[13]
Every night, just before the lights go out, Liao Nanqing would send a good night to Subei Mo, who would occasionally return. He returns regularly, and every other day, he returns one, as if he was prepared.
On the day he returned, Liao Nanqing covered the quilt and was happy. On the day he doesn't return, Liao Nanqing will have some insomnia.
Liao Nanqing set a goal for himself. If he improves ten places in the class in this monthly test, he will go to City B to find Subei Mo once. This was the goal he set without authorization, and Subei Mo didn't disclose a word.
To put it bluntly, it is the fear of being rejected.
To put it bluntly, his grades are too poor, and it is quite uncertain whether he can improve.
This evening, Liao Nanqing was looking forward to it and stood on the balcony early to wait, because Subei Mo said he would call him back at noon. But after waiting for a long time, Liao Nanqing did not receive a call from Subei Mo.
It's not that Subei Mo deliberately didn't fight and violated the agreement, but that something happened to him.
On the way for company employees to have a dinner together, Subei Mo was accidentally hit by a car in order to save a child who was crossing the road. The injury was not serious, but it also hit the head and left a lot of blood. The parents of the child are so grateful, they almost made Moxie in northern Jiangsu dizzy.
The good dinner party did not come together, but instead became wounded. The colleagues also sighed for a while, and then they dispersed after visiting one after another. Only Xu Yuanming was with him in the hospital, so he took good care of Subei Mo.
Subei Mo was hospitalized. The doctor suggested that he stay in the hospital for observation overnight before leaving. He was lying on the hospital bed, starving. But when Xu Yuanming came back after buying dinner, Subei Mo had already slept in bed.
The phone was placed beside the pillow, Xu Yuanming shook his head and sighed, at this juncture, he still managed the phone. He was also kind, thinking that Subei Mo's parents were not in City B, so he simply stayed with the night.
At about nine o'clock, Subei Mo's phone vibrated twice.
Xu Yuanming saw that the information on the screen showed that it was sent by a person named 'Liao Nanqing'. Even if he has a heart of gossip, it is rude to look at other people's mobile phones, and he doesn't know the password of Subei Mo's mobile phone. Seeing that Subei Mo was sleeping deeply, Xu Yuanming thought about it, but he still didn't wake him up.
It was not until Liao Nanqing's call came that Xu Yuanming walked outside the ward with his mobile phone.
As soon as he opened his mouth, there was silence.
Xu Yuanming touched the back of his head and said 'hello' again.
At this time, Liao Nanqing asked cautiously, "Where is Subei Mo?"
"He's in the hospital."
"What's wrong with him?" Liao Nanqing became nervous, his heart skipped a beat, for fear that something might happen to Subeimo.
Xu Yuanming is smart: "Are you his senior year brother?"
Liao Nanqing nodded hurriedly: "Yeah!"
"Oh, he had a small car accident, and the doctor asked him to stay in the hospital tonight for observation..." Before he could finish speaking, Xu Yuanming heard the sound of a broken water glass on the other end of the phone, and another boy shouted Yelling loudly. Xu Yuanming could feel that this Liao Nanqing's voice was trembling, and he asked the hospital's address extremely anxiously.
If Xu Yuanming remembers correctly, the younger brother of Subeimo was studying in high school in his hometown. Even if you come by car, it will take an hour and a half. Moreover, at this point he went to buy a ticket, whether there is a ticket is still a big problem. Even if there is, it will be early in the morning.
He comforted Liao Nanqing: "don't worry, he's just a little hurt..."
"It's all in a car accident, how could it be a minor injury!" Liao Nanqing seemed frightened. He yelled at someone for the first time. After reacting, he kept apologizing, choked up and said, "I'm sorry, can you tell me the address, please? is you… "
The tone was so pitiful that Xu Yuanming was dumb, so he had to say: "Hey, don't cry, so, you can see if you can book a ticket on your mobile phone first. How can you, just call this mobile phone when you arrive, and I will drive to the station to pick you up. You It's not safe for a student to come here in the middle of the night..."
Xu Yuanming himself is a person who can't make up his mind. He can't persuade Liao Nanqing. After all, this is someone's younger brother, and he can't stop it.
