In the cold winter, it is really a great pleasure in life to burn a pot of charcoal fire, heat up a pot of good wine, meet a couple of friends, and talk about the world together.
At this time in previous years, Liu Sanniang would always pick a free day to bring Gu Qingyin a few jars of good wine, and drink with her in front of the silver clothes all over the floor.
This year is no exception.
However, the difference is that this year lacks the laughter of previous years.
The hearty laughter has been replaced by sighs again and again.
"Hey, little Guzi, tell me, it's been three days and she still hasn't woken up. After that, she won't be able to wake up like this, right?"
Liu Sanniang asked this question because she wanted Gu Qingyin to give her a reassurance, and wanted Gu Qingyin to tell her clearly that that person would definitely wake up.
However, Gu Qingyin didn't give her any face, and said directly: "Well, it's possible."
Liu Sanniang: "..."
She poured the glass of strong wine in her hand into her throat, and let the hot feeling cut her throat without blinking.
When the cup was bottomed out, Liu Sanniang slapped the cup heavily on the table, and said loudly, "Bah! Don't talk nonsense! Xiao Jinzi, tell me, can your family's Qingqing cure him!"
Zhong Shujin greedily drank two glasses of the old wine on the table, but his capacity for alcohol was not very good, and he was lying limply on Gu Qingyin's shoulder, his face flushed.
Fortunately, her consciousness was still clear, even though she couldn't lift her hands and feet, she still responded firmly: "Well, our Qingqing is the best! It will definitely be cured!"
"That's right! I believe in you! Your family, Qingqing, can definitely cure him!" Liu Sanniang finally laughed, reached out to fill Zhong Shujin's wine, and said boldly: "Come on! Let's drink!"
Seeing that Liu Sanniang was happy, Zhong Shujin also smiled cheerfully. She shook her hand to pick up the cup in front of her, but Gu Qingyin snatched it first.
"Hey, I can't drink any more!"
Zhong Shujin leaned on Gu Qingyin, squinted his eyes and discussed: "Have another drink, I want to drink with you..."
"No." Gu Qingyin drank the glass of wine with a smile, pinched Zhong Shujin's cheeks, "Look at how red your face is, you can't drink anymore because you can't drink."
"Hmm..." Zhong Shujin pursed her lips aggrievedly, but Gu Qingyin had already said that she couldn't drink any more, so she stopped insisting that she wanted to drink, and leaned softly on Gu Qingyin's body, compromising. : "Okay, then I'll just watch you drink."
Gu Qingyin rubbed her head with a smile, and praised, "You're so good!"
Zhong Shujin was very useful. After being rubbed by Gu Qingyin like this, he closed his eyes comfortably and leaned against Gu Qingyin, with a smile that never dissipated on the corner of his mouth.
The relationship between the two seems to be much closer than the previous few days.
Noticing the playful gaze of Liu Sanniang who was sitting opposite, Gu Qingyin unhurriedly moved her gaze away from Zhong Shujin, poured a glass of wine for herself and Liu Sanniang, Slowly said: "Her internal strength is not weak. It is reasonable to say that after the poison is detoxified, she should be able to wake up soon. I don't know why, but she has been in a coma until now. According to her pulse, the poison she took, It should not affect her safety anymore, but she still doesn't wake up. The only possibility I can think of is that she has fallen into a nightmare and is dragged by the nightmare, so she won't wake up for a long time. Wake up. I have a solution to her poison, but I can't do anything about that nightmare, and now I can only wait for her to get rid of that nightmare."
"Nightmare?"
Liu Sanniang turned her head and glanced at the woman lying on the bed next to her who was still awake, sighed heavily, drank another glass of wine, pretended not to care, and said with a smile: "That's good , as long as I don’t die, I can wait.”
The silly girl on her shoulders seemed to have fallen asleep. Gu Qingyin straightened her upright, wrapped her around her with one free hand, and then raised her head and said, "I'm curious, who is she? Are you so nervous? Didn’t you force me to refine the medicine before? She drank the medicine, why didn’t you force me to make another bottle quickly?”
Liu Sanniang sneered and changed the subject, "It's the same thing. I'm talking about you, but you're really rambunctious. What people want is a poison that can't be cured. It's better for you, just take a bottle." The potion is here to fool me, right?"
"I am the only one who has the antidote. If it is placed on the rivers and lakes, it is indeed hopeless, and it is not a fool." Gu Qingyin gave Liu Sanniang a faint look, "Besides, if I don't Can help you pull people back from the gate of hell, would you sit here and talk to me so kindly?"
Having been punctured, Liu Sanniang could only cover up her embarrassment by drinking.
"Come, come, drink, drink, don't talk about it!"
Gu Qingyin took the wine from Liu Sanniang with one hand, drank it and said: "Master once said that there is no poison in this world that cannot be cured. As long as you have the heart, you can always find it." The method of detoxification."
Gu Qingyin paused, her gaze rested on Zhong Shujin's face for a moment, and then continued: "He said, in this world, only love is the real poison that cannot be cured."
Today, although she still can't quite understand the deep meaning of his master's words, she can understand a little bit of her own.
But Liu Sanniang froze when she heard these words.
The smile on his face has been suppressed, leaving only the indelible pain between his brows.
After drinking for three rounds, Liu Sanniang began to intermittently talk about the past with Gu Qingyin.
She said: "Do you know, at the beginning, she was not a member of the Blood Flame Sect, she was just a daughter of an ordinary orthodox sect."
She said: "We have been together since we were young and lived next to each other. Like ordinary childhood sweethearts, we studied literature and martial arts together and grew up together."
