Guan Baiyu rested at home for two days, then went to school again, and they wanted to fill in the volunteers.
As soon as Lu Mingqi saw Guan Baiyu, he couldn't help asking: "Guan Baiyu, why is your face so ugly?"
"It's nothing." Guan Baiyu smiled, but the smile seemed to be forced out, and he was even more blue-black at the moment, and the whole person gave a feeling of listlessness.
Lu Mingqi glanced at him suspiciously.
"I've been watching TV and playing games at home these days, but I didn't sleep well last night." Guan Baiyu found an excuse.
"So that's it... I'm different from you. I've been sleeping for the past two days!" Lu Mingqi asked something else: "By the way, how much did you estimate? Have you decided which university to apply for?"
"I should go to the provincial capital to study." Guan Baiyu said.
"You don't report anywhere else?" Lu Mingqi was a little surprised.
"Well." Guan Baiyu said.
Changxi City is not far from the provincial capital, and it is convenient to go back and forth. Even if he wants to come back on weekends, he can.
Elsewhere...too far.
Even if he knew it was impossible, he didn't want to be too far away from Shi Zhen.
"Is it for your big sister?" Lu Mingqi asked.
"That's right." Guan Baiyu said.
In the past two days, Shi Zhen was not as busy as some time ago, at least he didn't go out at night.
But he tried it out and found that Shi Zhen was avoiding close contact with him.
There are many things that you couldn't find without thinking about it before, but once you think deeply... all kinds of signs surfaced.
There was no doubt that Shi Zhen was avoiding him.
As for why you avoid him...
Shi Zhen still cares about him very much. If nothing else, Shi Zhen attaches great importance to his college entrance examination.
Sometimes he felt that Shi Zhen valued him more than Shi Ting.
When he took the high school entrance exam, Shi Zhen cared about everything, Shi Ting took the high school entrance exam... Shi Zhen didn't care at all.
That being the case, Shi Zhen avoided him, definitely not because he had an opinion on him, nor because he hated him.
I really want to have an opinion on him or hate him... There is only one air conditioner in the house, how could Shi Zhen still have his room
He tried it out.
Shi Zhen was at home last night, and it was very hot, so he let Shi Zhen sleep in the same room as him... After all, there is an air conditioner in his room.
However, Shi Zhen refused without even thinking about it.
He was cheeky, acted like a spoiled child, and asked Shi Zhen to sleep with him. Shi Zhen always refused because he was not used to sleeping with people.
But it's not like they haven't slept together!
Shi Zhen refused to come over before because he didn't want to disturb his sleep and wanted him to maintain a good state for the college entrance examination. Now he has passed the test!
Shi Zhen was hiding from him. As for why he was hiding from him... Shi Zhen should have seen his feelings.
Shi Zhen must have seen it!
Guan Baiyu's eyes became a little sore when he thought of this.
Shi Zhen is actually very keen. Although he has tried his best to hide it, the emotion is really not something he can hide if he wants to hide it.
He likes Shi Zhen, very, very much.
He had done a lot of small gestures before, just to hold hands with Shi Zhen or something.
It's not surprising that Shi Zhen would see it.
I don't know what Shi Zhen thought of him after discovering his feelings... Do you think he is disgusting
Was Shi Zhen enduring him this year
For Guan Baiyu, this made him more uncomfortable than Shi Zhen didn't like him.
He didn't sleep last night.
In the morning in front of Shi Zhen, he could still show a smiling face, so that Shi Zhen could not see the difference, but now that Shi Zhen is away, he has no strength to pretend.
His chest was tight and he made him smile, so it was difficult for him.
"Guan Baiyu, if you fill in your wishes like this, we might be able to study in the same school in the future." Lu Mingqi said, he is a student of Class 1, his grades are also very good, and his grade is stable in the top 20.
Moreover, every time he takes a large exam, he will perform very long. He feels that he has done well in the college entrance examination this time.
"That's good." Guan Baiyu forced a smile again, rather disappointed.
This morning, they stayed at the school, not only filling out their volunteers, but also writing each other's classmates.
