the rhythm of his words had been carried away by Konan. This is not to say that he is not smart, but that he is indeed a very important person. emotion.
This is a very realistic feeling and reaction.
Namikaze Minato was not originally a particularly scheming and cunning person, but due to the pressure from the Hokage, he had to make a very cautious decision at this point in time, so before he was fully sure, he The trio of Akatsuki organizations cannot be allowed to enter Konoha Village.
This is not just his own selfishness, but for the sake of the overall situation in Konoha Village, he can only do this. If he is given another chance, he will still do it without knowing the information.
Even now.
Even if he knew that the three members of the Akatsuki organization were all disciples of Master Jiraiya, and that they came here without any threat at all.
Considering that these three people are still renegade ninjas from the Land of Rain.
And he has not officially become the fourth generation Hokage of Konoha Village.
Still can't take them in.
But that time has come.
Namikaze Minato will give the three of them a promise, that is, when he becomes Hokage, he can choose to answer the three of them to enter Konoha Village, but it is definitely not possible now.
In other words, he believes in his own judgment and knows that what he does is the best choice at the moment, but such an approach will make his conscience a little uneasy, which goes against his past principles of doing things and his inner emotions. resonance.
When Namikaze Minato is facing Konan, there is such an emotional element that is repeatedly pulling at and tormenting his heart.
If Xiaonan stood stubbornly on the side of the third generation and jointly set up a trap for him to murder him, he would feel much better.
But it was precisely after judging that he understood that Xiaonan didn't have any problems. He came here just to bless himself and meet Teacher Jiraiya.
And the anxiety and fear caused by such an expectation felt like the three of them had arrived here.
Under Namikaze Minato's emotions, he felt that this was an issue that was difficult to ignore, and it was also an issue that made him feel very passive after it was mentioned.
Namikaze Minato had no way to respond to such a thing, and he had no way to respond. After all, it was all his own doing, and he would still choose this way next time, so he could only suppress this feeling of guilt. In his heart, and when Xiaonan pokes at this point again, he will have an extremely strong reaction.
This is one of the foundations of Namikaze Minato's emphasis on emotions. It is a very effective method to guide him to a certain extent on emotional topics and let the debt in his heart repeatedly increase.
Xiaonan has now grasped this method. As the saying goes, she hit the snake within seven inches, and she accurately hit it above these seven inches.
"The two of them went back."
The corners of Konan's mouth raised slightly and she shook her head. She knew that she had completely fallen into her own rhythm now, and she just had to continue to guide Namikaze Minato.
"There was a little disagreement between the three of us."
"I think… "
"Um… "
"You should have seen it when you read the memory just now!"
"I will not say much."
"To be precise, the three of us should have gone our separate ways."
"The two of them should never come to Konoha Village again."
This time, Konan did not say that she still wanted to stay, but said that the two people could no longer stay, and explained that the relationship between the three of them was broken, but she did not blame Namikaze Minato for these things. .
only…
Konan didn't say it, but there was such a strong feeling of self-blame in Minato Namikaze. It seemed that everything that happened to the Akatsuki trio was based on his problems.
Because he did not allow the three of them to enter the Leaf Village, the controversy that arose on the topic of whether to continue to enter the Leaf Village caused them to make completely different choices at that moment, and embarked on their own journeys. The road eventually led to the breakdown of the relationship between these three people.
Namikaze Minato felt that this still had a lot to do with him.
If he had let the trio of Akatsuki's organization enter the Leaf Village at that time, he might have avoided such a problem. If Teacher Jiraiya asked him in the future, he would not know how to answer. Teacher Jiraiya's these questions.
too difficult.
Namikaze Minato felt that his current situation was too difficult.
But it was a difficult path he chose.
He knew that when he walked on this road, he was destined to encounter more such things, and there were many problems that presented him with dilemmas.
This choice is likely to allow you to make some emotional decisions with the village.
He must become very strong mentally in the future to be able to deal with various situations.
The road to becoming Hokage is a road to power, and it is destined to be a road of no return. His current personality is still too gentle, and he still needs to experience in these whirlpools of power.
Namikaze Minato actually understood these truths at the moment, but the truth was still truth after all, and it did not completely allow him to change his role instantly.
Namikaze Minato knew that he would encounter many similar situations in the future. Slowly, he would make his mind stronger and prevent himself from feeling guilty again when facing any situation. After he becomes Hokage, the village will encounter all kinds of problems, many of which he can't imagine with his own imagination now. He can only know them when he actually faces them.
Now it was just some minor difficulties before he became Hokage.
But these small and difficult choices have already given him a big problem today, making him feel stuck in his heart and unable to easily get over it. Whenever Konan talks about problems involving Mr. Jiraiya, his It felt like my heart was being grabbed.
This is the only way to go.
Namikaze Minato's heart was very clear.
But now he can't use his own reason to suppress the feelings of debt in his heart after learning what Xiaonan did. This feeling still lingers in his heart.
actually.
What made him even more confused was...
He didn't know how to deal with Xiaonan's problem now.
The other party has already mentioned this.
Do we really want him to leave Konoha Village
Do you want to do things to the end
still…
What other options are there
Is there any way to let Konan stay in Konoha Village without disturbing his ability to become Hokage during this period
Namikaze Minato couldn't help but shake his head when he thought of this, because he felt that everything he did was being watched by countless pairs of eyes, and any little detail might be magnified, and a little carelessness might lead to his real loss. The position of Hokage still requires careful attention.
Thinking of this, he felt dizzy.
He particularly dislikes this feeling now, that he is completely unable to control his own decision, which makes him feel that the scene is very passive.
(End of chapter)