Guan Baiyu stared at Shi Zhen with a sullen face, and then... the tears could not be held back and fell again.
He is not a person who likes to cry, after all, it is useless to cry.
When he was a child, he accidentally fell and was bullied. If he cried in front of his grandma, his grandma would be annoyed and would give him a slap when he stretched out his hand.
So a little bit older, he won't cry anymore.
In another life, he lived a lot harder than he is now, but he would not shed even a single tear easily.
Crying only makes people see his jokes.
But seeing Shi Zhen now, he couldn't help but want to cry.
After Guan Baiyu opened the door, Shi Zhen saw his red and swollen eyes at a glance.
Last night, he felt that Guan Baiyu's eyes were a little red, and now he looked serious.
When Guan Baiyu couldn't stop crying, he was even more at a loss. He reached out to wipe Guan Baiyu's tears, and wondered if this would be too intimate: "Xiaoyu, don't cry, don't be like this... Xiaoyu..."
Guan Baiyu's heart was full of various emotions, he wanted to throw himself into Shi Zhen's arms, hug Shi Zhen, and cry.
But at this time, he heard the door open.
There is no doubt that it was Zhao Qiujuan who got up.
Whether it was Shi Zhen or Zhao Qiujuan, they all got up early.
Guan Baiyu suddenly came to his senses, he tore his towel from the shelf next to him and covered his face, then walked out quickly, jumped over Zhao Qiujuan and plunged into his bedroom.
Shi Zhen didn't have time to stop him, so he could only look at Zhao Qiujuan, who had just left the room.
Zhao Qiujuan was a little uneasy, she walked over to Shi Zhen and lowered her voice and asked, "Azhen, what's wrong with Xiaoyu
Shi Zhen said: "It may be that I didn't pass the exam."
Shi Zhen vaguely felt that Guan Baiyu didn't do this because he didn't do well in the exam.
Maybe... it has something to do with him.
During the two days of the college entrance examination, Guan Baiyu was clearly very happy.
"Ah... Then how do I do it?" Zhao Qiujuan asked worriedly, even Shi Ting, who was heartless, had been worried for several days in the previous high school entrance examination, because she was afraid that she would not pass the test.
Guan Baiyu's college entrance examination is definitely more worrying.
"I'll talk to him later." Shi Zhen said.
"Alright," Zhao Qiujuan said, "by the way, has Xiao Yu eaten?"
Shi Zhen heard the words, turned around and went to the next kitchen.
He opened the refrigerator and saw that the meals he kept last night were still there: "He hasn't eaten yet."
"Then... Anyway, let him eat first?" Zhao Qiujuan asked.
"Well," Shi Zhen knocked on Bai Yu's door, "Xiao Yu, are you hungry? Have something to eat first?"
Guan Baiyu was indeed hungry, but he didn't really want to eat.
After experiencing another period of his life, he could not tell what it was like when he thought about what happened in the past few years.
Before him, he knew nothing about another life, and Shi Zhen kept their memories alone and was always kind to him.
He thought that Shi Zhen had no feelings for him... Shi Zhen was so kind to him, how could he have no feelings? As far as some of Shi Zhen's performances are concerned, it can be called "married daughter-in-law and forgotten mother"!
How can he be so good!
Guan Baiyu didn't make a sound, Shi Zhen opened the door and went in, and saw Guan Baiyu wrapped his head in a towel, lying upside down.
"Xiaoyu, no matter what, you have to eat." Shi Zhen said.
"I..." Guan Baiyu opened his mouth, suddenly realizing that his voice was not quite right.
His voice was full of weeping!
Shutting his mouth, Guan Baiyu took a few breaths.
Shi Zhen couldn't see the expression on Guan Bai's towel under the quilt: "Xiao Yu, I'll get you something to eat, how much do you want to eat?"
Guan Baiyu made a "hmm" sound.
Shi Zhen in this life... is much more considerate than in the previous life.
