Fan Jianming sighed: "Before Zhou Yaping was kicked out, I was studying in Hubin Primary School. After I got to my grandmother's house, I went to Yi Road Primary School, and later I went to school in No. 6 Middle School. Knowing my past is as long as my grandmother and I depend on each other."
Fan Hongsheng could only sigh when he heard this. He knew very well that a child without parents would not only have no warmth in the world, but also no sense of security.
Fan Jianming continued: "On the first day of my junior high school, your Fan Group building was built. I clearly remember that it was an eleven-storey building, the tallest in the city. The first office building with an elevator installed, and it is located not far from our school. Every day we go to school and after school, the ideal of many of our classmates is that when they grow up in the future, they must work in that building."
Hearing this, Fan Hongsheng couldn't help feeling a little proud. That moment was also the most brilliant culmination of his life.
He cried out again, meaning to ask: Since your classmates are so envious, why don't you go to me? If you don't bring your classmates to visit, at that time, if they knew you had a father like me, they would be so envious!
Fan Jianming could see his thoughts from Fan Hongsheng's expression, but he smiled miserably: "Do you want to ask, why don't I tell my classmates that every building was built by my father?"
Fan Hongsheng nodded immediately, screaming in his mouth.
"You should be clear that in the heart of my son, my father is a mountain that I can rely on, a sky that can bring him shade, especially when I lose my mother and depend on my grandmother, how I wish I had a strong father to stand up. Come out and tell my classmates, I am not abandoned by my parents, let alone a child who has no one in life. I have a great father who will take care of everything for me!"
Speaking of this, Fan Jianming couldn't help but burst into tears.
Fan Hongsheng shivered in anxiety, yelling "Why don't you come to me" and "Why don't you come to me", but he could only make a wow sound.
Fan Jianming raised his neck and sighed, and stretched out his hands with tears: "On the day the building opened, colorful flags were flying and firecrackers thundered. I followed a few classmates who are usually more powerful and dominate the school and said that this building is my father. Built and brought them in at the same time
The building, so that you can support me, hope that in the days to come, I will not be bullied by them. "
Fan Hongsheng was stunned when he heard this, and thought: He has taken his classmates there. Why don't I have any impression of me?
Fan Jianming smiled bitterly: "I took seven or eight classmates into the hall, Zhou Yaping walked towards him, and sternly berated us to leave. At that time, I knew that if I would slip away like this, I would be looked down upon by my classmates in the future. I was lying to them."
Fan Hongsheng suddenly became nervous when he heard this. He realized what might happen afterwards, but he didn't know what happened.
"I was afraid of Zhou Yaping, but that day, I just bit the bullet and called her aunt. I said I came to my father. She slapped me twice, not only kicked me out. The gate, and also called a few bastards, that is, they watched the scene for you back then. They not only beat me, but also beat all seven or eight of my classmates. Do you know what happened afterwards?"
Fan Hongsheng didn't know all of this, but he understood that what happened in the future would definitely make his son Fan Jianming desperate to have a baby.
"From the first six years of junior high to the third year of high school, I became the only venting bag for all the classmates. Whenever there was nothing to do, they practiced me as a sandbag, and even the girls followed suit. At that time, there was a saying in the school because of me. Mantra: "Your surname is Fan, and the surname is your father? It's really bad!" Since then, "Guanjian" has replaced my name. Now there are many classmates who only know my name is Gujian, and even forget My real name is Fan Jianming."
Hearing this, Fan Hongsheng was already in tears, saying "I'm sorry" and "I'm sorry", but still only made a woof sound.
"The classmates, when things are okay, they play me like a monkey and make me happy. Sometimes they do bad things at school. Once the teacher asks them, although they have nothing to do with me, they say in unison. I did it, and I didn’t dare to argue, I could only admit it honestly. Otherwise, as soon as the teacher left, I would be beaten by them. I didn’t dare to tell my grandmother when I got home, I just said that when I was playing on the construction site, Be careful of a fall. Even grandma feels strange, how come I always like to go to the construction site to play?"
Fan Hongsheng, who was lying in her arms, couldn't cry anymore.
Fan Jianming’s words are like a knife, scratching constantly
His heart.
He knew very well that from the age of junior high school, it was the first turning point in his life, and it was during this period that many teenagers and girls began to rebel.
The rebellious period of other children was spent under the care of their parents, and even because of the spoiling of some families, the teenagers passed this period happily and happily after unscrupulous and unbridled recklessness.
But Fan Jianming's rebellious period passed through the bullying of his classmates, depressed and sad.
Fan Hongsheng thought that perhaps it was at that time that Fan Jianming's young body and mind were seriously hurt, which made him feel a serious Oedipus emotion in his longing for care.
Because of this, he believes in Fan Jianming’s fascination with Zhou Yaping’s body even more. He even closed his eyes and comforted himself in his heart: Since the child has already had a relationship with Zhou Yaping, let the bitch continue to soothe the child’s trauma. A little good deed!
Fan Hongsheng finally understood what Fan Jianming said just now that for his father, he only admits blood relationship, but there is no real reason for his feelings. The son showed up when he needed it most, but the relationship between father and son was drifting away. This cannot be made up for with money.
But Fan Hongsheng had nothing except money, and he didn't know that his Wanguan family property was worthless in the eyes of his current son.
Fan Jianming's accusation of blood and tears was only the tip of the iceberg. At this moment, scenes of bullying appeared before him, scene after scene.
From junior high school to high school, he never ate early. Grandma gave him only a few dollars a day, and all honored Zhang Guodong and Liu Yunkun.
Occasionally several times early, Li Limin brought it to the class and stuffed it quietly into his drawer, so that he could satisfy his hunger.
When the teacher was writing on the blackboard with his back facing everyone, any students who made small movements would be accused by the students of Fan Jianming, even Wang Wei did not dare to speak for him, only Li Limin stood up when she couldn't bear it. Exposing to the teacher, he escaped.
If he wanted to argue, he would definitely not escape the slap of his classmates after class.
As a teenager, the best years in life can be remembered in Fan Jianming's memory, that is a nightmare in his life, even more unforgettable than his experience in Country S.
Because of this, the kind-hearted Fan Jianming can not hate his father, but he will never choose to forgive.
(End of this chapter)