She said: "When we were children, we often slept together, slept together, and fell in love with each other like sisters. Each of us thought that we would go on like this until we were old and died. We all thought that we would be together Travel across the rivers and lakes, uphold justice, support sects, fight side by side, and travel all over this great river and mountain together."
She said: "But later, she broke her promise, and she failed to travel the world with me. At that time, her family arranged for her a well-matched marriage. She is also a righteous man, and the man is also a young man in the world. Famous boy."
She said: "A man with a talent and a woman with good looks and a good family background should be an enviable marriage, but I don't want her to marry."
She said: "That was the first time we had a big fight. She said she never thought about it. She regarded me as a sister, but I coveted her fiancé-in-law. That time, we ended up breaking up without changing things." .”
She said: "I thought that I could watch her marry as a woman with peace of mind, but in the end, I still couldn't do it. On that day, I spent a lot of money to hire killers, and slaughtered the man's whole family, from old to young , no one survived, the only one let go was her in the wedding dress."
She said: "I told her that what I can't get, no one else can get it. Since then, we have become mortal enemies. I personally ruined her happiness. I also personally destroyed her from the righteous chivalrous woman, Forcibly forced to become a witch that cannot be tolerated by the world, the notoriety of Tu Jinfu's family has made her the target of everyone shouting and beating, and she is despised by righteous people. Later, fortunately, the Blood Flame Sect took her in. Gave her a, somewhat stable home."
She said: "I understand that I am sorry for her. She hates me and wishes to cut me into pieces. I understand all of this. But I don't understand why she always misses the old love, and it is never true. It's about killing me. Sometimes, I even hope that she can really kill me and give me a chance to escape this pain."
After talking about it, Liu Sanniang seemed to be drunk, she lay on the table with a bitter smile on her face.
"You said, if I told her at the very beginning, the person I want to get is her, and from the beginning to the end, it's just her. Then, won't it be like this between us?"
After listening so much, Gu Qingyin finally understood what this Leng Shaoying meant to Liu Sanniang.
However, she didn't know how to answer Liu Sanniang.
"It's a pity! It's a pity!" Liu Sanniang laughed wildly before she could answer, and stumbled towards the bed, "It's a pity that all of this can't go back now! As long as she is still alive, that's enough. Even if it's hatred, it's worth it if she can remember me forever. "
Hearing this, Gu Qingyin sighed slightly, Fang said: "Why bother."
Liu Sanniang on the bed had lost her gaze.
She stretched out her hand, covered the warm hand in the quilt, held it firmly, then smiled, and said, "Little Guzi, while you are young, you should boldly do something. Don't When I get old, I will know how to regret it. If love is really infected, people will not find the antidote to forget it all in their life. The love that cannot be obtained is indeed this. The most poisonous poison in the world. It will make you so miserable that you will die, forever, and there will be no cure."
Gu Qingyin raised her eyebrows slightly, hugged Zhong Shujin who was already asleep, and sighed: "You're drunk, don't think too much. I'll go back first, and you remember to take good care of yourself."
Until she returned to her room, Gu Qingyin still felt an indescribable boredom in her heart.
why
In that story, if Liu Sanniang was replaced by a man, wouldn't she be able to boldly express the unspeakable love hidden in her heart as early as the beginning
Unfortunately, there is no such thing as an if in this world.
Sometimes, if you miss it, you just miss it.
After all, it is also considered as an elder who watched her grow up. Looking at her like this, if it doesn't feel bad, it must be a lie.
"Qingqing..."
Zhong Shujin, who was placed on the bed by her, opened her eyes in sleepiness, and grabbed her wrist. It interrupted her action of wiping her cheeks for this man, and also interrupted her melancholy thoughts.
"Why did you wake up?"
Gu Qingyin threw the white scarf in her hand into the basin beside her, stroked Zhong Shujin's moist hair, and said softly.
Zhong Shujin put his arms around Gu Qingyin's neck, pulled her down, and rubbed against her cheek.
"You haven't kissed me today, so you can't sleep."
The two faces that were close to each other were extremely hot from drinking some wine.
Hearing Zhong Shujin's words, Gu Qingyin's heart began to feel hot.
Since she lost control and hugged Zhong Shujin that day, in the past few days, she kissed Zhong Shujin before going to bed at night before falling asleep peacefully.
That's right, at that time, she not only hugged Zhong Shujin out of control, but also kissed Zhong Shujin out of control.
It's not the kind that tastes lightly, but the kind that gets into her mouth and tries its best to absorb the fragrance and sweetness.
From that moment on, the seeds in her heart that had broken out of the ground before she knew it had begun to grow vigorously.
And she didn't want to suppress the growth of that seed anymore.
Fortunately, Zhong Shujin not only did not resist her rude behavior, but was also very happy, and seemed to like it very much that she did this kind of thing to her.
Now hearing Zhong Shujin's words, the melancholy in Gu Qingyin's heart has been replaced by this sudden joy.
She tilted her head, bit Zhong Shujin's lips, and led her to dance together under Zhong Shujin's jerky welcome.
After the kiss, both of them were still panting.
Gu Qingyin leaned against Zhong Shujin's forehead, pressed against the tip of her nose, and whispered coaxingly: "Ah Jin, do you want to know how husband and wife sleep on each other?"
There was still a trace of confusion in Zhong Shujin's eyes, and she responded decisively when she heard the words.
"think!"
Gu Qingyin curled her lips into a chuckle, lowered her head again, and put her lips in Zhong Shujin's mouth.
Yes, Sanniang was right.
Some things should not be regretted until later.