In the last life of this person, there were not so many twists and turns in his mind.
At that time, Shi Zhen was at home, he was willing to do things, and he liked to stick with him, but sometimes he didn't make it clear to him, and he might not understand what others meant.
For example, if he gets angry and says he doesn't want to eat it, Shi Zhen will think that he really doesn't want to eat it, and then kill his share.
Of course, after realizing this situation, he stopped saying such angry words, so as not to be unhappy in the end, it was himself.
Shi Zhen went out, took out yesterday's leftover rice from the refrigerator, scrambled it into egg fried rice, then put the two duck legs in sauce reserved for Guan Baiyu in another bowl and brought it to Guan Baiyu's room: "Xiaoyu, eat something."
Guan Baiyu's voice was heard through the towel: "You go out first..."
When he saw Shi Zhen now, he wanted to cry.
If there are no outsiders at home... Zhao Qiujuan is here!
The soundproofing of the house is not very good, and he didn't want Zhao Qiujuan to hear him collapse and cry.
Shi Zhen thought about it, and finally went out: "Call me if you have anything."
"Yeah." Guan Baiyu replied again.
After Shi Zhen left, Guan Baiyu came out of the quilt. He first drank the water that Shi Zhen brought him yesterday, and then slowly ate.
This rice was definitely stir-fried by Shi Zhen, the taste he was familiar with.
In another period of his life, he had the most difficult four years. Because of Shi Zhen, he didn't feel wronged at all.
It's Shi Zhen... How has Shi Zhen been feeling these past few years
Guan Baiyu took one bite at a time and slowly ate the fried rice.
He was indeed a little hungry, so he quickly finished a bowl of rice and started eating duck legs again. By the way, he removed the bag of milk and drank it together.
Some voices came from outside.
Although he knew that Shi Zhen valued him before, he always thought that Shi Zhen hurt him as his younger brother and was better for him, and also thought that it was because of his good grades and so on.
But now... if Shi Zhen dared to treat him as his younger brother, he would kill him!
Guan Baiyu was certain that Shi Zhen would not go out today when he looked like this.
Thinking of this, Guan Baiyu wanted to cry again.
In fact, Shi Zhen avoided him before, mostly because he didn't want to disturb his studies, not because he didn't like him.
But Shi Zhen ignored his confession...
Guan Baiyu took a bite of the duck leg.
After he finished eating, he wiped his hands and face with the towel he brought in, and lay still.
Zhao Qiujuan goes to work at 8 o'clock. She usually goes there early. At about 7 o'clock, she leaves...
The door of their house and the security door opened and closed loudly... Guan Baiyu heard the sound of the door opening and closing at about seven o'clock, and after waiting for a while, he called out, "Shi Zhen!"
"Xiao Yu?" Shi Zhen had been waiting outside, when he opened and closed Bai Yu's room door.
After opening the door, Shi Zhen realized something was wrong—Guan Baiyu had always called him "brother", why did he suddenly call him by name
"Your sister is gone?" Guan Baiyu asked.
"Yes, she went to work." Shi Zhen felt that something was wrong - Guan Baiyu had called Zhao Qiujuan "sister" before, instead of "your sister".
"Are you busy today?" Guan Baiyu asked again.
"I'm not busy." Shi Zhen said quickly, he mainly went to various construction sites to look at it, and there were not many other things.
"I have something to tell you." Guan Baiyu tried his best to keep his voice steady.
"Xiaoyu?" Shi Zhen felt that the atmosphere was inexplicably solemn.
Guan Baiyu said, "I'm actually quite good at drinking."
No matter where he was in his life, he was a good drinker.
But Shi Zhen probably had a bad alcohol intake, and always felt that his alcohol intake was also poor.
In the summer, he drank a can of cold beer to cool off the heat, and Shi Zhen looked like he would get drunk.
He just pretended to be drunk and did things he was usually embarrassed to do.
