After Qi Yue brought Qi Mingfan into the room, he found that Qi Mingfan's little spoon was stained with something and was dirty.
"I'll go out and wash you, Mingfan just stay here." Qi Yue said, touched Qi Mingfan's head, then opened the door and came out.
Holding the spoon, before he reached the living room, Qi Yue suddenly heard his name. He stopped and vaguely felt that he couldn't go out now, so he stopped. What he heard next made him feel cold all over. .
Qi Mingyu knew that she liked him, and...
Qi Yue's hand holding the spoon couldn't help but tremble. Although he was aware of it, he never expected that things would be like this. For a moment, Qi Yue felt helpless and angry in his heart, almost annihilating it. He is the same, the person he likes so much in his heart must be watching him smugly liking him like a clown, while using him to deal with his mother. So, are those previous actions and words all fake? That's right, didn't Qi Mingyu just say that he doesn't like men? It's really hard for him. In order to rely on his mother's control, he can tolerate a man who likes him to stay by his side, and he can even humiliate himself to pretend to do those actions, saying Those words.
Qi Yue laughed hoarsely, feeling that he was a joke. Winter has passed, but the weather is still cold, but no matter how cold it is, it can't compare to the coldness of his heart at this time. Tears flowed down his eyes, and the road ahead was... It became blurry, and Qi Yue wiped his tears. He still remembered the time when he almost had a car accident in his hometown. Qi Mingyu was worried that the angry words he said were also false? Qi Yue's mind was in confusion. The previous scenes flashed back and forth in his mind, and he could no longer distinguish between true and false. He wiped the tears from his eyes hard to make his eyes clear, looked at the road in front of him carefully, and almost stubbornly observed the vehicles to prevent himself from accidents, because Qi Yue knew that no one would come to pull him, like Like self-abuse, I thought about what they just said over and over again to wake myself up and stop dreaming about illusory dreams.
Ivan felt that Qi Yue was a little strange these past two days, and he seemed to be in a trance. Although you would smile and answer when you talked to him, something was wrong and it looked like a routine.
Xue Chengran smiled and said, "Oh, this kind of thing makes you feel lovelorn."
"What?" Ivan suddenly turned around and looked at Xue Chengran with a sharp look, "You said Qi Yue is lovelorn? How is it possible? I haven't seen anyone he likes or is in love. How can he be lovelorn?"
Seeing Ivan's strong denial, Xue Chengran touched his nose and said, "Maybe he has a crush, otherwise how can I explain... Hey, where are you going?"
"I'll go find Qi Yue and ask for details." Ivan ran away without looking back.
Looking at Ivan's back, Xue Chengran sighed.
Ivan found Qi Yue in the pavilion. He had a book on his lap, but his eyes were blank. This expression made Ivan's heart skip a beat and his steps couldn't help but slow down.
"Qi Yue?" Ivan shouted softly.
"Huh?" Qi Yue came back to his senses and smiled when he saw Ivan, "Why are you here?"
"I have something to ask you." Ivan came over and sat next to Qi Yue, but he didn't know how to speak.
Seeing Ivan's hesitant and embarrassed look, Qi Yue took the initiative to speak, "What happened?"
Ivan bit his lip and said directly, "Qi Yue, do you have someone you like?"
Qi Yue was startled, obviously not expecting that Ivan was asking this question. His expression turned ugly and broken for a moment, and then he felt disappointed and clearly sad.
Seeing Qi Yue like this, Ivan probably knew Qi Yue's answer without him saying anything else, so she smiled bitterly. "It turns out you really have someone you like. I... we didn't know it."
"Is it obvious?" Qi Yue lowered his head and touched the page with his fingers. Thinking of his posture in the past two days, it was probably impossible for others to figure it out.
"You... do you like her very much?" Ivan couldn't help but ask.
Qi Yue raised his head and smiled. The smile was full of bitterness, "Yes, I like it very much, but it's a pity..."
"Qi Yue, I like you." Ivan said suddenly.
"What?!" Qi Yue looked at Ivan in surprise, and his mind went blank for a moment, "Ivan, you..."
"Although it's a bit inappropriate to say it now, I really want you to know that I like you." Ivan mustered up the courage. She wanted Qi Yue to notice her likes, instead of treating her as a friend and leaving her likes to others. people.
"Ivan..."
"Qi Yue, can you try to like me?" Ivan felt that he was so brave for the first time in his life.
Qi Yue looked at Ivan's red face, wandering eyes, and constantly stirring fingers. The panic in his heart suddenly calmed down. He held Ivan's hand and said sorry.
Ivan's excited expression suddenly stiffened, and she held back her tears, "I...am I not good enough?"
Qi Yue smiled and touched Ivan's head, "That's not the problem. No, I should say, it's not your problem. Ivan, you are very good and I like you very much, but we will never become boyfriend and girlfriend. That kind of like.”
