I am the seventh, and among the brothers, I am the one that my father likes the most. My mother and concubine also come from a famous family, and my uncle also supports me, so I have always been bound to win that position since I was a child.
But by chance, I overheard my father talking nonsense when he was drunk. He said that the person he most wanted to help to become the crown prince was the King of Qin. People are all looking at me so that King Qin can concentrate on his development.
I was heartbroken then...
Forget it, there is no need to say more about these, anyway, I am the one who got the throne in the end, and the King of Qin is just a stumbling block on my way to the throne.
Speaking of my enthronement, there are two heroes. The first is my uncle, Prince Yan’s family, and the second is my brother who grew up with me. His name is Chu Yan. He is a very capable person. So, after I ascended the throne, I promised him a high position.
Prince Jin.
A lot of people persuaded me to talk about the master of high meritorious service and asked me to be more wary of him, but I believed in him, no way.
Chu Yan... Actually, there is nothing to say. He has no hobbies in his life. He doesn't like fame or fortune. The only thing he likes is his princess Su.
Mrs. Su, that is a very beautiful and intelligent woman.
I once secretly thought that if I was the one who met her first, I am afraid that I would also pursue her.
But a friend's wife can't be bullied, and I only thought about it once.
Speaking of Su Shi, there is also a Su Shi in my harem, but she is far different from that Su Shi.
I should start with the first time I saw her.
The first time I saw her was in the Royal Garden. I met her by chance when she entered the palace with Prince Jin and Princess Jin. Because of her beauty, I took a quick look at her, but after thinking about it, I didn't remember her specific appearance, I only knew that she was quite beautiful.
This also led to why she became my woman later.
When I was a prince, my concubine was pregnant, and my father rewarded me with two side concubines.
But I didn't think much about it, I just wanted to be a brother-in-law with Chu Yan and strengthen the relationship between me and him, so I planned to take a daughter of the Su family as a side concubine. When I was thinking about candidates, I thought The girl I met once.
I chose her.
On the day when I accepted the side concubine, I welcomed two side concubines together, but I was not happy.
Because these three women in my backyard are not my favorite.
The imperial concubine, Lin, is my cousin. I treat her well out of responsibility. In her, I can't find the feeling for my wife.
I have never seen the side concubine Zhang, it was completely pointed out to me by my father.
The side concubine, Su Shi, was somewhat impressed, but she only accepted it because she wanted to win over Chu Yan.
I was so distraught that I even hid in the government office to work during the day, and I had to go back to the mansion at night.
That night, I went to Su's place.
The moment I lifted the hijab, I was a little surprised.
The shy and beautiful woman under the hijab was a bit more vivid than I remembered. She looked at me timidly, and I finally felt a little better because I was satisfied with her appearance.
The relationship between a man and a woman is not the same thing, I lifted the hijab and I planned to go to bed, but she suddenly took out a sympathy knot and handed it to me shyly, seeing that I didn't respond, she was still stupid Ask me if I want to tie it
It's not the first time I've seen a shy woman, but it's the first time I've seen a shy, silly and beautiful woman.
Watching her lower her head and tie the concentric knot around my waist, I had the feeling of wanting to conquer a woman for the first time.
Overall, the night went by and I'm satisfied.
Su Shi is indeed sensible and obedient, she lives peacefully in the backyard and never bothers me. On the contrary, I also like to go to her place, because I feel very relaxed when I am with her.
Later, she was pregnant, and I was very happy, even happier than when I heard that Mrs. Lin was pregnant. At that time, I suddenly discovered that I seemed to like Mrs. Su.
It's the kind of love a man has for a woman. I strongly hope to see the birth of my child with her.
But I didn't expect that with the arrival of this child and the unrest in my backyard, Mrs. Lin would make a fuss, which caused Mrs. Su's child to die.
I was very sad, and I felt very guilty towards her, but at that time, Mrs. Lin was also pregnant with a child, who was my legitimate son. I couldn't do anything to Mrs. Lin, but I unconsciously treated her a lot colder, and instead loved Mrs. Su even more. .
Soon, Mrs. Su became pregnant again. I was very happy, and I valued her pregnancy very much, and I didn't give anyone a chance to harm her.
Later, when I became a prince, there were more women in the backyard, but no matter how many women came, there was no one who made me happy like Mrs. Su, and made me keep her in my heart.
There are many right and wrong women, this sentence is true.
Too much time has passed, and I also forgot who told me the news at that time.
Anyway, the person said that before entering my mansion, Mrs. Su had a romantic relationship with a cousin of hers. The two were childhood sweethearts and had no guesses. If it wasn't for the family's disapproval, she would have married that cousin a long time ago.
Even though I don't know if it's true or not, I attach great importance to this matter, so I sent someone to investigate, and the news I got was indeed the same. Su Shi and her cousin have a deep affection.
To be honest, I was very bothered about this matter, and I was not happy.
But when I got back to the backyard, I couldn't help but go to her room.
Seeing how she was working hard while she was pregnant and still making clothes for me, I suddenly didn't want to worry about these things, no matter what she used to be, anyway, she is his now, and all the cousins are in the past.
At that time, I thought I was extra tolerant, but something happened later, which made me realize that I was not as magnanimous as I imagined.
That was after I ascended the throne.
After I ascended the throne, I made Su Shi the imperial concubine and gave her the supreme status.
Later, there was some unhappiness between me and my concubine mother. I don’t need to mention the specific unhappiness. In short, I mentioned Su Shi when I argued with my concubine mother.
My mother and concubine said: "If Su Shi really has you in his heart? Will you let you favor others? Emperor, don't be stupid, then Su Shi's heart is not on your heart at all. What she cares about is not your heart, but yours. Your right!"
I was indifferent to my performance at the time, but a big question mark was silently drawn in my heart.
I remembered the incident with her cousin again.
Along the way, I was wondering whether she had me in her heart.
Before today, I didn't doubt this matter, because she always looked at me with eyes full of admiration and affection. I always felt that Su Shi was the one in my harem who loved me the most.
However, she did not have much of an opinion about my pampering others, at most she muttered a few words full of jealousy.
Her heart is really not on me
My heart was full of questions, but I walked to the gate of her palace as usual.
If in doubt, ask.
But I didn't expect that after I asked her why she didn't keep me, she cried, crying very aggrieved.
She was crying with a big belly, very wronged, very wronged, very wronged.
She also said a lot of things, which she had never said before. She was crying like a pear blossom, and even her words were out of the usual order.
But I like it very much, I think she is very real like this, I can see the sadness in her tear-filled eyes, it is something that cannot be faked.
At this moment, I was also relieved.
The past is the past, why should I be obsessed with it
Even if she used to have someone else in her heart, it doesn't matter, as long as I treat her well enough in the future, sooner or later, she will only see me in her eyes.