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Chapter 164: The ruined musician

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Xiao Kun never thought that the dream he had insisted on for so many years would be broken by his wife, because in his heart, his son Xiao Anxu was his heir, his heir in music, his heir in piano, his son even He is even stronger and more talented than he was when he was young, otherwise, he would not have been able to win the foreign youth piano competition at the age of nineteen.

But such a kid who won the award told him that he didn't really like piano before! This simply made Xiao Kun unbelievable! And his son almost got depression before, which made Xiao Kun completely puzzled.

Chu Yunhui gave Xiao Kun one night to consider the divorce, in fact, he wanted Xiao Kun to agree to her.

Because besides agreeing to divorce, Xiao Kun has no other choice at all.

When eating in the evening, neither Chu Yunhui nor Xiao Anrui's mother and daughter went downstairs to eat. The servants brought the meal upstairs. Xiao Anxu, Xiao Kun and his son sat at the dining table, Xiao Kun had a wry smile on his face.

"An Xu, is what your mother said right? Is learning the piano an unhappy thing for you?"

He finally had the opportunity to ask this question to his son. A long time ago, Xiao Kun never thought of asking this question, because he is a pianist and his wife is a violinist. Under such circumstances, Xiao Kun Kun never thought his son would be interested in anything other than music...

Even if he knew that An Xu in front of him was not his own son, Xiao Kun didn't expect that his son's music career for so many years came from his own persecution? Xiao Kun couldn't accept this matter.

"Dad, I actually don't know if I have ever liked the piano. When I was a child, I always heard everyone say that you are a very good pianist in the world. I heard many people say that my mother is a super good violinist, so they should take it for granted. I think I should just study music, whether it’s playing the piano or the violin, as if there is no other choice.”

After more than ten years, Xiao Anxu finally relaxed at this time, not having to bear the expectations of his father, and not having to bear the burden of his father's pursuit of music for so many years, Xiao Anxu had a faint smile on his face.

"Sometimes I envy Ruirui. She can do whatever she wants without thinking about so many things. Whether it's the honor of her father or her mother, she doesn't have to carry it on her shoulders. She can do whatever she wants. matter."

In this family, perhaps many people have seen the wealth and status of the Xiao family, but for Xiao Anxu who lives in the Xiao family, this is his most cherished home, but it is also another cage where he is imprisoned. Captivity, but that doesn't prove it's all the best option.

He learned the piano when he was a child, and what he didn't understand at the time was why. Later, he learned about his father's expectations, and knew that his father wanted to train himself to be a world-renowned pianist, so he also worked hard for this goal, just for his father.

"But, but that's different... Your sister, your sister has no talent..." Xiao Kun showed a bitter smile when he heard his son's words, and then gave an explanation. This is the sincere explanation in his heart for so many years.

If Chu Yunhui heard these words, he might have to scold Xiao Kun again. Xiao Kun is indecisive, but he is also a refined egoist. He speaks nicely to Xiao Anxu because of his father's concern, but many times, He will use his previous achievements to kidnap Xiao Anxu, hoping that Xiao Anxu will become even better.

"Maybe, but that's not important anymore, Dad, I have decided to leave Xiao's family and not continue my piano studies. I want to do other things."

Shaking his head, Xiao Anxu didn't want to get entangled in these things, he knew how to make his own choice, and knowing what to do was the best result for his mother.

Perhaps this is cruel to the father, but isn't it cruel for the father to treat the mother like that

He has occupied the magpie's nest for so many years, and it is time to leave.

"Leaving home? Where are you going to leave home? What are you going to do if you don't study piano? You are only nineteen years old this year, and your life is just beginning. Even if something like this happens, An Xu, you are still my son. It’s your mother who doesn’t want you anymore, I still want you! You are the best pianist among young people in China, do you know what kind of honor you will bring to the country in the future? Now because of your mother’s words Just give up?"

Xiao Kun couldn't help getting excited and raised his voice. He stood up and questioned his son who was sitting there. He couldn't believe that the glory that was within reach was easily put down by this child.

Knowing what his father was thinking, Xiao Anxu felt a little helpless, but he still looked up at his father.

"Dad, my giving up the piano has nothing to do with my mother. Instead of worrying about this with me now, you should think about how to win back your mother's heart. And do you really not care about your own son? He left you for nineteen years , have you never thought about how that child lived these 19 years? Do you know how much impact it will have if a mental patient appears in an ordinary family?"

