She looked at her worn-out clothes, feeling more sorrowful in her heart, "Now I look like a beggar, and it is estimated that no woman will be as vulgar and inferior as me. That Tanqi is right. I shouldn't expect anything, I'm just too stupid."
Chengfeng was very angry at Jielan’s self-depreciation, and said, “If possessing the blood of the devilish nature is a low status, wouldn’t I, a dead person, have no right to live? That man doesn’t need to let You derogate for him, and don’t think about this person anymore. This is what I persuade you. I hope you can listen."
It was as if everything in the world had ended here, as if life had lost its weight, and the empty and painful heart had nowhere to fall, so she could only let her pain and pain silently.
Those vows that are still in my ears, can't stand the dawn so much, everything has changed after one night. But what about the person who gave the oath? What should he do? Waiting to forget, waiting for time to erase everything, but what if time is so pale and feeble
Jielan don't know what to do? The indulgence of last night caused her pain today, who should she blame? But even if he wanted to hold on to himself, why did the tears from the corners of his eyes still gush down like spring water? In front of this cold and arrogant man, he cried again for another man.
Cheng Feng sighed and said, "On the street, you are not afraid of being laughed at like this."
Jie Lan only noticed that it was early morning and there were more pedestrians on the street. Many people passing by looked at her with strange expressions. Jie Lan was afraid that these people would see the joke, but she couldn't help it. She turned around, put her head close to Chengfeng's arm, and buried her deeply, so as not to let others see her own tears.
Even though her tears moistened her clothes, Chengfeng did not blame her, but silently let her release the sadness in her heart. Her pain made Chengfeng seem to feel her own pain too. I thought I would never remember the pain again.
After a long time, Jie Lan finally held back her tears. She wiped away the tears, and said to Chengfeng: "I'm sorry, I was let you see me like this twice. It was because of some trivial things. I was really terrible."
"If it's really insignificant, it won't be so painful." Cheng Feng said as if recalling the past, but he also wanted to comfort Jie Lan, who was uncertain.
"I will not go looking for him according to your wishes." Jie Lan gritted her teeth and made this decision.
"I'm advising you not to think about him, rather than seeing or not seeing him. You are destined to see each other again. Unless you do not intend to treat him, you will be in peace. Otherwise, as the man said , You will harm him, and you will suffer all the pain in the future." Chengfeng seldom tried to persuade someone so patiently, but for Jie Lan, he had to be cautious, at least he didn’t want her to pay anything back. The unclear situation pushed himself into the abyss.