Being a husband is a life course that Bai Yunhe has never considered.
Perhaps it was because he witnessed the tragedy of his father's murder since he was a child, which caused him to only dare to watch the love between men and women from a distance...
When you love someone so much that you can't stop it, in the face of sudden betrayal or the dismantling of death, what kind of mentality should the left behind live alone in the world
He couldn't forget the mournful look on his father's face when he was holding his mother's icy corpse in his arms, and how he changed his gentle and refined appearance, and the Liao general who fought with fists and feet in the torrential rain and was embarrassed.
At that time he was only a six-year-old child, but he knew that it was a deep pain of love. Because of love, I couldn't bear to see my mother struggling on both sides; also because of love, the moment the hand holding the sword penetrated my mother's body, she let out a painful roar.
Calm as Bai Yanran, in the face of love, he still can't stop the jealous beast in his heart, and what about him
A Bai Yunhe who looks like Bai Yanran and a Liao general
He was half-lying on the edge of the bedpost, and the steady breathing of Red Bean, who had been sleeping for a long time, became clearer in the middle of the night, regular and light.
The loose blue silk spreads like a waterfall by the pillow, wet and cold.
She always has a bad habit of burying her bones in the quilt without drying her hair first. No wonder she often screams that she has a headache. He had no choice but to silently dry his hair with a cloth and let the water droplets on it, and his hair was almost completely controlled by him.
Yan Guan teased him as the father who married a daughter. He couldn't separate the identities of "husband" and "second uncle." How can a man who is majestic will "turn off" immediately.
Bai Yunhe couldn't help laughing at Shi Yanguan's quick words.
It was indeed after he became Hongdou's husband that he learned to love her as a husband, not just the doting and upbringing of a father and a daughter in the past; perhaps there was no difference between the two to him at all.
Originally, he was like a small stream of tears, not turbulent, not surging, not fiery-like love between men and women, and calmly conveyed his principles in his own way.
He is still Bai Yunhe, but he has the identity of being upright and bright and holding her in his arms.
After drying the slender black hair, he noticed that the red bean did not dry her hair except for the wet pillow cloth, and even her underwear was wet. In the slightly cold climate, it is no wonder that her hands and feet are always cold.
He stretched out his arms and picked up another red underwear on the screen, ready to replace it for her.
Unexpectedly, he saw a familiar little bag lying in the corner of the wooden cabinet - it was the bag he used when he took Hongdou out of Hell's Gate a few days ago. At that time, Hongdou helped him carry him back to the room, but he couldn't find it anywhere, so he taught her to stuff it. This inconspicuous place.
He picked up the cloth bag and shook off several crumpled robes. The little blue bag slipped to the ground with his movements.
He picked up the blue kit with confusion, and at the bottom right of it was the word "Wind" embroidered with white silk threads.
Is it wind clothes? When was it stuffed into his robe
Bai Yunhe untied the bag and took out the only paper inside.
The handwriting of a few dragons and phoenixes caught his eye, making him suffocate, and he couldn't think for a moment.
When I was in Xiangguo Temple in Bianjing a few months ago, Fengshangyi's words of warning echoed in my ears again - Baiyun, don't put too much emotion on it!
Don't put too much emotion? Why? Because Feng Changyi's ability has already seen everything clearly, he coldly reminded him to stop in moderation
Enough? After he became her husband
He can't look back! From the day he found her, it was too late, not only him, but Yan Guan, Geng Jie, and even Yan Luo!
Bai Yunhe shook his head, took a deep breath, and forced himself to calm down.
Maybe things weren't as bad as he thought, maybe this was just a malicious joke by Fengshangyi, maybe Fengshangyi's accurate predictions went wrong, maybe...
Sweaty palms unconsciously squeeze the paper. Bai Yunhe turned around and hurried towards Shi Yanguan's "Wujujuju".
***
The rising sun broke out of the cloud, and Shi Yanguan had already completed the task that Bai Yunhe had entrusted to him last night.
In addition to the heavy responsibility of Shi Yanguan's martial arts sect, he is also responsible for the control of the external information of the Yanwangmen. The spies under his banner are distributed all over the Central Plains, trying to find out who Bai Yunhe is looking for is like searching for something.
