Zhou Mo's voice sounded unhurriedly in front of the supper stall.
Calm and calm.
It was as if he was just talking about a trivial and simple thing.
He lightly explained the reason for the scar on his right hand, which happened a year after their showdown-Battle team disbanded, but as to what caused this result, he simply used a "Accidental" to describe brought over.
No more detailed and specific explanations are made.
But it is not a "man-made disaster" full of dog blood that needs to be investigated and held accountable.
Just some unintentional accident.
"If you really want to count it, it can only be regarded as a natural disaster."
Speaking of this, Zhou Mo smiled again at the four partners and teammates at the table, as if joking.
It's just that I couldn't get the slightest "amused" reaction feedback from the faces of the other four.
Zhou Mo continued to speak calmly.
He did not hide his mental journey at that time, and frankly told the four partners in front of him that for a long time after the accident, he had indeed fallen into an irreparable depression and could not extricate himself.
"Although the team was disbanded at that time, it is true that I always thought that maybe one day in the future, I can reunite with everyone."
Speaking of this sentence, Zhou Mo looked at the four in front of him again and smiled casually:
"I always thought at the time that I was very unwilling to lose in the S1 season."
"You must find a way to challenge again and make up for your regrets."
"pity-"
Zhou Mo shook his head gently, and his tone was also low.
As a result, several people at the table also lowered their heads heavily, Lin Feng's face was still pale and bloodless, his eyes were lowered, his eyelashes quivered rapidly, and his tightly clenched fists never let go.
According to Zhou Mo, it was because of that accident that he slowly cut off contact with everyone in the team—even Mu Qiu, who was the closest and had the most frequent encounters, was no exception.
"It's been a really hard time..."
Recalling that memory, Zhou Mo's face showed a bit of sigh and sigh, and then he was relieved and replaced:
"but."
"It's finally over."
"Time can heal a lot of things. I thought it would be difficult to pass the hurdle, but when I turn around before I know it, I will find that the hurdle has already been crossed, and I can no longer see it."
"I think it's pretty good in a day like this."
"Of course it's not the same as when everyone played games together. It's no longer the kind of intense excitement and passion, but being a convenience store owner can also have another kind of fun."
"Esports...is a dream to pursue."
"Now, it's real life."
Taking a deep breath and letting it out slowly, Zhou Mo smiled when he looked at the four former partners and teammates in front of him:
"I have tasted the taste of dreams."
"Then it's time to live a good life again."
With a calm tone.
It seems that he is making a sincere and unconcealed confession to the four former teammates in front of him, expressing his true thoughts and intentions, and also telling the four partners that his heart has long been untied.
If even the parties concerned have chosen to let go, then as someone else, perhaps there is no need to continue to persevere.
only-
As Zhou Mo's words fell, the atmosphere on the table was dead silent again.
No one spoke.
No one answered the call.
The expression on Mu Qiu's face was still as cold as an iceberg, and his teeth were almost rattling; Tian Tian and Li Shiyi lowered their heads, their heavy hearts did not improve at all, and even followed the partner in front of them who seemed to be optimistic and cheerful. words, and sink to the bottom.
Perhaps for Zhou Mo, some things can already be put down.
But for them as former teammates, it is by no means able to digest and accept it so easily.
Is it another fun to be a convenience store owner in plain sight
What a joke!
Others may not know, but they know all too well what amazing talent and strength this former team ADC partner has in front of him.
He should have been at the top of the field.
Harvest countless halos and honors.
But just because of such a so-called "natural disaster" accident, he had to completely break the isolation from his dream and the stadium he once loved the most, and live a so-called peaceful and ordinary life.
Even if it is any other professional e-sports player, it is enough to be embarrassed and regretful to encounter such an accident and gap.
not to mention-
Their partner is no ordinary professional player.
He was the ADC that their team relied on most at the time.
It's Zhou Mo.
It's a run-off - silent words!
It is one of the most outstanding juniors of the new generation that even the top legendary seniors of the previous generation have admired.
But because of that accident—
Because of such a hand injury.
Directly between the dream of the past and the cold reality, such a bottomless gulf was suddenly drawn, separating him ruthlessly from the dream.
"sorry."
Bowing his head, he still clenched his hands into fists. At this moment, Lin Feng didn't even have the courage to raise his head. He could only stare at the table in front of him and say these three words with difficulty and dryness.
Everyone in the room could hear the intense pain contained in these three words.
Yes, if you just look at it from the most objective and fair perspective, then all these tragedies that fell on Zhou Mo have nothing to do with someone directly.
The latter also does not need to be responsible for the accident of the former.
But for Lin Feng himself.
But that's not the case at all.
…
Until this moment tonight, before the truth was discovered, although Lin Feng had always regretted and blamed himself for the reckless disbanding of the team, but for the guilt and apology of his former partners, it was mainly just like this. on one thing.
For him at the time, the biggest guilt was that because of that momentary anger, disbanding the team forced other partners to be separated and leave the arena.
And even this kind of guilt was enough to make him feel remorse and remorse, and he didn't want to or dare to reconnect with these former partners for a long time.
But after seeing Tian Tian and Li Shiyi again, and gradually regaining his spirits and starting to form a new team, his mood finally adjusted back little by little.
I also have more courage, and hope to see each other again with the remaining two former teammates.
Look at each other's current situation.
And face to face to apologize and ask for forgiveness from the other party.
When he was in Xiamen City, he was treated so coldly and ruthlessly by Mu Qiu, which made Lin Feng feel heavier, but more of a firm belief, no matter the cost or effort, to prove his heart and express himself to the former. of remorse.
However.
All this determination and belief.
But when they saw the shocking scar on Zhou Mo's right hand, they were instantly shattered and shattered.
Some things, you can try your best to try to make up for it.
But some things-
But it was doomed to be irreversible.
He lowered his head, and murmured "I'm sorry" over and over again in a low voice as if unconscious.
When Lin Feng finally raised his head to look at his former ADC partner in front of him, his eyes were already flushed, and his face was full of tears:
"sorry."