The more he saw the detailed information, the more guilty Xiao Anxu felt. Because of the greed of his biological parents, he took Xiao Qingrong's position, and the other party was an autistic patient who was abandoned by his biological parents. Everything made Xiao Anxu feel ashamed, he could no longer stay in the Xiao family, he didn't want to hurt his mother's heart, and he didn't want to make the Xiao family more chaotic.

"..." Xiao Kun was so questioned that he couldn't speak. It was hard for him to imagine the situation of a patient, even if the other person was his own son, but Xiao Kun had never thought about this before. Hearing Xiao Anxu's words now, He could only choke for a while, and finally said bravely.

"Then isn't he brought back by your mother? The days will be better in the future, and your mother will definitely find someone who is good to take care of him."

He put everything on Chu Yunhui as it should, and didn't care about this sick son at all.

This kind of Xiao Kun made Xiao Anxu feel extremely uncomfortable, and he also understood why his mother wanted to divorce his father, because at this time, what his father wanted was never the same as what his mother wanted.

It was right for the mother to bring Qingrong back. Qingrong is the mother's biological son.

But what about the father? Could it be that the father kept him here only because he had raised him for nineteen years

Xiao Anxu suddenly felt a little uncomfortable, and even asked a few words abruptly.

"Dad, if I didn't have talent on the piano and didn't participate in competitions and win prizes like I do now, wouldn't you keep me?"

Although he doesn't want to admit it, as his father's instrumental person, Xiao Anxu has this feeling. He has spent almost 60% of his life with the piano and his father since he was a child practicing the piano. I won so many awards, not for the honor of playing the piano, nor for the pride of music, but to satisfy my father's vanity.

"What are you talking about? You are my son! The son I have raised for nineteen years!"

Xiao Kun looked at his son in disbelief, not understanding why his son would have such an idea, but his wife's sneering voice came from behind him.

"Xiao Kun, you don't have to pretend to be in front of your son anymore. Do you remember the two-year-old British piano competition? At that time, An Xu had a fever of 39 degrees, and the doctor told him to let him have a good rest. How did you do it? In order not to let An Xu miss the game at that time, you insisted on asking the doctor to prescribe medicine for An Xu that may damage the brain nerves. Do you know how scared I was when I heard the doctor say this? I have always I didn't tell An Xu, just to maintain your image as a good father."

When Chu Yunhui used to persuade herself to understand her husband, her husband's pursuit of music was more clear than hers, unlike Chu Yunhui, although the violin is very good, but it is not the one who really made Chu Yunhui famous all over the world. How good her violin is, but her identity and the things she did.

And Xiao Kun is really good at the piano, relying on the piano makes everyone admire.

Such a person started to train his son not long after the child was born, and almost devoted all his efforts to his son, wanting to let his son fulfill his dream that he had never fulfilled before. From childhood to adulthood, Xiao Anxu was almost Growing up amidst flowers and applause, the awards and trophies at home are placed in several rooms. These are Xiao Anxu's honor, but it is better to say Xiao Kun's honor.

Hearing his mother's words, Xiao Anxu was also stunned. In the British Piano Competition two days ago, Xiao Anxu was not yet an adult at the time, and it could be regarded as a piano competition for the youth group. At that time, he had a fever because of the unaccustomed climate caused by the plane. My head was about to explode, but my father found a doctor. After taking a kind of medicine, he woke up instantly. In the next day's competition, he even won the championship at that time! Xiao Anxu still remembers this incident clearly. Although he had a fever repeatedly for a month after returning home, Xiao Anxu was still in a good mood, because he won the championship and felt that he was not delayed by his illness...

I didn't expect that such a thing would happen now...

"I, I don't want An Xu to miss the competition? If he misses the junior team, An Xu will be an adult and can no longer participate in the junior team, and the side effects of the drug are not so serious..."

Xiao Kun's face was pale, and he wanted to explain to himself, but this time Chu Yunhui was unwilling to be considerate to each other. In the past, there were four people in this family, and Chu Yunhui, the wife who was considerate to Xiao Kun, asked him to pursue The so-called piano dream, although Xiao Anxu is not so crazy about the piano as his son, he is still working hard for his father's honor.

Xiao Anrui's talent in music is not high, but Xiao Kun puts her in a good place. She feels about her father because she thinks his father is too strict with her brother.

Almost the entire family is caring for Xiao Kun.