Shi Zhen was taken aback.
Guan Baiyu said: "Four bottles of beer can't make me drunk at all. I was sober from start to finish yesterday."
"Xiaoyu..." Shi Zhen was startled, Guan Baiyu had been sober yesterday
Guan Baiyu confessed to him, but he didn't give any response... That's why Guan Baiyu cried so much
Shi Zhen felt distressed and guilty.
Guan Baiyu looked at Shi Zhen's expression, tears kept falling.
"Xiaoyu, I'm sorry..." Shi Zhen apologized subconsciously. He had never seen Guan Baiyu so sad before, it was caused by him... He subconsciously wanted to explain: "I just think you are still young..."
Guan Baiyu wiped away his tears and looked at Shi Zhen.
In their last life, they met a year later, but I really had to say it back then... He looked thinner than he is now.
Why didn't Shi Zhen think he was young at that time
But Shi Zhen's thoughts, he can also guess some, it is because of guessing... His tears can't stop.
Shi Zhen was thinking about him.
Guan Baiyu didn't know what to say, and he couldn't speak... He suddenly rushed over, hugged Shi Zhen's neck, and kissed it.
Shi Zhen froze.
Guan Baiyu let go of him, pushed him onto the bed again, and then bit his chest through his clothes.
"Xiaoyu..." Shi Zhen felt that his chest was wet, it was Guan Baiyu's tears.
Guan Baiyu was crying all the time, and his mood was not stable.
What should he do? How could he comfort Guan Baiyu
Shi Zhen was a little worried. At this moment, Guan Baiyu suddenly started to take off his clothes...
Shi Zhen was shocked, this development was completely beyond his expectations.
Guan Baiyu how... how...
This is a development that Shi Zhen never thought of!
He subconsciously wanted to hide, and then saw Guan Baiyu staring at him with red and swollen eyes.
Those eyes were a bit fierce, like if he was hiding, he would never stop with him.
He could still feel that Guan Baiyu was very, very sad.
The two add up, and they look stern.
The most important thing is that Guan Baiyu is so sad, and his heart is also uncomfortable. At this moment, there is a kind of... No matter what Guan Baiyu wants to do, he must follow his thoughts.
In fact, he couldn't refuse Guan Baiyu.
Shi Zhen didn't move.
Guan Baiyu's kiss fell again and landed on his face.
Guan Baiyu did not expect that he would do such a crazy thing.
In his previous life, he would also take the initiative, but very few, so Shi Zhen expected him to do this when he was drunk.
But this time is different.
His sudden behavior... seems to have stunned Shi Zhen.
But he was in a very bad mood at the time. He was almost on the verge of collapse, and he was no longer able to speak properly... It would be good to exercise directly.
He also… especially wanted to feel the existence of Shi Zhen.
Then he did just that.
Skip a series of processes such as confession and go directly to the bridal chamber.
Although Shi Zhen was frightened at first, his performance was good later on, but his skills were the same as before... not very good.
Guan Baiyu was a little tired, but after he was tired, he was in a better mood. He lay on the bed, his mind was empty, and finally he didn't want to cry anymore.
It's really good, he and Shi Zhen are both fine.
Actually he should be happy.
"Xiaoyu, you..." Shi Zhen was still a little stunned at the moment.
He didn't even know what happened before.
How could Guan Baiyu do such a thing
Of course, he was also at fault, and he couldn't help it.
When the person he likes takes the initiative when he is awake, his brain is chaotic and he forgets everything.
Guan Baiyu did not speak.
Shi Zhen asked again, "How do you know this, Xiaoyu?"
Guan Baiyu turned his head and looked at Shi Zhen silently, without saying a word.
Shi Zhen closed his mouth.
Guan Baiyu was originally... different from him.
When he was with Guan Baiyu in his last life, he didn't understand anything, he just knew that it was rare to hold someone close and go back and forth. Later, Guan Baiyu said that he had read the book, and said that it was not only like this, that he opened the door to a new world. .
