Lu Yinbing said stubbornly: "If I want to, I can do it."
"Come," Liu Xinmin patted the table lightly and handed her the phone, "Come on, let one of you try."
Lu Yinbing turned his hands away.
Liu Xinmin walked around the table and stuffed the phone into her hand: "Come on."
Lu Yinbing also ran out.
Liu Xinmin sat back down: "I asked you to yell but you didn't, and you had to provoke me."
"How did I provoke you?" Lu Yinbing said, "I clearly—"
"Mingming what?" Liu Xinmin asked.
I just want to ask if you want to go home. I'll think about it. Lu Yinbing said, "Nothing."
She walked to the edge of the coffee table in the living room, and expertly peeled a lollipop from the fruit plate—now a candy plate—and put it in her mouth. Liu Xinmin reminded her, "This is your second candy today. Be careful of tooth decay." She muttered to herself while cleaning up the dishes, "I don't know why you like candy so much lately, like a child."
After throwing the bowl into the dishwasher, Liu Xinmin went to wash her hands and came out. Lu Yinbing was still sitting in the living room, holding a lollipop in his mouth, looking thoughtful.
"Do you have something to tell me?" Liu Xinmin sat next to her.
Lu Yinbing nodded and gave her two tissues and a lollipop.
Liu Xinmin took it, wiped her hands, unwrapped the lollipop, and put it in her mouth, following suit, enjoying a sweet after-meal treat: "Okay, go ahead."
"I'm thinking about whether I should return to China." Lu Yinbing asked, looking very conflicted.
"If you want to, you have a reason. If you don't want to, you have a reason."
Lu Yinbing: "Yes, because someone is waiting for me at home."
"Your dad?" Liu Xinmin asked.
Lu Yinbing: “No.”
Liu Xinmin sighed: "It's better to raise an ungrateful person than to raise you."
Lu Yinbing: "..." Her mother would feel uncomfortable if she didn't argue with her for a day, so she ignored her. "I don't want to because I'm afraid it will relapse after I go back. The doctor said it will take at least eight months of treatment to stabilize. And with my brain, I'll go ask the doctor?"
"Your brain..." Liu Xinmin said.
Lu Yinbing exclaimed and looked at her.
Liu Xinmin took the lollipop out of her mouth and said, "It might be a pig's brain."
Lu Yinbing: "...Mom, if you are dissatisfied, you can put me back into your womb, really."
"I'm not dissatisfied. I'm quite satisfied." Liu Xinmin gently patted her face, "I just think you're a little cute in your stupidity. You're not like your father and me at all."
"mom."
"I'm going to take a shower and go to bed." Liu Xinmin stood up with her hands on the edge of the sofa, "Don't talk to fools, think for yourself."
"Mom, mom, mom." Lu Yinbing raised her feet and called out from behind, but Liu Xinmin locked her outside the room.
Liu Xinmin ignored her. Lu Yinbing pouted and went back to her room dejectedly. She turned on the stereo in the room and played Xia Yitong's new song on repeat. Her mood improved a little, but only a little.
No matter how beautiful the song is or how great the video is, it is nothing compared to being in front of her in person. Her body temperature, fragrance, soft words, and the feeling of skin contact cannot be compensated by any amount of messages.
Lu Yinbing has been showering more and more frequently recently. If she continues like this, she suspects that she will become the first female artist to die of thirst. She stayed in the bathroom for a while longer, and then couldn't stand lying on the bed anymore, so she turned off the music and changed to a cold and aloof style.
Lu Yinbing took a copy of Daniel Keyes's "Flowers for Algernon" from the bookshelf. After reading the first ten pages, he didn't realize that he had read it before. Xia Yitong's face, guitar and piano were hidden in the gaps between the pages.
Lu Yinbing turned to page eleven. In the center of the picture lay Xia Yitong's naked body, with a slender figure, tight lines, delicate porcelain-white skin, and unspeakable parts.
Lu Yinbing stared at it for a long time before showing that he was startled. Then he threw the book on the quilt, suddenly dived into it, and screamed "Ah".
Obscene! Pornographic!
How come I am such a person now!
If Xia Yitong knew, he would die of laughter! No, if Xia Yitong knew, he would probably die of joy, but if Laiying knew, he would die of laughter!
Sleep, sleep!
I can't sleep. The more I think about it, the more I think about it. I found a very beautiful shell on the beach today. What does it look like? It's a little light pink... It looks like Xia Yitong's skin at that time. It seems that it would be nice to go to the private beach at home to play on the beach sometime. I have to choose noon, when there is sunshine and wind, and the beauty under me can't help twisting her waist... I can't think about this. What did I eat at night? I quickly recalled it. I remembered that I had pork belly, which tasted average. My mother's cooking skills are a little worse than Xia Yitong's. She hasn't improved in so many years. Xia Yitong is different. She looks good in the apron. From the back, her waistline is attractive. From the front, her face is perfect. From the side, she is convex and curvy. I can take off her clothes while cooking. I pushed her against the edge of the kitchen counter. Xia Yitong looks conservative, but she is actually more open than me. I guess she will directly hook her waist, cling to her, and move up and down...
What are you thinking about now! You beast!