However, he was puzzled. When the phone was answered, it was really a boy's voice. The guesses that were previously thought to be the target of Subei Mo were all self-defeating.
More than two in the morning.
Xu Yuanming greeted the nurse on duty, stretched his waist and poured several handfuls of cold water on the toilet, making sure that he was fully awake before driving to the station to pick up Liao Nanqing.
Liao Nanqing didn't buy a train ticket, he came to City B by long-distance bus in the middle of the night. He was still wearing a school uniform, his hair was messy from the wind, and he didn't even have a bag on his back, standing alone at the gate of the empty, dark station. Holding the phone tightly in his hand, the shadow passed over his head, and the surroundings were pitch-dark. He shrugged nervously, not daring to walk around.
Xu Yuanming thought he had made a mistake, because Liao Nanqing and Subei Mo were completely two different styles, not at all similar. No matter how you look at it, it's a type that can't be played together.
The young man in front of him was thin, and under the indifferent light of the street lamp, he looked a little vague. Xu Yuanming honked the horn, and the sharp voice echoed in the dark night. Liao Nanqing was shocked, and then ran over, facing the half-open window, and asked softly, "Brother Xu?"
"Well, get in the car."
Liao Nanqing took a breath and got into the car with his head down. He hadn't slept all night and sat stiffly in the co-pilot. He's not good at talking to strangers, and he's blunt the whole time. Even the seat belt was reminded by Xu Yuanming before he remembered to fasten it.
It was Xu Yuanming who spoke first: "Did you come by a long-distance train?" He saw that the exit where Liao Nanqing was standing just now was not the exit of a high-speed train.
Liao Nanqing nodded, there seemed to be something stuck in his throat and he couldn't swallow, so he nodded vigorously.
"I don't sleep well in the car, are you sleepy? Why don't I find a hotel for you to rest first?" Xu Yuanming gave a symbolic concern.
Liao Nanqing is also curious, he just wants to go to the hospital quickly: "I'm not sleepy, thank you Brother Xu."
"Your brother is okay, don't worry too much. I said hello to the nurse on duty, and you will go to ward x on the x floor in a while, next to the bed at the door. Remember to keep your hands and feet light, and don't make trouble with others."
Liao Nanqing lowered his head and tightened the seat belt with both hands: "Well."
When Xu Yuanming was driving, he glanced at Liao Nanqing again and again, and suddenly understood why Subei Mo was so worried. This young man, from the beginning to the end, was filled with an indescribable taste of depression, like cowardice who had never seen the world, and autism who resisted and avoided all unfamiliar things.
After a short drive, Xu Yuanming was relatively speechless, and Xu Yuanming crooked his neck and seemed uncomfortable.
When he got off the bus, Liao Nanqing seemed to have been granted amnesty. Xu Yuanming returned Subei Mo's mobile phone to him, and Liao Nanqing thanked him many times before running into the hospital in a hurry.
He was suffocated. Except for Subei Mo's co-pilot, he had never ridden anyone else's private car.
Liao Nanqing's whole body seemed to be immersed in water, sweating a thin layer of sweat and soaking his close-fitting clothes. Different from the randomness of high school students, Xu Yuanming, a social white-collar worker, made Liao Nanqing feel invisible pressure. The atmosphere of the big city made Liao Nanqing feel hesitant when he came here for the first time. He was afraid that if he did not act properly, he would embarrass Subei Mo.
The hospital had a weak light, and the nurse on duty did not stop after asking Liao Nanqing.
The smell of disinfectant was strong, and Liao Nanqing found the ward of Subei Mo with his hands and feet. Inside, Subei Mo was sitting up halfway, rubbing his temples with his eyes closed. He was drowsy, and when he woke up, he realized that it was already this point. Subei Mo opened his eyes, his expression sullen and a little dazed.
The light outside was dim and dim, and Liao Nanqing stood at the door, blocking the light.
Subei Mo narrowed his eyes and reached out to touch the phone, but he didn't touch anything. He turned on the side light on his side, the darkest setting. Fortunately, he was not short-sighted, and he quickly recognized Liao Nanqing's appearance.
And Liao Nanqing was sobbing silently, with tears on his cheeks.