"The side effects are not serious, why don't you take it? I was not in the UK at the time. If I were, I would never let An Xu participate in that competition! And sometimes I don't want to expose you. Does An Xu like it or not? Piano, can’t you see it since you were young? You will use your previous grades to force An Xu to study. Not long after your daughter was born, you also wanted to train your daughter, but it turned out that Ruirui was not as good in this aspect at all. An Xu, you just gave up on Ruirui, do you think I don't know?"

Whose five-year-old is forced to practice the piano for six hours a day? When he was going up, Xiao Anxu, who was ten years old, practiced the piano for almost ten hours a day, and his hands became a conditioned reflex.

So at that time, as long as Chu Yunhui went home, he would take Xiao Anxu out to play, the kind who didn't study music at all, she didn't want her child to be forced.

"... No, that's not the case."

Xiao Kun shook his head, although his face was already very ugly, he still refused to admit the news at this time, and Xiao Anxu didn't want his parents to quarrel because of this.

"Dad, Mom, please stop arguing. I have decided not to continue my piano studies. I have always been interested in photography and video, so I may study these in the future. Dad, this is my own decision. I have no relationship with my mother. Relationship, I am sorry for you, I did not persist on the road of piano."

Xiao Anxu was always so cute and caring, let Chu Yunhui look at this child, sighed in his heart, and didn't know what to say, but felt that the world was impermanent, and there was never a time to have the best of both worlds.

Xiao Kun was so angry that he didn't speak. He couldn't accept the heir he had cultivated by himself, so he gave up the piano so easily. For Xiao Kun, the piano was his life, and his son was the best heir he had cultivated!

In the end Chu Yunhui went upstairs, Xiao Anxu also left, and Xiao Kun drank downstairs alone all night. It's a pity that everything has to come to an end.

Chu Yunhui's lawyer came again early in the morning. Xiao Kun was wanted to pretend to be drunk, but Chu Yunhui gave him hangover soup. In the end, he could only itch his teeth with anger, and then signed the divorce agreement.

"We're going to get a divorce tomorrow."

Seeing her husband compromise, Chu Yunhui nodded, and when she left, it was Chu Yunhui sent by Xiao Anxu.

"I will take care of Dad at home for a few days, and I will leave after I take care of it. Mom, take good care of yourself in the future."

Sitting in the car, Xiao Anxu felt a little depressed, but he was actually very reluctant to part with Chu Yunhui.

"Well, take care of yourself. If you need something, call Uncle Zheng. The card I gave you can be used."

Chu Yunhui's face was sullen, and she seemed to be very unhappy, but what she said was still caring. She knew that An Xu was innocent in this matter of changing sons, but she had already made a choice. It is impossible to take care of the future of two children at the same time.

However, Chu Yunhui was a little surprised that An Xu left her husband and did not plan to continue her studies.

When approaching home, Chu Yunhui suddenly turned to look at Xiao Anxu.

"Why don't you continue to study abroad? According to your current situation, the future in the music industry is limitless."

Although she was forced to study by her husband, Chu Yunhui still admitted that this child is a talented child, and his talent in music is not bad. Given time, he will definitely become a very good musician.

But Xiao Anxu, who heard this, shook his head and said.

"No, I have been forcing myself to play the piano for so many years. This time, I want to do something I like."

He laughed, with a bit of youthful innocence, making it hard for Chu Yunhui to say anything, and then the car arrived at the place, and the mother and child separated. This parting may mean that they will never see each other again.

Xiao Anxu stood there, looking at his mother's back, he thought that he would regret returning his mother to Qingrong, because from now on, his mother would not belong to him.

On the second day after that, Xiao Kun and Chu Yunhui got their divorce certificates. Xiao Kun wanted to talk to Chu Yunhui, but Chu Yunhui didn't pay any attention at all, and just turned around and left.

Today, the Chu family in Shangjing City has some special guests. The guests of this family are members of the Meng family.

In order to thank Xiao Qingrong when he came to Shangjing this time, Meng Chao asked for leave, brought Meng Tian, An Tianlang, An Yuanyuan, and Dr. Liu who insisted on coming together, and came to visit the Chu family in Shangjing.

Doctor Fang was also there, so they sat together first.

"So it's this song that makes autistic people start talking after listening to it?"

After listening to the song played on the phone, Dr. Fang was a little surprised. This song was very pleasant to him, but he couldn't understand why this song is good for autistic patients...