This classmate record is newly launched by Huaguang. It has made more than a dozen styles. The cheap ones are only one yuan, and the expensive ones are ten yuan. Almost every student in their class has one copy.
Guan Baiyu also prepared a copy, but forgot to bring it...
He simply didn't let anyone write it for him. When someone asked him to write it, he simply wrote it, but he didn't fill in the phone address.
"Guan Baiyu, you don't have a telephone at home?" someone asked.
"Yeah." Guan Baiyu replied.
There are still a lot of people who don't have a telephone. No one doubted it, but Lu Mingqi asked in a low voice, "You really don't have a telephone?"
"No, I'll give you the phone number of my uncle's house." Guan Baiyu wrote Shi Dalin's phone number to Lu Mingqi: "If you want to contact me, you can call this number."
"Okay!" Lu Mingqi put away the phone number.
At eleven o'clock, everyone left the school and went to the restaurant for dinner.
The guy who invited the whole class to dinner was a boy who had no presence in the class before. He was tall and chubby, and his temperament was a little soft. If it weren't for the graduation, everyone would not know that one of the largest restaurants in the county was opened by his family!
There are not many people in the restaurant. There are more than 40 people in their class, plus the teacher, and finally occupied five round tables in the hall. Everyone eats and talks at the same time.
The meals are very rich, and the students in their class are basically grown up, and they have some beer, of course, most of them are drinking.
Guan Baiyu took the time to give gifts to the students who were treating guests, then returned to his seat, ate the dishes one by one, and then drank.
His behavior was so abnormal that the teacher called him out: "Guan Baiyu, you don't look very good today, and you filled out your wishes... Did you fail the exam?"
"No, teacher, I did well in the test." Guan Baiyu said.
But the teacher obviously didn't believe it.
Guan Baiyu can only say: "Really, teacher, I have something else." He thought that Shi Zhen didn't know his feelings before, so he dared to be tired of Shi Zhen's side, and he was acting like a spoiled child and taking the opportunity to make out with Shi Zhen. of.
But now Shi Zhen already knew his feelings.
He might even find his closeness disgusting.
Does he and Shi Zhen have no future
"You... won't be broken in love, right?" The head teacher frowned.
Guan Baiyu did not speak.
The head teacher was surprised: "You hide so deeply, who are you with? I basically know who is secretly in love in the class, just you, I really didn't see it before!"
Speaking of which, the head teacher even had a bit of gossip on his face.
Guan Baiyu: "..." There are a lot of people in their class who are secretly in love, everyone thinks the teacher doesn't know, so the teacher knows
Think about it carefully... If you were called by the teacher and criticized because of puppy love, your grades dropped... So if your grades didn't drop, the teacher didn't care
"Did you fall in love with class five?" the teacher asked again.
Sun Qiqi and Qiu Yunxin were in class five.
Guan Baiyu immediately said: "Teacher, no."
Fortunately, although the head teacher wentssips a bit, he didn't get to the bottom of it. Guan Baiyu returned to his seat and poured himself another glass of wine.
Today was his first drink.
Shi Zhen doesn't drink alcohol. They don't have any other alcohol except cooking wine for cooking.
Now that I drink it... He finds that it's really not good to drink, at most... It's cold after all, drink it cool.
Not only that, Guan Baiyu also found out... that he has a good drinking capacity.
He'd already had two beers, and he didn't feel anything at all.
After staring at his glass for a while, Guan Baiyu poured himself another glass of wine.
Wait until Shi Zhen will come to pick him up.
"Guan Baiyu, you are really good at drinking." The people at the same table looked at Guan Baiyu with admiration.
"Guan Baiyu, don't drink, or how will you go home later?" Some people were worried about Guan Baiyu.
Guan Baiyu said: "It's okay, my brother will come to pick me up."
"That's good!"
"I didn't expect Guan Baiyu to be an alcoholic, hahaha."
"I gave you this bottle."
…
There are not many people drinking in Changxi City. Most of these students are drinking for the first time.
Young people who drink alcohol for the first time are often not so fond of alcohol and stop drinking after drinking a little.
In contrast, beverages such as cola are popular with them.
Especially these cokes, which are still frozen!
