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Chapter 59: Compassion and confession

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The strange atmosphere between Rong and Ying Xun continued until Mother Rong came back. As soon as they met, Mother Rong hugged Ying Xun and cried. She and this son have not seen each other for a long time. For the fact that he chose Ying Xun at the beginning, Mother Rong did not blame him. I just feel sorry for this child, and I don't know if he is doing well there.

"Mom, don't be sad, you see he is stronger than me." Rong Yu smoothed things over with a smile, supported Rong Ma and said coquettishly: "Mom, I'm hungry."

After two years of getting along with Rong's mother, the relationship between Rong and Rong's mother has become deeper and deeper, and she will act like a baby from time to time. This change is very gratifying.

Rong's mother took Rong Yu's hand, patted it twice to wipe away tears, and then took Ying Xun's hand with the other, and said together, "OK, let's go, let's go out to eat."

In the past two years, Taopo Town has seen many businesses start up, and the environment in the town is much better. There are many restaurants around, and some of them are good.

Mother Rong ordered a private room, and she ordered Ying Xun's and Rongyu's favorite food. During the dinner, Mother Rong asked about Ying Xun's affairs in Beijing. Ying Xun also said it, but he said it pickily, mainly talking about his studies. As for the business of Ying's family, Ying Xun didn't mention it much.

After this meal, Rong's mother will go back to the city at about eight o'clock in the evening, and this time even Rong's father will leave with her.

The Rong Group is now ushering in the best period of development, seize this opportunity, and within a few years, the Rong Group will become a leader in the domestic textile and garment industries. It is not the time to relax, but there are only two The child is at home.

Mother Rong stood in front of the car, pulled Rong and Ying Xun together, said happily, "It's a good thing that Xiao Xun is back, otherwise Xiao and will be left alone at home, how good it is."

Seeing his mother's guilty look, Rong Yu advised, "I'm already an adult, it's fine."

His face and face were a little hot, and all his attention was on his and Ying Xun's overlapping hands. Two years ago, Ying Xun Mingming would pull his hand from time to time, and he didn't feel anything, but this time when Ying Xun came back, He always felt that something was wrong.

"What's the matter?" Mother Rong gave a reproachful stare and said, "When Xiao Xun left the town, who couldn't sleep well every day, and who cried secretly? I heard from your father that he couldn't sleep again in the past two days. alright?"

Ying Xun, who had been calm and silent all this time, turned his head when he heard the words, and his eyes fell on Rong Yu. He wanted to ask: Why can't I sleep well? why cry? Is it because of my leaving? Is he not wishful thinking.

Rong Yu couldn't hide the blush on his face anymore, he didn't sleep well because he did evil. There was indeed a part of Ying Xun's reason for his crying. His departure made him fall into the emotion of being abandoned in his previous life, so he couldn't help it.

"Mom, I will take good care of him." Ying Xun tightened his hands, just in time to hold Rong Yu's hand that was placed in Rong's mother's palm, "I will never let him cry again."

Mother Rong nodded. She heard what Father Rong said when she came back. When she first came back, they slept together. For some reason these days, they suddenly separated into rooms. They are both eighteen years old. It wouldn't be surprising if it was just room allocation, but the problem is that Xiaoyu would stare at Ying Xun's room door in a daze from time to time, which is strange.

Mother Rong smiled, stretched out her hand to touch Ying Xun's face, then Rong Yu's face, and said with a smile: "That's good, there's nothing you can't talk about, young man, why are there so many things on your mind."

Then he said: "By the way, the art exam will start on March 10th, right! Xiaoyu has three schools to take the exam. I checked the timeline. The exams of the three schools have different exam times and the exam will be on the 17th. At that time, my mother will put off work. Once let go, I will accompany you to take the exam."

"If mom is busy, I can do it myself," Rong Yu continued, "Mom loses weight after running around, so I need to rest more when I have time."

"I can go to accompany Xiaoyu, my work is lighter than yours." Rong's father said, he is only responsible for the work in Taopo Town, which is much easier than Rong's mother who is responsible for international and domestic work.

Ying Xun watched them scrambling, and said, "Aren't you busy with the southern Spring Festival clothing launch? You also need summer work, so just let me accompany Xiaoyu."

When he came back this time, he just wanted to be with Rong Rong, so naturally he couldn't be without him.

"No, you still have to take the college entrance examination!" Rong's mother and father said in unison, Xiaoyu's studies are important, and Xiaoxun's should not be left behind! This time it will take seven or eight days in Beijing, which will take a lot of time.

In the end, the three of them fought back and forth, thinking that it depends on the situation, if Rong's parents really can't spare the time, then let Ying Xun accompany them.

Rong Yu said that it is okay to take the test by himself, but he was rejected.

To settle two concerns, Mother Rong is leaving, and she will be taken away with Father Rong.

For a while, there were only two people left.

Following the dim lights, the two walked home. It was still early, and the town was full of people, very lively, and the bicycles passing by from time to time flew by like flying, bringing up a burst of curses.

The two walked side by side, Ying Xun was originally walking inside, Rong Yu was walking outside, and finally walking, for some reason, Ying Xun changed outside.

From the restaurant gate to the house in silence, Rong Yu finally couldn't help it, "Are you angry?"

Rong Yu stood still, raised his head and looked at Ying Xun. Although he was not short, at 1.78 meters, he was still close in front of Ying Xun, who was 1.82 meters. It must be able to grow to 1.8 meters.

