The sound of smoking over there was a bit obvious, so I guess I was exerting too much force.
"Chasing alone is actually quite tiring. It's not that I haven't thought about letting her go... But I can't let her go. I feel bad thinking about her past experiences. I can't sleep all night long... I just want to pamper her, why can't I just let her go?" Why is it so difficult?”
Shu Xin raised her eyes and looked at Mu Jingjing. Her thin back trembled slightly, which was a sign that she was holding back her tears. "Trouble is about your own will. Since she doesn't want you to spoil her, then don't spoil her. Let go. You We are both comfortable with her.”
Mu Jingping turned around suddenly and looked at Shu Xin's eyes full of tears and disbelief.
Shu Xin pretended not to understand Mu Jingping's eyes and shrugged innocently.
Mu Jingran shook her head with tears, her lips opened and closed, but no sound came out. Judging from the shape of her mouth, she was saying: No.
The other end didn't seem to expect that Shu Xin would say this. He was silent for a long time before speaking, "Sister-in-law, I won't let go. I have been pestering her in this life. If it doesn't work, I will use my own methods to force her to stay." around."
Shu Xin could probably guess what Shen Tingxi meant by force, "You will only get further and further away from her."
"If I had to choose between leaving her and imprisoning her, I would choose the latter."
Shen Tingxi's love was overbearing and strong. Shu Xin didn't know how to answer the call for a moment. She looked at Mu Jingping with a headache and found that she was staring blankly at the cell phone on the table where she was talking, with joy and fear in her eyes.
Seeing that Shu Xin didn't say anything, Duan Duan continued, "Sister-in-law, get busy. I won't be back for a few days. Please take care of Ning Ning during this time."
"Well, don't worry."
After hanging up the phone, Shu Xin folded her hands and placed them on the table. She looked at Mu Jingjing and asked, "We still want to break up?"
Mu Jingping pursed her lips and shook her head. In fact, after talking to Dr. Qin, she realized that she was not as unbearable as she thought. She also had advantages and was worthy of being liked by others. At that time, she changed her mind, but her will was not strong enough.
Just like a scale, the weight on the non-breakup end is slightly heavier. Perhaps if a 'gust of wind' blows, the balance will tilt towards the breakup end. It is greatly affected by the outside world and is extremely unstable.
But after listening to Shen Tingxi's words today, the balance in Mu Jingping's heart has completely tilted towards not breaking up.
Shen Tingxi is a bit paranoid and forceful in love, but for someone like Mu Jingping, who is seriously insecure and self-confident, this is like a shot in the arm, calming her down instantly.
Shu Xin looked at Mu Jingran and remembered what the doctor said when she discussed Mu Jingran's situation with the psychiatrist. Maybe the doctor was right. Mu Jingran's situation cannot just make her shrink back. She needs to put the truth into perspective. Analyze the situation to her, let her see it, let her face it instead of blindly escaping.
Shu Xin stood up and took Mu Jingjing to sit down on the sofa not far away, "Ning Ning, you also know the identity of Shen Tingxi. It's easy for a man like him to want a woman. He doesn't even need to hook her hands. Just a look and she will be there." A woman crawled onto her bed.
You heard what he said just now. He said he was tired. Maybe he is not tired enough now, so he can still chase you. If one day he is exhausted and really decides to let you go, you will not regret it. ? "
Mu Jingping cried and shook her head, "No, I can't let go."
"Then you should try to accept him. I know that I have caused too much harm to you in the past, but Shen Tingxi is not Lu Zhiwen, and he is not. You have to remember this deeply.
When he touches you, he does not want to hurt you. On the contrary, he wants to show his love to you and let you experience his love for you. Maybe I am too tacky, but the combination of spirit and body is the essence of love. The highest state.
You have to face your own problems bravely. Didn’t I give you a psychiatrist’s business card before? Go and see him. He is very authoritative in this regard. Just try it and untie your own knot. If it doesn't work once, twice, twice, or three times, you will succeed one day. "
Mu Jingping lowered his eyes, wept silently, and said softly: "I called him."
Shu Xin was surprised, "Really?"
Mu Jingping nodded.
"Then do you think his treatment is effective on you?" Shu Xin asked impatiently.
Mu Jingping pursed her lips, "I didn't see him, I just contacted him on the phone, and the effect..."
"How is it?" Shu Xin asked nervously.
Mu Jingping nodded. She felt relaxed every time she chatted with Dr. Qin. After chatting, she felt that what he said made sense. But when things really happened, she forgot everything.
Always treating the symptoms rather than the root cause.
Shu Xin was happy for Mu Ningran from the bottom of her heart. Mu Ningran was willing to take the initiative to find a psychiatrist, which meant that she was also working hard on this relationship and wanted to change the status quo. This was a very good start.
Shu Xin wanted to say that Mu Ningjing should meet with a psychiatrist. Face-to-face treatment would definitely be more effective, but she was afraid of scaring her. She thought she should encourage her more now and clenched her fists, "Come on, you are the best."
Mu Jingping nodded sheepishly, remembered something, and said to Shu Xin: "Don't tell anyone about my doctor's visit, not even Ting Xi, not Mr. Huo."
Shu Xin nodded, cast a wink at Mu Jingping, and said in a deliberately ambiguous tone: "This is our secret."
Mu Jingping went home after get off work and accidentally saw Mu Yiqing downstairs in his unit. He was surprised and said, "Mayor..."
"Huh?" Mu Yiqing deliberately made a serious face.
Mu Jingping reacted and called out in a sweet voice, "Uncle Mu."
Mu Yiqing immediately beamed, picked up a few bags with the Yuhelou logo in her hands, and asked in a gentle tone: "Would you like to have dinner with your uncle?"
Mu Jingping was a little flattered. Although Mu Yiqing said in the morning that he would take care of her in the future, she really didn't dare to expect much care from him. After all, in the true sense, they were not relatives.
When Mu Yiqing saw that Mu Jingping was silent, there was a hint of disappointment in his gentle eyes, "Don't you want to? I'm too abrupt..."
"No, I do." Mu Jingping curled her lips slightly.
Mu Yiqing was stunned for a moment when he saw the two pear dimples on Mu Jingping's face, and then went upstairs with Mu Jingping with a smile.
When the food was put on the table, Mu Yiqing kept a smile on his face. He was completely different from the mayor's persona that Mu Jingping met for the first time. He was serious and cold before, but now he is gentle and approachable.
"I ordered a few random dishes. I wonder if they suit your taste?"
Mu Jingran looked at the dishes that were almost on the entire table and twitched the corners of her lips in embarrassment. How many kinds are these? "I'm not picky."
There was a lot of food left after the two of them finished their meal. The food in Yuhelou was notoriously expensive. Mu Jingping didn't want Mu Yiqing to spend money like this, so she said, "Uncle Mu, don't go to Yuhelou to take food away from now on. It's too expensive." , if you want, I can make it for you at home.”