"woo... woo..."
Shi Yangong stepped on the cloth bag that was wriggling and whimpering with one foot. After a few feet, I heard the cries of pain in the bag with satisfaction.
Bai Yun pulled off the tie rope, revealing the wind clothes tied into a twist shape.
"Yanguan, thank you. I sent someone to send Fengzhou wine from the three altars to your room, which is a small gift in return."
"Hey, it's still the second child. I'll leave this guy to you." Shi Yanguan's belly was filled with wine bugs, which made him feel unbearable. Brother worm, make up for sleep by the way.
When Shi Yanguan left, Bai Yunhe took off the cloth towel stuffed in Fengshangyi's mouth, and gave him the freedom to speak.
"Baiyun..." Fengshangyi whispered aggrievedly. He finally returned to Luoyang from Daliao, and he was tied up by the hot stone Yanguan before he even had time to sleep. Bai Yun would not have arrested him for the crime of stuffing Xiao Hongdou with the pills indiscriminately last time, right
A piece of paper slowly floated to Fengshangyi's face.
"Explain this piece of paper." Bai Yunhe asked without any hesitation.
Fengshangyi glanced at it and said with a smile: "It means literally."
Bai Yunhe squatted down with his tall body and tightly clamped Feng Changyi's jawbone. With just 10% more force, he could crush his proud handsome face.
"Explain." He spit out icy cold air and shot it directly at Feng Changyi.
"Pain Pain Pain Pain -- I said, I said!" Feng Changyi grimaced in pain, surrendering to the violent threat of Bai Yunhe. "'Red Bean' is the little girl you adopted, 'twenty' of course refers to the age of Luo, and 'end of life' literally means turning your eyes and kicking your legs—this should be easy to understand. !"
"She can only live to twenty?" Although Bai Yunhe had expected the worst, he was still stunned when he heard it from Fengshangyi's mouth.
"Yes, yes, that's what it means." Fengshangyi nodded again and again. Bai Yun is really not stupid.
"Why?" Bai Yunhe tightened his fists, waiting for Fengshangyi to tell the truth.
Fengshangyi hinted at his bound body with his eyes, and Bai Yunhe immediately cut the rope with his fingers.
Fengshangyi jumped up, moved his aching muscles, and lowered his smiling eyes—
He is not happy to see the pain and suffering of others, but whenever he sees people's life and death, he must put his own emotions out of his mind and face life, old age, sickness and death with a calm attitude, otherwise he is bound to be unable to achieve balance among them point.
"Cause and effect reincarnation." He sneered, despising the connection between the past and the future. "She was infatuated with a man before the fifth life, but her identities were very different. She was the daughter of a wealthy family, and he was only a long-term worker. Under the dismantling of her father, they both sacrificed their love and made an appointment to continue their fate in the next life—" He snorted softly, "People I always foolishly think that the end of this life will be the beginning of the next life, but who can control this life and still be in the next life? Maybe it’s parents, brothers, or maybe it’s just strangers.”
Bai Yunhe listened quietly without interrupting.
"The fate between her and that man is only one lifetime, which means that after the two drink Mengpo soup, there will be no meeting point. She is crazy, she resents, she loves, and she is unwilling, so she asks the god of reincarnation, willing to use The seventh life is only twenty years old in exchange for seeing him one last time before reincarnation. And this life is her fifth life, and there are still two reincarnations to endure." Fengshangyi shrugged and stated calmly, as if in Recite a boring poem.
"Is it incomprehensible?" Bai Yunhe asked in a hoarse voice.
Feng Changyi smiled and shook his head, "Only the end of the seventh world. Bai Yun, I hinted that you should not let your emotions go too far." Unfortunately, his painstaking efforts still did not get Bai Yun's attention, and he fell deeply. "What are you going to do? Tell her? Or keep it deep?"
Bai Yunhe was silent, chewing on every word of Fengshangyi.
The red bean in the previous life was a strange woman he didn't know well. She had strong emotions and was willing to bear the regret of the world's fragrance disappearing in the Mood for Love for the person she loved. She was willing to give up the right to pursue happiness again, just for a short time and a meeting. But lost seven lives.