"Yes, except for An Yuanyuan, more than 60 of the autistic patients who participated in the treatment here have learned to call people because of this song, and they seem to have contacted the outside world for the first time, but these autistic patients Most of the patients with autism are children under the age of ten, who are more sensitive to music, and some children over the age of ten are still listening, and I don’t know if there is any result. This is the data I brought over, and Dr. Fang can take a look.”

Dr. Liu gave Dr. Fang the data he brought and some information about autistic patients. He had asked the family members of the patients before coming here. In order to know or find better treatment methods, patient information is also a very important research tools.

Dr. Fang took the information and began to read it. The records were very detailed, mostly about how long it took to start speaking after listening to the music, and then the use of language and some chain effects after that.

Perhaps for ordinary people, learning to call mom and dad in one or two months may sound weird, but for autistic patients, it is a very progressive thing, because it represents autism. Patients are stepping out of their own small world and stepping into the real world step by step.

This is a hopeful beginning. As long as the influence of this music can be found and whether there is music that has a unique influence on autistic patients, once this topic is established, it will change the lives of countless autistic patients. destiny.

Afterwards, the two of them talked about medical terminology about mental illness. Meng Chao and others at the side couldn't understand, but they were trying to listen. But Mrs. Chen came over and saw the lovely An Yuanyuan, thinking that Qingrong was preparing to After playing the tune, she called Meng Tian and brought An Yuanyuan over to listen.

It was still the greenhouse. After the people of the Chu family discovered that Xiao Qingrong liked the greenhouse very much, they put the piano in the greenhouse. Today is the day when Xiao Qingrong plays the piano, or in other words, it is the day when the teachers come to teach the piano. Today, what the teachers like most is to teach Xiao Qingrong the piano.

When Mrs. Chen came over with Meng Tian, Meng Chao and An Yuanyuan, the teacher was playing the piece that Xiao Qingrong wanted to play today, an international famous piece "To Alice", which is a song that expresses love The tune, the sound of the piano is melodious and beautiful, giving people a sweet feeling.

Of course, there are flowers blooming everywhere in this greenhouse, and all kinds of flowers are in front of you. Even the glass on the north side is covered with wisteria flowers, which looks extremely beautiful.

Mrs. Chen made a silent gesture, Meng Chao and Meng Tian also looked at the people sitting there quietly, Xiao Qingrong was completely different from when they first met.

Today's Xiao Qingrong was wearing a white shirt and his hair was tied high on the top of his head. He looked a little more gentlemanly and refined, and Meng Chao couldn't help but think of how he looked when he first met Xiao Qingrong. Ah Cai is still a child who feels very strange just looking at him.

After the teacher finished the song, he stood up, and then Xiao Qingrong put his white hands on the piano. Meng Chao's eyes widened. He remembered that day when he saw Xiao Qingrong pinching the leaf, and it was the same. Slender and beautiful, one can tell at a glance that it is a pair of hands playing the piano.

As the white and beautiful hands fluttered over the keys, the melodious and dreamy piano sound sounded again. This time, although it was the same piece, it always had a different feeling when it sounded, making people feel even more Beautiful.

In such a beautiful and warm flower room, as the sound of Xiao Qingrong's piano floated farther and farther away, a few butterflies came from outside the window. They floated on the flowers and flapped their wings. As Mrs. Chen once said, Xiao Qingrong I have always liked these animals more.

What everyone didn't expect was that while the piano was playing, An Yuanyuan suddenly struggled to open her mother's hand, and then went to a small bouquet. She actually picked a small purple flower, and then walked to the Beside Xiao Qingrong, after the song finally came to an end, the cute little girl stood there, holding up a delicate purple flower in her hand, her eyes were shining, and she presented the flower to the boy who played the piano.

This scene shocked Meng Tian, because Yuanyuan would never do such a behavior before, and Mrs. Chen also watched the little girl's movements, but she felt that the little girl must be autistic. It's okay, everyone knows how to pick flowers and give them away...

Xiao Qingrong withdrew his hand on the piano, and then looked at the little girl.

"...Flower!"

The little girl's soft, waxy and lovely voice sounded, An Yuanyuan raised her little head, her big round eyes looked completely blank as before, at this moment she looked at Xiao Qingrong happily, this made Xiao Qingrong, who was not willing to speak at all, take the initiative He stretched out his hand and took the little flower in the girl's hand.

"Thank you."