It was Guan Baiyu who drank four bottles of beer by himself.
If it was someone else drinking like this, everyone would have persuaded him long ago, but Guan Baiyu like this... He looked very sad, and drinking seemed to be using alcohol to relieve his worries.
No one around could stop him.
Of course, I also think... Did he fail the exam
They are not easy to persuade, they can only watch Guan Baiyu drink.
When Guan Baiyu went out this morning, Shi Zhen told him that he would pick him up at noon.
Shi Zhen didn't go to Anshan Town this morning, and picking up people was a breeze.
After eating at the construction site at noon, Shi Zhen drove to the door of the restaurant.
After doing business, it's easy to get to know a large group of people, and Shi Zhen knows the owner of this restaurant.
They also invested in real estate together in the previous life, but they are not familiar with each other in this life.
The students were all eating in the hall. Shi Zhen glanced at the door and saw that they were still eating, so he didn't go there and found a shady place to stand.
Just standing there for a while, he saw the restaurant owner.
When the boss saw Shi Zhen, he immediately came over with a smile: "President Shi!"
"Mr. Zhou." Shi Zhen greeted with a smile.
President Zhou took out a pack of cigarettes and was about to give them to Shi Zhen, but Shi Zhen refused: "I don't smoke."
"Then you have to learn," Mr. Zhou laughed and asked again, "Why did you come to me?"
"My brother and your son are in the same class."
"So coincidental? What's your brother's name?" Mr. Zhou was curious.
Shi Zhen laughed, with pride on his face: "His name is Guan Baiyu."
"Your brother is Guan Baiyu!" President Zhou was full of admiration, "His grades are very good!"
The two chatted for a while, and then the teachers came out.
Seeing Shi Zhen, the head teacher breathed a sigh of relief: "Brother Guan Baiyu, I was just about to call you, just come here... Guan Baiyu has drunk a lot, and I'm afraid he won't be able to go home alone."
Guan Baiyu drinking? Shi Zhen was stunned, and wanted to stop him, but Guan Baiyu was an adult, so he couldn't control others too strictly.
Following the teacher, some students also came out. Many of them were from the surrounding countryside, and it took two or three hours to get home, so they couldn't be delayed here.
Guan Baiyu never came out. Shi Zhen waited for a while, but couldn't help walking in. He saw Guan Baiyu lying on the table, crying, while the people around looked at him helplessly.
"Xiaoyu, what's wrong with you?" Shi Zhen was a little anxious, Guan Baiyu is not a crybaby!
Guan Baiyu raised his head abruptly, his tearful eyes stared straight at Shi Zhen, but did not speak.
He looks like this when he has a fever.
Of course... he shouldn't have a fever, he's just drunk.
They were together for the first time in their last life, after being drunk...
At that time, before he was drunk, he kept peeking at Guan Baiyu. After Guan Baiyu drank, he looked like this, which was very attractive.
"Guan Baiyu his brother! Guan Baiyu is drunk!" Lu Ming said.
"How much did he drink?" Shi Zhen asked Lu Mingqi, Guan Baiyu's tablemate he had seen before.
"He drank four bottles of beer!" Lu Mingqi glanced at Guan Baiyu, speechless.
Guan Baiyu is like this today, it is clear that he is using alcohol to relieve his worries!
As for what kind of hatred he got rid of... Lu Mingqi pondered that he should have lost his love.
Could it be that his big sister didn't reject him before, so that he could take the college entrance examination well, and now that the college entrance examination is over, she rejected him directly
That's too cruel!
Lu Mingqi looked at Guan Baiyu sympathetically.
At this time, Guan Baiyu slammed the table: "I'm not drunk! I'm fine!"
His voice changed, and he was clearly drunk.
"Why did you drink so much?" Shi Zhen was taken aback. There was one reason why he didn't drink, because he didn't drink much.
Two bottles of beer must have been poured down.
Of course, with a lot of practice, his drinking capacity can be trained. In his previous life, when he often had dinner parties with others, his drinking capacity was still acceptable.
But in this life he was not interested in these, so he stopped drinking, and he never practiced at all, and it is estimated that he still poured two bottles.
