At the dinner table, the atmosphere between the two people was somewhat dignified.
Silently, Wang Dahu picked up a chopstick of almond spinach and put it on the plate in front of Li Qingran, then lowered his head and ate the rice.
Li Qingran bit the corner of his lower lip lightly, opened his mouth as if he wanted to say something, but he didn't utter a single word until the end.
At night, the two of them lay on the bed with their backs facing each other and slept with a gap between them.
The quartz clock on the wall ticked away, making annoying noises, and at midnight, it started raining again outside.
Wang Dahu opened his eyes and let out a long sigh.
He sat up, put on his slippers, and opened the door. Although the living room was pitch black, he still saw the slender figure standing in front of the French windows at a glance.
Wang Dahu walked over slowly, but stopped a step behind him.
The raindrops hit the glass, and from here, the whole world outside the window became misty and hazy.
Li Qingran turned his head slightly, his usually cold eyes seemed to soften at this time, looking at Wang Dahu, he said a little wronged: "I'm cold."
Then, in the next moment, he fell into the hot embrace of the vice.
Holding the frail body in his arms tightly, Wang Dahu sniffed the faint fragrance in his hair, and thought like a sigh: What a capricious and elusive person this is!
"My feet hurt too." The muffled voice continued to say aggrievedly.
After hearing this, Wang Dahu simply sat cross-legged on the ground and hugged him between his knees.
"You deserve it!" Wang Dahu touched his thickly bandaged ankle distressedly, but he said a lesson: "Who told you to stay up in the middle of the night, and you ran here to stand as a punishment, you asked for it!"
Li Qingran pouted, and rubbed his head against his fiery chest again.
"Tell me..." After a long time, Wang Dahu put his arms around him and asked, "What are you worrying about?"
Clearly feeling the body in his arms stiff for a moment, Wang Dahu's eyes darkened slightly, and he said in an "injured" voice: "Can't you even tell me?"
"Will you leave me?" Suddenly, Li Qingran asked in a hoarse voice.
"What?" Wang Dahu lowered his head and looked at him in surprise, he never thought that he would ask such a question.
As if waiting for some kind of trial, Li Qingran's body began to tremble involuntarily. He left Wang Dahu's chest, looked at the silvery rain outside the window, and said slowly: "I'm actually not as you imagined. That is a kind-hearted, pure and innocent person, after all, what flows in my body is the blood of a murderer, and filth is my essence."
"You know? Since I went to college, every day I think, what are you doing and who are you talking to where I can't see? Every night I look at your sleeping face, but all I can think of is One thought, I want to tie you to the bed, lock you at home, not let anyone touch you, not let anyone have the possibility of taking you away, look!..." Li Qingran smiled wryly twice: "I am such a lunatic. "
Maybe one day this terrifying possessiveness will turn him into a devil, and he will do irreparable damage to the person he loves the most, just like his father... One day he will also...
"I'm so happy!" A deep and hoarse voice suddenly sounded, Wang Dahu hugged the person in his arms tightly again, and he said with tears in his eyes, "Of course, I'm so happy."
Li Qingran: "... Didn't you hear what I just said?"
"I heard it! You love me so much that you want to kill me!" Wang Dahu choked up and said, "This is really the most beautiful love story I've ever heard!"
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Li Qingran didn't know why, but he suddenly felt like a fool after worrying and worrying for so long.
"Because of course you are usually indifferent!" Wang Dahu kissed that smooth face, happily like a stealing mouse: "Every time I say I like you, I love you, you are not silent , It’s just a very coping sentence of ‘Yeah! ’ It makes people feel at a loss! Hee hee... But your sincere confession today finally made my husband understand that under your cold exterior, my lady, you actually hide such a fiery heart that loves me so much. It really, really touched me ! ! ! "
"Do you know?" Wang Dahu pressed the corners of his lips next to his white jade-like earlobes, and said softly: "I have actually thought about what you think about! Our family is so beautiful and smart, and it will definitely attract many people. Men and women, if there is someone better than me, what should I do?"
