"What did you two say?" After returning home, Wang Dahu asked cautiously with his arms around Li Qingran.
"It's nothing!" Li Qingran's face was still a little grim, and he obviously didn't want to talk more.
Wang Dahu couldn't help but feel a little troublesome when he saw it. From the bottom of his heart, he hoped that their mother and son could reconcile as before. If their relationship worsened because of his "kidney replacement" to Qin Wan'er, wouldn't it be...
"Of course!" Thinking of this, Wang Dahu straightened his expression and said, "The decision to save your sister was my decision after careful consideration. It was voluntary, and no one forced it, really!! So you don't have to blame yourself at all. There is no need to resent your mother and sister!"
When Li Qingran heard this, his body visibly stiffened, and he slowly raised his head. Under the transparent and cold lenses, there was a pair of more gloomy eyes: "And then?" He said coldly and mockingly: "You Shangxin wanted to reconcile our mother and son, why? Is it because, in your opinion, I am already a burden, and if you throw away my burden to others, you will be free, right? "
Wang Dahu's pupils widened suddenly, and an unprecedented flustered expression appeared on his face.
Seeing this, Li Qingran felt even more painful and desperate.
He raised his head high, with disdain in his eyes, hatred on his face, and blood-splattered words like ice skates from his mouth: "If you don't want to be together again, just say it straight, why beat around the bush?" That kind of thing, oh...yeah...maybe you're too shy to say it, so you do the thing of swapping one of your own kidneys for my sister, so you'll feel better, right? So you don't feel like Those who owe me can throw me away with peace of mind, right?"
"Pa—" A sharp slap suddenly sounded in the room.
Wang Dahu's eyes were red, he raised his hands high, and his hoarse voice contained countless heartbreaks: "It's been so many years, feel your conscience and think about it, what have I done to you? What did you say today? What did you get in exchange for such unwarranted accusations? Li Qingran, you let me down so much!"
For all the lovers in the world, when they quarrel, they can always pick out the words that make the other party bloody. It seems that only when the other party shows a more painful and sad expression than their own, their hearts will not be broken so badly.
Wang Dahu turned his head, and rushed out of the house without thinking.
At this moment, he was about to go crazy! !
In the past life and present life combined, he has never quarreled with Li Qingran, let alone beat him.
But, just today, just now, he actually did this! !
Wang Dahu kicked the trash can hard, then squatted on the ground, crying with his head in his arms.
he's gone…
he's gone…
Until Wang Dahu's figure disappeared completely, until his breath could no longer be smelled in the room, Li Qingran's legs gave way and he fell to the ground.
On the cheek, burning pain came from time to time. Keep reminding him, just now, how cruel he said, just now, how he forced the person he loves most away.
Why did it become like this
Why did it become like this!
...
…
Lines of cold tears kept falling from his eyes, but what could not be taken away was his sadness and remorse.
Wang Dahu walked downstairs, turned and turned, turned and turned.
Because the action was so suspicious, the security uncle at the gate of the community had to come over with a flashlight and circle around twice.
"Young man, so it's you!" Wang Dahu has lived here for several years, and he is familiar with all the neighbors, including the security uncle.
"I'm still wondering who it is? The one who didn't sleep in the middle of the night and wandered around downstairs... Doubt?... What's wrong with you... Why is this big guy crying?"
"...No!" Wang Dahu grinned, pretending to be innocent and said with a smile: "No, no, I just forgot to bring the key, so I can't enter the house!"
After hearing his explanation, Uncle Security immediately showed an expression that everyone understands, you don't have to be round anymore, you are both men.
"Did you argue with your girlfriend?"
Wang Dahu—Silence!
"Hey! I want to talk about you young people!" Uncle Security said with a mouthful of Beijing movies, "We quarrel every now and then, and we break up every now and then. If you want me to say that the two of you can get together, it's because of fate. You have to cherish it! Besides, you are a man, can't you let someone else be a lesbian? Go back quickly, apologize to your little lover, and live a good life!"
A wry smile appeared on Wang Dahu's face, and he said hesitantly: "Uncle, but, I, I... accidentally slapped him just now, and now I don't, I don't have the face to do it!"
"Why are you beating someone?"
"At that time, I was angry and my head was blank. After the beating, I was dumbfounded." Wang Dahu sniffled his nose, with an expression of 'if my wife kicks me, what should I do?'.
