The atmosphere in the cell became awkward again. The two were sitting very close, but they seemed to be very far apart. No one knew or understood what they were thinking about in their own hearts. Only the cold and even moldy air in the cell was constantly fermenting. on, spreading.
What kind of feeling can't be said in Liu Nian's heart. He feels that he is very bad and a failure. Why does his seemingly good wishes always get messed up in his hands? He usually heard Absalom talk about his experience in chasing girls, but he didn't seem to think it was such a difficult thing, but why did it become so strange when it was his turn
Are girls' hearts made of different materials? This method is suitable for this person, but not necessarily suitable for that person. He obviously did it according to the method Absalom once said? To be romantic, to be gentle, to let her understand her own thoughts, but why is it completely impossible to come to Gongziyou
Pretty weird thing.
Alas, to win the favor of a girl is not as difficult as facing a super perverted copy, no no no, it is even more difficult
. However, Liu Nian was not depressed because of it, he was never such a person. He just sat there pretending not to care, looked at Ye Ci's expression from time to time, and continued to be silent.
Ye Ci secretly glanced at fleeting years, suddenly a little guilty, what did she just say? Let's do our best for the next year. Is this a bit too arrogant from time to time? Isn't it a little too impersonal? It's really strange, she is not a guy who cares about other people's thoughts at all, how can she care so much about the idea of fleeting years now? It must be because of my discomfort somewhere.
She suddenly remembered the agreement between the two of them, if she still refuses to be fleeting after a year. He will quit the game. The agreement is confirmed by the system, that is to say, if she still refuses at that time, even if Liu Nian doesn't want to leave, the system will force him to leave.
Calculate the time, if he really has to forcefully leave the game after a year, is it similar to the time when he disappeared in the last lifetime? Ye Ci has no way of knowing why he disappeared from the game completely in the last life, but, in this life, is such a fate still going to be repeated
A thought here. Her heart was unspeakably uncomfortable, as if she was blocked by something, and she couldn't even breathe smoothly. Speaking of which, they don't really know each other, they're just two people who often fight in games. But I don't know why, thinking that he might leave, Ye Ci was a little bit sour.
What does the fleeting year mean to you? Go for it. Or it is still a height that he could not surpass and reach in his previous life. Is it just that? Maybe. Who knows
Ye Ci's head became more confused the more she thought about it. She finally exhaled helplessly. It seems that she is really not suitable to think about such inscrutable problems, she is more suitable to think about how to make a copy. How to knock down a boss, or how to make a little money from a guild. As for anything else, it really doesn't work.
"This is my first time." Just when Ye Ci was still thinking about it, Liu Nian suddenly said. It's not surprising that Liu Nian speaks first. Anyway, in the cell, the two of them always seem to be excited to talk about a topic first, and in the end, Ye Ci ends the topic very disappointed. It's like a The strange circle is insurmountable, but this time the topic is really strange, but Ye Ci almost didn't suffocate to death.
There are too many ambiguities in this sentence.
the first time? what first time? Ye Ci even thought a little immorally, is he talking about that kiss? what. I didn't expect it to be Liu Nian's first kiss... Ye Ci looked at Liu Nian's pretty lip shape with a little gossip.
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Fleeting Years was a little nervous when Ye Ci saw it. He coughed slightly embarrassedly to pull back a little bit of his image. However, there was an unprecedented blush on the white face. Although the blush in the dark dungeon light wasn't much noticeable. He added: "I've always been used to being alone, and I'm not good at getting along with two people, so it's the first time about many things."
Ye Ci didn't say a word, but continued to look at fleeting years with a very gossip.
That kind of naked eyes makes it awkward for fleeting years. He knows that if he wants to say that, he will be turned into another strange situation by this woman in the end. It's just that now, it seems that there is nothing to worry about. Even if it is embarrassing, it is only embarrassing once. If it is, it is not clear this time. I am afraid that there will be no such opportunity in the future.
