Refraction

Chapter 43

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After Cheng Shen's call was hung up, the caller ID showed that another person called during the call.

Yao Jiaren called back: "Sorry, Dr. Kurose, I was chatting with my colleagues about work just now—what's the matter?"

"Well, how's the new job going?"

After thinking about this short period of time, Yao Jiaren answered objectively: "Smooth. All colleagues in the company are very good, and terrible things happened - but in the end, they were solved without any risk."

"What about colleagues?"

"It's all good, the boss and colleagues are very good people."

"How is your health after stopping the drug?"

"There is also the occasional side effect of vomiting - but less frequently."

"That's good—what about the kitten? How's he doing?"

"It..." The third party in the conversation is currently making a "gurgling" sound around his feet. "It's fine. It's just that recently... I got stuck with a kid who is allergic to animal dander."

"It's not its fault either." Dr. Kurose laughed. "Then, the four count was executed successfully. Now I'll tell you the fifth point—the most important but also the most difficult point. Are you ready?"

"Well, please speak."

"Point 5 is - don't refuse love."

After hanging up the phone, Yao Jiaren stood by the window and watched the twilight for a long time.

Ten minutes ago, it was still a grand evening of bright yellow mixed with bright red, but now the warmth has faded, and only a large area of cold gray remains on the sky. The only small patch of sun that remained, was still trying to shine—and was swallowed up by the buildings in the distance in just a moment.

A bit abruptly, Yao Jiaren thought of a boring physics knowledge: the waning sunset just now is just an illusion; the real sun has already crossed the mountains and seas to the other side - can't bear the stars and moon on the way home, so the atmosphere bends the sun In the afterglow, stay warm for a while.

"Heh..." Yao Jiaren couldn't help laughing - this bad world occasionally has its romantic and sentimental side.

But in fact, the most cruel thing is this kind of illusory-the direction you are looking at, where he once left a lingering and ambiguous dream; you watch reverently, but you don't know that it is actually empty and cold.

If it gives me a dark night, I am not incapable of facing it - why bother giving me a piece of light

When submitting his resignation, Yao Jiaren asked Xie Yuan, "Why are you making fun of me?"

At the end of the story, Xie Yuan is not a complete bad guy. He didn't look at Yao Jiaren, but whispered: "I'm sorry..."

Yao Jiaren suddenly felt very funny: "You apologize? Are you expecting me to forgive you? - Why don't you give me some other answers? You just say 'because it's exciting', 'I just want to play with you'... Whatever you say is fine It's good to say too much!"

Just shouldn't apologize.

If I leave with only the purest disgust for you, maybe I can feel better.

When I was immersed in a dream with Cheng Shen, Cheng Shen walked for a moment in a destructive manner: "Why do you still bring a watch?" While talking, he tried to take off Yao Jiaren's watch.

"Don't move." Yao Jiaren pulled his hand away.

Cheng Shen was a little embarrassed by this refusal: "I just... see that your wrist is already red."

Yao Jiaren was startled.

Not a streak. Under the dim light, he misread the finely stitched scar on his wrist.

He didn't speak any more, just hooked Cheng Shen's neck and kissed him.

The first time he noticed Cheng Shen, Yao Jiaren still remembers it clearly - through the beer mug, the visitor's shirt unbuttoned a few buttons at the collar, and the tie was disassembled crookedly; wearing a mature and stable suit but jumping away Come here and use a childish shooting action instead of greeting; the voice is a bit naturally hoarse, but it can't hide the youthful atmosphere.

"Brother Chen, you're late. You have to walk for a while after getting off the subway—hey, handsome, are you the new guy from the department...?"

The shattered light and shadow split by glass and wine fell into Yao Jiaren's eyes and reorganized into the person he didn't want to face the most.

But when the cup was put down and the unrefracted real light and shadow entered his pupils, Yao Jiaren smiled and introduced himself: "Yao Jiaren."

Not Xie Yuan; nothing like Xie Yuan at all.

How could it be Xie Yuan.

Just a stranger.

Yao Jiaren never thought about having a love-hate relationship with a stranger.

I came to HALO because I wanted to start my life again. I want to learn to use the meanest face to fight malice; I also want to learn to use the most absurd behavior to gain warmth.

