Bai Lanshi's slender fingers kneaded Qi Huan's wrist bones, giving silent comfort. The more he got along with him, the more he found that Qi Huan was a very insecure child. The way he found security was to keep touching his body.
"Qi Huan." Bai Lanshi said.
Qi Huan agreed in a muffled voice.
"I didn't know what love was before, but I seem to understand when I met you. Now I want you to tell me how deep love is. " Bai Lanshi must be serious, saying every word.
Before waiting for an answer, but waiting for the cry of the people behind him, Qi Huan choked up like a child, unlike losing face in front of his brother, but he couldn't stop his tears.
Bai Lanshi didn't expect Qi Huan to have such a big reaction, he was a little at a loss, so he had to hold him back in his arms, patted his trembling back and said, "Cry if you want to cry, I don't laugh at you."
Unable to restrain himself, Qi Huan could only cry loudly, clutching his brother's clothes tightly, just like when he was a child, as if in front of Bai Lanshi, he could let go of everything and be nervous, and return to that young man who only knew how to have fun.
Bai Lanshi's slender fingers kneaded Qi Huan's wrist bones, giving silent comfort. The more he got along with him, the more he found that Qi Huan was a very insecure child. The way he found security was to keep touching his body.
"Qi Huan." Bai Lanshi said.
Qi Huan agreed in a muffled voice.
"I didn't know what love was before, but I seem to understand when I met you. Now I want you to tell me how deep love is. " Bai Lanshi must be serious, saying every word.
Before waiting for an answer, but waiting for the cry of the people behind him, Qi Huan choked up like a child, unlike losing face in front of his brother, but he couldn't stop his tears.
Bai Lanshi hugged him back into his arms, patted his trembling back and said, "Cry if you want to, I won't laugh at you."
One sentence opened up the grievance that had been hidden in his heart for ten years, Qi Huan's cries hit Bai Lanshi's heart one after another, each one made him so painful that he wanted to take the child away desperately.
No matter what the throne is, no matter what people are in the world, if you use the power of Xuanji Pavilion to keep her safe for the rest of her life, there will always be a pure land in the sky high and the earth far away.
The crying subsided, Qi Huan quietly enjoyed the hard-won happiness at this time, his brother's tolerance made him want to show his brother the disguise that had not been torn off, and let him know that this is me.
The pleasure of tearing is far greater than the pain, now there are only the two of them in this world, quietly guarding the quiet atmosphere, Qi Huan likes everything in the air at this moment.
After a while, Qi Huan withdrew from Bai Lanshi's arms, his eyes were red and swollen, and he looked at his brother like a rabbit, "Brother, let's eat vegetarian food here today."
"it is good."
The fast food had been prepared in the temple long ago, and the young monk was guarding the door of the backyard, hesitant to see the two clinging to each other, leaning against the wall with a broom in his arms, waiting for the elder brother to finish crying.
Qi Huan put his arms around Bai Lanshi and saw the little monk who was leaning against the wall and almost fell asleep, kicked him, "Listen to the corner?"
The little monk blushed and said with a stiff neck, "No, I'm here to ask you to eat."
The little monk led the way, and when he walked through the main hall, Bai Lanshi said to Qi Huan, "You go first, I will find you later."
Qi Huan asked, "Where is brother going, I will accompany you."
"Be obedient, I have important things to do." Although Bai Lanshi's tone was gentle, he revealed an attitude that could not be refused. Qi Huan had no choice but to follow the young monk to the dining place alone.
Bai Lanshi followed Qi Huan with his eyes, and when he knew he was gone around the corner, he retracted his eyes, looked at the big Buddha enshrined in the golden hall, pursed his lips and hesitated for a moment, then lifted his foot to enter.
When Qi Huan passed the corner, he turned a corner and went back again. The little monk grabbed Qi Huan's clothes and tugged at humanity, "Brother Immortal didn't let you follow, he just didn't want you to see him, so why bother. "
Qi Huan said coldly, "I won't bring you anything after talking nonsense." The little monk curled his lips, let go of his hand, and followed Qi Huan in some embarrassment.
"Is there any attic, I want to go in and have a look." Qi Huan was extremely curious about his brother who had never believed in gods and Buddhas suddenly entering the palace alone.
The little monk hesitated a little before he said, "Well, since you are not allowed to listen, it must be something you don't want to hear, why are you looking for trouble?"
"What do you know, kid, a roast chicken from Zuixianglou." Qi Huan said seductively.
The little monk's eyes lit up, and he refused in a strict voice, "Monks don't eat minced meat."
"What kind of family do you have? You haven't been ordained yet." Qi Huan gently touched the young monk's bare head and said, "If you don't eat meat, you won't grow taller."
Boys are always very concerned about height, the little monk didn't think too long and said: "Follow me."
There is a side door outside the side hall, and there is a simple wooden ladder inside, leading to the attic on the roof. There are no dust cobwebs in the attic, and it must be cleaned frequently.
The little monk led Qi Huan to move slowly, stopped at the position of the main hall, lifted a wooden board the size of an adult's palm, and silently touched it with his stubby little finger.
An adult and a child lay down at the entrance of the cave and looked down, pushing and shoving each other from time to time because of the viewing angle.
Bai Lanshi stood in front of the Buddha statue in the main hall, looked at it for a while, took out three pink incense sticks from the incense place on one side, lit them with burning candles, and gracefully lifted up his clothes and knelt on the cattail mat.
He opened his mouth slowly, "Bai Lanshi is a short-lived ghost. He was lucky enough to drag his body back from the gate of hell. He thought that he had no desires or desires. He just wanted to get out of this world of suffering." Said Bai Lanshi with a gentle smile, " I didn't expect that one day I would have something to belong to, and I would become greedy. If there is a god, I would like to stay in bed forever in the next life in exchange for a few more years of life, and I will have no regrets."
