If someone once said to Su Weixi that you will end your life by jumping off a building in the future, Su Wei Xi will definitely feel that the person is joking with him.
Su Weixi understands his character. He is kind and kind, and he has a tolerance beyond ordinary people for everything, whether it is beautiful or ugly. Would such a person commit suicide? It's funny to say it.
But in many cases, funny things are not necessarily fake.
Su Weixi thought a lot when he was sitting on the roof alone. From the time he met Bai Songze, he remembered that when everyone thought they could control their fate, they didn't think that this escape was also arranged by fate.
Su Weixi didn't love Bai Songze, not only did he not love him, but he even brought hatred. It was not easy for Su Weixi to hate someone. Even Su Weixi just hated Meng Baiqing who caused his current situation.
So why does he want to be with Bai Songze? Su Weixi took a sip of the cigarette in his hand, and his eyes were deserted. The reason was too simple. He didn't want to destroy himself. Bai Songze had something in his hand that he had to be with him.
— Some pictures that make Sue Weixi sick.
Su Weixi thought about this a lot, and thought about it for a long time. From the moment he promised to be with Bai Songze, he kept thinking about it. He didn't understand why Bai Songze treated him like this, let alone what he would do in the future. How about it.
Thanks to Bai Songze, Su Weixi finally no longer disliked the touch of a man, and would not retching non-stop when he was about to be entered.
It is a blessing? Is it a curse? The cigarette in Su Weixi's hand was about to burn out. He threw down the cigarette butt and lit another one - now this situation is something he never imagined. Bai Songze actually broke their agreement and spread those disgusting photos on the Internet. Of course, Su Weixi also thought about whether it was Bai Songze who did this, but when he kept hanging up on Bai Songze's phone calls, he felt like a fool.
What an idiot, Su Weixi seriously thought about what to do next. If the people around him saw what these photos would be like, it would be okay if he didn't want to. When he thought about it seriously... Su Weixi almost vomited.
It's disgusting, it's really disgusting, Su Weixi squeezed his fist tightly, his nails got stuck in his flesh, how could he be so disgusting...
Su Weixi, who was disgusted by himself, felt that his life was a joke. He looked up at the dark sky, and his expression was calm and disturbing.
If Yu Linfei hadn't found this place, Su Weixi had probably already jumped off.
When Su Weixi saw the anxious face of his friend from childhood to adulthood, his original determination to escape from this world was shaken. He listened to Yu Linfei's words to tell him to go down, and finally a trace flashed in his icy eyes. Warm colors, he thought, at least there are people in this world who don't disgust him that much, aren't they
... Perhaps, there is still a meaning to exist
This may have been ruthlessly broken in the end, Su Weixi's cell phone rang, he looked at the number in his hand and picked it up - it was Bai Songze.
Bai Songze's voice was still so sweet, like a cello. He said, "Su Weixi, I have never seen you so disgusting, man, why don't you die?"
"..." Su Weixi didn't speak, he listened quietly, feeling a little bit of weathering in a certain part of his heart... Even this person found him disgusting, is he really disgusting
"Give me death." Bai Songze's tone was cold, but his words were like a sharp blade, cutting Su Weixi's whole body into pieces. He said, "If I were you, I would have died a long time ago."
"Yeah." Su Weixi didn't know what to answer, he hummed lightly, and then jumped off the roof.
Falling, falling, the fierce wind swept past Su Weixi's ears. The time that should have been measured in seconds was extended countless times in Su Weixi's eyes. He could even clearly distinguish the change in Yu Linfei's face and heard his steady voice. Heartbeat... In the end, he didn't cross it, Su Weixi thought, he is really a coward. In order to escape reality, he gave all his pain to the living. I'm so sorry, Lin Fei, Su Weixi closed his eyes and let you witness my death, it must be very painful, right? I'm sorry... I'm really sorry...
Then there was a sharp pain, Su Weixi felt that his bones and flesh were shattered, and the flowing liquid dyed the cold cement floor bright red. Disgusting death, Su Weixi thought before he lost consciousness. If he knew, he would have changed the way of death. Although jumping off the building can be done directly, but the appearance of death is too ugly.
But sometimes, death is not the end, but the beginning.
