"What is this, paroxetine hydrochloride tablets?" Tang Xue read out the words on the medicine box, and then turned over the medicine box to read the instructions for use. When she saw the indications, she was stunned.
"Just be an aunt begging you, go and see Yu Yan," Ms. Liang looked like she was holding on to a life-saving straw, "He likes you so much."
Tang Xue couldn't believe that Yu Yan would suffer from depression. In her memory, he was still the simple and clean teenager. Although he didn't like to talk, he loved to laugh. When he smiled, he would have cute dimples on his face. When he was on the ice, he stretched his wings like a butterfly, healthy, elegant and beautiful.
How can such a person suffer from depression
Tang Xue couldn't accept it for a while, and was a little suspicious, so she said, "I can visit him, but I'm not a psychiatrist."
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In Tuesday's game, Li Yubing and the others are going to play against an old Beijing ice hockey club called Xue Ying. It is said that they have the support of big local tyrants. They may not be the highest level club in China, but they must be the richest.
The Snow Eagles have a strong local base. The venue for the game that night was full. When the Snow Eagles were at a disadvantage, local fans would shout Li Yubing's name.
Don't get me wrong, they are not fans of Li Yubing, they just hope that this "Shame of Xiaolong" will make more appearances, bring down the rhythm of the team, and help the opponent reverse the situation.
It was almost a humiliation.
Tang Xue was extremely sad listening to it in the auditorium, not to mention Li Yubing on the field.
After more than two hours of playing in this game, the Xiaolong team has been mentally attacked all the time, and finally won the game withstood the pressure.
In the evening, Li Yubing came back after ten o'clock. He ran to Tangxue Hotel to find her. The two people's hotel was just across the street.
They held hands and strolled outside for a while. Tang Xue originally wanted to tell him about Yu Yan, but seeing his tired look, she changed her mind and just hugged him.
Li Yubing still had the strength to joke: "Are you going to reward me?"
Tang Xue thought of the humiliation at the competition venue tonight, and felt aggrieved for Li Yubing, but there was nothing she could do. She wanted him not to mind the mess. After thinking about it, she felt that the best way to deal with it now was to not mention it. She just lay on his arms, rubbed his forehead against his chest, and said, "Li Yubing, you have to do your best."
Li Yubing didn't know what to think, rubbed her head and sighed silently.
In the evening, Tang Xue returned to the hotel and turned to Yu Yan in the address book. When she clicked on it, she found that their most recent chat record was during the Spring Festival, and the message was a New Year's greeting.
After so long, she knew almost all of him from the news, and she didn't know how he was doing.
Tang Xue sent him a message: Are you there
The message status bar showed that the other party was entering information. This continued for a while, and the other party sent a clean and simple "um" word.
Tang Xue: I'm in Beijing, are you free tomorrow? meet up
Yu Yan: Good.
…
Li Yubing had an appointment with Tang Xue. She and his team were on the same flight in the morning, but Tang Xue sent him a voice message in the morning.
Tang Xue: "Li Yubing, I have something to do. I went back last night. I didn't tell you if you were worried."
Li Yubing felt something was wrong, and she was in a daze all the time while eating breakfast. Brother Pang secretly snatched the peeled egg from his hand, and Sai gave him a ball of tissue, which he put into his mouth. he.
Li Yubing recovered, picked up the phone, and listened to Tang Xue's news again.
He knew what was wrong. Tang Xue is a straight person. When something happens, she will tell him directly what it is, instead of a vague "I have something to do", which is not in line with her character.
In addition, she returned to Lin City last night and sent a message this morning, so she should already be in Lin City. According to our speech habits, she should say "back" instead of "back".
Li Yubing squinted his eyes, thought for a while, or directly dialed Tang Xue, "Hey, where are you?"
Tang Xue paused for a moment, and then replied, "Where else can I be, of course, the school."
In the background of her speech, there was a "huhu" sound, which should be the wind. When Li Yubing heard the wind, he frowned slightly.
Beijing is experiencing strong winds these days.
Li Yubing: "Well, have a good class. I heard Jiang Shijia say it's raining today, do you bring an umbrella?"
"Bring it, Li Yubing, do you think I'm a fool? I'm going to class, so I'm ignoring you."
"Oh."
Li Yubing hung up the phone and checked the weather in Lincheng. It was sunny and not windy.
He felt that his heart was slowly sinking, a little unwilling, and sent a message to Jiang Shijia to ask: Is it raining in Lincheng today
Jiang Shijia: No, the sun has come out.
Li Yubing: Hmm.
—
The place where Tang Xue and Yu Yan made an appointment was a cafe not far from his national team. Yu Yan's appearance has not changed from last year, even his hairstyle has not changed, his dimples are still there, his eyes are still bright and pure when he smiles, but his eyes have become calmer. It seems that he has grown a lot this year.