"Why?"
Qi Yue took a deep breath and said, "Because I like men."
Ivan opened his eyes wide in shock and looked at Qi Yue. His mind went blank for a moment and he couldn't find anything to say. "You... what did you say? What do you mean? Qi Yue, are you kidding me? Even if you want to reject me, No need…”
"I'm not kidding." Qi Yue shook his head and interrupted Ivan, "Really, I like men, so... so I can't accept your feelings, so my feelings ended in vain." Qi Yue smiled bitterly, "I know you may not understand or even accept it, but I don't want to deceive you."
Qi Yue let go of Ivan's hand, "I'm sorry, Ivan."
Ivan was so shocked that he held back his tears, "You... please leave me alone, Qi Yue, let me think about it."
Ivan stood up and staggered away.
Qi Yue shook his head with a helpless smile, wondering if he would lose this friend.
Although she knew a shocking thing, Ivan was still very sad to be rejected by her sweetheart. She wiped her tears and walked in the school when she was suddenly stopped by Xue Chengran. Ifan looked up and saw that this was the place where they separated just now. Where are you? Ivan asked with a cry, "Why are you still here?"
Xue Chengran sighed, wiped Ivan's tears, and asked, "Is the confession over?"
"Ah? How do you know?"
"It was rejected."
Ivan sniffed and gave Xue Chengran a fist, "How do you know it again!"
Xue Chengran shrugged his shoulders, "You don't even know who I am. I have such a rich experience in love. You are the only one. I can tell it at a glance."
"Smelly shit." Ivan cursed, feeling a little better, but "I feel so embarrassed. The first time I confessed, I was rejected."
Xue Chengran touched Ivan's head and said, "Hey, next time you should wait for someone else to confess to you."
"How is that possible?" Ivan shook his head, "I'm not that charming. Will anyone else confess to me?"
"Why not?" Xue Chengran said jokingly, "I'll confess to you."
"Go to hell!"
After Ivan left, Qi Yue was in a daze for a while, then packed up and prepared to leave.
There was a person standing outside the pavilion. Qi Yue paused and wanted to walk aside.
"Qi Yue." Qi Mingyu called to Qi Yue, "Shall we talk?"
Qi Yue turned his back to Qi Mingyu, feeling annoyed that he was still feeling flustered by Qi Mingyu, "No, I don't want to talk. In fact, there's nothing to talk about, right?"
Qi Mingyu looked at Qi Yue in surprise. He never thought that Qi Yue would reject him. In his impression, Qi Yue had always been soft-tempered and didn't know how to reject others. But now, he actually said it. In this case.
Qi Mingyu just watched Qi Yue leave without opening his mouth to call Qi Yue again. He was a little hesitant, a rare moment of hesitation. Since Qi Yue left the villa, Qi Mingyu had thought about asking Qi Yue to explain, but he said What? The things he did were obvious, and it was impossible to say that they were not intentional. Qi Mingyu had been anxious for several days. Lu Lei looked at him inexplicably and said what he was still worried about. Anyway, he had finished using Qi Yue. Now although Qi Yue I know, but he has nothing to lose, right? And it doesn't matter if they break up like this. Anyway, he originally wanted to distance himself from Qi Yue, so why bother now
Qi Mingyu couldn't figure out why he was anxious or troubled. In short, he just couldn't sit still and wanted to find Qi Yue to explain clearly. Even if Qi Yue could talk to him calmly, Qi Mingyu felt that he could feel something in his heart. Originally, he had not thought about how to talk to Qi Yue, nor did he want to find Qi Yue, but when Qi Mingyu heard the conversation between Yi Fan and Xue Chengran just now, he couldn't help but come to find Qi Yue. The inexplicable anxiety in his heart became more obvious. After Qi Yue refused to talk to him, Qi Mingyu couldn't help but feel agitated. He didn't know what was going on. It was probably the reaction of people who had done something wrong.
"Qi Yue."
Qi Yue paused and looked at Ying Jincheng who appeared in front of him in surprise. Although they were all there at the time, Ying Jinchen himself knew that he liked men, and that matter had nothing to do with him, so Qi Yue I have no objection to Jin Cheng.
"Senior."
Ying Jincheng walked to Qi Yue and looked behind him, "You... didn't you and Ming Yu talk?"
"Senior, how did you know that Qi Mingyu came to see me?"
Ying Jincheng raised his eyebrows and said, "Qi Mingyu is already here. He seems very angry."
Qi Yue pursed his lips and said, "Senior, have you already known that I like him?"
Ying Jincheng looked at Qi Yue and said nothing. Suddenly, he snorted Qi Yue's hair from behind, "You are so obvious, can you not know? That kind of cautious attitude."
Qi Yue sighed and said with a wry smile, "It seems that my love is really..."