If you want to indulge in indulgence for a while, the object doesn't need to be a specific person - it's Cheng Shen, just because he happened to step on the rhythm and appear on the edge of Yao Jiaren's lust.

This stranger was kind and simple, so Yao Jiaren wanted to lie to him for a hug; when he reached the emotional part, he wanted to lie to him for a kiss.

"Do you have a crush on me too?"

"No." Yao Jiaren denies: "I just want to make fun of you based on your love—a rule that adults understand. Don't make me look down on you."

It's not talking to Cheng Shen, it's more like a ban on himself.

But Cheng Shen listened, but with a straight face, he stood beside the bed. He tried to restrain his increasingly restless breathing; the bath towel covering his body had long since been left in the middle of the hectic kiss, and he confessed his undisguised anger.

That appearance made Yao Jiaren feel that he was too much - but Cheng Shen acquiesced to the rules.

In the dark light, one soul crashed into another soul.

The strange tactile sensations that seem to be painful but not painful have not been given a clear rhyme, and each sighed inwardly.

The tacit understanding is like... two people who have been in love for a long time.

The indulgence was a long, long time; there was joy and a vicious pleasure.

After finishing, Cheng Shen took a shower first, and when he came out, he looked anxious: "Did I... hurt you?" - Maybe he saw blood on the sleeve.

"It's okay, it's inevitable."

In the past love, there were also people who showed off their power by seeing blood, "I'm amazing" - Cheng Shen was the first to ask "what should I do" anxiously.

That foolishness made Yao Jiaren smile.

Laughed for a long time. But I don't know if I'm laughing at him stupid or laughing at myself stupid - I've been placed in the wet mud for too long, and I'm not used to the dry spring breeze by chance.

After driving away Cheng Shen, Yao Jiaren shivered under the shower.

Every time I say "Don't break the rules", I am not saying it to Cheng Shen, but to myself.

- He is very gentle, but do you still want to love

-Looking at your embarrassed appearance, he saw it all.

- From a ridiculous game, do you expect the cleanest love to be born? is it possible

According to the difficulty of conquering, every once in a while, Dr. Kurose will provide Yao Jiaren with a new medical order.

He offered the fifth point today, "Don't refuse love."

Yao Jiaren looked back at the bedside, the "Life Guide" posted on the wall, the first four points were the doctor's orders from Dr. Kurose; and the fifth point added by himself - "Don't love anyone anymore" - was completely consistent with the doctor's orders. contradict.

There were no lights in the room, but the sky was completely dark.

In the faint light, the kitten was around her feet, rubbing against Yao Jiaren with her forehead.

The optical principle has brought human beings into a new era, urging the savage germination and growth of one deep concrete forest after another... But in the dark corner of this forest, my eyes are wet because of the "refractive index".

The kitten seemed to notice something and ran to the entrance.

A moment later there was a knock on the door.

When the door was opened, Cheng Shen was holding the milk tea and smiling at Yao Jiaren with a tiger tooth against the light in the corridor.

"The queue to buy milk tea is too long, and the wait is a bit long."

"It's okay... just come."

It came with the wind of the early autumn evening, but it was steaming with heat.

Yao Jiaren didn't resist when he was hugged by Cheng Shen.

In the end, everyone left the hot pot restaurant first, and went directly to KTV.

Sanlitun'er parking spaces are hard to find on weekend nights. Let Zheng get off the car in front of the KTV first, and it took Chen Gong twenty minutes to find the parking spot at a distance of one kilometer.

When I walked to the KTV and found the door according to the box number sent by Qiumang, I still had a small half of the cigarette in my hand. So Chen Gong stood at the door first, planning to finish smoking before going in.

When the cigarette was extinguished, someone grabbed his arm and pinched it hard: "How did you learn so bad?! You actually smoke?"

Chen Gong turned to look back, was stunned for a moment, and then recognized the visitor: "Tang Tang? Long time no see!" - Qiu Mang's classmate and Lin Hang's immediate younger brother; when Chen Gong was a teaching assistant in the work-study program, he also took their classes.

Tang Tang was also stunned: "Eh? Senior Chen? Long time no see!"

