Retirement Life

Chapter 19: I am not your brother

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Although Cheng Yan was by his side, Lin Mo still didn't sleep for long. Lin Mo was awakened by the nightmare of his previous life, opened his eyes suddenly and gasped for breath.

This time his nightmare was no longer just about being tied up in the research institute to be tortured, he dreamed about their death, his family members from previous lives... and his current family members.

His eyes were all blood red, the smell of blood in his nose made him numb, and the wailing in his ears never stopped.

"What's the matter?" Cheng Yan was taken aback by Lin Mo's sudden action, seeing that his mood was not right, he asked worriedly.

"No...it's okay..." Lin Mo tried to breathe calmly, then turned his head to look at Cheng Yan.

After Lin Mo opened his eyes, he let go of Cheng Yan's hand, and lay on the bed staring at the roof in a daze. It was already afternoon. After Lin Mo woke up, Cheng Yan had no reason to stay here any longer. After talking to Lin Mo, Cheng Yan left.

The door was closed with a "squeak", Lin Mo blinked, and turned his head to look in the direction of the door. After a long time, he turned around and pulled the quilt over his head sideways.

At this time, Lin Mo's mind was full of what Lin Cheng and Lin Xiu said. From Lin Cheng's words, Lin Mo got a lot of information.

Lin Cheng was reborn. In Lin Cheng's previous life, Lin Xiu was framed, and then the Lin family was implicated.

In Lin Cheng's previous life, there was no doubt that Lin Mo was himself, because that Lin Mo could say the words 'time-traveling girl'. The most important thing is that Lin Cheng, who was born again, has no doubts about him now. This means that Lin Mo cannot be another time traveler.

Besides, the time-traveling woman who transmigrated into the body of the prime minister's prostitute confused Lin Xiu. Many high-ranking men gathered around him, saying that the affairs of the Lin family had nothing to do with her. It was impossible for Lin Mo to believe it.

Lin Mo lifted the quilt covering his head, his eyes were cloudy, he never thought that in the future he would kill that woman for them regardless of his life.

Obviously... they are not his real family members, Lin Cheng is not his eldest brother, Lin Xiu is not his second brother...

There was no expression on Lin Mo's face, but the tears in his eyes fell without warning, flowing into his hair along the corners of his eyes.

In fact, it's easy to understand, isn't it? Lin Mo understands himself. In the future, he may regard them as the sustenance of his previous family members. The death of his parents and brothers in his previous life has always been a taboo in Lin Mo's heart, and he kept it in his heart until it slowly corroded his heart.

It's no wonder he wasn't crazy when his sustenance was destroyed.

Not long after, the door was opened, and Lin Xiu and Lin Cheng walked in. Lin Mo didn't respond when he heard it, but his hands under the quilt trembled.

Lin Xiu walked over and saw the tears in his eyes, and couldn't help sighing in his heart.

"Why are you crying? Didn't those things happen yet?" Lin Xiu took out the handkerchief in his sleeve and wiped away his tears.

Lin Mo sat up slowly, blocked Lin Xiu's hand that wanted to help, and watched them silently for a long time.

"I'm not your younger brother, didn't Lin Cheng know about his previous life?" Lin Mo said indifferently.

To be able to tell Lin Cheng the information about the 'time-traveling girl', he must have told Lin Cheng all this in the future.

"Brother... What do Brother Mo's words mean?" Lin Xiu's body shook when he heard this, and he looked at Lin Cheng who was standing aside.

Lin Cheng looked at Lin Mo with some disbelief in his eyes. He didn't expect Lin Mo to speak out, since Lin Mo only confessed to him before his death in the previous life.

"... Lin Mo told me before his death in the previous life. In fact, our Brother Mo is already dead. He is not Lin Mo..." Lin Cheng said after a long silence.

Lin Xiu froze in place, looking at Lin Mo in disbelief.

Lin Mo looked at Lin Xiu's expression blankly, and smiled bitterly in his heart, that's it, why should we expect so much? It's clearly not his stuff.

