The years we were together.
Tuesday Sunny
Today I arrived at the new crew of "Breaking Snow". The people here are more friendly than those I met before, and there is also Yu Xiaoxianrou. The only regret is that Lu Yinbing doesn't seem to be on the set. Yu Xiaoxianrou asked me what role I played. I said I played a palace maid named Ruyi who served tea and water. It was quite fun to see the compliments he had prepared choked in his throat. Yu Xiaoxianrou is a good young man, good-looking, down-to-earth, humble, and willing to endure hardships. Wait, I am obviously younger than him, why do I sound mature when I speak? This is not good.
Yu Xiaoxianrou told me that Sister Laiying went on strike, I was very surprised. As far as I know, she is also a workaholic, very dedicated, never perfunctory about acting, and would never do something like going on strike. Did she have a conflict with the director
Lu Yinbing is getting prettier, even prettier than when I saw her at her birthday party a few years ago, and she's glowing all over. She slammed the door in front of me, feeling a little uncomfortable, but still within the tolerable range. I'm finally getting close to you, and I want to know how far I can go.
2016.7.1 Friday Cloudy to overcast
I have been scolded online again because of the casting issue. It would be a lie to say that I don't care, but in this line of work, being able to be a hot topic is king. Being black and white is also red. I am half black and half black now. According to what Sister Su Han said, I have already succeeded for the most part. In another two years, my position will be more stable, and I will transform myself into one of the national goddesses. Of course, today's goddesses are also cheap, not to mention the word "national".
Being a star is so tiring. When I close my eyes at night, I hear those haunting curses. I copy some scriptures to calm myself down, hoping to have a good dream tonight.
What I didn’t expect was that Lu Yinbing would speak up for me: You have such a vicious heart and such a dirty mouth, your life must be very hard, I will give you money.
How can she be so cute.
Thursday is hot
I discovered a secret about Lu Yinbing: she likes to mutter and even curse.
cute.
Wednesday is still hot
I woke up in the morning because of the heat. Lu Yinbing adjusted the air conditioner to 28 degrees! Is she poisonous? ?
I'm going to buy a fan. If I keep going like this, I'll heat myself to death before I catch anyone.
Monday Hot
It doesn’t matter. I feel so happy just standing next to her and breathing the same air as her.
Sometimes I wonder what would happen if Lu Yinbing was really with me
Ah, that's impossible. Even though I've been on the crew for more than a month, I still feel like she doesn't like me very much
Friday Explosion
When we were together, she confessed her love first. It was like a dream.
Fang Hui must think I'm a psycho.
Hahahahahahahahahahahaha.
Hahahahahahahaha.
So what
The psychopath has a lover!
It's hazy on Sunday, but I'm in a good mood
The shortlist for the Jin Cong Award has been announced. Teacher Lu and I have been shortlisted together. I hope she wins the award. If she doesn’t, I will win it.
Yes. Speaking of movies, I have to say something quite embarrassing. Teacher Lu's mother is the deputy director of the Radio, Film and Television Bureau. Her mother said that more than a dozen people in their bureau sat in that special room to watch the sex scene between her daughter and son-in-law.
I… I refuse to imagine it.
Wednesday cloudy
On the fifth day of the movie’s release, the box office was soaring.
The couple is very popular online, and everyone says that we can compete with Xianxia's 26 seconds back then. I don't think so, because after the cuts, we only had 20 seconds of sex scenes. Fortunately, I have the uncut version. If I have children in the future, I must not let them see it.
Light snow on Friday
On the first day of the new year, I got married.
Um.
They proposed to each other.
Teacher Lu actually faked the bullet! How could there be someone as smart as her in the world!
Friday Thunderstorm
The performance on stage was a great success, but off stage, this was probably one of the days I least want to recall in my life.
I might be going crazy.
Thursday light rain
Took over Mr. Lu's role and started filming a new drama.
Why do I feel uneasy all the time
Friday Cloudy
Teacher Lu has been discharged from the hospital and has taken on a new movie. I hope everything goes well for her.
