Yu Linfei's life is always full of various cups.
For example, the pet Xiao Hei he adopted at will, such as his friend Su Weixi, whose head was removed.
For a long time after Su Weixi's death, Yu Linfei could not get rid of his severe self-loathing. He lay in an empty bedroom every night, and his dreams were full of bloody images. Not only did he watch his friend die with his own eyes, He also lost his favorite pet.
The long-term negative emotions made Yu Linfei's mental state very worrying. He Yi didn't know what to say to comfort Yu Linfei. He knew that for Yu Linfei, these words of comfort were simply too pale.
Yu Linfei's life was so messed up at the moment that he was powerless. Standing on the cliff, he didn't even have any straws that he could grasp. Such days made Yu Linfei on the verge of collapse.
Although he struggled hard, Yu Linfei collapsed in the end. Baozi couldn't save him. What Yu Linfei needed was Xiao Hei, his unique Xiao Hei.
After finding the mastermind of the home theft case, Yu Linfei could not wait to kill Qin Xin directly. He looked at the haggard-faced crying woman in front of him, and his gums bleed from his bite.
"Where's Xiao Hei?" Yu Linfei went straight to the point and didn't go around in circles with Qin Xin.
"Why don't you ask me why I did this?" Qin Xin's voice was very painful, and her tears kept flowing.
"I asked you to return Xiao Hei to me?" Yu Linfei's voice was cold.
"Hahahaha... It seems that I really bet right, Yu Linfei, do you care about your kitten?" Qin Xin laughed madly, her mental state was not quite right: "Really, are you very Care about your kitten?"
"Yes." Yu Linfei felt something.
"But he won't come back." Qin Xin wiped his tears with his hands, smiling viciously and sarcastically: "He died, I killed him with my own hands, Yu Linfei, what can you do no matter how much you like it, isn't it? Can't get it."
"..." Yu Linfei looked at Qin Xin silently.
"Cry, cry, do you want to know how he died? I have a video." Qin Xin laughed like a lunatic.
"Yeah." Yu Linfei stood up, staring at Qin Xin through the glass with biting cold eyes: "Since you're going in, enjoy yourself, Qin Xin... I want you to live rather than die!!!"
Yu Lin Feijue, who walked out of the detention center, was completely dazed. He felt something rushing down his throat from his chest.
"Xiao Hei." Two words were squeezed out of his mouth, and Yu Linfei spit out a mouthful of blood.
Later, Yu Linfei was admitted to the hospital. Although he kept saying that he was fine, those who had seen him would not think that he was fine.
He Yi didn't know what to say to comfort Yu Linfei, so he had to send the buns over to try to appease Yu Linfei's emotions. Yu Linfei didn't say anything to refuse, and accepted He Yi's kindness.
To be honest, Yu Linfei really didn't realize that there was something wrong with him, but the people around him insisted that he stay in the hospital, and he didn't have the energy to explain it. Besides, there was nothing wrong with living in the hospital.
Yu Linfei's father Yu Pingyi had visited Yu Linfei several times, but every time he looked at this silent son, he didn't know what to say, so the two of them were relatively silent, and the atmosphere was very awkward.
Because of this reason, Yu Pingyi didn't come frequently anymore. The last time he came, he seemed to be a dozen years older, sighing in his mouth, but still said what he had kept in his heart for a long time, he said: " Lin Fei, I don't blame you for that Vichy thing, so don't blame yourself too much, since things have already happened, I don't think Vichy's spirit in the sky would want to see you so depressed."
Yu Linfei looked at the ceiling above his head expressionlessly, but did not respond,
"... If you really like men... If you can't change it, just find a suitable general and let it go." After Yu Pingyi said these words with difficulty, he fell silent.
After a long time, Yu Linfei's lips moved slightly: "Got it."
"Alas." With a heavy sigh, Yu Pingyi didn't know what to say. He said bitterly, "Lin Fei, it's Dad who is sorry for you."
Yu Linfei did not speak again.
Yu Pingyi finally couldn't bear the dull atmosphere, got up and walked out.
"...Xiao Hei." Covering his eyes with his hands, Yu Linfei's eyes were empty. He took a deep breath to try to clear his head, but found that it was in vain... He couldn't wake up, because once he woke up, he was doomed. Just accept the fact that his little black will never come back, ever.
The days that followed were long and torturous. Yu Linfei suffers from depression and relies on drugs to maintain his life in the hospital. He has no tendency to self-harm, but it is difficult to find vitality in him. Yu Linfei, who has lost Xiao Hei, is like a tree whose roots have been destroyed, although it is difficult to detect it for a while. , but he could slowly feel the death aura emanating from him.
