Qi Mingyu glanced at Ying Jincheng expressionlessly, and held back three words, "I don't want to go."
Ying Jincheng smiled, then turned his head and said to Qi Yue, "Qi Yue, let's go to the beach for a walk."
Qi Yue opened his mouth to refuse, but then thought of something, so he nodded, stood up and left with Ying Jincheng.
The two of them were walking on the beach, and Ying Jincheng kept introducing the customs and customs here to Qi Yue. Qi Yue couldn't interrupt, so he could only listen, a little absent-mindedly.
When Ying Jincheng saw this, he stopped and pretended to be distressed, "You look so distracted, which makes me feel that what I'm talking about is very boring."
Qi Yue shook his head quickly, smiled and said, "No, the senior said it very well."
"Then what are you thinking about?" Ying Jincheng blinked and asked, "Are you worried because of me?"
"Senior... I..." Qi Yue was hesitant to speak. He wanted to make things clear so that Ying Jincheng would not waste time on him.
"What's wrong?" Ying Jincheng rubbed Qi Yue's hair, "If it's rejection, there's no need to say anything."
Qi Yue looked at Ying Jincheng in surprise.
Ying Jincheng smiled, "I know you like Mingyu, and you definitely can't accept a new relationship now, but have you ever heard a saying that the best way to make yourself forget a relationship is to accept a new relationship. "
Qi Yue frowned, "I always think this sentence is very irresponsible."
"What?" Ying Jincheng looked at Qi Yue in shock, not expecting Qi Yue to say this.
Qi Yue looked at Ying Jincheng seriously, "Just to make myself happy, I will take advantage of the next relationship. I feel that this relationship was not equal from the beginning. It is so unfair to the other person."
Ying Jincheng smiled, his eyes soft, "Maybe the two of us will fall in love in the end."
Qi Yue nodded, "Maybe, but I don't want to do it. The risk is too great. I don't want to hurt..."
Ying Jincheng sighed, "Who said it must be hurt?" Ying Jincheng looked at Qi Yue's eyes seriously, "Qi Yue, I have never been in a serious relationship. Your appearance makes me feel like this Maybe, so why not give me a chance? Give yourself a chance too, maybe the risk is high, but I don’t care. What are you afraid of? The worst thing is that the two of us won’t be together in the end, and we can still be friends.”
"Senior..."
Ying Jincheng smiled and said, "I really like you."
Qi Yue's face turned red, but when he thought of Qi Mingyu and the painful feeling he felt until now, he knew that it was impossible for him to accept another person's feelings, let alone use others to forget this feeling.
Seeing the entanglement in Qi Yue's eyes, Ying Jincheng sighed for himself. Maybe it was Qi Yue's purity that attracted him so much. What should he do? He really didn't want to get deeper into it.
"Okay, I won't force you anymore." Ying Jincheng was not willing to force Qi Yue to make a decision in the end, "I'm going back first." He pinched Qi Yue's ears and turned around to leave.
Qi Yue breathed a sigh of relief. He felt powerless and didn't know what to do, even though he had made it clear. Suddenly I felt that whether it was Qi Mingyu, Ying Jincheng, or even Lu Lei, the gap and understanding between him and them were too big. These people were too self-centered. Once they understood what they wanted, they could ignore it. to fight for it, regardless of the wishes of others.
Qi Yue sat on the beach a little disappointed, feeling tired.
The sound of rustling footsteps came, and Qi Yue was not in the mood to watch. He buried himself between his knees, just wanting to think about life.
"Qi Yue."
Qi Mingyu's voice came to mind behind him, Qi Yue moved, but still didn't raise his head.
Qi Mingyu looked at Qi Yue with complicated eyes, then sat down next to Qi Yue and said softly, "I'm sorry."
Qi Yue opened his eyes wide in surprise, and involuntarily raised his head to look at Qi Mingyu.
Qi Mingyu looked at the seaside uncomfortably and coughed, "I was too impulsive last night, I'm sorry."
Qi Yue's face turned red and he pursed his lips, not knowing how to answer.
Maybe Qi Mingyu didn't want Qi Yue's answer, so he continued, "You know, the purpose of my coming here is to find you."
"Why?" Qi Yue asked in surprise.
Qi Mingyu lowered his head and smiled, with a helpless look on his face, "Because I feel something is wrong with me. This is the first time in so many years that I feel anxious and jealous because of a boy, which makes me very flustered."
Qi Yue looked at Qi Mingyu blankly, not knowing how to react.
"Qi Yue, I said I wanted to try it with you. It's true. I'm not kidding." Qi Mingyu turned to Qi Yue seriously, "To be honest, I don't want to watch you go to other men."
Qi Yue's face was as red as if it was cooked, but he forced himself to look at Qi Mingyu. Was Qi Mingyu's look last night because of anger and jealousy? Qi Yue suddenly stood up in panic, "Well... I'll leave first." Then he ran away...
