The smile in Lu Jinshen's eyes faded instantly, his thin lips pursed slightly, and he said nothing.
Tong Qiao buttoned up her buttons and looked up at him, "You still want to hide it from me?"
Lu Jinshen just looked at Tong Qiao and still said nothing.
The anger in Tong Qiao's heart rose instantly. He wanted to hide it from her, hide it from her, and still wanted to hide it from her. He put his hand on Lu Jinshen's side and wanted to get up.
Lu Jinshen held her waist with his big hands.
Tong Qiao grabbed Lu Jinshen's strong arm hard, and he subconsciously relaxed his strength. Tong Qiao got up from him, turned around and walked towards the door, as fast as if he wanted to step out of the ward.
"Yufei has depression."
The deep voice that rang out quickly behind him made Tong Qiao stop suddenly. He stood for two seconds, turned around, looked at Lu Jinshen and waited for him to continue.
Lu Jinshen sat up from the bed and patted the edge of the bed, "Sit here."
Tong Qiao stood still, still angry. If she hadn't left, wouldn't he have planned to tell her
"I didn't want to tell you, I was just thinking about how to tell you." Lu Jinshen explained.
Tong Qiao stood for a few seconds and finally walked back and sat down on the edge of the bed. Lu Jinshen was sick and she would not really leave.
Lu Jinshen held Tong Qiao's small hand with his big hand and squeezed it gently, "Sheng Difei said that Sheng Yufei suffered from depression not long after Zihua left, but because she was pregnant and could not take medicine, her condition became more serious and she almost committed suicide. He was rescued in time by Sheng Difei, and then Sheng Difei told Zihua's parents about Sheng Yufei's pregnancy, and you know what happened next."
Tong Qiao frowned, "So Sheng Yufei didn't tell you she was pregnant?"
Lu Jin nodded deeply, "The reason why I never doubted that Yufei would have feelings for me is because I saw with my own eyes how much she loved Zihua. It was Yufei who took the initiative to pursue Zihua, although Zihua also liked her in her heart. Yu Fei, but he feels that in our industry, one has to keep his life on his belt at all times, and he doesn’t want to delay Yu Fei, so he keeps refusing.”
"Then why did they get together again?" Tong Qiao asked.
A look of memories appeared in Lu Jinshen's eyes, "No one thought that Yufei could persist for so long. The pursuit lasted for three years. Many people in the army secretly called Yufei sister-in-law and admitted that Yufei was Zihua's woman. Only Zihua himself did not admit it until that time when we completed a major task. At the celebration banquet, everyone helped Yufei get Zihua drunk. After getting drunk, Zihua confessed the truth and admitted that because he liked Yufei so much, he did not want to delay her. , the two hugged each other and cried a lot, and they were together that night."
Tong Qiao didn't expect Sheng Yufei to be so infatuated, but... "If she likes Zihua so much, why did she fall in love with you later?"
Lu Jinshen did not directly answer Tong Qiao's question, but said: "Sheng Difei said that Yufei slowly came out of depression two months after she came to the Lu family. I also knew Yufei's mood during those two months." It’s not good. I often sit alone on the bed and stare at the window in a daze, and I sit there all day long. Sometimes, I cry alone holding the quilt, crying and falling asleep.”
A look of self-blame appeared on Lu Jinshen's face, "I was too careless. I just thought that she had not recovered from Zihua's departure. I didn't know that she had depression and it was very serious. "
Tong Qiao held Lu Jinshen's hand with her backhand and comforted him, "This is not your fault. If she wanted to hide it from you, how could you possibly know?"
"Qiao'er, do you know? She and I have been married for five years. When we were together, we talked about either Ziqian or Zihua." Lu Jin pinched his brows with his elegant hands, "From her words I could tell from her behavior that she missed Zihua very much, so I never believed she would have any other thoughts about me."
Tong Qiao suddenly remembered that she made that phone call to Lu Jinshen and made Lu Jinshen hear Sheng Yufei say she liked him with her own ears. Did she do something wrong
Lu Jinshen adjusted his emotions for a while, and then his deep voice continued, "Sheng Difei said that Yufei only regarded me as Zihua's substitute, and that Ziqian and I were the only sustenance for her feelings. She also said that from the time I marry you, At first, Yufei's mood slowly began to change for better or worse. It wasn't until I took Zi Qian away from her that her mood completely collapsed, so she did something like betraying you and me."
Is Sheng Yufei just considering Lu Jinshen as Xu Zihua's replacement? Never loved Lu Jinshen
Such a theory was so sudden that Tong Qiao couldn't believe it for a moment, "Maybe Sheng Difei said this to exonerate Sheng Yufei, or maybe Sheng Difei was angry after Sheng Yufei died and wanted to retaliate against you, so he deliberately said this to make you blame yourself." Guilty."
"When Yu Fei died, she was in a very bad mood. She was not like her usual self at all. I went to her residence and found medicine to control depression. Regardless of whether her feelings for me were true or false, her depression was true. Yes, but I never realized that Zihua died for me, and now Yufei..." The pain was obvious in Lu Jinshen's eyes, and his expression was full of self-blame.
He raised his hand and pinched the center of his eyebrows hard, "Zi Qian saw his mother die in front of his eyes. He hated me and hated me for not saving his mother, so from that day on he ignored me and didn't call me dad..."
Tong Qiao was shocked. When seeing Lu Ziqian off at the station today, she felt strange that Lu Ziqian didn't call him Lu Jinshen. However, she never thought that Lu Ziqian would hate Lu Jinshen because of Sheng Yufei. She only thought that Lu Ziqian had suffered recently. Frightened, and he has always been afraid of Lu Jinshen, so... "Could it be that you are overthinking?"
Lu Jinshen hoped that he was overthinking it, but as he watched Lu Ziqian grow up, why couldn't he see that the way Lu Ziqian looked at him had changed? Just to prevent Tong Qiao from worrying, he nodded slightly and said, "Maybe I'm overthinking."
Seeing Lu Jinshen in such pain, Tong Qiao felt very distressed and hugged him gently, "Don't be like this, these are not your fault. You have done a good job. After Zihua left, you did your duty Sheng Yufei took care of his wife and children, even sacrificing her first marriage. Although Sheng Yufei was sick, she did do a lot of things that hurt you and me. Maybe this was her fate. She went to find Zihua, This was a relief for her."
Lu Jin deeply smelled the faint fragrance of Tong Qiao's body and listened to her softly whispering to him. The worries that had accumulated in his heart for many days seemed to be slowly evacuating from his heart.
"Ji Ji told me what happened that day. You didn't fail to save Sheng Yufei, you just wanted to delay the sniper. Zi Qian is still young and not sensible. When he is older, he will understand... In my heart, you are mine The god of heaven, upright and worthy of anyone... After a while, Qian's mood calms down, let's go to Uncle Xu's place to see him, okay?"