Whether it was the awakened Zhuang Xiaodie or the asleep Zhuang Xiaodie, she both made it possible for Su Qingyu to leave.
It is "it" that has polluted everything, manipulating all the past related to Su Qingyu, hoping that she will come back.
The laughter, tears, regrets, and deceased relatives and friends of the past, in her memory, are like a picture scroll, slowly unfolding.
Father Zhuang used his ability to slowly distort her cognition. Whenever her body had a rejection reaction, Father Zhuang would temporarily stop and wait until her physical condition stabilized before continuing.
Three days before the strange and complete recovery, Zhuang's father completed Zhuang Xiaodie's entrustment.
The remaining three days were left for her to prepare.
The initial encounter between Shen Sinian and Luo Zixuan was different from what was described in the book.
Shen Sinian is a security guard, but he is not the pretentious but righteous security guard in the story.
Luo Zixuan is a young lady, but she is not the kind of young lady who thinks she has found true love and devotes her heart and soul to him.
The love in the story is full of twists and turns, but the interests in the real world are far more important than love.
Su Qingyu always thought that these deviations were the butterfly effect caused by himself.
But in fact, the development of the story in cognition and the development in the real world are different from the very beginning.
Mr. Zhuang’s ability exists in her brain like a virus.
Whenever Su Qingyu realized that something was wrong, there would be a force that made her ignore or rationalize those things.
It's like self-maintaining program code.
Let her stop thinking about her parents.
She wondered why the story development was different from the original trajectory, but she did not investigate the reason.
Let her substitute some of the people she met into the so-called book.
Let her accept it all and not doubt it.
However, faulty code can behave in an unexpected way, and with just a small correction from the programmer, the entire code can break.
Every time Su Qingyu had a doubt, she would deliberately write it down.
If you forget, use a pen or a memo.
Until this suspicion grows more and more, gradually breaking the boundaries of this blockade.
Zhuang Xiaodie doesn't want her to come back.
She hopes that Su Qingyu can live well in a world full of copies, with ghost money and flowers, and strange companions, and spend the rest of her life as a spectator.
Even if both parents have passed away, as long as you think that this is no longer your home, you won't feel too much grief.
Even if you have been bullied at school, as long as you believe that it is not your real experience, you will not feel sad when you recall it.
Even if I disappear, as long as I don't regard her as my true friend, I won't think of looking for her.
The only selfish thing was that Zhuang Xiaodie wanted to keep herself by Su Qingyu's side.
She left that little connection.
I just hope we can spend some more time together.
But Zhuang Xiaodie told Su Qingyu that Weiyi had no emotions.
That's because Zhuang Xiaodie is worried that if one day Su Qingyu really finds his past again and needs to confront "it", then Su Qingyu will remember this sentence deeply and not hold back when facing "it" or "her".