Monday Haze
The filming was finished, but Teacher Lu withdrew from the group. Why? I was afraid that something might happen to her. The weight in my heart has been hanging, and it has become heavier and heavier. I had a feeling that something big was going to happen.
Monday Breeze
Lu Yinbing went abroad for medical treatment, and this diary will not be kept until she comes back.
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20…
This year is the 2000s. I will go back and look at the calendar and add the date later. Lu Yinbing has been with me for a long time. She plans to have a pair of very cute twins. She made a new movie, which will be released in the middle of this year. The two of us went to watch the premiere of the movie. It was in the busiest shopping mall in Beijing. There were still a lot of people at the midnight show. I was almost recognized.
Teacher Lu asked me how I would rate her movie. I said ten, and she said I was not objective. I said eight, and she angrily asked me why I was not satisfied with her. What else could I say? If I had any problems, I could just go home and solve them in bed at night. Humph.
After looking at the calendar, this year is Sunday, August 8, 2021. Good luck and prosperity to the days ahead.
Thursday has many stars
Teacher Lu won another award and I cried again.
This seems to have become a rule: whenever you see me crying, it basically means Lu Yinbing has won an award.
If you cry more in the future, your trophies will be lined up in your house, haha.
I am her lucky star.
Is it a bit shameless to think this way? Anyway, no one is as shameless as Lu Yinbing.
Shh, I can't let her find out that I'm complaining about her, otherwise she, Lu Xiaodingdang, will be homeless again. What's wrong with her that makes her run away from home every day? I'll ask mom tomorrow.
Friday Sunny
The babies are one month old and have returned from abroad. Lu Yinbing has a Mariana Trench in her head. She actually prepared a lot of red envelopes for reporters in the stroller. So many insignificant people got some, but she never thought of giving me one too
We are old wives, so we don’t need to go through this process anymore? I decided to buy one for her first, and she would definitely give me one in return.
There were many empty red envelopes in the drawer of my study, so I went to wrap one and wrote on it: Congratulations on becoming a mother. Lu Yinbing really replied to me, without changing a single word on the cover, just copying mine.
Before I could get angry, she asked me to feel inside the red envelope. It was hard and a bit uncomfortable. I opened it and saw a ring. She had given me many rings before. She would buy new ones every year and festivals. It was a waste of money. Forget it, she has money. Besides, I like it very much. It's just that I can't wear it now, which makes me feel sad. She is different. Except for the wedding ring on her left ring finger, she changes the one on her right hand almost every once in a while.
She asked me to wear it too, but I still thought too much about it. I touched the wedding ring on my neck and thought, forget it, she is with me, I don’t need to bother with these nonsense things.
Lu Yinbing said that I was hypocritical, that I clearly wanted it but I pretended not to.
I pushed her on the bed and spanked her to rectify her role as wife.
Thursday Sunny
It's Thursday again. I discovered that I have a real affinity with Thursday. The last time I won an award was also on Thursday, and this time I was shortlisted for the Cannes Film Festival was also on Thursday.
Before the award ceremony started, I was already preparing to shed tears.
I am her lucky star, please God don't let her down.
When the results were announced, my mind was blank. I mechanically stood up and hugged her. I felt that I was more excited than she was. The strange auditorium was filled with celebratory applause.
I must have cried very ugly, I know it, but Lu Yinbing loves me.
On the way back, she was crazy, jumping as she walked, not at all like an international film queen. She kept saying to me, "I'm so happy." I kept nodding, and I think my mouth must have stretched to the back of my ears. We passed by a schnauzer, and I wanted to kiss it, but Lu Yinbing had already rushed up before me and hugged the dog. I was startled, and quickly apologized and dragged her away.
She kissed me hard on the streets of a strange country. Sycamore leaves gently fell above my head. I looked up and saw the released doves of peace and colorful balloons.
Crazy, the world is crazy.
Then let’s get a little crazier!
No matter whether it will be photographed by domestic media or how it will be spread by people, I only have her in my eyes now, and she only has me.