"Your brother is dead, and I'm just a lonely soul occupying his body. Now that we've said it..." Lin Mo smiled stiffly.

"Where are you going?!" Lin Cheng's voice was a little anxious.

"... Don't worry, since I am your younger brother now, I will naturally take on my responsibility." Lin Mo's stiff smile faded slowly.

"No... that's not what I meant..." Lin Cheng wanted to explain, but he didn't know how to speak. Lin Mo must have misunderstood him.

However, he always regarded Lin Mo as his younger brother, whether he was real or not.

"Why did you tell about your rebirth? Are you not afraid of being treated as a different kind?" Lin Mo asked suddenly.

"... At that time, I thought that if I want to avoid everything in the previous life, I can't do it alone... I didn't think about it so much." Lin Cheng thought for a while and said.

"Then since you know my identity, why didn't you tell Lin Xiu? Why did you keep it from him?" Lin Mo laughed softly, coupled with his expression, it was a little weird.

"Because I regard you as my younger brother, and the second younger brother has no memory of his previous life, so I'm afraid he won't be able to accept it just by saying that."

Lin Cheng was able to accept Lin Mo because he had the experience of the previous life, but his second brother did not. Mo himself said it.

"You think of me as a younger brother? What about your real younger brother?"

"You and he are both my younger brothers. You are not someone's substitute. You and him have different personalities, and I can tell the difference." Lin Cheng felt that Lin Mo was a little weird at this time. He felt that if he didn't make things clear, He will lose this brother completely.

Lin Mo listened to what Lin Cheng said, the weird smile on his face disappeared in an instant, and the soreness in his heart overflowed, he blinked, and tears fell on the quilt without warning.

Seeing him crying again, Lin Xiu felt stagnant, and subconsciously wanted to comfort him, but he still didn't speak when he realized it.

"Go out, I want to rest." Lin Mo lay down, turned sideways, and pulled the quilt over his head.

Lin Cheng hesitated to speak, but finally went out. Lin Xiu looked back at him with complicated eyes.

Until the evening, Lin Mo didn't go out of the room, and lay motionless on the bed. During this period, Lin's mother came in several times, but Lin Mo didn't open his eyes.

At night, Lin Mo opened his eyes, sat up and took the bowl on the bedside and ate the rice directly. He didn't care that the food was cold. After eating, he lay back on the bed and closed his eyes.

Lin Mo was at a loss. After knowing that he had traveled to the ancient times, Lin Mo had already decided how long he could live. At that time, he didn't care that the Lin family would know the truth one day, but the current development has exceeded his imagination.

He didn't think that he would say "take my responsibility" this day, is he so kind? Does he have such a strong sense of responsibility

Not long after, some cold sweat broke out on Lin Mo's forehead. He covered his stomach with his hands, and slowly curled up into a ball, his face pale. He forgot that this weak body cannot eat cold food.

The next morning, Lin Xiu found Lin Mo again before returning to the academy. Not long after Lin Xiu left home, Lin Mo also walked out of the house.

Seeing that Lin Mo finally came out, the others breathed a sigh of relief.

"Are you hungry? Mother left some porridge and eggs for you." Mother Lin patted Mo Ge'er's head and said softly.

"En." Seeing that they didn't ask any questions, Lin Mo knew that Lin Cheng and Lin Xiu had already settled the matter.

After Lin Mo washed up, he brought porridge from the kitchen and sat aside to eat.

Lin Xiaoya held her brother's hand and stood aside, glanced at fourth uncle who was drinking porridge, and then looked up at her father, with some hesitation in her eyes.

Lin Xiaonan didn't think as much as his younger sister, so he led his younger sister to Lin Mo's side, hesitated for a while, and reached out to touch his hand.

"Fourth Uncle, do your hands still hurt?" Lin Xiaonan asked in a low voice.

"Eat Tangtang...it won't hurt." Lin Xiaoya glanced at her brother, and then handed the candy she had been holding to Fourth Uncle.

Lin Mo was stunned for a moment, turned his head slightly to look down at the two brothers and sisters, and finally took Lin Xiaoya's candy, "It doesn't hurt anymore."