[45]
Zhao Qin asked the relationship to handle the ward for living alone, the window was slightly open, and the vase on the window sill was empty.
After the doctor and nurse left, only Subei Mo and Liao Nanqing were left in the ward. But it was less than four days apart, but the mood of the two people changed dramatically.
Exhaustion overwhelmed them, and silence became the most appropriate rest.
But the moment Liao Nanqing always fell asleep, he was woken up by the pain on his body. He was very tired and wanted to sleep for a while. Uneasy, he slept very lightly, opening his eyes from time to time, keeping his eyes on the light-colored ceiling. He was dripping with one hand, and the other hand was too cold, and was held by Subei Mo. Liao Nanqing twitched slightly in Subei Mo's palm, and Subei Mo's grip tightened.
Since leaving the basement, Liao Nanqing has not said a word, as if escaping something.
Outside the ward, Su Ya came in a hurry. She cried uncomfortably just by looking at Liao Nanqing's appearance from outside the door.
And Su Jing was forbidden to approach Liao Nanqing, because Liao Nanqing trembled just by seeing Su Jing. He was subconsciously afraid of Su Jing, for fear that Su Jing would send him to Zhang Yuangang again. Even Su Jing was full of shame and wanted to apologize to Liao Nanqing, but he was not allowed.
According to Subei Mo's words, what's the use of your apology now? You will only scare him.
Su Jing was stubborn, and Subei Mo was actually just as stubborn in his bones. The two fathers and sons were stubborn and uncompromising on each other.
In the end, Su Jing was driven home by Zhao Qin: "If you don't want your son to hate you for the rest of your life, you should be quiet recently. We'll talk about everything later. Didn't you see what Liao Nanqing was like? Su Jing , No one wants their children to go astray, but the way to correct them must not be to sacrifice others to perfect themselves."
"I didn't! I gave the money because I wanted them to send him abroad..." Su Jing defended.
"Whether he will be sent abroad, you know best, don't you? You just messed up your direction to achieve your goals, it's not difficult to admit a mistake, Su Jing." Zhao Qin said disappointedly, "I will stay here in the near future. , Bei Mo's side, let me handle it. You father and son continue to stalemate, how will it end, don't you understand? "
Su Jing was reluctant to listen to Zhao Qin, but now he knew that he would not be forgiven no matter what, so he had to listen to her opinion. In the end, he lingered on the spot, trying his best to help: "Nanqing's medical expenses, I'll come..."
Zhao Qin pointed out: "No, Bei Mo is not short of money. Just listen to me and let the two children calm down in the near future."
Su Ya on the side wiped away her tears, complaining that Su Jing didn't discuss with her, and made such a decision hastily, which made Liao Nanqing almost die.
The first-year-old child, who was fine, suddenly lay on the hospital bed with injuries all over his body, and he was injured like this. Su Ya felt extremely uncomfortable. After Su Jing left, she said to Zhao Qin, "How did you think it would be like this?"
"Your brother is just a stinky stone, and you are not rude, you are hiding it from me." Zhao Qin hugged his shoulders.
Su Ya didn't refute, she was not Su Jing's bad temper. If she knew that Su Jing would contact Li Qin, Su Ya would definitely stop her. She blamed herself for not finding out in time: "This child Nan Qing has suffered since he was a child, and he has to go this way, how difficult it is."
Zhao Qin took a deep breath and didn't answer.
Su Ya said to herself: "In fact, I don't have to object to their affairs. It's just that this road is too difficult to walk, and they are not very old. What should I do if they regret it later?"
"Then wait until they regret it."
After Zhao Qin finished speaking, Su Ya looked up stupidly, Zhao Qin explained: "Look at the current situation, can you take it apart? If you take it apart again, the two children will probably not be alive. It's boring, Aya."
Su Ya didn't turn around and sighed: "I'm just afraid that Mom can't accept it. Mom says she's hiding it when she's old, but she's not stupid. These days, I've been asking me what's wrong, and I always think she I seem to have noticed something. It's almost New Year's Eve, and sooner or later, Nan Qing's injury can't be hidden."
"The old lady can keep it a secret for as long as they are together." But Zhao Qin also said, "The old lady is actually an enlightened person, just like that."
Su Ya was silent, stabilized his mood and went to the ward. Then I went home and cooked some pine nut porridge and sent it to him, put it in a thermos bottle, and told Subei Mo to wait for Liao Nan to wake up and feed him slowly, not to feed him too hastily.
