No wonder! No wonder she gained the trust of Princess Jinyang so easily! No wonder Princess Jinyang gave her such honor!
Princess Rongyang panicked and took out a handkerchief to wipe Su Yan's tears: "Sister Yan, don't cry, don't cry." Seeing Su Yan crying, Princess Rongyang felt a sense of guilt from the bottom of her heart. and panic.
Su Yan didn't want to cry either, but she couldn't help it.
In the last life plus this life, she has always believed that her own mother is dead for the whole two lives. Whenever she misses Aunt Chen, she will go to the ruins to guard for a while. God knows how much she envies those children who are still in love with their mothers! But now that Su Yan knew that her own mother was still alive, and that she was the eldest princess, Su Yan didn't feel any joy in her heart, but was full of bitterness.
"Since she is my mother, why didn't she come to me before? Why didn't she recognize me? Why didn't she save me when I was most helpless? Why?"
Princess Rongyang didn't know how to comfort Su Yan, so she could only clumsily wipe away the tears on her face, and patted Su Yan's back distressedly: "Sister Yan, don't cry, in fact, my aunt is in pain. Yours, she can't admit that you have difficulties."
"Sorry?" Su Yan looked at Princess Rongyang with tears in her eyes.
"Actually, my aunt's life experience is quite pitiful..." After speaking, Princess Rongyang didn't care whether Su Yan would listen or not, and told Su Yan everything about that year.
After the young Princess Jinyang was accidentally abducted by kidnappers, she was changed hands several times during the period, and finally she was sold to a brothel because of her good looks. Fortunately, Princess Jinyang was fifteen years old before she was hanged. The sign was redeemed by Uncle An Jing, and he followed Uncle An Jing back to Beijing to be an aunt by his side.
During those years, Prince Yan and the emperor's people had been looking for Princess Jinyang, but fate tricked people. It was too late when Prince Yan's people found Princess Jinyang. At that time, Princess Jinyang had already been killed by the eldest lady. Fortunately, Prince Yan finally saved Princess Jinyang's life.
As a royal princess, Princess Jinyang encountered these things. For the sake of the royal family's dignity, Prince Yan wanted to destroy the whole family of Uncle Anjing's house, but Princess Jinyang was soft-hearted. Although she hated the eldest lady, but She didn't want to see the entire Uncle Anjing's mansion annihilated because of her, so she begged Prince Yan and the emperor to lie and conceal everything about her.
As for Su Yan... Over the years, Princess Jinyang has been secretly begging Prince Yan to find Su Yan, and Prince Yan has indeed found Su Yan's whereabouts. Knowing that Su Yan was adopted and living a good life, Prince Yan is relieved Yes, but he also deliberately concealed this matter from Princess Jinyang, because he was afraid that because of Su Yan's existence, the deception he did back then would be involved.
And then after Su Yan entered Beijing.
After Su Yan entered Beijing, Princess Jinyang has been paying attention to her news, and even secretly went out to see Su Yan twice. Originally, Princess Jinyang was satisfied to see Su Yan doing well, until Su Yan took the initiative to find her, Saying that she wanted to treat her illness, Princess Jinyang gradually couldn't control her desire to get close to Su Yan, and finally took the risk of leading Su Yan to the emperor.
"I don't blame her for not picking you up. If you want to blame you, you can blame my father. My aunt also wants to recognize you, but...but she can't pass Uncle Huang's pass! Aunt must be suffering too. You blame me. No one can blame her." Princess Rongyang persuaded Su Yan earnestly.
After hearing what Princess Rongyang said, Su Yan was stunned, and the tears on her face gradually dried up.
She never thought it would be like this...
Knowing the embarrassment of Princess Jinyang, most of the complaints about Princess Jinyang in Su Yan's heart have disappeared. Calm down and think about it, Princess Jinyang has been very kind to her since she met her. Nothing to complain about.
As for why the eldest princess Jinyang didn't save herself in the last life... there must be some difficulties.
Su Yan doesn't want to let the events of her previous life interfere with her judgment in this life, God didn't let her live again to make her feel sorry for herself.
She is more willing to cherish the present than to dwell on the past.
Su Yan's mind suddenly cleared up, and suddenly became enlightened.
Wiping the dry tears on his face with a handkerchief, Su Yanqiang squeezed out a smile: "I made my sister laugh."
Princess Rongyang ordered the servant girl to fetch water and bring ice cubes: "Hurry up and wash your face, look at your face, it's crying like a little cat."
Seeing Su Yan's red and swollen eyes from crying, Princess Rongyang felt very distressed.
She really treats Su Yan as her own sister.
Seeing that Su Yan's mood calmed down, Princess Rongyang showed a knowing smile on his face: "Don't blame me for hiding it from you before."
"I know you are all doing it for my own good." Su Yan's crying voice was slightly hoarse, but her voice was firm: "I want to meet her and ask her personally."
Su Yan selfishly wanted to recognize the eldest princess Jinyang, just to fulfill her wish in two lifetimes, she wanted to be a child with a mother.
Princess Rongyang knew that Su Yan was referring to the eldest princess of Jinyang, so she was very supportive and accompanied Su Yan to the mansion of the eldest princess Jinyang without telling Prince Yan.
Before Su Yan arrived, Princess Rongyang's personal servant girl had gone to talk to Princess Jinyang about the situation just now, so when Su Yan arrived, she was the only one in Princess Jinyang's bedroom, dressed in red Standing in the palace costume, looking at the girl who is walking towards her, she is full of emotions.
As soon as Su Yan stepped over the threshold, Princess Rongyang ordered someone to close the door of the sleeping hall.
Although Princess Jinyang is wearing a veil, Su Yan can feel that she must be looking at her.
Princess Jinyang looked nervously at Su Yan standing just two steps away from her. At this moment, she thought of many possibilities, but she never thought of the first sentence that Su Yan said to herself. The words turned out to be: "I want to see your appearance."
Upon hearing this, Princess Jinyang smiled and took off the veil she had been wearing all along. When she first received the news from Princess Rongyang, she had mixed feelings in her heart, but she made a decision right away.
The moment Princess Jinyang lifted the veil, Su Yan was stunned.
What a familiar face it was! This face was almost exactly the same as Aunt Chen in her imagination, but there was a flesh-colored scar on that supposedly beautiful face.
The deep-seated mother-daughter love made Su Yan no longer care about anything else. She touched the scar on Princess Rongyang's face with distress, her white and slender fingers kept trembling: "How did this happen?"
"I won't mention the past." Princess Jinyang knows what Su Yan has done, and knows that she has punished the eldest lady for herself, so Princess Jinyang doesn't want to mention the past. Instead, he held Su Yan's hand, and looked at Su Yan anxiously with a pair of peach blossom eyes: "In the past, it was my mother who was wrong, can you forgive my mother?"
Princess Jinyang's voice of "Can you forgive mother?" caused Su Yan to burst into tears again.
Su Yan directly responded to Princess Jinyang with practical actions. She knelt down on both knees, and respectfully gave a big gift to Princess Jinyang, and choked up a voice in her mouth: "Mother, please accept my daughter's gift."
She has a mother, she is no longer a motherless child.
"Good boy." Princess Jinyang smiled happily, tears slowly blooming in her eyes.