…
It's not a life or death.
Immediately, there was such an idea in Subei Mo's head.
Afterwards, he felt a fever in his heart and was inexplicably at a loss. He didn't know why Liao Nanqing suddenly appeared in his ward, in the middle of the night, when the sky was not bright outside the window. Subei Mo held his forehead, suspecting that he was still dreaming. He got up, walked over, and touched Liao Nanqing's head.
The soft and soft hair rested on his palm, itching slightly, Su Beimo twitched the corners of his mouth, like a smile but not a smile, it really hurts his head.
Liao Nanqing hugged him in the next second, daring not to exert any force, and tears gently rubbed against his hospital gown. It was warm and warm, but Liao Nanqing's whole body was icy cold, and he was still shaking.
He was so frightened that he didn't dare to close his eyes along the way, and he couldn't sleep because of worry.
"I miss you." It was almost a cry, three words, the same as that day.
Hit the heart.
Subei Mo had just had a minor car accident. Although it was not serious, he was always a little fragile psychologically. Liao Nanqing appeared in time, and brought the words "I miss you" into his heart. Subei Mo was dull, unable to say a word. He even had the urge to hug Liao Nanqing tightly.
This silly boy came running in the middle of the night, crying with snot and tears. He was cold all over, and his head was shriveled as if he was about to die. He didn't know how he got here.
Subei Mo's Adam's apple rolled up and down, remembering his indifference this week, and deliberately distanced himself. At the same time, those scenes were combined with the poor Liao Nanqing in front of him, breaking his stubborn reason with a bang.
Independence, dependence, estrangement, respectively.
Go to hell, he Su Beimo just wanted to help Liao Nanqing, what's wrong with this
Why should you care about those
Subei Mo hates himself for speaking ineffectively, his voice is hoarse, and he deliberately lowers his voice, but he listens gently and softly: "What are you doing?"
"I'm afraid that something will happen to you. I've always been afraid." Xu Yuanming had already explained it very clearly that he was on the road. Subeimo was only slightly injured and was fine. But Liao Nanqing couldn't help it. The moment he saw Subei Mo, tears fell uncontrollably.
But he always remembered what the nurse said, don't wake others, so he didn't dare to cry.
Tears are suffocating.
He was so frightened that he kept rubbing his cheek against Su Beimo's shoulder, confirming that he was fine and that he was fine. Subei Mo patted his back and coaxed him close to his ear: "Don't cry, be obedient."
Liao Nanqing shook his head vigorously, and Subei Mo wiped his tears and took him outside. Near the window, there was still a few moonlight, Liao Nanqing's face was wet, and the eyelashes hung with Yingying tears. Subei Mo wiped him with the palm of his hand, and wiped him with his sleeve, and finally lost.
"I got you, there are so many tears."
Liao Nanqing didn't dare to speak any more, he cried and shivered, tugging at the corner of Su Beimo's clothes, staring at the gauze on his head, his eyes filled with tears again.
"I'm fine, just a little injury. I guess I'll be discharged from the hospital tomorrow morning after the examination. I'm really fine."
"I'm just scared." Liao Nanqing didn't dare to move, just looked at Subeimo and repeated, "I'm really scared."
Subei Mo's heart throbbed, and all floating emotions vanished. Under the moonlight, Liao Nanqing's eyes seemed to have vast stars, and Subei Mo was about to sink in at a glance. His ears were a little hot, but he passively let Liao Nanqing hold his hand. Subeimo swallowed again, hesitated a little, and clenched Liao Nanqing's hand tightly.
Not estranged, not separated.
He Subei Mo, 80% is really going to plant on Liao Nanqing
In just a week, he spent careful thought and did those childish behaviors. No messages, no calls. Self-righteous right, unknowingly forced yourself into a blind spot.
And Liao Nanqing's messages and phone calls from time to time also disturbed him.
He often stared at his mobile phone in a daze, because Liao Nanqing hesitated for a long time about a message, and because Liao Nanqing sent a few less messages today, he tossed and turned in worry. This week, he had no easier time than Liao Nanqing.
The other party seemed to live in his dream, hazy in the middle of the night, breathing slowly in his mind.
Gradually take root.
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