As for Guan Baiyu... He remembered that Guan Baiyu's alcohol intake was worse than his, and he felt dizzy after drinking one bottle. This time he actually drank four bottles...
A classmate said, "Guan Baiyu doesn't seem to be in a good mood."
"Why are you in a bad mood all of a sudden... Sigh!" Shi Zhen frowned, Guan Baiyu looked pretty normal these past two days...
"We don't know either..." Lu Mingqi didn't dare to tell Shi Zhen about Guan Baiyu's relationship.
Shi Zhen asked him, "Did you fail the exam?"
Lu Mingqi didn't speak. He had the answer with Guan Baiyu before, and Guan Baiyu obviously did well in the test.
"It's nothing if you didn't do well in the exam... What's the use of this..." Seeing that Shi Zhen couldn't ask anything, he went to see Guan Baiyu again.
After Guan Baiyu patted the table and called out that he was not drunk, he stared at Shi Zhen blankly without blinking.
"Xiaoyu, let's go home." Shi Zhen said to Guan Baiyu.
Guan Baiyu was as motionless as wood, and Shi Zhen half hugged him and pulled him up.
After being pulled up, Guan Baiyu was obedient, leaned on Shi Zhen, and followed Shi Zhen out.
He was soft all over, as if he couldn't stand up... Fortunately, Shi Zhen was so strong that he put one of his arms around his neck and easily helped him out.
"I didn't expect that the only drunk in our class was Guan Baiyu."
"Guan Baiyu's brother is so handsome!"
"Guan Baiyu is also very handsome! Just a little indifferent. I wanted to talk to him just now, but he ignored me."
…
In City No. 1 Middle School, the number of science classes far exceeds the number of liberal arts classes. Classes 1 to 7 are all science classes.
In the liberal arts class, the number of boys in each class is in single digits, but in the science class... there are more than 40 students in their class, and there are only thirteen girls.
Today, there is actually a girl who wants to confess to Guan Baiyu, but Guan Baiyu is in a bad state.
This girl is very disappointed at the moment.
But they will probably go their separate ways in the future, and it didn't work out... Thinking about it like this, she felt a little better.
On the other side, Shi Zhen sent Guan Baiyu into the cab, and then leaned over to fasten the seat belt for Guan Baiyu.
Guan Baiyu's head leaned forward, a face planted on his neck, and he was close to him, like... kissed on his neck, and he still didn't let go.
Shi Zhen's movements froze, and a numb feeling filled his body.
In the last life, when he and Guan Baiyu were together, he just bought a motorcycle.
At that time, when he was free at night, he would take Guan Baiyu out to play.
Guan Baiyu sat behind him, sometimes kissing his neck.
Although not many times, he always remembers that feeling.
At this moment, Guan Baiyu's breath with the smell of alcohol fell on his neck, and he couldn't even fasten his seat belt. After a while, he finally fastened his seat belt.
After exiting the car, Shi Zhen breathed a sigh of relief.
He sat on the other side of the car, started the car, turned on the air conditioner, and the heat finally dissipated.
After thinking about it, he adjusted the air outlet of the air conditioner again, lest the wind blow towards Guan Baiyu and make Guan Baiyu sick.
During this period, Guan Baiyu didn't say a word, and kept looking at him with wet eyes.
Shi Zhen was warm-hearted by Guan Baiyu's eyes, and couldn't help but want to touch him, but in the end he held back.
It's not good to take advantage of Guan Baiyu while Guan Baiyu is drunk.
Taking a deep breath, Shi Zhen drove Guan Baiyu back to their residence.
Their house was on the fifth floor, and Shi Zhen helped Guan Baiyu out of the car and took him upstairs.
Guan Baiyu was drunk, he was afraid that Guan Baiyu would not cooperate, and he also thought about whether to carry Guan Baiyu up, but Guan Baiyu cooperated very well and walked up one foot at a time.
That is, the whole person, leaning on him all the time, only walks one step at a time, walking very slowly.
Also, Guan Baiyu kept looking at him.
Those eyes were very straightforward, full of affection, and there was no concealment at all, and Shi Zhen's heart trembled when he saw it.
