Three days later.
It's over.
This is the voice of everyone.
Li Zhen hadn't slept well for three days, no, strictly speaking, it was four days.
I try hard to sleep almost every day, but even if I am very tired, I can only sleep for more than two hours. If there is any movement, I will wake up immediately, and then I will not be able to sleep again for the whole day.
In just four days, Li Zhen was tortured to the point of excruciating pain. It's like a different person.
He became haggard and weaker every day, as if a gust of wind could blow him away. No one knows exactly why.
For four days, I tried countless methods. He even deliberately asked Li Zhen to reverse right and wrong, and tried to sleep during the day and live at night, but he still couldn't do it.
No matter what method he used, Li Zhen was immune to all this and had no effect.
Everyone deeply felt the horror of insomnia. It was just such a simple instinct, but he couldn't do it. In a few days, Li Zhen was tortured as if he were a different person.
"Get out! Get out of here. I don't want to eat, don't come in again, don't disturb me!"
Li Zhen was like an angry lion in the room, roaring and roaring.
The person who delivered the food trembled and hurriedly stepped back. He didn't feel any discomfort, but his face was full of worry.
A person who has not slept well for several days and cannot fall asleep will become extremely irritable. It explodes when touched. Everyone is beginning to accept the consequences.
Liu Jinghong saw the staff hurriedly exiting and shouted: "Wait. I'll deliver it."
After saying that, Liu Jinghong picked up the tray himself, took a deep breath and entered the door.
As soon as he entered the door, he saw Li Zhen covered with a quilt, covering his face with a handkerchief soaked in rosemary, and resting on a pillow made of lavender seeds and silkworm silt. Lie on your back and take deep breaths.
His breathing was unusually rapid, and all he could see was his chest rising and falling.
Liu Jinghong didn't dare to disturb him. He didn't know if Li Zhen was really asleep. If he finally fell asleep and woke him up, he would be in big trouble. So he put down the tray and sat quietly on the stool next to him without making any sound.
After a minute, Li Zhen's breathing became more rapid, and Liu Jinghong also became nervous.
Li Zhen suddenly lifted the veil off his face and sat up with a roar: "Did I tell you not to disturb me? Get out, get out, get out."
When Liu Jinghong heard this, he was stunned for a moment, then hurriedly walked over and said with a worried look on his face: "Master Li, it's me, I'm Liu Jinghong..."
"I know you are Liu Jinghong, get out of here. No matter who it is, get out of here. Get out!"
With that said, Li Zhen stretched out his foot from the quilt and kicked Liu Jinghong crazily.
Liu Jinghong was kicked to the ground and immediately knelt down beside the bed: "Master Li, don't be in a hurry if you can't sleep. Let's sleep slowly and calm down."
"How can I stabilize it? How can I stabilize it? Tell me, how can I stabilize it? Ah?"
Liu Jinghong was speechless for a moment, and then said quickly: "You haven't eaten for two days. Let's have a bowl of porridge."
"Don't drink. Get out and don't disturb me."
Li Zhen said in a deep voice, his face gloomy and scary. ,
To be honest, he himself didn't know why his temper suddenly became so loud. But that's it, it suddenly happened. I wanted to scold everyone I saw, I wanted to kick and hit everything I saw, and I wanted to vent madly.
Li Zhen only scolded him verbally, but did not do anything extraordinary. This was very restrained. He holds great power, but in this rage, he does not want to destroy the world, which is a blessing in misfortune.
Liu Jinghong really cried. He took Li Zhen's hand and kept shaking it: "Master Li, you can't do this. If you can't sleep, let's adjust slowly. Don't be anxious. Maybe you can fall asleep after eating a full stomach first?" "
Li Zhen was silent for a long time, and then sighed heavily. Reach out.
Liu Jinghong looked happy and hurriedly came over with a bowl in hand.
Li Zhen drank porridge from a bowl in silence. As he drank, Li Zhen's eyes suddenly turned red.
'Snapped'
Li Zhen threw the bowl to the ground hard, and Li Zhen collapsed emotionally.
It was like a child, crying out loud.
"Why am I like this? Jinghong, why am I like this suddenly? I want to sleep, I really want to sleep."
Li Zhen wiped his tears, and his whole mood collapsed in an instant. Tears fell like rain, and the more he wiped, the more he wiped his tears.
Liu Jinghong also cried bitterly. While wiping Li Zhen's tears, he said, "It's okay, it's okay, I'll fall asleep eventually."
Li Zhen choked up and said: "Why does God torture me like this? What did I do wrong? Why can't I do something that is easy for everyone? In just three or four days, I It’s like I’ve changed as a person. It’s only been three or four days, but my days feel like years. This is the most painful thing in the world, isn’t it?”
Liu Jinghong thought it was indeed the case, but he did not dare to provoke Li Zhen any more and just shook his head: "No, Master Li, there are still many sufferings in the world..."
Li Zhen ignored it and just cried to himself: "I am willing to give up all my status. I just want to have a peaceful sleep. I really don't want to go on like this anymore. I feel so uncomfortable. I hurt you." You know? Exclaimed, can you feel my pain?"
"Yes, I can feel it. Master Li, we are also worried."
Li Zhen suddenly raised his head and roared: "Why!"
The veins on his neck were rippling, and his whole face was red.
Liu Jinghong was obedient and did not dare to say anything else. He was afraid that what he said would irritate Li Zhen, every word.
Li Zhen closed his eyes, and two lines of clear tears ran down his sides. He murmured and sighed: "What did I do wrong? I never thought that the most painful punishment in the world is actually the instinctive things we do when we are born. Cruel, right?"
Liu Jinghong was speechless.
Li Zhen continued: "A person will sleep when he is born, but if he is deprived of this instinct, like me, it will be very cruel. I really want to understand a truth, exclaimed, cherish it. Cherish everything we have. Instinct, breathing that we never pay attention to, it accompanies us. If it is deprived one day, it will be as painful as me, right? I would rather be deprived of breathing, because at least it will be held within a few minutes. Death. What I don’t want to be deprived of is sleep, it’s chronic torture.”
"This is not physical torture, this is soul torture, Jinghong. I want to die."
After Li Zhen finished speaking, he lay down on his back, letting tears continue to flow down both sides.
Liu Jinghong took a breath of air, looked at Li Zhen in horror, and then suddenly knelt down and cried: "Teacher, you can't have such thoughts!"
Li Zhen silently closed his red and sour eyes, weeping sadly: "Get back."
(End of chapter)