Night has just enveloped this coastal city. Under the dark night, there are countless gorgeous rays of light, like bright stars in the sky, refracting brilliance of different colors in every corner of the city, countless neon lights are lit on the streets on both sides of the city, and the huge electronic screens on the surrounding commercial buildings A perfume advertisement of a luxury brand is playing.
There was endless traffic in front of the car, and countless red taillights woven into a coral-red river flowing into the distance.
Xu Fei was driving the car, and she was also one of the traffic force.
Unlike others, most of the traffic is ordinary people coming home from get off work or looking for a place to relax. And she...
Xu Fei followed the other cars and stopped slowly in front of the traffic lights at the same pace. While waiting for the red light, she lowered the car window a few inches, looked at the pedestrian street on the side of the road through the width of three inches, and looked at the pedestrians coming and going, talking and laughing.
These people are people.
But she was like a ghost.
She is no different from a walking dead now, with no joy, and no happiness at all. Abandoning the tender model identity that she had worked so hard to become, she changed her face and became Gao Xuehan, but she still had to live with the man who raped her once. What was even more fearful was that this man was not only violent but also her brother! He is a half-brother who has a biological blood relationship with him. What's even more sad is that the child she is carrying in her belly belongs to her brother!
During the routine check-up in the hospital, the doctor told her that her body must not touch alcohol and tobacco, nor do any strenuous exercise. This will increase the risk of threatened miscarriage, and even if there is no miscarriage, it will have a negative impact on the future development of the child. Influence.
When the doctor said these words, it was like a routine. After she finished speaking without any emotion, she could go to the pharmacy to pick up the medicine with the doctor's order.
But she didn't feel the child in her womb, she didn't feel the slightest joy about the arrival of this child, and she didn't have any joy of being a first-time mother. She paid for the medicine step by step, and then drove home.
If she can, she will drive the car as slowly as possible so that the way home can be longer.
Others go home to relax, or go outside to be cool. She went home to face the person she least wanted to see. For her, it's not Canada, but her living hell.
Is she still living like a human being now? It was clearly a ghost.
Thinking of this, Xu Fei unconsciously moved her eyes down slowly and saw the shadow of her own face on the black car window.
Obviously she is not yet 30 years old, but why does she already look like a woman in her 30s, why do she already have fine lines around her eyes
Maybe it has something to do with her taking a lot of new drugs before, or it has something to do with her mentality, but the most important thing is that all of this has something to do with Xu Nianyi.
beep beep—
While Xu Fei was thinking about these things in a daze, the green light had already turned on, Xu Fei's car was blocking the front and the cars behind had already started honking their horns impatiently, and a shrill horn sounded at the entrance of the street soon.
Xu Fei immediately raised the window and restarted the car, turned and left the street.
When he got home, Xiao Lei had just opened the door, changed his black leather shoes and walked to the sofa in the living room.
"You went out in the afternoon? The position of your shoes at the door has changed. Did you just come back?" Maybe because Xu Fei is pregnant now, Xiao Lei's attitude towards her is not as cold and forceful as before.
Xu Fei's legs were crossed on the fabric sofa, and she was switching TV channels with the remote control in her hand. When she saw Xiao Lei approaching lazily, she raised her eyes and looked at Xiao Lei with a flirtatious look, "Pregnancy check. Here, the cabinet at the door There are still those birth-preventing drugs I brought in on the table, which the doctor prescribed for me."
Following the direction indicated by Xu Fei's eyes, Xiaolei turned his head and looked. There was a white plastic bag on the white cabinet. A variety of medicines, large and small medicine boxes filled half of the plastic pocket.
"Why do you suddenly need to use anti-fetal medicine? Is there something wrong with the child?" Xiao Lei put the plastic bag on the coffee table and turned to sit next to Xu Fei, looking at Xu Fei's lower abdomen with eyes full of concern.
Xu Fei slowly turned her face, her beautiful eyes looked at Xiaolei next to her with affection, she raised her catkin and gently covered her slightly swollen belly, and said with a light smile: "It's nothing, the baby is still very simple, there is nothing wrong with it." What's the problem, it's just that the doctor said that the baby's position is a bit lower now, and you can't do too much strenuous exercise to be on the safe side. So you, a father, have to bear with it for the sake of the child for the next two months."
"Am I being too rude to you in bed?" Xiao Lei stopped Xu Fei's waist, and his eyes looking at Xu Fei's lower abdomen began to become gentle, "I won't be like that in the future, I will try my best to treat you..." Xiao Lei Lei's words paused for a moment, as if he was not used to saying some tender and affectionate words, his tone was a bit stiff, "I will try to be gentle with you."
"Thank you husband, but it's okay, if you want us, you can still have it." Xu Fei smiled extremely gently.
Seeing Xu Fei accommodating himself like this, and seeing her smile more charming and gentle, Xiaolei felt more uncomfortable as if a thorn was pierced in his heart, and unconsciously tightened his arms to hold Xu Fei much tighter, " It's okay, I can bear it, for the sake of our common child. Even if I can't bear it... Isn't there another way. "
As Xiaolei said, he simply stretched out his other hand to lift Xu Fei from the sofa and put him on his lap. He put one arm around Xu Fei's waist and the other hand carefully stroked Xu Fei's lower abdomen, stroking very delicately. , "This is my first child, and I want him to be born healthy. Madam has already adopted me as a adopted son. Madam will be happy when the child is born."
Xu Fei smiled and nodded, "Yes, Madam will be very happy when the child is born." She said this, but she secretly said in her heart: "It's a pity that old woman Ji Siyu never saw you as her son. , your child will be born an evil seed!"
After dinner, Xu Fei habitually checked Weibo while sitting on the toilet in the bathroom with her mobile phone in hand.
After swiping for a few minutes, the phone suddenly rang, and there was no caller ID on the screen, but Xu Fei guessed who answered the call quickly: "I haven't contacted for a few days, so I remembered calling me today?"
"Don't you need to ask who it is?" A familiar voice sounded on the other end of the phone, the voice was as gentle as jade and as warm as a spring breeze.
"I guess it's you. I choose this time to call every time, and the number is not fixed. Who else but you?" Xu Fei raised her jade hand and admired what she had done under the warm light in the bathroom. Naijia's fingers asked in a soft voice, "But what kind of orders does Boss Yan have when he calls this time, please listen to me with all ears."