Guan Baiyu likes him very much.
I like it very much.
It's just, is this the impulse of the young man, or... Is he really sure
Does he know how difficult the road is to walk
Shi Zhen helped him upstairs, opened the door, and sent Guan Baiyu to his bedroom.
Guan Baiyu smelled of alcohol, but he didn't find it unpleasant... Shi Zhen helped him sit down on the bed, wanting him to lie down and sleep for a while.
After sleeping and waking up, Guan Baiyu's wine woke up.
Guan Baiyu was completely wooden. After sitting down beside the bed, he remained motionless. Seeing this, Shi Zhen squatted down and took off his shoes.
Then I felt... Guan Baiyu was stroking his head, with that kind of... stroking a puppy
So from front to back, slowly, rubbing his head one by one.
Guan Baiyu would never do this kind of action before, this is really... drunk.
Shi Zhen took off Guan Baiyu's shoes and was about to let him lie down when Guan Baiyu suddenly hugged his neck.
"Xiaoyu?" Shi Zhen called out.
Guan Baiyu's eyes were still moist, he hugged Shi Zhen tightly and rested his head on Shi Zhen's shoulder.
His voice was soft, but Shi Zhen heard it anyway: "Brother, I like you."
Shi Zhen took a deep breath and said, "Xiao Yu, are you awake?"
Guan Baiyu is of course sober.
After he drank, he realized that he was drinking well.
He must be under the influence of alcohol now, but he knows what he's doing.
But he dared not admit it.
If he doesn't say it, he doesn't know what to do in the future.
"Brother, I like you, I have liked you for a long time." Guan Baiyu's voice became a little louder and he hugged tighter.
If it was a previous life, Shi Zhen would definitely be unable to bear it.
In his last life, he knew Guan Baiyu in the next year.
At that time he was 22 years old and Guan Baiyu was 19 years old.
In front of Guan Baiyu, he had almost no self-control.
But now... He actually feels that he is getting old.
He no longer had the passion of his youth.
Does Guan Baiyu really like him like this
Do you find him boring and uninteresting after being with him
Shi Zhen didn't move, and when he regained his senses, he found that Guan Baiyu didn't move either, and the hand that held him was loosened.
Shi Zhen hugged him gently and put him down from his shoulders, only to find that he had closed his eyes, was already asleep, his head was still digging into him, and as soon as he hugged his arm, he buried his face in it. Don't let go.
Shi Zhen put him on the bed, and after a while, he pulled out his arm, and then turned on the air conditioner for Guan Baiyu.
After doing all this, he opened the door and went out.
After Shi Zhen left, Guan Baiyu, who was lying on the bed, opened his eyes.
Just pretended to be asleep, and almost developed all of his acting skills.
Shi Zhen didn't speak, he didn't know what to do, and he didn't want to embarrass Shi Zhen, that was all he could do.
He has had a crush on Shi Zhen for about three years. In the past three years, although he was sometimes tangled, on the whole, it was sweet and sour. In fact, he was very happy.
This year, he was still talking about a love affair with Shi Zhen.
But if there is no accident... Now this is all over.
Shi Zhen's reaction did not surprise him.
Shi Zhen has always been very kind to him, but he has never shown anything that crosses the line.
And... they're cousins.
Even if they were two men, one man and one woman, they could not marry.
So what is he expecting
Guan Baiyu lay still and closed his eyes again, but tears still came out.
He didn't know what to do next, and at this moment, the door was opened again.
Guan Baiyu didn't move, feeling that Shi Zhen put something on his bedside table, then adjusted the temperature of the air conditioner, and finally put the towel on his bed over him.
The heart that Guan Baiyu was holding suddenly fell, and he was a little dumbfounded.
More tears fell.
Shi Zhen was really nice to him, it's just... they couldn't.
He likes Shi Zhen, does it trouble Shi Zhen
The room was quiet, and not long after... Guan Baiyu also heard the sound of the door opening and closing.
If there were no accidents, Shi Zhen should have gone out.
He finally moved, opened his eyes and looked at the bedside table, where he saw a glass of water and a bag of milk.