At that time, Guan Baiyu actually didn't have many opportunities to read books, and there were not many books to read, so he could understand.
What about this lifetime? Guan Baiyu has many opportunities to read books!
In famous works such as "A Dream of Red Mansions", there are obscure descriptions. Even "Historical Records" also mentions some related content. Guan Baiyu is so smart, it is normal to understand this.
"Xiaoyu, let me take you to clean it?" Shi Zhen asked.
Guan Baiyu only spoke at this time, his voice was a little hoarse: "I don't want to move."
"I'll carry you." Shi Zhen said.
After he got up, he was about to hug Guan Baiyu, and suddenly thought of something: "Wait, I'll lock the door outside first." It would be bad if Zhao Qiujuan came back suddenly... Although it is unlikely.
"Yeah." Guan Baiyu responded, watching Shi Zhen hurriedly getting dressed.
Shi Zhen went out and locked the door before coming back, took Guan Baiyu to the bathroom, and helped Guan Baiyu take a bath.
He was a bit dazed the whole time, until Guan Baiyu washed him, he wiped the person dry and moved back to the bed, and his brain resumed operation. He had been thinking before that he couldn't get too close to Guan Baiyu, so as not to bring him down.
He also wanted Guan Baiyu to stay away from him and have a different life.
But now, none of that... is possible.
In fact, he had been restraining before, but now it is like this, and he can no longer restrain himself.
And Guan Baiyu...
He really didn't expect that Guan Baiyu would do something like this... something like going out of his way.
Guan Baiyu must like him very much.
"Xiaoyu, we are already like this... We will live together in the future, you know?" Shi Zhen looked at Guan Baiyu.
Guan Baiyu smiled: "I know."
"You will be with me for the rest of your life."
"Yeah." Guan Baiyu still smiled.
"Don't worry, I'll be nice to you, you can tell me anything you want, as long as you're fine..." Shi Zhen said later, and choked up a bit.
Guan Baiyu reached out and hugged him: "You sleep with me."
He has been crying for a long time, his voice is hoarse, and now he is very uncomfortable just talking.
Plus...it's his first time in the end.
Although he is not as tragic as in his previous life because of his experience, he is also very tired and uncomfortable, and now he just wants to sleep.
Shi Zhen lay beside Guan Baiyu.
Guan Baiyu leaned against Shi Zhen and fell asleep in a daze.
Shi Zhen hugged the person, still a little confused about the situation.
Everything that happened today was so sudden.
Shi Zhen was very worried last night. He didn't sleep well, and Guan Baiyu was lying in his arms again. He could hold Guan Baiyu without any scruples... Shi Zhen was in a daze and fell asleep.
By the time Shi Zhen woke up, it was already noon.
When he opened his eyes, he saw Guan Baiyu was looking at him, and when he saw that he was awake, he came over and kissed him.
Shi Zhen was a little embarrassed: "Xiao Yu..."
"Brother, do you like me too?" Guan Baiyu asked.
"I like it." Shi Zhen said, how could he not like Guan Baiyu
"Did you already know that I like you?" Guan Baiyu asked again.
"Yes." Shi Zhen admitted.
"Then why did you avoid me before you?" Guan Baiyu asked again.
Shi Zhen was stunned for a while before he said, "You want to take the college entrance examination..."
"I confessed yesterday, but you ignored me. I thought we would never be together in this lifetime." Guan Baiyu said.
"I'm sorry." Shi Zhen also felt a little guilty. He asked Guan Baiyu to take the initiative to do this, but it was always wrong.
"Brother, I should say I'm sorry. I forced you to stay with me. I just relied on you to be good to me and knew that you would not do anything to me, so I did such a treacherous thing. But I I'm also afraid... If I don't take the initiative today, you might hide from me again."
"I won't hide from you, and you didn't force me..."
