Mu Jingran raised her head, there were so many tears in her eyes that they overflowed instantly, "I really don't deserve him."
"You can't belittle yourself. You are very good. In my heart, I still think Shen Tingxi is not worthy of you. Let's not talk about his mother. What is Shen Tingxi's attitude?"
"He has always been very good to me. He had a big fight with his mother over this matter and had a cold war for a long time."
Shu Xin felt relieved, "That's okay, as long as Shen Tingxi treats you well."
"I'm not someone who tries out feelings easily. I don't trust men. I thought I would be lonely until old age. But I met him. At first, I kept my heart open and didn't let anyone get close to me, but he was like a fool. , hovering around me every day."
When Mu Jingping said this, her eyes were full of the amorous feelings of a happy woman, she was laughing and crying, "He walked into my heart little by little, like the sunshine, slowly driving away the indelible darkness in my heart. I tried to accept it." Only then did he realize that women can still live happily like this, and he felt that all his previous life was in vain. The feeling of being loved and cared for was so warm that it made me addicted."
Mu Jingran spoke quietly by herself, shedding tears quietly. Shu Xin also listened to her words silently. Having known her for so long, this was the first time Shu Xin saw Mu Jingran say so many words at once. Probably, the emotions in her heart My heart has already filled up with my emotions, and there is nowhere to vent them.
Mu Jingping wiped away the tears that fell quickly, "I want to keep this warmth, want to be with him forever, want to marry him as his wife, and hope to be recognized by his family. I don't want him to abandon his life for me." Family, this is not the love I want, nor the home I want.”
Mu Jingping held Shu Xin's hand with excitement, "Xin'er, do you know how much I long for a complete family?"
Mu Jingping didn't have a father when she was a child. When she grew up, her mother got married, and she met a perverted stepfather like Lu Zhiwen. She never received a trace of family warmth from childhood to adulthood, and some only ridiculed, rolled eyes and insulted her. The family treated her. It is the most luxurious and valuable thing.
Shu Xin's heart was filled with heat. She was not only distressed but also distressed for Mu Jingran. Such a good girl had experienced too many inhuman experiences. Shu Xin could not imagine that if all the things Mu Jingran had experienced happened to her, would she be able to Like Mu Ningran, I still have the courage to live in this world.
Shu Xin hugged Mu Jingping, tears sliding down her cheeks, "I know, that's why you didn't agree to Shen Tingxi's proposal, right?"
"Well, when he proposed, I felt that I was the happiest woman in the world. God has been really good to me. Although I have suffered so much in the past, if all the hardships are rewarded in life, I am willing to pay for the rewards later. And endure the pains ahead. I don’t know if I’m too greedy, or the more people want something, the harder it is to get it. No matter how hard I try, she still doesn’t like me.” Mu Jingran lay on Shu Xin’s shoulder and cried all over. trembling.
Shu Xin burst into tears listening to Mu Jingjing's words, "Then did you explain to him at noon why you rejected his proposal?"
Mu Jingping's mind recalled that during lunch, Shen Tingxi lowered her eyes and said with a smile, "Ning Ning, your heart is so hard to cover. I can't cover it up no matter what."
In fact, her heart had been covered with heat by him for a long time, but if they couldn't be together, she would rather bury all her passion and feelings in her heart.