After dealing with Su Weixi's affairs, Bai Songze went home. Although he did not want to see Su Weixi who he imagined, he still chose to go back. As for the reason, I am afraid that even he himself does not understand.
The house was lit with orange lights, Bai Songze opened the door, walked to the living room and took off his coat.
"You're back?" He imagined sitting on the sofa curled up in a ball, and when he saw him entering the door, he turned his head and asked with a smile.
"..." Bai Songze didn't answer, he felt that it was meaningless to talk to himself.
"Why are you ignoring me?" Seeing that Bai Songze didn't speak, Su Weixi became a little curious. He floated over Bai Songze's head and looked down at the tired-looking Bai Songze: "You still think I am your imagination?"
"Aren't you?" Bai Songze went to the kitchen and poured a glass of water: "Aren't you here to confuse me to commit suicide?"
"Yeah." Su Weixi admitted it simply: "Probably see you dead, I can go to reincarnation, alas, in fact, I don't want to pester you... As long as you die obediently..."
"I won't die." Bai Songze interrupted Su Weixi coldly, his eyes were extremely cold: "I will never commit suicide, you can shut up."
... He knew Bai Songze would react this way, Su Weixi shrugged, in fact, he was joking with Bai Songze when he said this. According to what he knew about Bai Songze, Su Weixi clearly knew... The man in front of him would definitely not To commit suicide, no matter how painful it is, no matter how much he wants to escape, he will grit his teeth and go on.
After drinking a glass of water, Bai Songze walked to the living room and turned on his computer. He wanted to deal with some things, but found that he was not able to do anything... His head was stiff, and it was difficult to think seriously.
Sighing slightly, Bai Songze squeezed the corners of his eyes with his hands, wanting to go to sleep.
"Are you sad?" Su Weixi didn't follow Bai Songze to the bedroom this time. He sat on the sofa opposite Bai Songze with a tone like a devil tempting people to go to hell: "Would you like to chat with me?"
"Is it useful to chat with you? You are just my hallucination." Although Bai Songze said so, his footsteps stopped.
"It won't be very useful, but it shouldn't be small." Su Weixi cracked his mouth and smiled: "You don't want to know, why do you have an illusion of constantly calling yourself to die?"
"..." Bai Songze glanced at Su Weixi silently, then came back and sat on the sofa.
"Actually, I don't really want you to die." Su Weixi pulled the biscuits on the table and began to eat again: "But I want to leave here, and after thinking for a long time what obsessions I had before my death, I can only I thought of you."
"Am I your obsession?" Bai Songze's two slender legs overlapped and he looked at Su Weixi coldly.
"It should be." Su Weixi was chewing the biscuits in a big mouth: "I thought about it a lot before I died, and finally I chose to die. Now I think about it, I regret it... So if I can go to reincarnation, I will definitely not choose to be like this again. stay here."
"...Why can you eat?" Bai Songze suddenly asked an irrelevant topic.
"I don't know." Su Weixi stared at Bai Songze: "I don't know how to eat."
"Where did this biscuit come from?" Bai Songze felt more and more that the whole thing was strange.
"...You didn't buy it?" Su Weixi was a little surprised. When he came to Bai Songze's house, he saw these cookies on the table.
"I never buy biscuits home." Bai Songze frowned, "You..."
"I'm not your hallucination." Su Weixi chuckled: "Don't you really think that your hallucination will talk to you?"
"Then you are Su Weixi?" Bai Songze's eyes were full of mockery: "Su Weixi would just sit next to me and eat biscuits? If it was Su Weixi, he would have rushed up to take revenge."
"Am I not taking revenge?" Su Weixi looked innocent: "I've been telling you to die, haven't you heard?"
"..." Bai Songze was stunned, but he was speechless.
"So, you can't be too self-centered." Su Weixi put down the biscuit in his hand and hiccupped: "I've been waiting for you to die."
Bai Songze's face became ugly.
"But you just don't die." Su Weixi fell on the sofa and looked at the ceiling above his head and sighed: "Why do you think this is so unpleasant?"
"..." Bai Songze looked at Su Weixi blankly.
"Okay, maybe I'll be gone after I finish eating the biscuits." With a self-deprecating smile, Su Weixi didn't plan to say anything to Bai Songze. Anyway, Bai Songze now regards him as a fantasy.
For the next few days, Bai Songze and Su Weixi got along in this way. Su Weixi sat on the table and ate the cookies he could never finish. Bai Songze thought Su Weixi did not exist. The waves are slowly brewing like a storm.
