Xie Duo seemed not to have seen the gun and asked him in a deep voice: "What are you doing here?"
Xie Duo clearly felt the muzzle of the gun on his forehead trembling violently. He heard Shen Antu reply, "Can't you see? I'm here to kill you, Xie Duo."
Under Xie Duo's gaze, Shen Antu's eyes were visibly bloodshot: "Then, I will lie down beside your body and shoot myself, so that we can die together."
The room was silent. The heavy snow that had lasted for nearly five days in Country B suddenly stopped.
In an instant, the two of them moved at the same time. Xie Duo grabbed Shen Antu's wrist and exerted force suddenly. Shen Antu hooked his hands around Xie Duo's neck and leaned down. They were like the positive and negative poles of a magnet. Once they were close to a certain distance, they would spontaneously hold each other tightly. Shen Antu's gun was still in his hand, but his lips had uncontrollably pressed against the other half of it.
They were truly clinging to each other, as if they wanted to melt into each other's flesh and blood; the room was filled with their passionate gasps.
Xie Duo grabbed Shen Antu's long hair and questioned him in between kisses: "What are you doing here? What did I say before I left? Don't run around, wait for me to come back, why didn't you listen?"
"I can't, I can't do it..." Shen Antu raised his chin to reach for Xie Duo's tongue, hungry as if he had been lost in the desert for half a month, "I want to see you, Xie Duo, I must see you, otherwise I will die, only you can save me, Xie Duo, save me..."
Xie Duo pulled him into his arms and laid him down. As he did so, his thigh was pulled by the force and the wound suddenly felt a sharp pain.
"hiss-"
Shen Antu immediately jumped up like a rabbit and stood up beside the bed, looking at Xie Duo's legs in panic: "How are you? Did I press down on your wound? I... I'll go call a doctor!"
The pain came and went quickly. Xie Duo grabbed his wrist and laughed at him: "Why are you panicking? It's okay."
After about half a minute, Shen Antu calmed down. He did not dare to climb onto the bed again, but just knelt on the ground exhausted.
Xie Duo held his cold hand and said, "Come up."
Shen Antu shook his head stubbornly. He lay on the edge of the bed, his eyes filled with emotions. He stared at Xie Duo without blinking.
Both of them obviously had a lot to ask and say, but they didn't know where to start.
Finally, it was Xie Duo who spoke first: "Have you remembered everything?"
Shen Antu lowered his eyes and said nothing.
Xie Duo held his chin and forced him to look up: "Speak."
Shen Antu looked at him: "No."
Xie Duo sneered and let go: "Shen Antu, are you still lying to me at this time?"
Shen Antu panicked, and told lies one after another without thinking: "I didn't... I, I really didn't, I just remembered a little bit, our high school... And, there was also Ji Yuan's matter, just a little bit..."
Xie Duo was silent, his eyes were drooping without any emotion, colder than the snowy night in Country B. Shen Antu simply couldn't bear such a look, he collapsed in an instant, and began to tremble all over. Suddenly, he found a life-saving straw, he tightened his grip on the gun in his hand again, and pointed it at Xie Duo again, this time at the chest.
"Xie Duo, you can't do this to me, Xie Duo, Xie Duo..."
Xie Duo stretched out his hand to hold the muzzle of the gun. His movements were much steadier than Shen Antu's, as if he was the one holding the gun: "What are you doing, Shen Antu? What on earth are you doing here tonight?"
Shen Antu's peach blossom eyes, which were always filled with cunning, were empty, with only Xie Duo's figure reflected in them. He looked at Xie Duo blankly, and the hand holding the gun suddenly lost its strength. He turned the gun around and handed it to Xie Duo, with the muzzle facing him.
"Xie Duo, if you are angry, you can shoot, but please don't cancel our wedding."
Chapter 56 What Happened That Year
Xie Duo frowned and tried to let go of the pistol, but Shen Antu held it tightly and he couldn't break free.
"Who said I wanted to cancel the wedding?"
Shen Antu looked up at him helplessly, like a dying swan: "Now that you know that I have recovered my memory and that I am Shen Lin, you will not marry me..."
Xie Duo was like a bad judge, asking coldly and ruthlessly: "Why?"
Shen Antu dodged his gaze in all directions, but was eventually forced to flee by this gaze. He could only show him his deepest wounds: "Because you don't like Shen Lin."
He said sadly, "You don't love me."
Xie Duo laughed angrily: "Shen Antu, do you have a heart? Don't you know whether I love you or not?"
"I know, of course I know!" Shen Antu suddenly raised his voice, "You like Shen Antu, Shen Antu is obedient and well-behaved, simple and innocent, do you know what Shen Lin is like? Shen Lin is deceitful and vicious, rotten from head to toe, and has done all kinds of disgusting things. Do you know that I once went to a nightclub to dance for money? Do you know that I worked as a dog for a rich woman for several months to please her? I cheated and deceived, and the sincerity I have betrayed can be lined up from the ward to the hospital gate. How could you like me?"
Xie Duo's heart was clenched hard, and he held Shen Antu's hand: "What happened back then?"
Shen Antu couldn't hear what Xie Duo said, and was still immersed in grief and anger: "Do I have a heart? Do I deserve it? Xie Duo, do you want Shen Lin's heart? Would you be willing to take something that I find disgusting?"