"So you see, this has nothing to do with whether you are the son of a murderer or not. You want to monopolize the other party, and you want the other party to take yourself into consideration all the time. When you can't see him, you will worry and think wildly. This is a lover. It's a normal thing between you. As for the problem you mentioned about your nature, how many years have we known each other? Could it be that you will hide it from me? You! You are just a poisonous mouth, small-minded, and jealous Only a broad-minded man in the world can stand your hypocritical temper."
Li Qingran pursed his lips, then pursed his lips again, raised his eyebrows and said: "That's really hard work for you!"
"It's not hard, who told you that you are my wife! We two have to live together in this life, you live a hundred years, I will live a hundred years and a day, let me be your life The last image in the movie, and then wait for me by the Naihe Bridge for a while, and we will walk together in the next life."
Listening to all of Wang Dahu's gentle yet deeply hurting words, hot tears flowed down from Li Qingran's eyes uncontrollably, soaking his cheeks and the skirt of Wang Dahu's chest.
"Why? Why, do you want you to be so nice to me? I don't deserve it."
"Well, well, you just treat it as what I owed you in my previous life, and I will repay it in this life."
Lowering his head, he painted his teary face with the tip of his tongue, and asked hoarsely, "Is it still cold now?"
"..."
"Come in! Go to the bed and cover yourself with a quilt so you won't be cold."
"..."
"Don't worry, I will always be with you!"
Probably because the "stove" beside him was too warm, or because the words just now miraculously relieved something in his heart, it didn't take long for Li Qingran to fall asleep very quickly.
Looking at his sleeping face, Wang Dahu raised his hand to touch the cheek that had lost a lot of weight.
Deep self-blame hit his heart.
In fact, it's not that Ranran didn't notice something wrong recently, but Wang Dahu mistakenly thought that it was because he was too tired from studying, so his spirit was weak, thus, he ignored Li Qingran's sensitive inner thoughts.
Since the two met when they were seven years old until now, for the entire thirteen years, except for the time when Wang Dahu was trafficked, they have been together almost 24 hours a day, going to school together, going home together, playing together, They hug each other and sleep together. But after arriving at the university, although they still live together, the time they spend together has been greatly reduced, and the places where they meet each other have also been greatly reduced. Different from myself, but he is withdrawn and not good at socializing. Perhaps it can also be said that he does not want to be too deeply involved with people other than himself, so naturally after the two spend less time together, he will Started to feel uneasy.
In addition, deep down in his heart, he has never forgotten about his father, which makes him like to think about it even more.
Sighing secretly, full of affection, Wang Dahu kissed his white forehead, what should he do to make you feel at ease? What should I do to make you truly understand that in this life, no matter what happens, I will never leave you
"What a little idiot!"
"No!" Wang Dahu raised his hands and made a big cross in front of his chest: "You just stay at home obediently, and I have asked someone to ask for leave from the school. Your ankle is swollen like that, People are as thin as a piece of paper, and they will collapse when the wind blows, so let's go after taking care of our bodies!"
Li Qingran had a sullen face, looking very unhappy.
But Wang Dahu walked up to him with a smile, smacked his bloodless lips, and said, "Thanks to you, I can also rest for a few days. Tell me, what do you want to eat later? I'll go buy it now. Be sure to regain your weight in the shortest possible time! It's so dry, you'll tie your arms when you hold it!"
Regarding Wang Dahu's indirect complaint, Li Qingran raised his head and gave him a "coquettish" (in Wang Dahu's eyes) look, but his face was not as ugly as before. Obviously, "Wei Wei" felt that he was able to accompany him at home. happy.
The two finished breakfast together, Wang Dahu watched him take the medicine, hugged him on the sofa in the living room, and thoughtfully put a plate of crystal grapes and a few miscellaneous books on the coffee table in front of the sofa.
"You stay at home, I'll go to the vegetable market, and I'll be back in about half an hour." Wang Dahu put on his clothes, picked up the vegetable basket, and rushed out, as if catching up with a supermarket sale The housewives at that time were full of unparalleled fighting spirit.
Li Qingran shook his head, looking at his flustered back, a warm and clean smile appeared on his face.
"Beep beep—" At this moment, a vibrating beep sounded.
It turned out that Wang Dahu's mobile phone fell to the ground.
Li Qingran walked over slowly, and picked it up with his body.
Looking at the three words "Little Mushroom" flashing on the screen, his fingertips holding the phone suddenly turned white.