It was a morning when Bai Songze broke out.
Su Weixi was still squatting on the sofa. He didn't eat his cookies anymore, but turned his head to look at the clear sky outside the window, his eyes were calm and he didn't know what he was thinking.
Bai Songze answered a call. He didn't know who was talking to him on the phone. After hanging up the phone, his expression never looked good. Haven't seen it.
Su Weixi ignored Bai Songze. He was too lazy to talk to Bai Songze, because he knew that even if he didn't talk to Bai Songze, as long as Bai Songze saw him, his mood would get worse, and that was enough.
"Why are you still here?" Bai Songze had a thin layer of stubble on his chin, and he was rarely so embarrassed.
Su Weixi glanced at Bai Songze, but ignored him.
"Do you have to remind me here?" There was a thick shadow under Bai Songze's eyes. He stared at Su Weixi on the sofa like a trapped beast: "Do you have to kill me?"
"Don't you know what I want?" Su Weixi said lazily.
... He knew, how could he not be clear, didn't Su Weixi just want him to die, didn't he just don't want to see him live again, but he couldn't agree, at least he couldn't agree now.
Bai Songze took a deep breath: "I can die."
"Oh?" Su Weixi turned his head, but there was not much surprise on his expression, as if he knew that Bai Songze would agree sooner or later.
"I promise you to die." Bai Songze's words always carry a lot of weight, because once he says it, he will do it, and he will try his best to achieve his goal.
"Really?" Su Weixi was delighted: "How did you figure it out?"
Bai Songze didn't answer Su Weixi's words, he continued: "But give me one year, after one year, I will die."
"Yes." Su Weixi said: "But you have to promise me a condition."
"What?" Bai Songze had a bad premonition.
"Please go crazy within a month." Su Weixi was really serious in expressing his request.
"...Why?" Bai Songze raised his eyebrows.
"Because." Su Weixi said, "I promised my friend that I would drive you crazy within a month."
"... Yu Linfei?" Bai Songze chuckled.
Suvis nodded.
"Okay, I promise you, the news that I'm crazy will come out in a month." Contrary to Su Weixi's expectations, Bai Songze actually agreed to this seemingly ridiculous request.
After that, it was a plain life. Bai Songze seemed to have accepted the existence of Suweixi's soul. Although he still regarded Suweixi as his hallucination, he still sometimes talked to Suweixi.
But Su Weixi really felt Bai Songze's abnormality from these seemingly peaceful days. He looked at Bai Songze as if he was living in the house normally, and clearly noticed Bai Songze's strangeness. Not to mention what went wrong mentally, it can be seen from Bai Songze's sharply reduced weight that Bai Songze's condition is really bad.
Bai Longqi came to the house every day with supplements and begged Bai Songze to eat it, but Bai Songze didn't refuse, but after Bai Longqi left, he immediately went to the toilet and spit it out.
"Are you committing suicide?" Su Weixi finally asked.
Bai Songze stopped tapping his fingers on the keyboard and turned to look at Su Weixi: "Are you busy?"
"Yes." Su Weixi nodded: "I am very free."
"Eat your biscuits." Bai Songze said angrily.
"How much have you lost these days? Do you have 30 pounds?" Su Weixi ignored Bai Songze's impatience and continued his question.
"It's none of your business how much I lose weight." Bai Songze sneered.
"Ah, yes." Su Weixi smiled a little embarrassedly: "It's a little nosy, but even if you want to commit suicide, you don't need to use this method."
"I didn't commit suicide. You are too self-motivated." Bai Songze tapped the keyboard with his hand: "Can you stop talking?"
"...Okay," Suvis agreed.
So he sat next to Su Weixi and watched Bai Songze tap the keyboard. Su Weixi couldn't understand all the data on it, but he could vaguely feel that there was something wrong with the atmosphere.
"Hey, you're not really going to commit suicide, are you?" Su Weixi was a little embarrassed, he didn't think Bai Songze would die now.
"Can you shut up?" Bai Songze said irritably, "Doesn't it make you seem particularly insignificant once you don't speak?"
"Oh." Su Weixi obediently shut up again.
"You don't need to worry about my life or death, but I will definitely go back and do what I promise you." Seeing that Su Weixi really shut up, Bai Songze said calmly, "So you don't have to worry about me breaking my promise, just give me one more year. Years are good."
"..." Su Weixi suddenly regretted it. He shouldn't bewitch Bai Songze to die. If Bai Songze hadn't died because of him, then Bai Songze would owe him forever.
Not as it is now, it looks like it's about to become... both.