Uncle security guard immediately revealed it, why does a gentleman look so promising.
"Men! When you have a strong temper and are impulsive, you can just hit once, right, what's so great... Then what... When you go back, take your washboard and kneel on your head. When did you kneel?" If the daughter-in-law feels distressed, it will be over!"
Even if Wang Dahu was full of melancholy at the moment, he couldn't help being amused: "Uncle! What kind of bad idea is this!"
"Then how can it be a bad idea!" Uncle Security repeatedly emphasized: "This is called strategy... the strategy of attacking the heart...."
"Looking at you like this, you must have used this heart attack strategy a lot at home!"
"Hehe... it's okay, it's only a month... brat!" Realizing that he was framed, the security uncle slapped Wang Dahu on the back of the head angrily: "Okay, stop talking nonsense, hurry up, and admit your mistakes to your partner. Don't wander around the neighborhood like a ghost, and don't be afraid to scare people."
For some reason, being interrupted by Uncle Security, Wang Dahu's heart suddenly became a little more relaxed, and a little bit of courage suddenly rose up.
"Okay... I'm going to kneel on the washboard..."
Wang Dahu bowed, turned around, and ran towards the bottom of their unit.
Behind him came the voice of the security guard Duhu who seemed to be admonishing and murmured: "Young man, cherish it. It is actually a kind of happiness to have someone who can quarrel with you every day and make you kneel on the washboard... Cherish it." …”
With his back turned, Wang Dahu shook his hand.
Later, he heard from people around him that Uncle Security's wife passed away many years ago, and he raised his son to adulthood by himself, and he never remarried until he died.
The door—is still open.
It's the same as when I rushed out by myself.
Wang Dahu slowed down his breathing, and walked in like a thief.
Li Qingran was standing in front of the French window.
As if hearing something, he turned around suddenly.
Wang Dahu's body froze, and he was frightened by the tears on the other side's face before he could say his apology."
Li Qingran rushed up and hugged him tightly.
At this moment, self-esteem and pride are not important at all. If you can be forgiven if you beg, even if you kneel down and beg him by the hem of his trousers, why not
Don't leave me alone!
"Dahu, Dahu, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't mean it, and I don't know why I said that. I, I..." In the darkness, Li Qingran showed a bewildered expression on his face. She hugged the waist of the man below her tightly, as if she was afraid that he would never come back.
"It's not that you're bad, it's that I'm bad!" Almost immediately, all Wang Dahu's soul was filled with the word "distressed".
All the traces of resentment and grievances were wiped away.
For the thousand and first time, he scolded himself severely in his heart.
Why was he able to be reborn in this life
Why did he have to be reborn in this life
Isn't it just wanting to make up for the regrets of the previous life, isn't it just wanting to love him again this time with all my heart
Why did you quarrel with him over such trivial matters
How could he say such hurtful words
How, how could you hit him with your hands
Wang Dahu—You are such a jerk! ! !
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, but it's all my fault!" Wang Dahu hugged him tightly with red eyes, as if he was about to crush him into his body: "I'm sorry! I'm really sorry!"
"Woo, woo woo... Big tiger... Big tiger..." After knowing the "truth", all the accumulated panic and fear have been vented at this moment. Li Qingran seems to have returned to when he was a child, the one who, after being hurt, The child who would secretly cry on Wang Dahu's shoulders, he cried so, so sadly.
"Of course..." Wang Dahu stroked his straight back slowly, and said with a choked voice, "Let's have a good talk, can you?"
When the two of them were able to calm down and talk, it was already more than two hours later.
The sky is already a little bright, and you should be able to see the sunrise soon!
Wang Dahu lifted the blankets on his body, and put more of them on the body of the person in his arms.
"Feeling better?" Wang Dahu asked gently after kissing his forehead.
Li Qingran rubbed against his chest again, and nodded slightly.
Wang Dahu has always felt that if you find a problem and you don't solve it in time, then the problem will turn into pustules and will only become more and more serious. On the contrary, if you can "cut off" with pain, then I believe it will not be long before everything will be resolved. Everything will be fine.
"First of all, I want to apologize to you." Wang Dahu said in a guilty voice: "I know, I didn't discuss it with you at the beginning, so I just donated my kidney to Wan'er. This is really a shame for you. It's too irresponsible, and it's really too selfish and selfish, I didn't think about your feelings, but... for this, I, I'm really sorry."