Su Han: May I ask why you ask this question
Xue Yao: No reason, I'm just bored.
Su Han thought, you just said you were busy, but now you are free? Then she thought that if Xue Yao wasn't bored, she probably wouldn't look for her, so she replied with an emoticon.
When you don’t know what to say, emoticons are almighty.
Xue Yao asked again: Are you in the capital now
Su Han glanced at Cen Xi who was being made up by a makeup artist beside him. After Xia Yitong left, Cen Xi, as the company's new star, was naturally handed over to Su Han. In order to make Su Han work more wholeheartedly, Qin Mu not only gave her a raise, but also extorted company shares from her. People always want to move up, and Su Han is now also a person who gets dividends.
"Yes, accompanying an artist to run an announcement," Su Han replied.
Xue Yao: That’s great, would you like to have dinner with me
Cen Xi looked up from her phone and happened to see Su Han, who was usually calm, looking in pain.
Cen Xi: “???”
"Sister Su Han, are you feeling unwell?"
Su Han shook his head and said, "No, I got into trouble."
"What is it? Can I help you share the burden?"
"No problem, I can handle it myself." Su Han typed a few words on the screen and said, "I may have to go out for something later. Call me when you're done."
Cen Xi looked at her suspiciously: "...Okay."
Cen Xi is very popular now, and she is very good at variety shows and interviews. She doesn't need Su Han to give her any instructions. When Su Han saw the time Xue Yao made an appointment with her, he pushed the door and left not long after.
The interview that Cenxi attended was conducted by Xia Yitong after she finished filming "Breaking Snow". Since then, the two have maintained a close relationship and occasionally contacted each other. If they met during a notice, Xia Yitong would report to Lu Yinbing. Netizens also know that her stuttering was caused by meeting her idol. The broadcast of "Mei Qi" also made Cenxi famous. Moreover, she can play a cold and taciturn female killer in the first half and a gentle, virtuous and intelligent young lady in the second half. She is one of the better actresses in acting.
On the night when the program recording ended, Cenxi posted a Weibo to celebrate that she and her idol were standing on the same stage, although they were separated by time and space.
Let's talk about Lu Yinbing again. She stayed at home for a month, staying indoors every day, exercising, reading, tending to flowers and plants, cultivating her body and mind, and trying her best to make herself happy. However, Lu's father and mother always felt that something was wrong, as if something gloomy was shrouding her brows. It was not like this when she was recuperating a few years ago. It doesn't make sense that the situation should be worse now that she has a lover
She had family, friends, and love, and everyone loved her. But her condition seemed to have stagnated, with relapses every now and then, and no signs of improvement.
Lu Yinbing herself was also very anxious. She vaguely knew the reason, but she was unwilling to admit it. The factors that caused her condition to worsen were her lover and friends.
On the National Day, Xia Yitong ran home excitedly and told her that she had a surprise for her. Lu Yinbing tried to listen with a smile. Xia Yitong said, "Teacher Lu, I'm nominated for the Golden Crow Award for Best Actress! My Foster Mother was also nominated for seven awards."
Negative emotions dominated Lu Yinbing's expression. A hint of sarcasm flashed across the corner of his mouth, and he said coldly: "Congratulations."
She wanted to smile and say congratulations, because as Xia Yitong's lover, she should be happy about this, but she couldn't be happy. Not only because she was now staying at home like a useless person, but also because Xia Yitong was so busy during this period that she didn't notice that her condition had deteriorated again.
Why couldn't she notice it? Wasn't she the closest person to him? Yes, because she was very busy and he didn't tell her, it was understandable that she didn't notice it.
So it was all her fault. She was a complete loser. She could never become a star, and now she was being dragged down into the quagmire.
She remembered Xia Yitong's panic-stricken look. She had no idea what she had said wrong. She stood there for a long time, then carefully squatted down beside her knees: "What's wrong with you? Are you unhappy again? What's wrong with you? Can you tell me?"
Lu Yinbing looked at her, and a tear fell from his eye, one drop after another, like beads falling off a string.
Where do I start, my love? How can I say that I am jealous of you? How can I say that I have such a ridiculous thought, how can I forgive myself for being such a despicable person in my heart
Xia Yitong gently kissed away the tears on her face, helped her back to the room, and kept talking to her until Lu Yinbing stopped crying. She didn't get an answer from Lu Yinbing, and when they had dinner that night, Lu Yinbing smiled at her as if nothing had happened.
She was always capricious, and Xia Yitong, who was resting at home for a few days, could feel it. Especially when she talked about things in the entertainment industry, Lu Yinbing's emotions fluctuated violently. Xia Yitong gradually reduced the number of times she mentioned it, and even stopped talking about it. But they both worked in the entertainment industry, and after not mentioning those things, how could Lu Yinbing not notice that she was quiet, but there was a weird taste in her quietness, and she was even less interested in other things she talked about.