Chen Gong smiled and rubbed his arms: "It's so fierce - didn't I smoke when I was in college?"

Tang Tang smiled and hurriedly rubbed a few times in embarrassment: "Your back... I made a mistake, I thought it was me... "

Just after the word "boyfriend" was finished, Tang Tang's hand was pulled away by a person who came up behind him. The visitor was wearing a mask and a peaked cap, only showing his eyes; Afraid of breaking Tang Tang.

Tang Tang looked back at the man, and then turned around to introduce: "This is my university senior and my teaching assistant teacher-senior, this is my boyfriend. Eh? You seem to be fellow villagers too!"

"Hello." Chen Gong nodded politely to the other party, but was hit by a punch that was neither light nor heavy.

When Chen Gongzheng felt inexplicable, the other party stretched out his hand and took off his mask to reveal his face. He first rubbed Tang Tang's head and said, "We know each other—before we both knew each other!" After speaking, he raised his head and smiled at Chen Gong: "Brother, We played ball together before!"

Chen Gong recognized only by the dim lights in the KTV corridor - Chen Qingye, Lin Hang's hair is small; now he is a popular male model who has become popular in the fashion circle.

Entering the box, he saw Qiumang still holding onto Zheng Yi in a fit of anger, "Why did you two go?"

Zheng Yi smiled mysteriously: "Sister, this is a big deal, I can't tell you!"

Qiu Mang brought Chen Gong, who had just entered the door, and whispered with Zheng Yi, "Tell me the truth!"

Chen Gong then explained honestly: "We were going to sleep - we were pulled out of bed by a phone call from Principal Qiu."

Zheng Yi was stunned, turned his head sideways in surprise and looked at Chen Gong with a smile.

Chen Gong also looked back at him: "What's wrong? Don't you wish the whole world would know? - I'll tell you."

Zheng Yi was happy: "I'm going to cry - I think you just want to have an underground love with me..."

Hearing this, Qiu Mang felt that he was in trouble. A little embarrassed, I thought about it for comfort: "Don't worry, come to Japan!" After speaking, he fled to the other side to make jokes with Chen Qingye and the others.

Lin Hang started the night show with a harsh tune.

Holding the "Oxygen Bar for the Heart", Zheng Yi threatened Lin Hang in autumn, "If I sing again, I will kiss Qiu Erdan!", but Qiu Mang grabbed his ear and snatched it down neatly.

Chen Gongxian and Chen Qingye Tangtang briefly talked about the old days, and then pushed the door open and a girl came in. Qiumang spread Huan'er over and hugged her: "Yiyi!"

Zheng Yi, who grabbed Mai's horse pole, stopped: "My sister! Didn't you let me call me by my old name outside?"

The "old name" doubled Chen Gong's curiosity, and in autumn, before Zheng Yi came back to his senses, he quickly and concisely explained the allusions of "dash" to Chen Gong.

Chen Gong smiled and looked at Zheng Yi, who threatened to strangle Qiu to death.

When Chen Gong received the news from Cheng Shen, Zheng Yi was singing a song affectionately for everyone.

The MV for that song happened to be shot by "supermodel" Chen Qingye across the border - because of his poor acting skills, he was ridiculed by everyone. Chen Qingye was so ashamed that he just pulled the T-shirt up to cover his face, and Tang Tang anxiously covered his face. He refused to show his abdominal muscles to the public.

[Cheng Shen]: Brother, my little playmate and I are together!

[Cheng Shen]: But he disliked me for too few tricks, so we watched the film together and studied, hehe!

[Cheng Shen]: Then! Here comes the point!

[Cheng Shen]: In this company's film, this person looks like Brother Chen! … so dramatic!

[Cheng Shen]: Don't beat me!

[Cheng Shen]: [Video]

Chen Gong sipped the ice water, turned off the sound, clicked on the video, and slid the progress bar to see it, then turned it off again.

I returned Cheng Shen's emoji and a sentence: Study hard and make progress every day!

The author has something to say: At the beginning, a small tribute to the "10count" by Mrs. Baojing Rito hehe!

At the end of "Beginning with Lies", all the members are in chaos!

Will update the finale together tonight! You still have one last chance to vote for Zheng Yi and Chen Gong's "Who will win first"!