Obscene! Pornographic!
Lu Yinbing propped up his upper body, drank a glass of water, listened to the national anthem, and silently recited the 24-character core values. He finally suppressed the "evil" tendency a lot, and counted dumplings peacefully while sleeping.
I can’t even control it outside of dreams, let alone inside them.
Lu Yinbing couldn't remember how many rounds she had fought in her dream. In the morning, Liu Xinmin knocked on the door, no, she woke her up by banging on it. Lu Yinbing's whole body ached. She opened her eyes and didn't know what day it was. She swallowed her saliva and thought she was in a tent at the camp. Why couldn't she see the stars
"Get up, it's time for a morning run." Liu Xinmin banged the door twice more.
"Got it. I'll get up now." Lu Yinbing rubbed her eyebrows hard. The cold and sticky feeling between her legs made her shiver when she got out of bed. She rushed into the bathroom to take a quick shower, changed her clothes and went downstairs.
When Liu Xinmin saw her, she asked, "Hey, what did you do last night?"
Lu Yinbing: "I didn't stay up late." She checked the time before going to bed, it was less than eleven o'clock.
Liu Xinmin: "Then why do you look like you've indulged yourself in sexual activities?"
Lu Yinbing: "... Well, I'm going to go for a run first."
Liu Xinmin: "I have something to do. Go to the supermarket on the way and bring me a bottle of vinegar."
Lu Yinbing felt that he needed to remind her: "Mom, we live by the sea now, and there is no supermarket nearby."
Liu Xinmin: "I know. You have to run more than ten kilometers. Just find the nearest supermarket, run there, and then run back."
Lu Yinbing: “…”
Biological mother.
The nearest supermarket is probably more than 10 kilometers away. People usually drive back and forth, but her mother let her run there directly. She can just run, at most she can rest for a while after arriving. Lu Yinbing said, "Then I won't come back for breakfast, I'll eat outside."
Liu Xinmin waved her hand: "Whatever, you don't have to reply at noon."
Lu Yinbing: “???”
She always felt that her mother's dislike for her had continued from last night until now. What had she done to offend her
It must be menopause, it's unreasonable.
Lu Yinbing went back to her room to get her money, phone, and headphones. Before leaving, she trotted over, kissed her mother on the face, and ran away: "I'm leaving first."
This place is not a tourist destination. There are houses along the way and not many people. Basically, everyone is like Lu Yinbing. They don't live here for long. They just come here to stay for a few days to relax. After running for about ten minutes, they got away from the sea breeze and stepped onto the main road. There were also people jogging on the road, mostly white and black people. They nodded and smiled at each other, passing by each other. The more enthusiastic foreign friends would praise her beauty and ask her where she was from. Some people looked at her and felt like they had seen her before, but in the blink of an eye they passed each other and looked back frequently.
The handsome foreign guy was bold and open. He stopped and asked her directly. Lu Yinbing showed him the ring on her ring finger: "I'm a nice girl."
She felt particularly proud and satisfied when she said that. In this completely unfamiliar country, she could boldly tell strangers that she was married, that she was a very good girl, and that she loved her.
And strangers will also sincerely wish her well.
The sunshine filled her heart. Lu Yinbing jumped, ran backwards for a while, then changed back to the normal direction. When she passed the old lady who was jogging in the morning, she blew a loud whistle at her. The old man who was running in front of the old lady turned around and looked at her in shock, then he blew his beard and glared at her and scolded her.
Lu Yinbing laughed out loud.
The old man was about to come up and hit her, so Lu Yinbing ran away quickly, and the old lady gave her a seductive look.
Lu Yinbing received it and almost tripped.
The old man and the old woman quarreled for a few words from a distance, and then ran forward together in perfect harmony.
She encountered a large dog, whose owner was holding the dog on a leash and chatting with someone. She squatted down and grabbed the dog's head. The dog looked at her in confusion. She ran, and the dog followed with its tongue hanging out, causing the unsuspecting owner to fall backwards and squat on her butt.
The dog owner had dirt on his hands, looked around, and whispered, "Shit!"
Lu Yinbing ran back and helped the dog owner up, then started again. He turned around and smiled at the dog owner, "You're welcome!"
Dog owner: “???”
Don’t think that just because you helped me I don’t know that it was you who teased my dog!
I won't go into detail about the journey. Lu Yinbing followed the map and found the supermarket, which was medium-sized and not very big. There were many Chinese people in this place. She put on a hat and a mask, adjusted her hair in front of the glass at the door, tried to cover her eyes, and walked in with her head down.
She didn't want to buy anything else, so she headed for the seasoning section.
"Vinegar... vinegar... where is the vinegar?" Lu Yinbing put his hands in his pockets, observing the labels on the products as he walked, muttering to himself what he was looking for.
She paused for a moment and saw a Chinese girl holding up her phone and pointing it at her. Then she patted the shoulder of the girl next to her who was taking food from her arms, and the two of them looked over here together.
Lu Yinbing quickly found the vinegar, lowered his head and walked quickly to the cashier, thinking to himself, "Don't come over here, don't come over here."
In a flash, the two girls immediately threw away the food in their hands and rushed over like cannonballs!
Lu Yinbing: “!!!”