April.
This extremely cold winter is finally willing to leave, and with the footsteps of spring coming from behind, the weather gradually begins to warm up.
Good weather will bring people a good mood most of the time, but for some people who can't hold their heads up under the pressure of life, no matter whether it is spring breeze or rainy outside, the heart is still like knots. It was as lifeless as ice.
For example, Xiao Yu is currently in such a situation.
In a sense, Xiao Yu can be regarded as super optimistic. Under the embarrassing situation of not being able to collect the compensation, not being able to find a job, and not being able to contact Yan Jin, he was still able to suck cats at home for two weeks, three days a day. Meals can be fooled as much as you can, occasionally go to the street to buy some cooked food, and take out directly when you are too lazy to go out.
If it were someone else, with 30 million in debt and no job, no parents, no relatives, no friends, nine out of ten would have jumped out of the window, and the remaining one might have turned around and cut a knife in his hand Soaked in the bathroom.
The landlord came to collect the rent the day before yesterday, which made Xiao Yu realize that he didn't have much cash around him. If he really couldn't do it, he had to withdraw the money he had saved in the bank for buying a house in advance.
…
At noon, Xiao Yu was nestling on the sofa looking at his phone. Suddenly, Fei'er, who was playing at the side, jumped onto his lap, squatted down and meowed at Xiao Yu twice.
"Meow." Are you going to run out of money
"Huh? You can see this?" Xiao Yu was stunned: "You won't become a genius, will you?"
"Meow." Hmph, I knew you were going to run out of money.
Mayfair licked her little paw, and said seriously:
"Meow meow." You can sell Mayfair to make money.
Xiao Yu was so moved that he was about to cry in an instant: "Don't worry, Fei'er, I won't sell you, as long as I have a bite to eat, you will never be hungry."
"Meow." The previous owner said the same thing, but in the end they lost me even when they ran out of money.
"I'm different from her. Your previous master was not a good person." Xiao Yu would feel chills all over his body when he thought of what Fan Xiaoge had done. After a while, he began to boast: "I'm only temporarily Sexual trough, as long as I find a job, everything will be fine."
"Meow." But you can't even cook fish well, how can you find a job
"Hey, hey, I'm a designer, as long as I know how to design, I don't need to be able to cook, okay?" Xiao Yu said dissatisfied: "You know, I was the chief designer of SI not long ago, and my salary was quite high. It was even more brilliant when I worked as a part-time mysterious designer. I could get more than one million yuan for a design drawing. Unfortunately, it has changed back now. I don’t know if the real mysterious designer has returned. It seems that Yan Jin’s last sum of money has not yet been paid. Give it to me, what's the matter now that everyone is gone..."
wait.
Xiao Yu suddenly thought of something.
Mysterious designer...
Xiao Yu has always felt guilty about the mysterious designer. After waking up, he thought that he would never be able to steal the identity of the mysterious designer to do things again, and the scroll left by his ancestors also mentioned that he must be careful not to forcibly change the The future that happened, otherwise it would cause insanity, or be wiped out by the Dao of Heaven, and immediately made Xiao Yu decide not to log in to the account that fish and hamsters can't have both.
These were all decisions made by Xiao Yu. At that time, he thought that he would keep this promise forever.
But at this moment, Xiao Yu suddenly realized that the mysterious designer might be his last chance.
The key to everything is that the fish and the hamster cannot have this special account at the same time.
Even though Yan Jin had canceled all his informal social accounts in great grief, it was impossible for him to just ignore the mysterious designer who had given him so much "free" help, and entrusted Xiao Yu to act mysteriously. , Yan Jin first had to contact him only through the gray ss account.
Whether it is divine punishment or retribution, if this is really the case, he can only admit it.
He made a mistake, he confessed, whatever the price, he confessed.
Xiao Yu's hands were shaking when he typed numbers into the password field.
As soon as he logged in to QQ, Xiao Yu was almost overwhelmed by the message notifications one after another.