After speaking, he inserted the smoky incense into the stove, and when he turned around, he saw the host standing behind with a benevolent face, fiddled with the beads in his hand and said, "Ruanzhang mortals are the most annoying."
Bai Lanshi smiled, "Everyone in the world is an idiot."
The abbot also laughed, "The benefactor is a very clear person."
"Really?" Bai Lanshi laughed at himself, "Even Qingming, I wouldn't kneel in the hall. After all, I am also a layman."
"Ashes to ashes, dust to dust, such a simple and complicated truth, some people have never understood it in their entire life." The host shook his head and said, "Almighty, follow me to eat, everything will be done by God."
On the attic, the little monk straightened up and patted Qi Huan on the shoulder, "Brother, everything is still a definite deal, so be at ease." Seeing Qi Huan sitting there in a daze without saying a word, the little monk shook his head, quite a bit. Host shadow.
When he arrived at Yongzhai's room, Qi Huan was already waiting inside. Seeing Bai Lanshi coming and sticking to it, he asked nonchalantly, "Where did brother go? Huan'er has been waiting for a long time."
The little monk raised his eyes to look at Qi Huan, then lowered his head and ate in silence. Bai Lanshi sat down and raised his eyebrows slightly, "Want to know?"
Qi Huan was taken aback by his brother's playful appearance, and then he said coquettishly, "How can brother hide it from Huan'er, Huan'er has given his brother all the words in his heart."
Bai Lanshi didn't seem to hear it. The way Qi Huan broke the casserole and asked the end made Bai Lanshi feel relieved. This shows that Qi Huan was very obedient and didn't follow. He squeezed Qi Huan's palm.
Qi Huan only felt sore and painful in his heart, and there was a hint of sweetness in his heart, which was extremely complicated.
After eating, the two bid farewell to the host and went down the mountain. In the carriage, Qi Huan held Bai Lanshi alive and refusing to let go, for fear that if he didn't pay attention, he would be blown away with the wind.
Tired this morning, Bai Lanshi couldn't take it anymore. He closed his eyes and fell asleep in Qi Huan's arms. Qi Huan kissed his elder brother's forehead again and again. Not doing well.
Sensing something pressing against him, Bai Lanshi opened his eyes, Qi Huan leaned down and blew into the man's ear, "Brother, I want it."
Bai Lanshi blinked his unsightly eyes, and it took him a while to react, and said seriously, "No, it will hurt your body."
Qi Huan just felt extremely wronged. He was at a young age, but his brother said that he was hurting his body.
"Okay, can you do it?" Bai Lanshi took a step back.
Qi Huan smiled slyly, "Brother, do you know that you can do it with more than just your hands?"
"Huh?" Bai Lanshi straightened up and looked at Qi Huan with a little confusion. Bai Lanshi knew about the relationship between men and women, but he never thought about the yin and yang between men.
The coachman only heard whimpering from time to time in the carriage, but when he tried to listen carefully, he couldn't hear anything, so he could only think it was the cries of birds and beasts in the forest.
In the carriage, one hand tightly grasped the frame of the side window, the fingertips turned white, one hand stretched out from below, one by one opened the tight fingers, and the fingers interlocked.
When the car arrived at Changqing's house, Bai Lanshi felt that his feet were floating after getting off the car, his whole face was red to the neck, and the cold wind would make him feel better.
Qi Huan half put his arms around his brother's waist, and whispered in a low voice, "Brother's is more handsome than Huan'er." Bai Lanshi's face was flushed, but Qi Huan asked unwillingly, "Is Huan'er biting brother comfortable?"
Bai Lanshi thought for a moment calmly, with a blush in the corner of his eyes, nodded and said, "Yes."
"Then how about we do this every day?" Qi Huan said with a smile.
"No, it will hurt your body." Seeing Qi Huan's eyes darken, Bai Lanshi pursed his lips and hesitated for a while before saying, "However, what you said... You can try it next time."
Qi Huan's eyes lit up immediately, "Really? Brother, you agree." The joy was beyond words, and he hurriedly asked, "When is the next time, brother will give you a letter of approval, and Huan'er will make a lot of preparations."
"I..." Bai Lanshiyou blushed, feeling more and more that after the first time, Qi Huan would want the second time, and then there would be endless demands.
Qi Huan saw his brother's hesitation, and said with a smile, "It's okay, Huan'er has plenty of time to wait for my brother to make up his mind."
"I'm very relieved that you think so." Bai Lanshi really had more than enough energy.
"Isn't brother tired? Huan'er helped you go in and rest." Qi Huan said with a nonchalant smile.
This made Bai Lanshi feel a little sorry, and when he entered the house, Bai Lanshi told Rong Le to guard the door and not allow anyone to come in, although Rong Le was puzzled, he still did as usual.
Qi Huan sat on the mat, smiling at his elder brother who was walking slowly, and Bai Lanshi knelt on Qi Huan's lap, which made Qi Huan startled, his eyes were quickly stained with blood.
Just like that, Bai Lanshi did what Qi Huan did on the carriage, and felt that Qi Huan was extremely crazy, which made Bai Lanshi's cheeks sore.
Qi Huan only felt that he was going crazy, watching his brother leaning down to kiss him lightly, enduring the urge to press the person under him, enjoying his brother's unskilledness.
Qi Huan was extremely greedy. He hugged his disheveled elder brother afterwards and refused to let go. Looking at the man who fell asleep due to exhaustion, his heart was filled slowly, and he felt that the value of waiting for ten years was far greater than the value of ten years. .
The author has something to say: This is the first time I write an article, and there are still many shortcomings.