Should she be said to be infatuated or selfish
She desperately wants to achieve the life she regrets, but she selfishly takes the possibility of equal happiness in the next life...
And will her afterlife, Hongdou, be willing to be content with this fate
"Fengshangyi, don't mention this to anyone again."
"Can't even mention the little red beans?"
"I'll kill you." Bai Yunhe told him clearly, the only end for being talkative.
"Are you going to hide it from her?"
"What can she do if she knows? What's the benefit?" Bai Yunhe growled.
What can she do? What can he do for her
Can't he just count how many days she will die? Always worry about when she will close those lively eyes? It's messed up! It's all messed up! !
"Baiyun!" Fengshangyi suddenly tightened Baiyunhe's placket, revealing nervous eyes.
He didn't understand why Fengshangyi looked so frightened, but he hated the hand he held on the placket.
Do not touch me!
"Calm down! Baiyun!"
Calm down? Teach me how to be calm? Those tender wings that surround me are about to break!
"Don't do this! She's not doing your business when she's dead! That's what she asked for, it's her past life! That's her!" Fengshangyi shook him.
Don't do my business and lead her to be my wife! I promised to cherish and cherish my wife for the rest of my life, laugh with her and cry with her! That past life she is not her present life!
go away! don't touch me!
Slap! Loud slaps echoed in the half-destroyed hall, Bai Yunhe slowly turned back to the handsome face that was beaten, and the fiery red five-finger print was branded on his face, interrupting all the chaotic thoughts in his mind.
Fengshang was sweating profusely, and his hands were still tightly wrapped around the placket of his clothes. Both he and he lost their calm.
Bai Yunhe's palms overflowed with blood, but he couldn't feel any pain, because Kuangxiao's heart was in pain, which was several times better than his hands.
"What's the use of you looking like this now? Can you change her destiny by tearing down the house? Can you add blessings and longevity to her if you go crazy? The only thing you can do now is to be strong! You have to be strong to accompany her. She's gone through the last days! You look like this... You look like this will only make her break down with you! The more you can't bear her, the more uneasy she will be, and the more unwilling she is to go - Baiyun, she must die!" Feng The clothes turned red with ten fingers and roared loudly.
He was scared to death by Baiyun's sudden madness! In just half a moment, Baiyun demolished most of the hall with his bare hands, and his eyes were blurred and terrifying, more unpredictable than when he was drunk.
He couldn't see any focus in his eyes, just frenzy, breakdown, and bipolar.
Bai Yunhe's out-of-focus eyes gradually returned to clarity, and settled on Fengshangyi's worried face.
"Baiyun?" Fengshangyi called.
Fengshangyi's worried face is reflected in his pupils, the handsome face that has been attached to him for several years, and the beautiful thin lips that tell such a cruel truth...
After a long time, Bai Yunhe spit out a word. "You are colder than me."
Fengshangyi looked at him in astonishment, as if unable to understand what Baiyun said.
"You can say nothing and let me know nothing, at least, until she closes her eyes, I will be happy." And now, he will live in the fear of losing her and bear it alone.
Fengshangyi was stunned for a moment, and he read from Baiyun's closed eyes that he didn't understand, and was deeply stabbed. He loosened the ten fingers that tightly grasped Bai Yunhe, stepped back slowly, and then laughed.
"You're right, I'm a cold-blooded monster." There was bitterness, sorrow and resentment in his laughter.
Did he do something wrong? He just didn't want Baiyun to sink too deep and end up hurting too badly! He just wanted to make some small rescues before the damage was done, he didn't want to hurt Baiyun...
Don't look at me with that look! Please don't look at me with that look...
Bai Yunhe deliberately ignored the cry in Feng Changyi's eyes and sighed.
He knew that he had hurt Fengshangyi, but he didn't have the extra energy to shoulder another person's pain. He has no choice, he is not even sure how to face the red beans now. He couldn't hold up his previous smile, he didn't have the courage to chat and laugh with her, he didn't have the courage to kiss her lightly and say good morning to her.
But he couldn't control his heavy steps and moved closer to her bed.
