Reborn Only to Love You Again

Chapter 69: hate

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Hearing Li Qingran's request, Kong Xiumei staggered back three steps.

Weeping: "That child Du Hu's kindness to me and Wan'er, we can't repay it all in this life, but, but... But, can you change your request, no matter what it is, even if you want mother's Life, I, I am willing to give it to you!"

That sounds good!

Li Qingran tightly clenched his fist, the tingling pain from his fingertips on the palm of his hand was far less than the pain in his heart.

As long as he thinks about it, Dumb used to lie so alone on the operating table.

Just think of the doctors in white gloves who took the kidneys out of his body alive.

That kind of hatred, the kind of hatred that wanted to kill the culprit who caused all this, burst out from his soul uncontrollably.

"Of course, but..." Kong Xiumei couldn't help crying: "I know I'm sorry for you, but, but Wan'er is your own sister after all!"

"Same mother?" Li Qingran seemed to have heard something extremely funny, the corners of his mouth raised a mocking arc: "You are wrong! We are not only the same mother, but also the same father and mother!"

Kong Xiumei's crying stopped suddenly, her eyes opened suddenly, her whole body trembled uncontrollably, and she murmured inconceivably, "You, you already know!"

"You are blood type A, and your father is blood type O, how could you give birth to me, a child with HR-negative blood?" Li Qingran's expression was neither sad nor happy, as if he was talking about an extremely ordinary thing, but his eyes were full of fear. It was sarcasm, he said: "I'm that man's child, right?"

Kong Xiumei's legs and feet went limp, and she fell to the ground all of a sudden, then raised her head and said hastily in the next second, "Of course, listen to me, listen to me, it's not what you think, it's not..."

"It's not what I thought it was, so what?"

"Yes, yes..." Kong Xiumei showed a flustered expression, murmuring that she didn't know what to say.

"Let me tell it for you!" Li Qingran took a deep breath, and slowly revealed the secret that he didn't even tell Wang Dahu.

"Before you married your father, you already had sex with that man, and you were pregnant with me, right?" He said coldly, "But it's a pity that due to various reasons, you didn't marry him, but instead Married to Dad, who didn't know I wasn't his biological child at first, until I was three years old—"

As soon as Li Qingran stopped speaking, there was a deep sense of shame and guilt in his expression, because of the mother in front of him, and also because of himself.

Up to now, he still deeply remembers that before the age of three, he actually lived a very happy and joyful life.

He has a beautiful, hardworking, and caring mother, and a father who is honest and dull, but obedient to him and who loves him deeply. But everything was destroyed in one day when he was three years old.

That day, the weather was hot, and he took a nap in the house when he was young.

But he was awakened by a sound of dispute, he walked quietly to the door, through the gap, what he saw was his mother hugging a strange uncle, and he saw his mother crying, crying incessantly. So he felt very angry, thinking that the bad guy bullied his mother, but when he was clenching his fists and was about to rush out to protect his mother, his father suddenly walked in.

And then…

And then, he watched the three of them wrestling together. He was young and didn't understand what happened. His father's red eyes, distorted face, mother's tears and screams, everything, It all turned into a nightmare.

But this nightmare has continuous effects, changing everyone's life.

"Later, Dad went to Kongjiatun and found out everything." Li Qingran said in a low voice, "My beloved wife gave him a green hat early on, and my lovely son turned out to be a bastard at all. People want to play like a fool... Dad, he has a genetic potential for schizophrenia. After being stimulated by this kind of stimulation, he was finally fully stimulated..." Li Qingran tightly closed his eyes: "So, he is crazy. Already!"

Later on, Li Qingran, recalling the past, thought about it countless times: If mother hadn't married father back then, wouldn't all of this have happened, and father had never been stimulated by this kind of stimulation, maybe he would never have been married in his life. He won't get sick, he will be safe and live a healthy life, he won't become a lunatic, let alone a murderer, that child, that child... Maybe he won't die!

Listening to Li Qingran's words that were as sharp as a knife's edge, Kong Xiumei's eyes were filled with emptiness and darkness, and she unconsciously thought of those past events that were deliberately buried in her heart.