Tang Xue suddenly felt an old mother's sigh, "Yu Yan has grown up."
Yu Yan lowered his head and smiled, and asked her, "What are you doing in Beijing?"
"I watch the game."
Yu Yan didn't ask who the match was, but just said, "Are you and Li Yubing okay?"
"Very good, have you ever had a girlfriend?"
Yu Yan shook his head and lowered his eyes, not daring to look at her. He was afraid that she would see his sadness. The person he likes is casually asking him if he has a girlfriend.
After a while, Yu Yan exhaled slowly and asked her, "Does Li Yubing know that you came to me?"
"He's been in a bad mood recently. I'll find a chance to talk to him when I get back." Tang Xue leaned on her chin and silently looked at Yu Yan. This man had a ruddy complexion, a good complexion, and a good mental outlook. I don't really believe that he can get sick, but now that I see a real person, I don't even believe it. She stared at him like that for a while, then suddenly smiled.
Yu Yan blushed uncontrollably, and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong?"
"Yu Yan, if you haven't seen each other for a year, you've grown so prosperous, you can pretend to be depressed and lie."
Yu Yan was a little surprised, "My mother went to find you?"
"Well, after all, my own son. No matter how you usually kill you, you should be worried."
"You said, would it be too much for me to do this?" Yu Yan began to feel guilty.
Tang Xue thought for a while, then waved her hand and said, "If someone else does this, it must be too much. But, based on my contact with your mother, I can understand you very well. You are fighting a dangerous strategy with poison. Take it easy, Don't have moral pressure, if you don't think of a way, you might really suffer from depression."
Yu Yan shook his head and said, "I won't get depression."
"Oh? So sure?"
He looked into her eyes and smiled. The smile was pure and gentle, which made Tang Xue think of how she looked when she first saw him.
"Because, there is sunshine in my heart," he said.
…
After that, Tang Xue and Yu Yan continued the old days, and each talked about the current situation. Yu Yan wished that time could be slower, slower, it is better to stay at this moment, autumn morning, in a quiet cafe, with blue sky outside the bright glass window Biwa and golden ginkgo trees.
With her around, even autumn becomes more lovely.
But she was finally leaving.
Yu Yan said, "I'll take you to the station."
"No, you go back to training."
But Yu Yan insisted on sending her. Tang Xue couldn't stop it, so she had to go with him.
The two took a taxi back to the hotel where Tang Xue lived. As soon as they entered the lobby, Tang Xue wanted to tell Yu Yan that he should wait for her in the lobby, and she went up to pick up her luggage. But when she tilted her head, she saw a person sitting on the sofa in the lobby.
The man was wearing a peaked cap and a mask, and his head was slightly lowered, so he couldn't see his face.
But no need, no need to see the face, as long as he is there, she can recognize him.
Tang Xue froze on the spot and murmured, "Li Yubing?"
Yu Yan asked strangely, "Isn't he already gone?"
The people on the sofa stood up, slowly took off their masks, and looked at them blankly.
Tang Xue met Li Yubing's dark eyes, her heart skipped a beat, feeling that he might have misunderstood. Just as she was about to speak, Li Yubing spoke first.
"If you don't love me, you can tell me."
When he said this, Li Yubing really felt the feeling that his heart was cut by a knife. That description was correct. It was as if there was a knife slashing one by one in people's hearts, and they chose the softest part. Start.
He felt a terrible pain in his heart, he didn't want to see them, he didn't know where to go, he just wanted to go now, far away.
He thought he could take Jue Jue, but Jue Jue couldn't last three steps. After three steps, when she was no longer in his sight, he began to panic.
He might lose her.
This awareness made him feel pain, and he wanted to turn back, but he couldn't turn back, and when he went on, it was terribly painful.
Please…
There was a voice in my heart, as if I was in a panic, crying.
I beg you…
Then, he was suddenly hugged from behind. The girl's arms were wrapped tightly around him, her face pressed against his back.
"Li Yubing, I love you."
One second, from hell to heaven, is nothing more than that.
The author has something to say:
In order to satisfy the author's desire to shed blood, Yu Yan was pulled out to work, and it was hard work for Yu Yan.
Yu Yan: It's okay, but I have a question.
Brother Seven: Oh
Yu Yan: I don't think I'm bad, why am I not the male lead
Shen Zemu: Come here, brother, I will answer this matter for you.
Yu Yan: Oh
Shen Zemu: Because we are all serious people.
Yu Yan: ... ? ?
Shen Zemu: Then, serious people can't be the male protagonists in this author's book.
Yu Yan: …