Shi Zhenlao bought him milk, let him drink it at school, and let him drink it at home.
Don't forget to let him drink at this time.
Guan Baiyu turned over and lay face up, a little bit glad that he pretended to be drunk.
Tomorrow he can pretend that he doesn't know anything, find Shi Zhen casually, and talk to Shi Zhen.
I just don't know what Shi Zhen will think of him.
Guan Baiyu covered his face with his hands, thought about it, and got up from the bed.
He drank several beers and wanted to go to the toilet.
When he came home just now, he wanted to pretend to be crazy with alcohol and asked Shi Zhen to take him to the toilet, but he was embarrassed.
As for now... He is so sad, he still needs to get up crying and go to the toilet.
Really... just thinking about it makes me feel a little pitiful.
But Shi Zhen was also pitiful and fell in love with him.
I don't know how tangled Shi Zhen was this year.
The tears on Guan Baiyu's face kept falling, he went to the toilet, washed his hands and face again, and then returned to his room and threw himself on the bed.
He was a little worried that he would not be able to see his face tomorrow, but he couldn't stop the tears.
He hadn't slept last night, drank a little more wine, and although sad, he still fell asleep slowly.
Just very uneasy sleep.
He seemed to be... in a completely unfamiliar place.
It was a construction site, and he was sitting on a pile of bricks in old clothes.
He felt something, turned his head, and saw someone looking at him not far away.
It was a tall, handsome young man with a tanned face. When he met his gaze, he smiled embarrassedly and turned his head to talk to others.
After a while, he turned his head again, and the man was looking at him again.
In fact, he will also look at that person, after all, on this construction site, that person is the most handsome one.
He likes men, and of course he likes to see handsome guys.
Even sometimes... He also feels that this person's dress makes him unbearable to look directly.
Even if you wear tattered clothes, your hair is too long and you don't care.
That person told everyone every day that they must wear safety helmets during construction, as well as themselves.
So, when the man waited to rest, he took off his helmet... The hair on his head was squashed, and a circle of hair around him curled up, showing the mark of a hat, which looked very strange.
The man still didn't feel anything, and when he saw him look over, he smiled at him.
He couldn't help but laugh every time.
He was very thin, and it was because he wanted to pretend to be pitiful that Master was willing to teach him and lead him to work everywhere.
This also led to some people on the construction site dislike him very much.
He loves cleanliness, and because he likes men, he doesn't want to hook up with people, which makes some people always say that he is pretending or something.
He had been reading books on the construction site before, and someone had deliberately damaged his book or threw away his water bottle.
This construction site is actually no different from those construction sites.
Most people have no ill will towards him, some older ones will take more care of him, but there are always people who don't like him.
Seeing him reading, someone laughed and reached out to grab his book...
Before the big dirty hand could touch his book, it was blocked by the man who always looked at him, and the man also reprimanded the man who wanted to take his book: "People are reading books, what are you doing with other people's books? And you look at your dirty hands, you will pay for breaking someone's book?"
After the man finished speaking, he smiled embarrassedly at him again, and then pulled the book man who wanted to rob him away.
He was slow at work, and the man didn't know where he came from, so he helped him finish the work.
The man was standing behind him and peeking at his book while he was still reading.
He also heard the man scolding the people around him not to disturb his study...
Although this person doesn't talk to him very much, this person likes him and he is very sure.
Four years ago, when he was admitted to high school and finally lived on campus, he stumbled upon one thing—he likes men.
He dropped out of high school before long, and didn't finish the semester.
After that, while doing odd jobs, he would also find some books to read.
For his own reasons, of course, he pays special attention to men and men's affairs.
And what made him finally understand something in this regard should be... "Dream of Red Mansions"
He knew that he liked men, but he had never liked any man before. In fact, he hated those men on the construction site who were always full of foul language.
until this guy shows up.
He liked the appearance of this person from the beginning, and after getting along for a long time, he began to like everything about him.
It's just obvious that this person is still ignorant and doesn't realize anything.
Once again, seeing a frozen cola beside his book, he didn't want to let this person go.
All along, no one has been kind to him, and finally someone likes him, then this person is his.