Running with a Bag and Bun

Chapter 38: Know your own heart

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After Qi Mingyu finished speaking, he ignored the pale Wen Wanting and turned around to leave.

Back in the hall, Qi Mingyu walked around. Lu Lei was taking Mingfan to eat. Qi Yue and Ying Jincheng were nowhere to be seen. His face turned completely dark.

After Ying Jincheng sent Qi Yue to the room, on his way back, Ji Chen blocked him at the elevator door. Ji Chen originally saw Ying Jincheng taking Qi Yue to the elevator, obviously going to the hotel room, but he didn't know What happened, but I was worried about Qi Yue, so I followed him all the way, but I didn't catch the two of them in the elevator, so I waited for a long time before coming up.

Seeing Ying Jincheng walking towards him, Ji Chen breathed a sigh of relief, "Tsk, I thought you had evil intentions."

Ying Jincheng raised his eyebrows, "In your eyes, am I that kind of person?"

"Humph, that's right." Ji Chen looked back, "Where is Qi Yue? Where is he? Why did he leave so suddenly? Are you uncomfortable?"

Ji Chen saw Qi Mingyu leaving with a woman, but he didn't know what happened specifically, but what was certain was that Qi Yue was definitely not in a good mood.

"Well, he's in a bad mood. Let's rest here." Ying Jincheng said, suddenly frowning and approaching Ji Chen, lowering his head and sniffing his face a few times.

"What the hell! What are you doing?" Ji Chen dodged as if he was furious, his face even a little red.

"How much wine have you drunk? It smells so strong." Ying Jincheng said. Only then did he notice that Ji Chen's eyes were sparkling, and although his face could not tell anything, he was not as repulsive as before. The prick that is thousands of miles away, well, is like a child saying awkward words. No matter how much it babbles, it is still soft and can be flattened and rounded.

Ji Chen lowered his head and sniffed wildly on himself. He even raised his arm to put his nose in to smell. Then he raised his head with a confused look on his face and said, "No, it doesn't smell of alcohol."

When Ying Jincheng saw him like this, he couldn't help but laugh. Ji Chen's appearance made people want to rub his head. He looked like a young man.

"How about I also open a room for you so that you can..."

"What the hell do you want to do?!"

Before Ying Jincheng could finish his words, he was interrupted by Ji Chen. He looked at Ji Chen amusedly with his arms folded across his chest, looking wary.

"What do you think I want to do?" Ying Jincheng asked, without opening his mouth to explain.

"I can tell you, I'm on top!" Ji Chen said with squinted eyes.

"Oh, what a coincidence, so am I." Ying Jincheng touched his nose.

"So give up!"

Ying Jincheng: "..."

God knows, he really didn't mean anything else. How did he find this drunkard and look sober? If it weren't for the fact that his style was so different from usual, Ying Jin Chengzhen would have thought that he was not drunk at all.

After sighing, Ying Jincheng said helplessly, "I just wanted to ask you if you want to pay attention. You are drunk."

"You're just drunk, I'm very sober!" Ji Chen retorted.

Ying Jincheng shrugged, "Well, it seems you don't want to rest, so let's go down and come out."

"No, I'm tired and want to rest." Ji Chen said, "Get a room."

The waiter walking by looked at the two of them in confusion.

Ying Jincheng grabbed Ji Chen's collar and took him away quickly.

When Ying Jincheng returned to the hall, he saw Qi Mingyu striding towards him and asked, "Where is Qi Yue?"

Ying Jincheng smiled and asked, "Why are you asking me?"

"Don't pretend to me, he was taken away by you, where did you take him?" Qi Mingyu asked with a frown.

Ying Jincheng shook his head, "Qi Yue doesn't want me to tell you. You know, he is in a bad mood now and doesn't want to see you."

Qi Mingyu's face looked a little ugly, "I want to explain it to him."

"Explanation? Has the matter between you and Wen Wanting been resolved?"

"It has nothing to do with you." Qi Mingyu didn't want to answer.

Ying Jincheng sighed, "Mingyu, I can tell you where Qi Yue is, but don't go looking for him. Let him be alone tonight. You should also think about it. Maybe you two can do it tomorrow. Let’s talk about it.”

Qi Mingyu was silent for a moment and then nodded.

The next day, Qi Yue was woken up by a knock on the door. He rubbed his sore forehead, stood up and walked to the door. He looked through the peephole and saw that it was Qi Mingyu. Qi Yue took a deep breath, it was time to come. It will always come, and what should be faced must be faced. He calmed down and opened the door.