"I'm not angry," Ying Xun sighed softly, hesitated for a moment, and took Rong Yu's hand and walked home, "If it's about housing allocation, I just think we've all grown up."

When I grow up, it's hard to hide my mind.

The person he likes is sleeping next to him, hugging, even kissing, and the increasingly strong impulse makes him scared and unable to control himself. Especially thinking that this person is likely to disappear and fall in love with other people, he couldn't help but want to lock him up.

"It's okay," Ying Xun led the people back home, turned on the lights, his expression had no place to hide, he looked at Rong Yu's gloomy expression, "Xiao Yu, I will always be with you until you... no longer need me."

He said, "Will Xiaoyu leave me by then?"

The raging emotions are suppressed in the hoarse voice, and the eyes are full of sadness—

With a pain in his heart, he thought of Ying Xun from his previous life.

He didn't know what Ying Xun was like after he disappeared. When he appeared in the form of a soul, Ying Xun had already entered college. But he knew what Ying Xun was like later on. He was so tall, but when he thought of him, he hugged his photo and huddled in the corner and cried.

Crying and saying sorry, crying and saying Rongrong, I love you.

It was a night of insomnia, he opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling, what flashed through his mind was Ying Xun from his previous life, and he was in a turmoil for a while.

Ying Xun suffered from insomnia. It was already one o'clock in the morning when he got up from the bed. After turning over in bed for half an hour, he couldn't help it. After changing his clothes, he was about to go out for a night run. When he passed Rong and the room, he heard a small voice.

Why isn't Rong Rong asleep yet

Ying Xun stood outside the door for a while, and finally heard it clearly, it was Rongrong's sobbing, and now he couldn't bear it anymore, he quickly pushed the door and walked in, the young man's suppressed crying came clearly to Ying Xun's ears, and for a while Suddenly, the heart seemed to be pinched by an invisible big hand, and the pain was severe.

He obviously heard from his mother that Rong Rong didn't sleep well these few nights, so why didn't he think that it was the cause of his nightmares. He remembered that Rong Rong often had nightmares when he was reborn, even when he was in high school, moved When he entered his new home, Rong Rong would always be like this at the beginning, but he thought that he really didn't sleep well after living here for so long.

"Xiaoyu, Xiaoyu, what's the matter?" Ying Xun whispered in his ear, but Qing still couldn't wake him up, and touched his face with his hand, it was full of tears, Ying Xun was so heartbroken that he wanted to wake him up with more force He was also afraid of scaring the person in his dream.

After thinking about it again and again, Ying Xun took off his coat and got under the quilt, hugged the sobbing man into his arms, patted his back with his palm, and coaxed him softly: "Good boy, don't be afraid..."

"I'm here, don't cry..."

The words were repeated over and over again, and the hands were patted lightly. After a while, the crying finally stopped, and the person in his arms moved.

Ying Xun hurriedly stood up, turned on the bedside lamp, and saw the boy crying red-eyed in his arms, stretched out his hand and pressed it lightly, and asked in a hoarse voice, "What's the matter, what kind of nightmare is it?"

Rong Yu stared blankly at Ying Xun, as if he hadn't reacted yet.

Ying Xun called again softly: "Xiao Yu, you..."

Before he finished speaking, the person lying under him plunged into his arms suddenly, and the impact made Ying Xun lose his balance and fell on the bed, while the young man who was like a small cannonball hugged him tightly and buried his head on his chest for a while. at every turn.

Ying Xun caressed Rong Yu's head with his big palm, pressed it gently, and asked softly in a low voice: "What nightmare did you have, can you tell me?"

Ying Xun thought about it, except for the incident of being abandoned by Beijing, it has been three years, and Xiaoyu still can't pass this hurdle, and even thinking about it in this life may make him sad.

Thinking of this, Ying Xun's counterpart gritted his teeth with hatred.

Rong Yu raised his head, staring at him with wet eyes, feeling a bit hard to speak for a while.

Can he say that he cried because he dreamed that Ying Xun left hand in hand with the art test teacher

Rong and his head buried in Ying Xun's arms, thinking about his dream carefully, he understood that he was afraid of being abandoned by Ying Xun, especially after knowing that he was Ying Xun in his previous life.

In his previous life, he hated Ying Xun, and that kind of hatred was accompanied by self-abandonment. It was clear that Ying Xun was not wrong, but Rong Yu couldn't help himself to think, if it wasn't for Ying Xun who replaced him, he would not So many things happen.

But later he figured it out, it had nothing to do with Ying Xun, it was just because no one liked him, it was his fault.

After the college entrance examination, he left Beijing, and Ying Xun was the one he thought of the most before he died, and then he became a ghost and followed Ying Xun, watching him cry while holding his own photo, watching him looking for him from all over the world, watching him... When he knew the news of his death, he was so sad that he vomited blood...

Tolerance and thinking, as far as Xun Yu is concerned, he is no longer an ordinary person.

Ying Xun has been looking for him all his life, and he has been by Ying Xun's side all his life. When luck suddenly comes back, is he really going to lose Ying Xun

"Xiao Yu?" Ying Xun, who didn't get an answer for a long time, was holding Rong Yu's face, and was about to turn around to look at it, when the young man on his chest finally spoke up, "I dreamed that you left with the art test teacher, Don't want me."

According to Xun Wenyan, the first reaction was "how is that possible", and the second reaction was ecstasy. What Rong Rong meant was...

"Ying Xun, I like you."

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There should be one more chapter, plus one extra chapter, and this article will be over.

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