Guan Baiyu's voice was hoarse, but inexplicably charming, he added: "I know we are wrong and should not be like this, but I can't control myself... Even though we are cousins, I still want to be with you. Together, I even do this kind of thing, I…”
He said, making an appearance of guilt.
"Xiaoyu..." Shi Zhen felt even more uncomfortable seeing Guan Baiyu's guilt. They were not cousins at all, but he didn't know how to tell Guan Baiyu.
Seeing his tangled look, Guan Baiyu put away the guilt on his face.
Shi Zhen was taken aback for a moment.
At this time, Guan Baiyu bit Shi Zhen's chest again: "Brother, are you still lying to me? We are not cousins at all, right?"
"You know?" Shi Zhen breathed a sigh of relief.
"I see, after all, there are many flaws!" Guan Baiyu stared at Shi Zhen: "We are not related at all, since that's the case... why did you suddenly come to visit my relatives, lie to me that you are my cousin, and tell me so good?"
Guan Baiyu had already guessed the reason, and now... he just wanted to confess to Shi Zhen.
When Guan Baiyu spoke, his voice was steady, not aggressive, but when he asked this... Shi Zhen sweated on his head.
He didn't know how to answer.
After thinking about it, Shi Zhen said: "Xiaoyu, I have always liked men. When I came to Anshan Town, the first time I saw you, I liked you very much and fell in love with you at first sight. Then I inquired about you and made up a story. come to you, to approach you."
Shi Zhen thought about confessing his rebirth to Guan Baiyu.
In fact, if he can confess and get Guan Baiyu's understanding, it will be a relief for him.
But this is not right.
At that time, he felt comfortable in his heart, what about Guan Baiyu
The kid will definitely struggle, why he likes him and so on.
And Guan Baiyu had a bad life in his last life... Those things, he didn't want Guan Baiyu to know.
In short, he felt relieved when he learned the truth, but Guan Baiyu might not be happy, but he might be tangled.
So... let's not talk about it.
Shi Zhen looked at Guan Baiyu gently.
Of course he likes Guan Baiyu.
Guan Baiyu is more important than his life.
He avoided Guan Baiyu, but he didn't dare to have more contact with Guan Baiyu.
He was afraid of himself and couldn't bear to let go.
Guan Baiyu: "..." He didn't even know that Shi Zhen was so good at making up stories!
Guan Baiyu stared at Shi Zhen: "Really?"
"Really." Shi Zhen affirmed.
Then... Guan Baiyu took another bite on his chest.
Shi Zhen: "..." Why did you bite him again
To be honest, being bitten by Guan Baiyu, he didn't feel pain, but itchy.
In the last life, Guan Baiyu liked to bite him when he was angry.
It was clear that Guan Baiyu was reluctant to bite him hard, and in turn blamed him for being tough.
But... Usually it's not his fault that Guan Baiyu bit him
Thinking of this, Shi Zhen saw Guan Baiyu cry again.
Shi Zhen was anxious: "Xiaoyu, what's the matter? Don't cry, it's my fault."
"You're right, I was thin and small at the time, and you still fell in love with me at first sight. What kind of taste do you have? I've changed a lot now, is it not to your taste? Do you still like me? "Guan Baiyu asked through gritted teeth.
"Of course I like it." Shi Zhen replied, feeling that there was something wrong with today's Guan Baiyu. The previous Guan Baiyu would never talk to him like this.
"Then you are quite affectionate! Since you like me, why do you keep hiding from me and don't accept me? It's been three years, and it's hard for me to secretly take advantage of you! You're still sitting on your hands when you are drunk and seduce you! gentleman!"
Guan Baiyu cried while talking.
Shi Zhen was thinking about what to say when Guan Baiyu suddenly leaned over and wiped all his tears on him.
Shi Zhen: "…"
Guan Baiyu wiped away his tears, suddenly raised his head and asked, "How did you die in your last life?"
Shi Zhen froze.