It was the first time he spoke, but he was not as hoarse or insensitive as others. This voice like a clear spring made people feel a little comfortable in the ears, which shocked Xiao Qingrong's teacher, and even more so. Not to mention Mrs. Chen! ! !

But this was just for a while, after just three words, Xiao Qingrong was silent here, and An Yuanyuan's eyes lost the brilliance before, as if everything that appeared before was like an illusion.

But Mrs. Chen was really happy. She couldn't be happier, so she hurried to find Chu Yunhui and the doctors, so Dr. Liu and Dr. Fang hurried over, and then learned about the exchange between Mrs. Chen and the Meng family. ', this made Dr. Fang even more sure.

Xiao Qingrong's illness is not ordinary autism at all, but a kind of genius disease. He doesn't speak because he can't speak, but because he doesn't want to speak.

The research this time has made great progress. Dr. Fang specially asked for the tape recorder in the flower room. Because Xiao Qingrong often studies music here, in order to leave traces of his son, Chu Yunhui played the recording here early. The system is the best thing, so the recorded music is of excellent sound quality. The two doctors plan to study all of Xiao Qingrong's music.

Just when they were working hard for the autistic patients, the media started to go crazy!

News broke that the goddess Chu Yunhui divorced her husband Xiao Kun! ! !

You know, Chu Yunhui is the goddess of the nation, not only because of her violin and her kindness, but also because Chu Yunhui has a perfect family. She and her husband fell in love at first sight. Both of them play music. After getting married The eldest son, Xiao Anxu, is even more outstanding, and the youngest daughter is also exquisite and cute. It can be said that he is a winner in life. Many people think that if he can become a woman like Chu Yunhui, he has already reached the pinnacle. A woman in his life turned out to be divorced from Xiao Kun!

Although it has not been revealed why Chu Yunhui divorced Xiao Kun for the time being, many people speculated whether Xiao Kun had cheated. If you want to divorce, the goddess must agree...

This matter quickly became a hot search, and it can be said that it quickly attracted the attention of the public. Chu Yunhui already had a way to deal with it, but Xiao Kun didn't say anything, it seemed that he had been hit recently.

Xiao Anxu left Xiao's house to pursue his dream. Xiao Kun hadn't gone out for several days, and Xiao Anrui was by his side.

After Mr. Chu saw the news, he asked his daughter to deal with the matter quickly. In order to prevent the news from spreading, Chu Yunhui held a press conference.

On this day, many media people were present, not only entertainment media, but also mainstream media. As a mainstream star, Chu Yunhui was backed by the central government and was excellent in all aspects. This can be regarded as Chu Yunhui's first negative news.

"Excuse me, Ms. Chu, is the news about your divorce from Mr. Xiao Kun true?"

Journalists always care about what they want to know most, and never think about whether these things will hurt other people.

"It's true." Chu Yunhui nodded, and there was someone sitting beside her, but it wasn't someone else, but Wang Changan, the chief of the police station in Mingyuan City, who came here to clarify this time.

"Then why did you get divorced? Is it because of the breakdown of the relationship reported on the Internet or because of the husband's cheating?"

Chu Yunhui just wanted to laugh when he heard this, but shook his head and said.

"No, it's because of a special reason. The person next to me is Mr. Wang Chang'an, the director of the Mingyuan City Police Department. Next, he will tell you about a case."

The media people were a little confused, but they still looked at the so-called police chief.

Wang Changan did not expect Chu Yunhui to be so courageous and planned to disclose this matter. This really surprised him, but at the same time he was surprised and understood this woman's behavior. After all, for a mother, there is nothing It is more important than a son.

"Hi everyone, hello everyone in the media. I am Wang Changan, the director of the Mingyuan City Police Department. I was invited by Ms. Chu Yunhui to come here today to explain the following situation. Just two months ago, Ms. Chu Yunhui came to Our Mingyuan City Police Station called the police. Nineteen years ago, Ms. Chu Yunhui gave birth in our Ren'ai Hospital in Mingyuan City, but the child beside Ms. Chu Yunhui was not her own son. Our police station received a report. After reporting the case, I immediately investigated all the pregnant women who gave birth in the hospital at that time. It took two days to help Ms. Chu Yunhui find her own son... This case involved child theft. After being sentenced to ten years in prison, Ms. Chu Yunhui has already reunited with her own son."