Yu Linfei never thought of suicide in his mind, but he couldn't control his loss... Everything in the world is gray, how could he face it with a smile
The walls of the hospital are all white. Yu Linfei likes to sit on a stone bench for an afternoon by himself. The weather in spring is very good, and there is a strong fragrance of flowers everywhere.
Sometimes he would take a book and flip through it, sometimes he would not take anything, just look ahead like this, not knowing what he was thinking in his calm eyes.
The bored nurse would always talk quietly about Yu Linfei in private, "Hey? What's wrong with this man? I think he looks good, is there a mental problem?" "I don't know, I heard that my lover died, so stupid Oh, there are not many people who are so infatuated these days." "Really? This is too romantic, right?" "What is romance? Only the person involved knows how painful it is, don't talk about it. , he seems to have heard."
died… ? Yu Linfei's eyes darkened, for some reason... He always had an intuition... He knew that Xiao Hei was not dead, he knew that he could wait for his Xiao Hei here.
It turned out that Yu Linfei's intuition was right, he really waited for his little black.
When Wen Cheng was taken to the hospital, Yu Linfei almost stopped breathing when he saw the familiar face. He was wearing a hospital gown and stood in the corridor watching Wen Cheng being taken to the emergency room, and suddenly wanted to smoke. A cigarette... Could this be his little black? Will it be...
How could it be.
After Yu Linfei knew Wen Cheng's identity, he fell silent again. He stood at the door of the ward and looked at Wen Cheng who was asleep, and sighed softly.
Wen Cheng lost his memory. It seems to be the trauma of the car accident. When he opened his eyes, he saw the white ceiling of the hospital, but his head was empty and he couldn't remember who he was. - Who is he? Biting his nails, Wen Cheng's out-of-the-way light suddenly swept to a man standing at the door.
It feels very familiar... Wen Cheng frowned slightly. The man had a handsome face. Although he was wearing a hospital gown, he couldn't hide his elegant temperament. His hair didn't seem to be cut for a long time, and it was a little long. At this moment, the stranger Looking at him with a very complicated look... Wen Cheng blurted out: "Who are you, what are you looking at me for? Let's look at charging you."
This is the first sentence of Yu Linfei and Wen Cheng's first encounter, which is very in line with Wen Xiaohei's off-line style.
For some reason, Yu Linfei smelled a familiar smell from these words, and a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "To receive money? How much
"How much do you think I'm worth?" Although Wen Cheng's leg was broken, his energy was still exceptionally good, well, even though there was credit for this strange man in front of him.
"Haha." Yu Linfei didn't answer Wen Cheng's words, he smiled softly and said, "I'm Yu Linfei."
"Ah... Your name is Yu Linfei?" He scratched his head with his hand, and Wen Cheng smirked: "I lost my memory in a car accident. I forgot my name. I'll tell you in a few days?"
"... Can this be forgotten?" Yu Linfei felt a little helpless.
"This..." Wen Cheng was a little embarrassed, but he quickly regained his detached temper: "What can't be forgotten? Will it be remembered anyway?"
"That's right." Not knowing what to think, Yu Linfei laughed again.
Yu Linfei was not bad at first, and when he smiled, he looked even better. Wen Cheng was a little stunned when he saw his gentle smile, and when Wen Cheng reacted, his face was a little hot: "Why did you live here?"
"Me?" Hearing this, Yu Linfei thought for a while and said, "I got sick trying to find a lost pet."
"Then what's your illness?" Wen Cheng was very imposing.
"Have a cold." Yu Linfei smiled and said, "You came in in a car accident?"
"That's right." He scratched his nose, and Wen Cheng felt helpless: "They said I hit a ghost, and I was able to drive the car from the road to the wild and hit a telephone pole."
"Oh." Yu Linfei fell silent, then spoke again after a while: "Is it just the leg and head injury?"
"It seems so." Wen Cheng yawned lazily: "Don't you have nothing to do? Come and talk to me if you have nothing to do, hey, by the way, secretly bring me two packs of squid to dry... They Said that it is not conducive to the recovery of the wound, so I won't eat it, hum."
"Dried squid?" Yu Linfei's eyes suddenly lit up when he heard the term: "Do you like eating dried squid?"
"Yes." Wen Cheng sniffed: "What's wrong? Is it weird? Ah... Let's have another bottle of yogurt by the way."
"..." Yu Linfei didn't answer, there was a palpitating light in his eyes, like a traveler in the desert who finally found a source of life-saving water after being thirsty for more than ten days.
"Thank you." Wen Cheng was still smiling.
"No thanks." Looking at Wen Cheng's silly smile, Yu Linfei's tone was very gentle: "It's me who should say thank you."
"Ah? Why?" Wen Cheng's eyes widened in confusion.
"It's nothing." Yu Linfei didn't explain, he turned around and walked towards his room, thinking in his mind... He should be discharged from the hospital.