His mood was completely different from yesterday. Qi Yue despised himself in his heart. Why could an apology resolve the entanglement in his heart? He was really out of position. However, Qi Mingyu said that he wanted to try it with him and said that he wanted to do it because of him. Anxious and jealous, does he like himself? This can be regarded as liking it. Qi Yue was a little happy at the same time, but more uneasy. This relationship was too unstable, and he was like a moth, still couldn't help but want to get close to the flame, and Qi Mingyu was like that. Fire, even if nothing would be left after burning, he still wanted to try it without hesitation, after all, it was the light he longed for.
But Qi Yue was a little timid and actually ran away. When he returned to the room afterwards, he wanted to beat himself to death. I really don't know what Qi Mingyu's expression was at that time. He must have hated himself to death.
Ying Jincheng walked back instead of going back to the room. His confession just now was not able to impress Qi Yue. He felt a little frustrated. He really should relax now, so he saw Ji Chen sitting on the beach and playing in the sand.
Ying Jincheng raised the corner of his mouth and smiled, walked over, and naturally came to the side of Ji Chen, and sat down and disappeared the words Ji Chen wrote on the beach.
Ji Chen's eyes twitched, "Didn't you see me writing?"
"Oh." Ying Jincheng looked down and said, "I just saw it."
"stand up."
"Why?" Ying Jincheng smiled and pointed under him, "Is this your place? If not, then I have the right to sit here. On the contrary, you have no right to drive me away."
"You sit on my desk!" Ji Chen's face turned dark.
Ying Jincheng asked strangely, "Do you still want to continue writing and playing in the sand?"
Ji Chen raised his head with arrogant eyes, "That's right, so get up."
Ying Jincheng shook his head, "I'm already sitting on it anyway, so you turn around and write next to it."
"You...you did it to me on purpose, right?" Ji Chen asked through gritted teeth.
Ying Jincheng smiled, with innocent eyes, "How could it be? I'm having a good discussion with you, and haven't I also provided you with a solution?"
"Okay! I won't write anymore. You sit down slowly." Ji Chen stood up suddenly, but the result was too sharp, and his eyesight turned black. He couldn't help but fell backwards, cursing in his heart, "F*ck" , I will be embarrassed in front of Ying Jincheng.
As a result, the beach was not touched and he was hugged into a warm embrace.
Before Ji Chen's eyes could react and his mind was a little fuzzy, he didn't move.
Ying Jincheng looked at Ji Chen's absent-minded eyes and raised his eyebrows in a funny way, waiting for him to recover.
Ji Chen's eyes gradually became clearer. When he realized what his situation was, he gasped and let out a whoosh... He choked on himself...
Ying Jincheng couldn't help laughing and looked at Ji Chen with interest.
Ji Chen's face turned red when he coughed. He crawled out of Ying Jincheng's arms, coughing as he climbed. He may not only blush because of the cough, but more probably because he felt too embarrassed. He glared at Ying Jincheng and turned around to leave. .
Ying Jincheng shook his head helplessly, "I didn't even say thank you."
I'm afraid the three people who had the most fun on this trip were Ivan, Xue Chengran and Lu Lei. The others had more or less troubles.
Qi Mingyu went back in the afternoon for some reason, and Qi Yue didn't know whether to breathe a sigh of relief or feel disappointed. In short, he felt empty and had no intention of playing, although he was still beaten by Ivan and Xue Chengran in the end. I took him to visit several scenic spots, and it was a worthwhile trip.
After returning to school, everything was back on track, and changes were quietly taking place.
Ying Jincheng acted as if nothing had happened and treated Qi Yue as usual. Qi Mingyu did not suddenly appear next to Qi Yue. He didn't know what he was doing. Ji Chen, on the other hand, worked hard as if he had taken chicken blood. The first time I went to the library to study, I could see Ji Chen studying in a fixed position.
A few days later, Qi Mingyu suddenly contacted Qi Yue. The moment he picked up the phone, Qi Yue's heart trembled.
"Hello?"
"Qi Yue." Qi Mingyu's deep voice came from the phone.
"Um."
There was silence on the other end of the phone, "I'll pick you up this afternoon and see Mingfan. He really misses you."
Qi Yue nodded and found that the person on the phone could not be seen at all, so he immediately said, "Okay."
When he got into Qi Mingyu's car again and went to the villa, Qi Yue felt a little complicated, as if he was thinking of bad memories. He looked out the window and didn't want to say a word. In fact, he felt that he was being pretentious. , but just because some things have passed, it doesn't mean that they can be treated as if they didn't happen. In the final analysis, he still cares about it.
Qi Mingyu glanced at Qi Yue a few times along the way and drove the car in silence. The silence between the two people relieved some of the awkwardness. Qi Mingyu didn't know what to say. After thinking about it, he stretched out his hand. , took Qi Yue's hand on his knee, Qi Yue's fingers were long and slender, and could wrap them completely. Qi Mingyu held Qi Yue's hand in his own.
Qi Yue looked back at Qi Mingyu in surprise. Qi Mingyu drove the car and did not look back. He just said, "I'm sorry, I won't let you have bad memories this time."
Qi Yue pursed his lips and smiled. Although he was a little uncomfortable with the current situation, he did not take out his hand.