After Liao Nanqing experienced a nightmare, his second sleep was not stable. It didn't take long for Liao Nanqing to open his eyes again. It should be afternoon, he was sweating a little, and he couldn't remember what he dreamed. His mind was empty, and his lips were dry.
There was still only Su Beimo alone in the ward. Maybe someone else had come in the middle, but Liao Nanqing didn't know who would come to see him. Subei Mo still held his hand, as if he never let go.
The curtains in the ward did not cover the windows, and the sun came in warmly, but Liao Nanqing could not feel its warmth. He moved his lips, and Subei Mo immediately poured a glass of warm water and slowly fed him a few sips with a spoon.
"Would you like to sleep a little longer? The doctor said you need to rest more." Su Beimo brushed off the long hair on his forehead and lowered his voice, "Or are you hungry? Do you want to eat some porridge? My favorite pine nut porridge, it's delicious."
Liao Nanqing shook his head, not even daring to swallow warm water loudly, looking around cautiously, his eyes never falling on Subei Mo's face. There was still a drip on his arm, and Liao Nanqing closed his eyes, wanting to sleep but couldn't. His mind was a mess, aching slightly.
"Do you still want to drink water?" Su Beimo asked him.
Liao Nanqing opened his mouth unconsciously, and Subei Mo followed him and got some warm water to moisten his throat again. He didn't feed him too much. It is not suitable for him to drink so much water at once. Liao Nanqing's kitten seemed to lick his still dry lips, and Su Beimo naturally lowered his head and kissed him.
Liao Nanqing was stunned, and then his eyes fell bit by bit on Subei Mo's face.
Under the clear light, he saw that Subei Mo's beard was messed up, and his usual handsome appearance had disappeared. Why haven't we seen each other for a few days, Subei Mo is like a homeless man. Liao Nanqing's eyes were slightly red, and he struggled to move.
"Don't move." Subeimo said, "Let me see you."
Liao Nanqing opened his mouth with an 'ah', his hoarse throat was extremely unpleasant. The corners of his eyes ooze a little moisture, and he pursed his lips with difficulty.
After being silent for a long time, Liao Nanqing finally spoke in the distressed eyes of Bei Mo's eyes: "I'm... ugly now."
The voice is astringent, the taste is indescribable.
His face was bruised and his right eye was swollen, which was really unsightly.
Subei Mo sucked his nose and kissed the back of his hand: "It's okay, I don't look good either."
Knowing that he was comforting himself, Liao Nanqing felt a needle stick in his heart. After being treated in pain for so many days, he reunited with the tenderness of Subei Mo again, his nose was sore, and he gritted his teeth and didn't want to cry. He seemed to have been through a long nightmare, and at this moment, the light fell in again, extremely rusty. Liao Nanqing curled up his knuckles in fear, eager to save more, but didn't know what to do.
Because he understands that as long as he does not touch, he will not desire.
And once it is craving, peeling it off again, it is the pain of pulling the bone and filing the heart.
"Does it still hurt?" Su Beimo didn't notice his unease.
Liao Nanqing nodded lightly.
Subei Mo looked at him with trembling eyelashes, his eyes were wet again and again, he wiped his face indiscriminately, the pain in his heart had nowhere to vent, repressed and repressed, and finally he was naive and angry with Liao Nanqing: "They came to you you should hide, you can't trust them..."
Liao Nanqing lowered his eyes desolately, his thoughts were drawn into a whirlpool, and he locked his voice.
Subeimo felt distressed: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have murdered you."
Liao Nanqing still kept his mouth shut, he didn't even want to say a word to Subei Mo. Only tears soaked the pillow, and he stared blankly at the ceiling.
"I'm sorry, Nan Qing. I'm not good, it's my fault." Su Beimo held his hand tightly and kissed the back of his hand helplessly, his warm lips stained with salty and bitter tears. He blamed his immaturity, and coaxed Liao Nanqing as if to please, "Can we have some porridge, you'll be hungry, just a little?"
Liao Nanqing had a slight reaction.
At this time, outside the ward, Zhao Qin coughed awkwardly when he saw his son's chaotic state.
Subei Mo turned his head, did not let go of Liao Nanqing's hand, and wiped his face with the other hand: "Mom."
As soon as the words fell, Liao Nanqing shrank nervously in an instant, not even breathing loudly. He lowered his head, pushed Subeimo away subconsciously, and struggled to lean to the side. In order to withdraw his hand, Liao Nanqing worked hard, afraid that he would hurt him, so Subei Mo immediately let go.
