Shen Tingxi slightly curled her lips, starting well, and continued, "I have had many women before, are you afraid that I will still be with those women in the future?"
Mu Jingping turned her head and looked at Shen Tingxi nervously. She didn't understand why he suddenly asked this question. Could it be that because of her fear of men and women, he was impatient, didn't want to wait anymore, and wanted to find another woman
Thinking of this possibility, Mu Jingping's heart ached, and her eyes suddenly became wet. She looked at Shen Tingxi pitifully with misty eyes.
Shen Tingxi was frightened, and quickly took her hand and said, "Ning Ning, don't think about it. I didn't want to find another woman. I just wanted to ask, do you have such worries in your heart?"
Mu Jingping nodded, how could it be possible? She spent almost every day in self-doubt and fear.
She has a bad background and a bad past. Does Shen Tingxi really like her like this? Could it be that, as Mu Yiqing and Hu Xiner said, he was just new to her for a while, and after that, he lost interest in her.
She resisted his approach, not knowing whether she would be able to get out of the shadow of the past in the future. Although she was trying hard, she was still full of fear about things between men and women. She was really not sure whether she could be completely with him. No, but he is a normal man. As time goes by, he will definitely leave her, right
"If there was a way to make me completely yours, would you be willing to do it?"
Mu Ningran's mist-stained eyes were instantly filled with fear, and she subconsciously pulled her hand out of Shen Tingxi's palm, "I... I'm not... ready yet."
Shen Tingxi was stunned for a moment before she realized that Mu Jingran had misunderstood him. Regarding her sensitivity, Shen Tingxi curled her lips helplessly, "It's not the way you thought. Otherwise, it's very pure and does not require intimacy." Are you willing to have contact?"
Mu Jingping's watery eyes were filled with surprise and excitement, and she nodded quickly, "Yes."
People who have been through the bloody storm have never seen anything like this, but Shen Tingxi, who is not afraid of anything, is a little scared at the moment. She has no choice but to be rejected twice, and her self-confidence is seriously damaged.
Shen Tingxi breathed out lightly, and with Mu Jingping's expectant eyes, she said seriously, "We can go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get the certificate and become a legal couple. I will be yours alone for the rest of my life."
Mu Jingping was suddenly startled. Was he proposing to her again
After the surprise, there was hesitation and confusion.
She promised Ju Qiulan not to marry Shen Tingxi within a year.
Mu Jingping retracted her gaze and slowly lowered her head, "Tingxi..."
"If you think the wedding is too noisy, we can not hold the wedding. If you have been busy with work recently and have no time, we can also wait until you have time to get the certificate. Also, if you don't want to have sex with me, I won't force you. , I can wait." Shen Tingxi looked nervous and sounded anxious.
Mu Jingping clasped his hands together, and because of too much exertion, his slender fingertips turned white. He was silent for several seconds, then lowered his head and spoke softly, "I'm sleepy."
Shen Tingxi's heart stung hard, and her expression instantly became depressed. Was she rejecting him again
But he was not willing to give in. Shen Tingxi held Mu Jingping's shoulders. Because the emotions fluctuated so much, the strength in his hands was a bit heavy. He looked at her deeply, "Why? Ning Ning, I can feel that you care." Mine, why are you rejecting me?”
Mu Jingping raised her eyes to look at Shen Tingxi. The injury in his eyes made it impossible for her to look directly. She quickly lowered her head, twisted her shoulders slightly, and whispered: "You hurt me."
"Ning Ning, what are you running from?"
"You really hurt me... I'm sleepy."
Shen Tingxi looked at Mu Jingping with frustration and stubbornness, but she kept her head lowered, showing no intention of changing her mind. The disappointment in Shen Tingxi's eyes gradually became stronger, and the strength in her hands gradually loosened, and she let go of her. He stood up, his voice filled with endless disappointment, "You should rest."
Mu Jingping looked up and saw Shen Tingxi walking slowly towards the door. His upright back revealed a loneliness that broke her heart. She pursed her lips and let the tears she had held back for a long time fall.
Mu Jingping sat by the bed for a long time, listening to the noise in the next room, but she didn't hear a single sound. The villa was so quiet that it was as if he was not here at all.
What is he doing? Will he ignore her from now on? Will he just leave her
The more Mu Jingping thought about it, the more worried she became. Unable to sit still any longer, she stood up and left the room, arriving at the door of Shen Ting's west room. The door was not closed and she looked around the house, but did not see him.
Mu Jingping was frightened. Could it be that he left? But she obviously didn't hear any sound. Could it be that the sound insulation effect of the house was too good and she didn't feel when he went out
Mu Jingran hurriedly walked into the room, looked for the balcony, and the bathroom, but there was still no one. When he left his room, Mu Jingran's face turned pale, and tears fell in strings. He left, and he didn't want her. Yet
Mu Jingping searched around the villa, and when she came to the door of the study and saw that familiar figure, her tense nerves relaxed.
He stood in front of the window with his back to the door, his hands in his trouser pockets. His upright figure was blurred by the light and darkness, and the sadness appeared on his cold and gloomy back.
Mu Jingping watched quietly at the door for a while, turned around and went back to the room, lying on the bed and staying awake.
The night is getting darker.
It wasn't until late at night that there was any movement in Shen Tingxi's room.
Mu Jingran tossed and turned in bed, not knowing when she fell asleep. When she woke up, it was hazy. She washed up and came to the door of Shen Tingxi's room. His bed was clean and flat, and the quilt on the bed seemed to be the same as the one she folded yesterday. Didn't he sleep at night
Mu Jingping looked around the villa for no one who saw him, and saw a hot breakfast on the living room table, porridge and fried dumplings from Yuhelou. There was a note pressed under the lunch box. The font was full and powerful.
It says: Eat well.
Four words that simply contain worry.
For several days in a row, Mu Jingping didn't see Shen Tingxi's person, but she received several calls from Dongzai every day, all saying that Shen Tingxi was busy and fine. With these words, he was telling Dongzai to Does reporting his whereabouts reassure her
But he didn't want to call her personally.
At night, he would come back to sleep every day, but he would come back very late, sometimes even in the early morning. He would only come back to take a shower, change his clothes and go out again.
This situation lasted for nearly ten days. Shen Tingxi was on a business trip. Mu Jingran came home and saw the note he left on the dining table. He did not mention a return date, but only asked her to eat well and sleep well.
Mu Jingran stared at the note in her hand for a long time, tears fell down as she looked at it, and then she squatted on the ground and cried uncontrollably, as if she had been holding back for the past few days, and now she suddenly let it out, just like opening the floodgates. The floods are flowing out loudly and cannot be stopped.