Childhood sweetheart, childhood sweetheart.

It's about her and him.

In this world, no one knew him better than her.

In this world, no one loves her more than him.

As time goes by and the years get older, this kind of affection will naturally turn into a blazing fire of love.

They describe the future together and imagine how they will live their little days in the future.

But, but...

Kong Xiumei howled a few times in despair.

However, she didn't find a good mother, just for the 20,000 yuan bride price, she was randomly married to a man she didn't know at a distance.

She cried and made trouble, but in the end she resigned to her fate.

The night before she got married, she had a determined mood, thinking that since she couldn't be with the person she loved the most in this life, then she would give her body to him! It can be considered, it can be regarded as repaying his affection.

The days of marrying far away from home were not as sad as imagined. Her husband was an honest and responsible man, and he was very, very good to her.

Gradually, she also gave up her mind, thinking that it might be fine to live on like this.

Later, her child was born, a very beautiful boy. She was happy in her heart, but more of it was a kind of fear. Because she wasn't sure who the child belonged to

And then...

Kong Xiumei thought anxiously, yes, and then her beloved appeared in front of her again.

After several years of hard work, he is no longer that poor and white boy, he has some family background and said: "Let's elope!"

And myself - refused!

But he didn't give up and found his home again and again.

Finally, finally, blocked by Changgui

.

Everything was changed in that instant.

Li Qingran stood there, looking coldly at the woman on the ground who seemed to have lost her soul, and for some reason, bursts of pain began to come from that heart that she thought was cold. He took a few steps forward, squatted down, and looked into his mother's blank eyes: "Since you have chosen to give up on me when you ran away, and handed me over to a man who might hate me in your heart, Then why are you looking for me now? When you need me, I am your son, and when you don't need me, I am just a trash that can be thrown away, let me tell you—I, Li Qingran, am not that cheap."

"It's not like this, but...it's not like this..." Kong Xiumei seemed to be stimulated by this sentence, she stretched out her hand and grabbed his body: "Chang, Changgui actually loves you very much... I think , maybe I'm gone, because of the old love, he, he will treat you well... Woooo... I'm the one who's sorry for him, and I'm sorry for you too!"

"Things from the past..." Li Qingran took a deep breath, with an uncontrollable anger in his voice: "I don't care anymore, what I care about is—you actually used me to blackmail Dahu!"

That's right! This is where all his hatred comes from. That's why he hates it so much.

"I didn't, I didn't!" Kong Xiumei opened her eyes wide and shook her head again and again: "I, I didn't do that!"

"That's right! Maybe you didn't do this on purpose, but in my opinion, the result is the same." Li Qingran said word by word: "If, you are not my mother, if the person who is about to die is not my Sister, will Dahu exchange his kidney for her?"

Although that person is the number one fool in the world, he is also the number one fool in the world who understands him and loves him.

It was precisely because Dahu understood that if he knew about Qin Wan'er, he would have to face a choice, and no matter which side he chose, it would be a pain.

So simply, that fool made the choice for him.

Bear everything for him.

Therefore, he hated, hated his mother, hated his sister, and hated himself even more.

"From now on—" Li Qingran stood up, with tears streaming from the corners of his eyes: "Don't let me see you again, just pretend—you Kong Xiumei doesn't have a son like me, and I, Li Qingran, don't have a mother like you. The way back, we will have nothing to do in the future!"

"No—but—" Kong Xiumei looked into her son's resolute eyes and couldn't help screaming.

The sound spread into the room, and Wang Dahu was so excited that he had goosebumps all over his body, and rushed over with two swishes.

"What's the matter? What's the matter?" Looking at the two mother and son in the yard.

Wang Dahu yelled in fright: "It's fine, what happened?"

Grabbing him who wanted to help Kong Xiumei, Li Qingran calmly said: "Let's go!"

"Ran Ran… "

"Big Tiger" Li Qingran's expression contained an imperceptible fragility: "I want to get out of here, okay?"

"… … it is good!"

No matter when, only Li Qingran is the person that Wang Dahu cares about the most!