"You are the first person I am interested in. You are the first person I have decided to chase. You are also the first person I have kissed, many firsts." Liu Nian looked at Ye Ci quietly, although His voice was calm, but his hands on his knees betrayed his nervousness. The slender hand had already clenched the fist tightly, and even the knuckles had turned white. "I gave an example of a copy just now. You said you understand, but in fact, you don't understand. I mean, in pursuit of you, this is my first time, precisely because it is the first time, So I don't know how to do it properly, and I don't know how to please you, and I will even do something that upsets you, but please don't reject me completely because of this. Because..." Liu Nian paused: "You She's the first girl I've ever liked in my life."
Liu Nian spoke very slowly, but he spoke clearly, at least so that Ye Ci could hear it clearly and clearly. She stood there in a daze, and no longer had any feeling of exploring gossip, but just sat there in a daze, looking at fleeting years and didn't know what to say.
In a trance, she remembered Yoyo Feiyun in her previous life. From Yoyo Feiyun's pursuit of herself, to her love, to her calculations and lies, Ye Ci felt that she was beautiful, happy, and perfect. It was precisely because of such perfection and such happiness that she fell so miserably. From the cloud to the ground, everything was like a dream that suddenly woke up. She has never carefully examined this relationship from beginning to end, because it is like a scar in her heart that cannot be touched no matter what.
As time passed, the scar disappeared without a trace, but she felt that there was no need to look back at that feeling, because it was a humiliating memory of her own. So, until now, Ye Ci didn't understand what he gained and lost in that relationship. He just remembered unforgettable that he seemed to be deceived. Other than that, she doesn't remember anything
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However, listening to the fleeting words now, I don't know why she remembered the feelings she was too lazy to touch in the previous life. When she first looked at this relationship with an objective scrutiny, she suddenly had many different feelings in her heart.
That feeling was too perfect. Nothing in the world that is too perfect exists, so from the beginning to the end, this relationship is just a hoax by Yoyo Feiyun, but she is blinded by the so-called happiness, and she is not regretful by the so-called love. I stumbled on my hands and feet, and I didn't notice it at all. Now turn around and look at it, where is a relationship, but one person deliberately pleases another person. Since it is deliberate, the side that is being pleaseed will naturally go smoothly and be extremely happy.
It's not a real emotion.
Ye Ci suddenly seemed to want to understand something, and let out a low laugh. She lowered her head and looked at her armor with an indescribable sourness and ease in her heart. She really is a guy who is not emotionally enlightened. , In the last life, she didn't understand this matter until she died, and she only understands it now that she has followed her for life. I just hope that it will not be too late to understand.
Liu Nian didn't know what Ye Ci was thinking, but only heard her laugh lowly, but that laughter was not sarcasm. Feel. He paused, then said slowly: "I know that I may have made you unhappy in many places in the past, but I really have no experience, I just think, this way, this may get your attention..." He exhaled a long breath: "I know, you will definitely think that I am stupid and naive, in fact, I feel the same way. However, I do not regret it, one cannot live a rational life and understand everything. , When no one is stupid, but you have to go through that once before life is complete. I'm actually very glad that the object of my stupidity is you, and maybe there will be no result in the end, but as long as that person is you, It's always good."
Ye Ci slowly raised her head, she looked at fleeting years with a strange look. Because she is also filled with a strange feeling in her heart now, it is a kind of warm, sentimental, and even something that people can't figure out, as if it has been fermented by something, and it has been rumbling in her heart. With bubbles, it seemed that something was about to burst out.
Her eyes made Liu Nian feel very calm. Although he knew that the final outcome might not be what he expected, it is actually a good thing to have the opportunity to say such words now. At least, he can make Young Master You understand what he is thinking. Although, these last words may make their relationship worse, but what does it matter
Some things have to be experienced once in life to be considered complete. (To be continued)