But Zhao Qin didn't expect that Liao Nanqing would resist her so much, so she had no choice but to hook her finger and motioned for Subeimo to speak.
Subei Mo refused: "Mom, I'll feed Nanqing some porridge first, and we'll talk about it later."
Zhao Qin was helpless: "I'll delay you for a few minutes."
Subei Mo thought for a while, and finally stroked Liao Nanqing's shoulder: "Nanqing, I'll go out for a while and come back soon."
Liao Nanqing closed his mouth tightly, did not say a word, and his eyes were empty. He clenched the sheets tightly, trying hard not to tremble, but the moment Su Beimo walked out of the ward and closed the door, he was completely panicked. Liao Nanqing whimpered in pain as his throat seemed to be pinched, unable to breathe.
Slowly, he covered his heart, constantly comforting himself, over and over again: "It's okay... It's okay..."
"We will not separate... we will not separate..."
But Liao Nanqing kept recalling the two words that Li Qin said - 'wrong, wrong'.
…
Outside, Subei Mo and Zhao Qin didn't know that in just a few seconds, Liao Nanqing inside would talk to the two of them just now, and they didn't hesitate to talk.
However, Subei Mo has urged: "Mom, Nan Qing is still waiting for me."
"It's just delaying you for a few minutes." Zhao Qin held his forehead, completely speechless to his son, "I just want to talk to you, I want to take him to see a psychiatrist. I happen to have a friend who is in this area. Expert, right in City B."
Subei Mo was not very happy.
"Don't show your face to me. Just from his experience in the past few days and the shadows of his past childhood, it is difficult for him to not have any psychological problems. Now there is no performance, and gradually there are sequelae."
"It's not very good for him to return to City B now."
Zhao Qin nodded: "Here for a few days of treatment, and then I'll go back to City B with you. Someone has to fill the hole your dad poked."
Speaking of Su Jing, Subei Mo was impatient, and Zhao Qin knew that he was not happy, so he stopped. Subeimo was actually very grateful to Zhao Qin for his help. He remembered something and asked, "Mom, did you know about my relationship with Nanqing last time?"
"I noticed, but not sure."
"But why... Because you didn't stop anything." Su Beimo never thought that Zhao Qin was such an enlightened mother, she seemed to accept it at once, which seemed incredible.
But indeed, Subei Mo was misunderstood.
"I didn't accept it. In today's society, no parent would happily accept that their child is gay. I'm dealing with this for you now because it involves the safety of another person. After that, I still want to talk to you calmly, including Liao Nanqing."
Zhao Qin showed her cards, and she said solemnly: "Sexual orientation is not wrong, but in a clockwise society, it is very difficult to choose to go counterclockwise. In this era, a marriage certificate cannot guarantee the preservation of the relationship with the commitment. In the future, how should your relationship be maintained for a long time? If one day, you are tired of each other... "
"I know." Su Beimo put his hand in his trouser pocket, interrupting Zhao Qin, he turned his head slightly, "but I love him, at least I now clearly understand that I love him very much and can't lose him. "
"North Mo..." Zhao Qin had a headache.
Subei Mo firmly said: "Mom, I don't want to regret it anymore."
Zhao Qin understands that Subei Mo can't listen to all her words now. She had no intention of saying that everyone needed a cooling-off period. But there is one thing, she hopes that Subei Mo will listen to her: "You leave Zhang Yuangang's affairs to me."
"I have my own plans."
"What plan? Tell the loan sharks about his whereabouts?"
Knowing the son Mo Ruomu, Subei Mo clenched his fists and did not speak, Zhao Qin patiently said: "You just said that you love Liao Nanqing, but what is the difference between what you do and what Liao Nanqing's father did in prison? Wrong way, wrong The love of his father, what kind of childhood did his father leave him, haven't you seen the results?"
Subei Mo replied irritably: "What I did is not that serious."
"It's not serious, if your actions indirectly caused Zhang Yuangang's death, you can't get rid of it. Whoever violates the law will definitely pay the price. You leave the matter to me, and I will handle it. Illegal detention and Deliberately hurting him is enough to put him in jail." Zhao Qin did not intend to continue writing with Subeimo, she said, "I am your mother, I will not let you make these wrongs that should not be made. Zhang Yuangang is indeed a bad person, But the law will punish him, not you. Unauthorized wielding a butcher's knife is a matter of temper. Although it is a momentary pleasure, the subsequent trouble is beyond your control. "
Back then, if Liao Nanqing's father could understand this, he chose to bravely take them away from here.
Then, will Liao Nanqing's life be different