Telling this matter, the reporters present were stupefied and speculated about the possibility of divorce, but what they heard was such a suspicious cloud about a 19-year-old changeover, which was a hundred times more exciting than a novel. !

So today's talented musician Xiao Anxu, isn't he the son of a criminal

All of a sudden, all the media people became excited, thinking that this incident was simply too shocking, and if it was released, it would probably shock people to death.

"As Director Wang said, I found my own son, who is an autistic patient. This incident had a great impact on me. A few days ago, my daughter had just undergone an operation for leukemia. Knowing that we have a biological son, but being indifferent, as a mother, it is impossible for me to accept it, and in the end I chose to separate from him. This is our respective choice, and I hope everyone can respect our decision."

Chu Yunhui bowed to everyone. Sometimes, people are like this. They would blame others for certain things. Chu Yunhui didn't want the media to blame her husband, but she couldn't help it.

Xiao Kun has his own dream, it's fine if he realizes it by himself, why should he impose his own ideas on others

In the end, the press conference was successfully concluded, but when the news was released again, everyone was shocked. No one thought that such a thing would happen to the goddess Chu Yunhui. Fortunately, the criminals had already passed away. I'm locked up in prison, but the goddess' child hasn't been around for nineteen years, and she's still autistic, which is really pitiful.

There are also people who curse Xiao Kun, thinking that Xiao Kun is a vain person, who often looks down on domestic musicians, holding the stinky feet of those foreign competitions, taking Xiao Anxu to competitions since he was a child, some netizens came to Xiao Kun's Weibo I looked in the blog, but it turned out to be incredible, and I found that Xiao Kun's Weibo was really strange.

This Weibo doesn't often mention his wife and daughter, but his son Xiao Anxu is mentioned the most. Of course, do you think it's posting photos or something else? Do not! It's awards and trophies!

A netizen made an incomplete statistic. In Xiao Kun's Weibo, in the past ten years, there have been more than a thousand news about Xiao Anxu's award! It can be said that these awards and trophies can fill a room when they are taken home, right

However, Xiao Kun's Weibo always said that he hoped his son would work harder and get better grades, and the mention of his daughter and wife in the middle did not exceed two hundred in total...

So the last hot search was #肖坤晨子子#, but it was full of sarcasm.

In the past, I envied Xiao Kun for having such a good son, but now I sympathize with Xiao Anxu, because Xiao Kun's Weibo posts are about awards, not how hard his son is.

Xiao Anxu, who was far away in another city, saw the news and wanted to call his father, but in the end he chose to remain silent. He should also have another life.

Looking at the negative comments from netizens on him, Xiao Kun was so angry that he drank at home, and finally couldn't take it anymore, so he rushed to Chu Yunhui's house. He originally wanted to question his wife, why did the two separate? To hurt him!

But after arriving at Chu's house, what he saw was Mr. Chu, making Xiao Kun directly turned into a coward, afraid to speak.

"I haven't seen you for such a long time, and you are quite haggard."

Old Master Chu smiled, but Xiao Kun's expression was extremely ugly.

"Okay, I know you're not looking for me, but since you're here, go and see that kid, he's in the greenhouse."

Xiao Kun knew who Mr. Chu was talking about, and when he thought of the child who made him abused by everyone, he felt a little disgusted, especially after knowing that the other party had autism, he even disliked this child, not to mention, Chu Yunhui Because of him divorcing her, she even forced An Xu to leave her! !

Recently Xiao Kun felt that he was extremely aggrieved!

Nodding, Xiao Kun turned his head and walked towards the flower room. He had been here before, so of course he knew where the flowers were placed, so when he came to the flower room and saw the long-haired boy sitting on the chair, Xiao Kun was also taken aback. .

Xiao Qingrong is wearing a black shirt today, all in black, with a kind of low-key gorgeousness, which makes his exposed skin even whiter. His face looks like a boy's, not nineteen years old at all. look like.

Xiao Kun walked in front of the child, facing an emotionless face, and after seeing him, his eyes didn't react at all.

He couldn't help but waved his hand, the kid didn't even know how to blink.

"You...you..." Xiao Kun wanted to say something, but couldn't say it, and finally sat on the side in boredom. He remembered the autism he was searching for, took out a cigarette, squeezed it, but didn't light it.

Thinking that the child beside him was his own son, and thinking that the other party hadn't spoken to him for nineteen years, Xiao Kun felt uncomfortable, and an unprecedented sense of failure enveloped him...