It was the National Day holiday, which was also the last night of Xia Yitong's vacation. Liu Xinmin brought a plate of fruit and put it on the table for Lu Yinbing and Xia Yitong who were watching TV to eat. Xia Yitong said "thank you". Liu Xinmin looked at the two of them and returned to her room with a heavy heart.
Lu Yunzhang was changing clothes and preparing to take a shower. Seeing her expression, he asked, "What's wrong? Is our daughter okay?"
Liu Xinmin: "It looks okay now."
Lu Yunzhang: "Then why are you unhappy?"
Liu Xinmin sat on the edge of the bed and waved to him, motioning him to sit next to her.
Lu Yunzhang: “Hmm?”
Liu Xinmin glanced towards the door, which faced the living room: "Have you noticed..."
"What did you find?" Lu Yunzhang asked.
"Ever since Xia Yitong came over during the holidays, our daughter's attacks have become more and more frequent?" Previously, Xia Yitong was so busy that she only came over once every two or three days. Lu Yinbing stayed at home and even helped Liu Xinmin cook.
Lu Yunzhang thought about it and his face gradually darkened: "If you hadn't told me, I really wouldn't have noticed it. It's a little serious."
Liu Xinmin got a positive answer from Lu Yunzhang, and her expression immediately became unhappy: "What's the reason? What should we do now? Should we ask her not to come over again in the future?"
Lu Yunzhang looked at her helplessly, sighed, and said, "What are you talking about? They are a couple with a good relationship, are you going to forcibly break them up? Don't do things like forcibly breaking up a couple, it will shorten your life."
Liu Xinmin explained: "I didn't mean to break up the couple. I just made a suggestion. I didn't mean to break them up. What I meant was... forget it. What do you think we should do?"
Lu Yunzhang: "I'll talk to her tomorrow, don't let Bingbing know about this."
Liu Xinmin: "Who do you think I am? I can't reveal a single word of what should be kept secret."
"That's settled for now, go to sleep." Lu Yunzhang raised his hand and touched her temples, "Don't worry, your hair has turned a lot whiter recently, I'll take care of everything."
Liu Xinmin screamed, immediately got into bed and closed her eyes: "Let's go to sleep."
Lu Yunzhang laughed, took a shower, and climbed into bed to sleep.
The TV in the living room was still on, playing a popular variety show. Xia Yitong laughed out loud twice and turned to look at Lu Yinbing. Lu Yinbing had a blank expression on his face. When he saw her looking at him, he barely curled the corners of his lips and said, "Just watch it. Don't worry about me."
Xia Yitong felt uncomfortable with these words, and her tongue felt bitter. She muted the TV and said, "Shall I read you a fairy tale?"
"I don't want to hear it."
"Reading poetry?"
“I’ve listened to all those classic poems.”
"There are also Tang poetry, Song lyrics and Yuan opera. If you want to listen, I will read them to you."
Lu Yinbing shook his head.
"Sing?"
Shake your head.
"Dance."
Shake your head.
Xia Yitong resisted the urge to raise her hand and wipe her face hard to sober herself up and calm herself down. The patient was very sensitive, and she couldn't let her negative emotions be conveyed to Lu Yinbing.
"Wasn't it much better when you were at home before, huh?" Xia Yitong stroked her cheek with his fingers, from her brow to her chin, and said softly, "Why is it not better now? Can you tell me the reason?"
Lu Yinbing looked at her blankly.
Xia Yitong said: "Only when I know the reason can I know how to help you? Teacher Lu, you also want to get better, right? Remember you told me that people are not born to be defeated, do you remember?"
Lu Yinbing's sluggish eyeballs slowly moved, and Xia Yitong saw hope, and was delighted, saying: "So don't hide anything by yourself, you can tell me, I am your fiancée."
"Fiancée?" A hint of sadness flashed across Lu Yinbing's eyes. It seems that I don't have the qualifications now.
"Yes, I am. We will get married when you get better."
"It hurts." Lu Yinbing said only one word.
Xia Yitong felt a pain in her heart and asked repeatedly, "Where does it hurt? Where does it hurt?"
"I don't know." Lu Yinbing slid down from the sofa and knelt on the ground, looking very painful. Xia Yitong held her hands, but she opened the back of Xia Yitong's hands as if she had been electrocuted, shrank back, and leaned her back against the edge of the coffee table, "... Don't touch me, let me be quiet for a while."
Lu Yinbing was trembling all over, his hands and feet were cold, and the intense sadness and despair flowed through every nerve to his skin like magma. It burned everything like a flame, destroying everything, but without the temperature of a flame, it burned quietly.
Xia Yitong: "Lu—"
Lu Yinbing screamed: "Don't talk!"