Tuesday Magic
Yesterday, Lu Yinbing taught the children about physiology. No, that's not important. Xia Lu received a love letter from a boy in the kindergarten and was beaten up. No, no, that's not important either. No, what on earth did I want to say? I was so shocked that I was incoherent.
Lu Yinbing is such a bad-mouthed person!
It was no use for her to beg for mercy; I had decided to ignore her for an hour.
I haven't said what happened yet
explain…
Lu Xia was drawing in the room. We heard this from Xia Lu. We didn't know what she was drawing. I thought it was a family portrait and I hoped she would give it to us as a surprise one day.
Now the answer is revealed. It is not a family portrait at all, but a painting that is similar to the one that the little boy gave to Xia Lu.
Lu Xia actually said that she fell in love with a little girl in their class!
She is not even six years old yet! She actually wants to be in love!
I had a bad feeling I might not be able to stop her.
Especially her unreliable mommy, who is always laughing and stirring up trouble. Sooner or later, I will be pissed off to death by this family!
The magic continues on Wednesday
Lu Xia said that she was together with that little girl.
Don't stop me!!!
I want to run away from home and make the world my home.
Friday Sunny
Lu Yinbing initially convinced me and guaranteed that Lu Xia would not have any relationship that was inappropriate for her age. She was very confident in this regard.
Lu Xia came over to coax me today. Maybe I really have to learn to let go. I never thought that I would have to endure such a thing at my age. In my imagination, it will happen at least ten years later.
Why is Lu Yinbing so comfortable? She was so angry when a boy wrote a love letter to Xia Lu last time. Lu Yinbing said that girls are different, so it’s different. I can’t understand them.
Saturday Sunny
During the weekend, Lu Xia brought the little girl home to play. The little girl blushed easily and said "Hello, Auntie" shyly. She was as well-behaved as a little white rabbit. Am I thinking too much? They are in a normal relationship, a relationship??? Why should I use this word to a pair of six-year-old kids
Lu Yinbing went upstairs with me to read a book, and she said that the little girl looked a bit like me in the past. I said, "Really?" and stopped talking. Lu Yinbing smiled, and then she came over to kiss me, and asked me if I was jealous, because I was always unique in her heart.
Even though we have been together for many years, I still feel sweet and numb when I hear her say sweet words. I hope that the future will be smooth and everything will be fine.
Sunny Monday
In the new year, a new play is launched. The director this time is Qin Hanlin again. I suspect he will become the exclusive director of Lu Yinbing's studio. Every day, he is surrounded by beauties and smiles until his teeth are exposed. I don't know how Mr. Zhan can avoid being jealous.
If this were Lu Yinbing, I would be drowned in vinegar every day.
Friday cloudy to mostly cloudy
Lu Yinbing lost her temper today. A long article was posted online to celebrate her birthday. The flattery backfired. Lu Yinbing, who had been patient for many years, reposted it again to ridicule her. The article said that she was an "ageless" goddess, and that she took good care of herself, and that she was anti-aging and never aged. The article kept praising her face. Lu Yinbing was furious. She worked hard to prepare and shoot those TV series just to prevent the media from making such announcements again. What's wrong with being old? She is old, and she has two wrinkles. She is old and she is old gracefully and calmly. What is there to be afraid of
The more she spoke, the angrier she became. I coaxed her softly and lit the candles on her birthday cake. All her friends gathered together and sang Happy Birthday.
Looking at her putting her hands together and making a sincere wish, I couldn't help feeling a little melancholy. My Lu Yinbing would be forty years old today.
What are you daydreaming about? I heard her calling me.
It's okay, let's cut the cake. I shook my head. The noisy voices were filled with the aroma of cream. Everyone was getting old, but they were still making a lot of noise. Amid the cheers of "birthday man", I saw Lu Yinbing looking at me and I looked back.
I love you. She mouthed quietly in the crowd.
I laughed.
The camera pulls away, leaving the brightly lit and noisy villa, becoming smaller and smaller, and finally becoming a point of light in the endless darkness, tiny, but never extinguished.
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