Su Weixi once heard a rumor before his death that people who commit suicide are guilty, all cannot enter reincarnation, and will keep repeating the process of their own death, so when he found his soul suspended in mid-air, he thought he was dead. There can be no peace. It's just that God is not cruel to that point, Su Weixi realizes that he has just turned into a ghost...
turned into a ghost? What a novel thing, seeing Yu Linfei holding his broken corpse in despair, watching the morgue where he was sent to the hospital, watching his parents cry and collapse, Su Weixi regretted it, really regretted it, if he knew Having to witness this with his own eyes in another way after committing suicide, Sue Weiss might not have chosen to die.
But what's the use of regret? He can't be resurrected again... Suddenly thinking of something, Su Weixi left the hospital and walked towards a certain place, well, at this time, it may be more appropriate to use floating.
What would happen to Bai Songze if he knew he was dead? With such curiosity in his mind, Su Weixi finally arrived at Bai Songze's residence after a night of wandering. He had the key to Bai Songze's house, but now... he can enter even without the key.
The lights in the house were still on, Bai Songze didn't seem to be asleep, Su Weixi slowly floated into the living room.
"What are you doing back here?" Bai Songze said suddenly, startling Su Weixi.
"..." Was this talking to him? Can Bai Songze see him? The knowledge of this person made Su Weixi excited, and he tried to speak: "Can you see me?"
"Nonsense." Bai Songze's eyes were bloodshot for some reason, and the whole person looked gloomy: "You're not a fucking ghost, why can't I see you?"
"Oh." Su Weixi didn't know what to say. Normally, he would definitely quarrel with Bai Songze, but now... Hehe, he really doesn't bother to quarrel with Bai Songze.
"What the hell are you doing back here?" Bai Songze slammed the thing in his hand on the table: "Su Weixi, although I felt sorry for you at first, I treated you well later on, as for you. hate me so much?"
"..." Su Weixi said that he didn't know what Bai Songze was talking about.
"Don't look innocent with me." Bai Songze sneered, "You know what you have done yourself."
"Oh." Su Weixi and Bai Songze were separated by a sofa, so Bai Songze couldn't see that Su Weixi's feet were floating. For some reason, Su Weixi felt a little prank in his heart... If he told Bai Songze that he was dead , what will happen to Bai Songze? Hahaha... He will definitely be scared half to death.
"Oh shit." Bai Songze obviously didn't know what Su Weixi was thinking, he stood up and picked up his jacket: "I'll go out first, don't run around for me, if I don't see you when I come back... "
What if you can't see me? I'm dead, what do you want? For the first time, Su Weixi thought Bai Songze was so ridiculous, and he didn't know what to say.
"Understood?" Bai Songze looked at Su Weixi, "Come back and bring you egg tarts, don't run around for me!"
Su Weixi didn't answer. He watched Bai Songze leave and couldn't help laughing... Bai Songze, you're actually trying to threaten a ghost? Should I say you are too cute...
Ignoring Bai Songze's warning directly, Su Weixi floated back to the hospital slowly and leisurely. He still went to see how Lin Fei was doing. Compared with Bai Songze, a heartless guy, Yu Linfei was the one who made him feel uneasy. The presence.
As a result, Yu Linfei really lived up to his friendship with Su Weixi for so many years. After witnessing Su Weixi's death, he fell ill directly. Even in his sleep, he frowned tightly, and his whole body looked tired and painful.
Su Weixi watched from the side and felt extremely guilty. He really shouldn't have committed suicide in front of Yu Linfei. Now that he has made him so miserable, he sees it in his own eyes and hurts in his heart... (Bai Songze: Su Weixi, you really Don't you like Yu Linfei? Su Weixi: It's none of your business. Bai Songze: QVQ)
When Bai Songze came to the hospital, Su Weixi was really happy. He couldn't wait to see the expression on Bai Songze's face when he found out about his death. Hahaha, he laughed three times, he was completely blackened. Su Weixi's expression was unusually hideous. He hid in the ward, secretly watching Bai Songze and Yu Linfei arguing, secretly watching Bai Songze and Yu Linfei fighting, and secretly watching Bai Songze walking towards the mortuary with a hostile look on his face, That look of wanting to eat people made Su Weixi almost laugh out loud... Bai Songze, do you think I'm lying to you
But I'm sorry, if there is one time I will never lie to you, then it must be this time. I wonder if you will growl in your heart after knowing the truth... Su Weixi, lie to me again