Also, he hasn't logged in for a month, and his few friends are probably in a hurry.
The first to bear the brunt was Mumu, the unanswered message was directly 99+, Xiao Yu silently apologized in his heart, and then dragged the Mumu dialog aside, he really didn't have the energy to deal with other things now.
Muttering, game friends, and a large number of inexplicable friend addition requests, Xiao Yu ignored them all.
And the gray ss account has disappeared from his friend list, just like Xiaoyu's account, not even the last message left.
Xiao Yu collected himself, and then opened the mailbox.
At this moment, Xiao Yu's mood tended to a kind of sad calm.
Under the blow of constant disappointment and disappointment, the heart that strongly wanted to find Yan Jin at first was so numb that he couldn't feel the pain. Xiao Yu was almost habitually waiting for failure, waiting for nothing again.
Even if he knows very well that at this point, the result of not being able to find Yan Jin is not only a fate that cannot be continued, but also the rest of his life.
He was able to live like this normally during this period of time, thanks to the sliver of hope, like a man in the water grabbing a straw less than ten centimeters in his hand, seemingly better than nothing, but actually hanging on lost a life.
In fact, there is a difference between straw and straw. The one in Xiao Yu's hand can easily crush a camel, but the other function is really hard to say. If it hadn't been for picking up Fei'er who was in the same boat on that rainy night, Xiao Yu really wouldn't be sure where he is now.
The mailbox was also bombarded by murmurs, Xiao Yu didn't look at it, and directly dragged the page down until March 6th, the day when he fell unconscious.
— That's why I missed the long section of murmuring that he announced his identity and asked what happened to Xiao Yu and Yan Jin.
A piece of mail lay quietly in the mailbox, as if it was glowing.
From gray and white ss.
In this email, Yan Jin didn't mention the news of her beloved pet's death at all, and didn't even mention that she was in a car accident. She just said in writing that she was troubled by trivial matters recently, so she resigned as the president of yl. Fish and hamsters can't have both and want to continue to work for yl. You can contact the person who is currently acting as the president, and attach the contact information of the other party.
In the end, Yan Jin expressed apology for being entangled in the fact that the fish and the hamster could not have both, and promised that she would completely forget what happened back then, let the past just pass by, and would never investigate the true identity of the fish and the hamster. I hope The fish and the hamster can't have both. The future life can be harmonious and happy, and they can find someone who treats him well.
When Xiao Yu saw the last scene, he couldn't laugh or cry.
It's just that even if an indescribable smile resounded, it was probably a mocking tone.
Back then, he begged Yan Jin in every possible way not to investigate his identity, but Yan Jin did not agree, but now he very much hoped that Yan Jin would investigate his identity, but Yan Jin let it go.
Just like they missed those seven years, now they are going to miss the next few decades.
The so-called fate is sometimes such a wonderful thing, even if it is there, within reach, but when you really reach out, you will find that what you get is just a broken red thread.
Xiao Yu sighed.
Yan Jin didn't mention her whereabouts in this email, so this is just another hope that has failed.
This gorgeous coat is also qualified as the last one.
Xiao Yu read the email up and down several times, and then calmly closed the page.
Re-open qq, click to add friends.
Sure enough, the acting president had been desperately applying to add fish and hamsters as friends a long time ago, and he sent a lot of friend applications by himself.
Xiao Yu picked one of them and agreed, and almost a second after the friend's request, the other party sent a message.
Yue Yueyue: Great God, your online frequency is too exaggerated!
Yue Yueyue: I apologize on behalf of that guy Yan Jin for what he did. Please give me a call to save face. I promise I won't ask you about your real identity!
Yue Yueyue: Hey, let me introduce myself first. Yan Jin put down the burden and left, so I will act as the president for a period of time first. My god, you still completed half of the last order. Without you, we really Can not be done! !
Xiao Yu was taken aback by the bomber-like news, the next one came right after he finished the previous one.