Gu Zhangjin was wrapped with her back to him, and Bai Yunhe sat on the edge of the bed, not daring to make any sound.
Her embroidered shoes were scattered around the bed, as if they were taken off in a hurry.
A low whimper was muffled in the bed, and she was shaking like a cold.
"Red Bean?" Realizing that something was wrong, Bai Yunhe gently pulled away the quilt, revealing a suffocated blushing face.
Tears wet the pillow, and she bit her lip with tears, her small hands clenched into fists pulled the quilt with him, crying so hard that she couldn't help herself.
"What's the matter? Who bullied you?" He lowered his body and pressed against her ear, wiping away the more and more tears for her. "Why are you crying?" His voice sounded like a sigh, he helped her sit up, wrapped his arms around her, and made her rest her head on her chest.
She clings to his neck and shakes her head sharply. "Yes... I'm sorry... I, I... I'm sorry..."
"What did you do wrong? Tell me, the second uncle will not punish you." He assured.
Hongdou raised her tearful face, and her trembling body slowly retreated from his warm embrace. She wiped her face, revealing a bleak smile.
"I woke up this morning and didn't see you, so... so I looked for you everywhere..." She sniffed, unable to wipe away the tears that fell again, "I overheard... your conversation with Feng Changyi..."
Did she hear it
Bai Yunhe froze all over. How much did she hear? Every word? Or when Feng Changyi was recounting her past life? Or when he went crazy and collapsed? And he didn't even notice it!
"Is it true?" she asked, eerily silent.
She had already heard a lot about Fengshangyi's abilities from Shi Yanguan, but she still had a little hope in her heart. Before Bai Yunhe answered her personally, she was not desperate.
"No. Feng Changyi is just an ordinary person, and what he said is not credible." Bai Yunhe deceived himself and persuaded her to convince himself, but he didn't pay attention to the unresolved frown between his brows.
"Then why are you losing your temper?" She saw everything he did out of control in the hall.
"His jokes went too far, I just reminded him to be in his proper place."
"Don't lie to me..." She knelt down between his legs, her tear-stained pupils particularly clear.
"I did not lie to you. The last four-character stalk is in the throat, unable to swallow or spit.
Seeing through his dilemma is also equivalent to confirming the answer she was afraid of.
No longer able to stop the whimper that escaped her throat, she burst into tears, like a wounded little beast, breaking free from his thick palm touching her shoulder.
"Red Bean—" He forced his arms around her struggling body, feeling her trembling and stiffness.
"Wu... I don't want it!" She cried, twisting her restrained body, threw herself on the bed, and punched the bed with hatred, "I don't want it! I don't want it! I don't want to accompany her to repay the past life. My shitty debt! Why should she have the right to take my life in exchange for her?! I'm not reconciled! I'm not reconciled!"
"She" is not qualified to control her destiny in this life! She is not "she"! "She" is just a strange and empty past life, why should she intervene in her life? !
Bai Yunhe restrained her punching fist, for fear that she would hurt herself, "Red Bean! Calm down!"
"I don't want! I don't want to be calm - I hate her so much! I hate her! I hate her so much!" She shouted hysterically, twisting her body angrily and struggling. The stated cause and effect of the past life are repeated over and over again.
She was crazy, resentful, in love, and unwilling, so she asked the god of reincarnation, willing to live only twenty years in the seventh life in exchange for seeing him one last time before reincarnation. And this life is her fifth life, and there are still two reincarnations to endure.
Bai Yun, she must die!
She covered her ears, still unable to stop the ironic noise.
No! She shook her head in resistance unconsciously.
She doesn't know how entangled, entangled, and madly in love with that stranger in her previous life. She doesn't know how she gave up her life and made a poisonous oath for that man in her previous life. She only knows that in the years to come, she will There is no intersection with strangers! In this life, she has only Bai Yunhe!
Now, she must be forced to abandon the person she loves the most for the past life she has forgotten, the phantom love, and the memory that no longer exists!
She is not happy!
The shouting of the red beans is getting louder and louder, almost out of control.
At the same time as the other people in Hell's Sect were attracted by the screams, Hongdou lost consciousness in Baiyun's arms.