Qi Mingyu outside the door also looked a little haggard. He looked at Qi Yue without saying a word, with inexplicable emotions in his eyes.

"Come in." Qi Yue turned sideways and said to Qi Mingyu.

Qi Mingyu nodded and walked in.

The two of them were sitting on the sofa. Qi Yue asked, "If you have anything to do, just tell me. I will listen and accept it."

"Accept what?" Qi Mingyu was a little angry, "Qi Yue, who showed you this submissive look? Me? Did I bully you?"

Qi Yue's eyes turned red, and he pursed his lips and said nothing.

Qi Mingyu gritted his teeth and looked at Qi Yue, then suddenly pulled Qi Yue up, and with Qi Yue's surprised eyes, he pressed him under him.

"Qi Mingyu!"

Qi Mingyu reached out and touched Qi Yue's eyes, "Are you angry? Or do you feel aggrieved?"

Qi Yue turned his head away, not knowing what to say.

Qi Mingyu sighed, "Do you know about Wen Wanting?" Qi Mingyu continued talking without waiting for Qi Yue to come back.

The more Qi Yue listened, the more surprised he became. He originally thought that Wen Wanting was Qi Mingyu's ex-girlfriend, but he didn't expect that there was such a thing involved.

"Mingfan..." Qi Yue looked at Qi Mingyu in surprise.

Qi Mingyu nodded, pain flashed in his eyes, "It's all my fault. In fact, if I had gone there, maybe Mingfan wouldn't have... Qi Yue, I really regret it and hate it. After so many years, She never came back, not even a word. I really can't forget it and can't get over this hurdle in my heart."

"Then you now..." Qi Yue wanted to ask Qi Mingyu whether he still liked Wen Wanting and whether he had feelings for her, but he really couldn't say this, and he didn't know what he was feeling. Hatred arises out of love, because the person you like actually did such a thing and was so irresponsible afterwards, so I hate and can't let go. As the saying goes, hate arises out of love, and it is not unreasonable to love deeply and blame deeply. of.

Qi Mingyu seemed to understand Qi Yue's unfinished words. His eyes flickered and he chose not to answer because he didn't know the answer. When Wen Wanting left in person, although they broke up, Qi Mingyu did still like her. He loved her, but before this feeling faded, something happened to his brother, so this feeling suddenly changed. Now the hatred is still there, but is there still love in this hatred? He couldn't tell clearly. Qi Mingyu only knew that he couldn't make a definite judgment until the thorn in his heart completely disappeared. But what was certain was that he would not choose to be with Wen Wanting. They could not go back. It's past.

Although he was sure of this and could tell Qi Yue that he had no memories of Wen Wanting anymore, looking at Qi Yue's clear eyes, he couldn't tell. What Qi Yue gave him was a sincere feeling, and Qi Mingyu also I want to repay this feeling.

He traced the shape of Qi Yue's lips with his fingers, "Qi Yue, I can tell you that Wen Wanting and I will never go back together, but the scars she caused me have not faded until now. This thought in my heart If you can't pass it, I can't guarantee you."

Qi Yue lowered his eyes in disappointment, "So you don't know whether you like her or not? If this hurdle is passed, can you be sure that you will never be with her again?"

"Qi Yue..." Qi Mingyu frowned and looked at Qi Yue.

Qi Yue smiled bitterly, "So what are we doing like this? Just dragging it out like this? You want me to wait for you to think clearly? Wait for you to cross the hurdle in your heart? Why?" Qi Yue covered his face with his hands, not wanting to let Qi Mingyu saw himself in pain for him.

Qi Mingyu straightened up and looked at Qi Yue without saying a word. He wanted to hug Qi Yue, but when he stretched out his hand, he clenched his fists. He couldn't even distinguish his own mood, and he wanted to let Qi Yue go. The more you stay with him, Qi Mingyu, when have you become so irresponsible

"I'm sorry..." Qi Mingyu opened his lips again and again, but he could only spit out these three words.

Qi Yue wiped his face, stood up and turned his back to Qi Mingyu, "Come to me when you think about it clearly. Just tell me what it will be like. Now... let's separate first."

Qi Mingyu could only remain silent, looking at Qi Yue's thin back, he scratched his chest and felt the pain there was unbearable.

The two of them were silent all the way back. Qi Yue packed his things and prepared to leave as soon as he arrived at Qi Mingyu's villa. He declined Qi Mingyu's farewell and went home with his luggage.