After finally reading the message sent by the other party, Xiao Yu felt a little helpless. Judging from the situation, Yan Jin should have clearly explained his identity and habits before leaving, so the other party expressed such high respect when he came up, but this acting president...
I don't know if it's Xiao Yu's illusion, but I always feel a little unreliable.
You can't have both fish and hamsters: Hello, I'm mr.mystery.
Yue Yueyue: Great God, great God, I have admired your name for a long time.
Fish and hamsters can't have it both ways: I'm sorry about the order, I had a car accident not long ago so I haven't been able to take care of it here.
Yue Yueyue: Oh, what a coincidence, our president also had a car accident, God is really short-sighted, why do you have to make things difficult for a good person like you, Yan Jin should let him live for ten and a half days It's a month's hospital!
Xiao Yu: "..."
Although it was a compliment, it sounded a bit weird for some reason.
You can't have both fish and hamsters: There seems to be some misunderstanding between Mr. Yan and I, and I can't even contact him now.
Yue Yueyue: I'm sorry, my god, I've made thousands of mistakes, it's all Yan Jin's fault, don't think too much about it, I apologize for this guy.
Yue Yueyue: This guy is really shameless. Please don't worry that a master like you only offers such a low salary. With me in the future, your annual salary will never be lower than seven figures!
You can't have both fish and hamsters: ... Thank you.
You can't have both fish and hamsters: I want to ask one thing, I don't know if it's suitable...
Yue Yueyue: Just ask, I will tell you everything.
Xiao Yu took a deep breath, and then typed a long paragraph with barely composure.
You can’t have both fish and hamsters: Mr. Yan asked me to meet in reality before, but I never agreed, and I feel very guilty about it. Now the situation here has changed, so I want to apologize to Mr. Yan face to face. Can you help me contact Yan Jin
Xiao Yu's heartbeat had already passed more than a hundred beats at this time, and he couldn't even hold the mouse with his hands.
Yue Yueyue: You really don't need to think too much, you don't need to apologize, really.
You can't have both fish and hamsters: I really want to meet Mr. Yan, please.
Yue Yueyue: Yes, no problem, just let me tell you.
When Xiao Yu saw these words, his heart almost jumped out of his chest.
The sudden joy enveloped his whole body, and he couldn't bear it for a while, and fireworks began to appear in front of his eyes.
Yue Yueyue: What this guy Yan Jin did is really disgusting, his whole body seems to have evaporated, I'm so sorry, I'll call him to apologize to you in two days.
You can't have both fish and hamsters: Can't you do it now, I want to see him right now, please.
Yue Yueyue: It's... it's not impossible, it's just that he's been busy these two days.
You can't have both fish and hamster: I won't disturb him, just meet him once.
Yue Yueyue: Oh, don't worry, I'll ask for you.
Yue Yueyue: He got engaged on the 30th. If the wedding date wasn't so close, he might just have some free time now.
Engagement, wedding date.
These two words appear here, like a big joke.
If just now, Xiao Yu felt that he had finally seen the dawn, then now, the joy that flooded in and had no time to fade, poured into his limbs and bones like poison.
Wherever it passes, it is cold to the bone.
You can't have both fish and hamsters: wait a minute.
Can't have both fish and hamster: Is Yan Jin getting married
Yueyue: Yes.
Yue Yueyue: Oh, I accidentally forgot, this matter is kept secret from the outside world, and there are too many things recently.
Yue Yueyue: You are an insider, Yan Jin should be very happy if you come to the wedding.
You can't have both fish and hamsters: so...
Yue Yueyue: Do you still want to contact Yan Jin now? I think it would be nice for you to surprise him at the wedding.
Xiao Yu smiled wryly.
Surprised, terrified.
Clearly hope is close at hand, but with a feeling that he can hardly explain, Xiao Yu typed on the keyboard word by word—
You can't have both fish and hamsters: forget it.